-拔舍巴,神聖羅馬帝國奧地利黑教堂,微R18G/虛構非典宗教/製作人造人/雙性性器閹割/血腥描寫有
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那人的顏面本不是如此的,是眾人的歌詠擁起他的意義。83Please respect copyright.PENANAjawTookdJe
他的毛髮、肌膚與美麗都將是通往樂土的指引。83Please respect copyright.PENANAq5R0Yh6f1a
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「我等高貴得寵的啟示之子,流著矜貴青金之血的啟示之子。」83Please respect copyright.PENANARUrwnh5vqB
「請您醒來吧──」83Please respect copyright.PENANA9WuvZDQ1K8
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──領我們去到那片冀望的樂土。83Please respect copyright.PENANAJS1j66yQZW
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那是個滿月月光恰好能透過馬賽克玻璃窗傾瀉的夜,他在棺中醒來,猶若一具成功從幽冥回歸的死者,一抹得來不易的神蹟。83Please respect copyright.PENANA6pdsN7sNKb
月光襯著他微啟的眼眸,襯著他所沐浴的一切愛意,眾星拱月的此刻,感到朦朧的青年則因額前的冰冷蹙眉。83Please respect copyright.PENANA1AzqaX25Hk
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記憶的始於周遭的陣陣歡呼。83Please respect copyright.PENANAibmOBNjPaV
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它們規律無比且維持在同一個音頻上共振,待那陣陣低沉的歡呼一畢,他甚至能聽見其中夾雜的某種放心,安然,甚至聽上去有些亢奮的喘息。83Please respect copyright.PENANA1Ktg3ABmp0
是來棺邊的人抬手的瞬間台下那些人才安靜的。83Please respect copyright.PENANAQXhCEdGGMR
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「哈……啊……?」83Please respect copyright.PENANAEYyqzjjGAR
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青年的餘光裡有那個人,那個穿著帶紋樣的黑袍,蒙面,未說出半個字母的人。方才醒來的青年嘗試發出他第一聲呼吸的瞬間,他便低著頭,向他看了過來。83Please respect copyright.PENANAAeSKvxTMSC
你是誰?吃力地從沉睡中甦醒的青年想要表達疑問。83Please respect copyright.PENANAzJilGF9Lrx
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「『淨化』。」83Please respect copyright.PENANAkQA08NAqWf
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他躺在棺木裡,在一片歡呼後的死寂之中。83Please respect copyright.PENANAxoUnmqtFYV
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那些字節在他晦暗的腦海組織出了意義,好似他仰望的不是黑教堂的天頂,而是神聖羅馬帝國偉大而無窮的星空,洗淨,第一聲詞語伴著火坑的迸裂聲傳到他的耳去,接著──83Please respect copyright.PENANAtiSGqLFjPD
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──那人的雙手到他生而為人的污穢去,燒紅的刀刃狠戾地剜走了他皮囊上冗贅的淫根。83Please respect copyright.PENANABSvnarrsJK
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「──!!!」83Please respect copyright.PENANA3LVXA9OgKp
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西曆1620年,奧地利一處漆黑的教會內部,這裡是教團「啟示九夜」的根據地,漆黑的教堂,「一切遺憾的終點」,所有殞命之物必將抵達的大門前廊。83Please respect copyright.PENANAZdACd6hTky
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無能於夢囈的拔舍巴從痛楚中驚醒,即便他的後腦勺安穩地枕在鑲了金色滾邊與流蘇的鵝絨枕上,也止不住被褥為腹肚帶來的疼痛。83Please respect copyright.PENANAhbqAGexhU4
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這裡是他的棺床,與夢中的棺是同一個棺。83Please respect copyright.PENANASM9hqL83pM
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在夢中來到棺邊的那人「Borghese」(博爾蓋塞)告訴自己叫作「Bathsheba」(拔舍巴),那時,他不知道自己是從粉塵與希望裡鍊出來的,更不知道自己與旁人的區別,在教團集體唱誦的禱文之下,教團成員與主持儀式的大主教「博爾蓋塞」在法陣上注入的「情報」也都到了他的意識裡頭。83Please respect copyright.PENANAnmevQnt7F4
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──我只是你的命名者,以後就叫我「主教」便可。你是最偉大的「聖處子」,要更拘謹,作風要崇高。83Please respect copyright.PENANACC6VebdKBG
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赤裸地待在棺中的拔舍巴一度要尋著那人的聲音去呼喚他的名字,主教的聲音便讓這瞬間的倚賴成了最後,日後也淡忘的聖處子純粹地聽著主教的話語,完美地貫徹自己的職責。83Please respect copyright.PENANALQg1mqZ2Rv
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「哈……哈啊……」83Please respect copyright.PENANAOXiL9pXclH
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負責「教誨」的主教替他命名,替他「淨身」,他說:血之紋樣與之後的苦痛便是你聖潔的標誌,切莫怨它。83Please respect copyright.PENANAcOah0KEWAj
他又說:淫靡的根與孕子的宮都是有罪之人生來的污髒,你不該有它。83Please respect copyright.PENANAZIgNmn4Mpy
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於是全數將之抹殺──以伴隨一生的劇痛為代價。83Please respect copyright.PENANA8l0AhMo2V2
