wake up to Julian running his hand up and down11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7jpwsLXYD
my back very lightly but this time it11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMqp6kCnE0
doesn’t hurt I slowly sit up “good morning love” he whispers
“here”11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBlSsbMSYa
he hands me an Advil
“take this it will help with the pain” I nod placing it on my tongue and letting it11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDHZFwDVLA
dissolve in my mouth
“why11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tXiIuVgIO
do you write such sad stories?”
“what11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9g6mF11MY
do you mean” he asks
“I was, reading your journals and you write so11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5croNLRQN
many stories yet they were all tragic love stories with terrible endings”
“love you don’t understand”
“what11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiGTaK9OZL
don’t I understand?”
“people11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvfTNdHtno
who cannot express their traumas verbally express them through writing, we make11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBysXAO6oR
these complex messed up characters adding aspects of our life and traumas into11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJegvS59DiM
these characters and then give them the same ending as our self’s”.
“do we have training today” I ask he shakes11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe54B9C5yMv
his head a look of concern on his face
“love you need to heal”
“This11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzENCB6Ivxy
is war Julian there is no time for healing especially because I am now11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yqP8CzDnz
Sergeant”
“I don’t care you’re not training”
“this isn’t your day I am going back to11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdNQUNafkZ
training whether you say yes of not”
“no, you’re not you are going to hurt11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj72XusWXsc
yourself”
“I need to go back”
“I11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkrVrPumB9
don’t fucking care Annalise you are my wife and I will not let you hurt11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMuRgArpC9
yourself further”
“wife?” everything I was going to say is now gone he11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyugbEVVF77
just called me his wife, he pulls out a small box and my heart drops
“ If we are going to die, I want to give you11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfz3sqWusX
this now” he pulls out a small ring it has a good band with a red ruby in the11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqM1nzRMWeu
center, it has the same design and colours as my gun I feel tears sting my eyes11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPorD8embKD
“ Annalise Marie will you marry me I know you11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ47pT0pxR3
only have known me for a few months and have only just stopped hating me but we11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfg7bR3os6u
are at war and I wanted to give you this now in case we die or you lose your11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrA34Kfgh4P
memories again” I feel tears slide down my cheek
“ yes” I whisper, he slides the ring on to my finger11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMTDBoWkIQ
“Now11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcO5rlfzyQ
you will always carry a piece of me with you” he whispers a smile spreading11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOJX6psUAR
across his face
“ I am going to go tell Theo” he says before11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TiKMJXikj
running down the hall more tears cascade down my cheeks but that’s when my11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxx34iD4Yq
vision starts fading and the world around me goes black.
4years ago….
“Julian” I shout
“yes, my love” he says11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBDMsydysl
kissing down my neck
“let’s get married and11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlopagByom
run away”
“finally”
“what do you mean” I11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpRU9bgU1G
ask he pulls out a ring from his pocket it’s gold with a red ruby in the center
“oh my god” I breath
“will you marry me” he11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJRWrYb8sr
whispers
“ yes” I cry
“where to my love”
“anywhere”
“ let’s live in the11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfW2SifuLp
forest and in our next lifetime we can live in the mountains away from society11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZugObuy4r
and the world”
“ that sounds amazing”
“ you’re amazing” he says pulling me into kiss.
The11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixY3nL6WAR
world comes flooding back
“Annalise” Julian voice rings I shift me gaze11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0j9pOeJZin
up to see Julian standing over me a look of panic on his face
“I remember” his eyes widen
“what do you remember” he rushes out
“when I was sixteen you asked me to marry you11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvUi28HYSh
and I told you I want to run away” I breathe my chest heaving
“is that all” he asks
“yes”
He11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiWJAe47pg
pulls me into his arms “I have married you twice now” he laughs
“that’s crazy I have lived one life yet many11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUr87eF5Ljw
it’s confusing”.
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