I'd like to think, that beyond this bristling carpet of reeds and half-hearted, long-forgotten blooms, she'll be waiting.1293Please respect copyright.PENANAVMQRTZS548
silence1293Please respect copyright.PENANAmhjTYZYnU3
I'd like to think, that once the night sky spreads its wings and brings the dancing stars to light, and wretched, sinful Isabelle still hasn't returned home - I'd like to think that perhaps her parents might regret the words they said, might regret the palms of their hands stinging red against my face.1293Please respect copyright.PENANAL1RE5TKdww
I pray for them. For Isabelle. And for Maddy. I pray for answers.1293Please respect copyright.PENANAEfFRVgjbvl
A hundred days have made me older1293Please respect copyright.PENANAFaUmWtPo4o
They told me that God loves us all, and will always be with us; but now, tears streaming onto my clasped hands and down into the river, silence is the only response.1293Please respect copyright.PENANA7BQMgukGMN
A thousand lies have made me colder1293Please respect copyright.PENANAy8Y3Fejio1
They never met her. Never met Maddy. They heard her name, spoke to her parents, but they never met her, and I hate them for that, more than I hate them for the scars on my cheeks.1293Please respect copyright.PENANArC1sZSstRO
They just heard about her. And when they did, they forgot about Isabelle, that poor girl became me; the one they couldn't love. Their daughter was killed by a phone call.1293Please respect copyright.PENANAC4AJHeBpDS
silence1293Please respect copyright.PENANAQU8Y7elc97
We were lying about why I was there, and we were lying side by side - lying side by side, earphones in to maintain the charade of studying - I could've lived in that moment forever. Just holding her hand in mine, knowing she was right beside me, seeing what I was seeing, hearing what I was hearing, feeling what I was feeling.1293Please respect copyright.PENANASiVRNR3fp4
Door opening.1293Please respect copyright.PENANAU5zpm8mwgS
Earphones falling.1293Please respect copyright.PENANAgkS9yd6ZCI
3 Doors Down's Here Without You cuts to silence.1293Please respect copyright.PENANAbg56jRCTzn
Door closing.1293Please respect copyright.PENANAAsjYRTZwKw
And then Maddy's parents called mine.1293Please respect copyright.PENANATTkP2McdSX
The memories tear at me from the inside out, trying to escape into a reality that I lost so long ago.1293Please respect copyright.PENANAZCB1phYBLS
I lay my head down in the river, floating hair making a red halo on the surface of the water, newly sprouted reeds grasping desperately at my scalp.1293Please respect copyright.PENANAOSJCYGCygQ
The touch of the water makes me gasp - but it's no colder than I've felt for the past year.1293Please respect copyright.PENANALOzzhceXCJ
I slowly push off the bank with my feet, and as my ears submerge, I can hear her singing the song, the song we both loved so much -1293Please respect copyright.PENANA9qjPuO7c9N
A hundred days have made me older1293Please respect copyright.PENANALeFBPdQy6C
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face1293Please respect copyright.PENANA8YT1xme8iX
A thousand lies have made me colder1293Please respect copyright.PENANAfhOh0JaWFP
And I don't think I can look at this the same1293Please respect copyright.PENANAAHWzfg90Yb
I can hear her singing, I can hear her, and I'm coming Maddy I'm coming -1293Please respect copyright.PENANAp0T3CLMmYd
You're still with me in my dreams1293Please respect copyright.PENANAnINLQVOLxP
And tonight, girl, it's only you and me1293Please respect copyright.PENANAjT7eWHpRKQ
silence1293Please respect copyright.PENANAOQOIicHLyT
-1293Please respect copyright.PENANAqhAu23YxL0
I'd like to think, that beyond this bristling carpet of reeds and half-hearted, long-forgotten blooms, she'll be waiting.1293Please respect copyright.PENANAjA3zYtyRC0
She'll be waiting for me.1293Please respect copyright.PENANACbAbWEIfIk
silence1293Please respect copyright.PENANAfJz3mFJ0rG