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所以拔舍巴不曾懷疑過這份痛楚,也不曾懷疑當他醒來時灼熱的刀傷,不管他曾經擁有性器還是子宮如何,現在的事實就是那裡什麼也沒有了──即使有,也是徹底得到了鮮血的「洗滌」。83Please respect copyright.PENANAp9MprHw3OK
而這個必須崇高又拘謹的「聖處子」又是要做什麼?從他雙手浸染的鮮血與短暫的記憶來看,是「淨化」;從主教給他的教誨來看,是「平定」。 83Please respect copyright.PENANAgP5wVi0kGC
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在他身上還有閹割火燒的新鮮傷口時,拔舍巴的純潔讓他即使一身鮮血也都保持了意識,他先是躺著聽了溫婉和藹的告知,爾後便明白,這世上只有「神聖純潔的處子」才有望找到平定一切遺憾的「咒文」。83Please respect copyright.PENANA02rQfMB8SL
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他理所當然地接受這個使命,也理所當然地接受了這份初生時,被人持著火焰灼燒皮肉的噩夢。83Please respect copyright.PENANAUUfNqFenWp
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「閣下,早上好,您做噩夢了?」83Please respect copyright.PENANAlkXwCtHpEu
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「……是……」83Please respect copyright.PENANAODXbANMWOT
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斜眼瞥到了迎接自己起床的侍童,他們也身穿黑袍,蒙起的面部底下是純潔孩童還未變聲的調調。83Please respect copyright.PENANAbO46s4SU49
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「那麼,請讓我為您施靜心咒,撫平噩夢給您帶來的痛苦。」83Please respect copyright.PENANAISHKXip4lR
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「……嗯。」83Please respect copyright.PENANAfHRW5uYmXH
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侍童如是說,而拔舍巴也朦朧地看著湊上來的兩位侍童施咒的光芒,「主教」授予所有服務他的人員許多咒語,大半咒語便是以印在侍童手上的紋樣為媒介施展。83Please respect copyright.PENANAtUVaMWtCAw
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即使教團人員各個蒙面,拔舍巴多少也是在這些年來的獵殺任務裡見過裸露在外的面部,卻從未想過這些伴他左右的人該是在何時露出何種表情。83Please respect copyright.PENANAtcjT9dzA2O
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曾經,注意到拔舍巴在關注人類面部「表情」的主教是這麼告訴他的:那些表情的扭曲皆等同污髒,毫無意義。83Please respect copyright.PENANAAJbc6UQrYS
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「那請您在簡單盥洗後脫下衣服讓我們確認,您今天還必須出席與大公的會晤。」83Please respect copyright.PENANAdIIlPc17eM
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「閣下?」83Please respect copyright.PENANAu7WkVrnpJR
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就像他答應侍童對自己的魔力流動施以安撫用的「靜心咒」(噩夢總讓他紊亂),「主教」的每句「教誨」也時刻在他的腦海流淌,他偶爾也會有那些毫無意義的「表情」,不過這並非意味他就是「髒了」,而是需要侍童替他清理,代為負擔那些俗世的瑣碎。83Please respect copyright.PENANA1dlQSO3YJk
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「……沒什麼。侍者,替我盥洗。」83Please respect copyright.PENANA3DZZgAzkvd
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「遵命。」83Please respect copyright.PENANAR3MpXPJKxG
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微啟的雙唇擠出稀碎的字節,透過神情判斷了命令的侍童便點頭上前。 83Please respect copyright.PENANA796ORfibSm
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一旦從這裡踏出去就能見到了,這是個因戰爭大亂的世界。83Please respect copyright.PENANAgh9BKn4QOW
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就像他知道「教誨」必須服從,「使命」必須完成,拔舍巴也記得第一次了解到「會晤」意義的時候。有時,他覺得不論內容,單論意義的話,這些詞語的意義比名字更好理解,因為拔舍巴其實分不大清為什麼博爾蓋塞是博爾蓋塞,為什麼拔舍巴又是拔舍巴。83Please respect copyright.PENANADJByhXCPIb
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他的第一次會晤對象是什麼名字,拔舍巴已經不記得了,可是他記得那次「會晤」之後,兩腿間皆是鮮血的拔舍巴更是在執行會晤的廳室裡見到了「教團」裡的「罪人」──83Please respect copyright.PENANA2DI9QIGorG
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──閣下,今天的您也是如此美麗,今天,還有一位罪人需要您。83Please respect copyright.PENANAAiQwzXLnGJ
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「……閣下,今天的用膳時間在會晤以後,還請您注意。」83Please respect copyright.PENANAv2ZplK0Ibz
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沉浸在記憶中,拔舍巴恍惚地被來到床側的侍童抬起雙手,乾淨且吸了水的布匹蓋上他的肌膚。83Please respect copyright.PENANAwL1tcAr1Jr
