I feel tears running down my cheek as I climb into the tub my11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfbHYzQDrE
whole life has been lie, I should have known I am always being lied to the hot11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAYw67QaZu
water hits my skin the pain but also pleasure of the heat erupting across my11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkkDMOu15X
body I close my eyes trying to stop the tears but I can’t the first time he11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8Jqf2FiZJ
told me he loved me I accused him of lying, is my life evening real or is it a11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3cVlhLW6D
figment of my imagination, Fyodor Dostoevsky once said
“I was burning while11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlO6C7fuzi3
you came blaming me for the smell of ashes”
which is exactly how my life feels either I am being lied to11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0wHVyV9CA
or blamed for their actions something I did not do neither participated in.
I hear a knock on my door I sigh before pushing open the door
“love”
Julian whispers
“I am sorry”
“for what?”
“yelling at you I am sorry I was heartbroken and hurt and I11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjITY0vCRb
was just in the moment”
“sweetheart I was never mad at you”
“but you haven’t left11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMu8RuT4gj
your room in the past seven hours”
“that doesn’t mean I am mad”
he pulls me into his11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriCFzptP0k
arms
“I love you”
he whispers burying his face into my neck his hot breath11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhixvUWxkx
fanning across my neck.
“we have training in an hour”
I sigh wrapping my11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtJOVegRgQ
hands around his torso
“I love you” he whispers again I will never get use to this11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSR5QZDxrqH
one second, he’s telling me how much he hates me and the next he is telling me11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYInb8rxAP
he can’t live without me.
As we walk across the stage all I can think is we are like11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2HKHXu9Ej
the three headed dragon one to be a murderer who will unleash death, one to be11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesc79U82tR
a monarch whose crown will weigh heavy, and one to be mad whose ideas will11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGyeL2QcQk
change history the perfect depiction of me, Julian and Theo I will unleash11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FJmp8AYPN
death, Julian will be a monarch and Theo’s ideas will change history, Theo11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixS1AvYYo3
steps forward grabbing the microphone
“hello everyone, today we will be practicing shoot and11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhweWBgDwA
stabbing and pin points on where exactly you want to hit for irremediable11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdm4WSTB6nT
damage”
“why are we doing this11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGurF0n2MOf
why don’t we all just go home and live the rest of our lives”
somebody shouts in the crowd
“because we are all going to die Fyodor Dostoevsky once said
“its better to be unhappy and know the worst than to be happy11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EDGkd79bT
in a fools paradise” you signed up for this there's no leaving now”
Theo shouts the crowd11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvZjMrtkEt
goes silent “let’s go”
he scowls before turning and walking off stage, well today is11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kw2KQeWMa
going to be a shit show.
My arm aches as I try to throw the machete again “are you11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMe40w2qFq
okay” Theo whispers
“Yup, perfectly fine”
“Are you sure?”
“No, you dumbass my arm feels like it’s about to fall off”
He laughs before saying “I thought you had used a machete11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8Z35XyIlK
before” “no” I scowl
“Were you lying to me11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE54TrDvV2H
too” he whips his head around surprise present in his expression “what”
“Did you know about my11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU077O12puW
brain disease too” his eyes go wide
“He told you”
“Great another person11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPNnsehaaN
who lied to me”
“Annalise-”
“No, you are suppose to be my family but you keep this from11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3DUTlQuDn
me”
“Annalise you don’t understand last time we told you, you11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp50WshKPeu
tried to kill yourself because you thought you were killing Julian”
“what”
“When you were fifteen me and Julian told you about the11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5f1o31xnQ
disease you locked yourself in the military quarters and tried to shoot11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EBnFaeBhd
yourself”
“no” I shake my head refusing to believe
“Have you ever wondered where that scar on your collarbone11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8x6X5xBOy
came from”
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I stop remembering the scar on my collarbone which is shaped11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QzHbyHrz0
like a bullet “your not lying” I whisper “never was” “oh my god” I have one11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof9xnLl9vt
life, yet I have lived many.