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隔著他低下頭以後形成的髮幕去看他們,拔舍巴還是只能見到這些「教團成員」微笑的嘴角與無眼的面容。看著淨水由透明染上淡紅,看著布匹從淨白染上鮮血之色,這樣突兀的色澤真不是一種污髒嗎?83Please respect copyright.PENANAHE4lmlQelY
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他想都沒想,也無法去想,拔舍巴只是憶起了自己第一次使用法術「洗淨」罪人的剎那。83Please respect copyright.PENANACeiKJI6wxH
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他不是穿著袍子的「同伴」,更不是穿金戴銀的「賓客」。83Please respect copyright.PENANAbcpL5xFgCJ
只是一個面部裸露在外,再平凡不過的市井小民。83Please respect copyright.PENANAmuym30GyNp
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他不知道自己處決的其實是曾穿著黑袍的成員,更不知道他替自己包紮過傷口,為他的傷口斟過消毒用的酒液。83Please respect copyright.PENANABTvjXjXzy2
他不知道他犯了什麼罪,只知道當他抬手的剎那,悲鳴戛然而止,世界在扭曲的屍首裡重歸寂靜。83Please respect copyright.PENANAPUJrIJiSkK
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這是他的力量,他洗淨一切罪業的力量──「聖處子」專屬的屠殺術式。83Please respect copyright.PENANA0Cr3KVu2AN
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「……咳、咳咳,嘔……!」83Please respect copyright.PENANAPMwqqCbPm6
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「閣下?!」83Please respect copyright.PENANAtPWbMHVJbV
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吃痛地捧腹,蜷縮起身體,被拭淨身軀的拔舍巴方要嘗試下床,一陣從內側而來的劇痛便讓他低頭乾嘔──唰啦、唰啦──從乾嘔到潤濕,從濕潤到浸透,那本就鑲滿豪奢花紋的被褥可看不見他口中吐出的「潔淨」(鮮血)。83Please respect copyright.PENANA0pC2TxAxqn
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「……帶我去,廳室。」83Please respect copyright.PENANAeOCvh4djYn
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再這樣下去不行,一會兒還有「會晤」,直接從旁邊的侍童手上搶來手帕的拔舍巴一聲嘶啞的低吟便馬上喚來了負責抬送他的苦力。83Please respect copyright.PENANAAeH3FEdcHN
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那些負責使力,做苦工的也是穿著遮面黑袍。83Please respect copyright.PENANAmoH7npEr6a
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與這些做貼身服務的侍童差距就只在他們接應難以行走的「聖處子」時,裸露在袍外的手臂。83Please respect copyright.PENANAeJWaZAekHO
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這裡是教團「啟示九夜」的根據地,而他是為了某個神聖使命而生的「肉體」。83Please respect copyright.PENANAEI8JKp7DAm
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戰亂遍佈,不知何謂疼惜與寵愛的拔舍巴無力地在侍童的協助下解釦更衣,總是能從這些侍童遮面的袍子底下看見恐懼的拔舍巴不知他們的真意,難不成怕他不滿就會殺了他們?他按命令行事,只要是能尋得一些關於傳說中「咒文」的線索,他什麼事情都會去做……83Please respect copyright.PENANAMTlYqqhPbf
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殺人放火甚至獵殺稚兒,再從屠戮村莊一路來到摧毀城鎮。83Please respect copyright.PENANAGcz40sQdF5
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只要有令,那裡就有他的生存意義。83Please respect copyright.PENANAGDbdZ04zfs
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他長住的黑教堂裡並沒有大談愛國情操與信仰神明的光景,多半是為了「贖罪」而來的賓客──需要滿足的大公、貪求赦免的伯爵、渴望平安的小姐、哀憐那婚外情丈夫的貴婦……許多人聽聞這兒有一個最潔淨的「樂園看守者」便在暗地裡支付大把黃金前來,所有昂貴的東西都到沙發邊上了,拔舍巴的眼也依舊看不見任何關於「目的地」的端倪。83Please respect copyright.PENANAy5HoJUU6ET
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明明大主教博爾蓋塞都是這麼說了──持續與尊貴的賓客會面吧,那樣在你之中的力量就會於直視罪孽時覺醒,指引你看見樂土,指引你抵達幽冥。83Please respect copyright.PENANAKD3I1e9aPs
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但是,這些鮮紅色的泉反而瞎了他的眼,讓他坐上由苦力去抬的座椅,一路來到所有賓客支付重金,向「聖處子」索要赦免的房間。83Please respect copyright.PENANA0wcs1Mxqf7
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「噢,備受敬愛的樂園之子,保留了最純潔貞操的女人,拔舍巴閣下!」83Please respect copyright.PENANAJfa7QLvOlr
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被苦力放到定位的拔舍巴凝視著率先出聲招呼的賓客,被稱為「大公」的他前來此處的目的顯然不是那麼單純。83Please respect copyright.PENANAOxp1tXdhXN
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「……恕我來向你知會一件關於傳說的喜訊。」83Please respect copyright.PENANAzhXFvc03yN
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「……?」83Please respect copyright.PENANA5A6zXAKxQf
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面對眼前人突如其來的發言,拔舍巴倏然一愣。
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