I'd like to think, that beyond this bristling carpet of reeds and half-hearted, long-forgotten blooms, she'll be waiting.1326Please respect copyright.PENANAXe1qLWc3ds
silence1326Please respect copyright.PENANAdif9N1i37P
I'd like to think, that once the night sky spreads its wings and brings the dancing stars to light, and wretched, sinful Isabelle still hasn't returned home - I'd like to think that perhaps her parents might regret the words they said, might regret the palms of their hands stinging red against my face.1326Please respect copyright.PENANAnBjrsNUQYM
I pray for them. For Isabelle. And for Maddy. I pray for answers.1326Please respect copyright.PENANAoniuGBHFXm
A hundred days have made me older1326Please respect copyright.PENANA8de6uycQn7
They told me that God loves us all, and will always be with us; but now, tears streaming onto my clasped hands and down into the river, silence is the only response.1326Please respect copyright.PENANA1kPVJd7yks
A thousand lies have made me colder1326Please respect copyright.PENANAiNWS9Pflu2
They never met her. Never met Maddy. They heard her name, spoke to her parents, but they never met her, and I hate them for that, more than I hate them for the scars on my cheeks.1326Please respect copyright.PENANAKSMPSE8HKT
They just heard about her. And when they did, they forgot about Isabelle, that poor girl became me; the one they couldn't love. Their daughter was killed by a phone call.1326Please respect copyright.PENANA624JmCi0D7
silence1326Please respect copyright.PENANAed8zCVRsUJ
We were lying about why I was there, and we were lying side by side - lying side by side, earphones in to maintain the charade of studying - I could've lived in that moment forever. Just holding her hand in mine, knowing she was right beside me, seeing what I was seeing, hearing what I was hearing, feeling what I was feeling.1326Please respect copyright.PENANA2CMDLR0k3L
Door opening.1326Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7eG9XfmpA
Earphones falling.1326Please respect copyright.PENANAl0J1t8Pzdb
3 Doors Down's Here Without You cuts to silence.1326Please respect copyright.PENANACIjtYV3lOh
Door closing.1326Please respect copyright.PENANA0MUqEYbenl
And then Maddy's parents called mine.1326Please respect copyright.PENANAwHCwkV0eic
The memories tear at me from the inside out, trying to escape into a reality that I lost so long ago.1326Please respect copyright.PENANAG3VZHiudz7
I lay my head down in the river, floating hair making a red halo on the surface of the water, newly sprouted reeds grasping desperately at my scalp.1326Please respect copyright.PENANAB753AHLHS6
The touch of the water makes me gasp - but it's no colder than I've felt for the past year.1326Please respect copyright.PENANAkcDwUsGVh6
I slowly push off the bank with my feet, and as my ears submerge, I can hear her singing the song, the song we both loved so much -1326Please respect copyright.PENANAq5NG2JAzTU
A hundred days have made me older1326Please respect copyright.PENANA9EFm1MkdBe
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face1326Please respect copyright.PENANA7TEB6oD9Sm
A thousand lies have made me colder1326Please respect copyright.PENANAwSpXx38Ny0
And I don't think I can look at this the same1326Please respect copyright.PENANAjeh0R8KtO4
I can hear her singing, I can hear her, and I'm coming Maddy I'm coming -1326Please respect copyright.PENANAEtblkC2Wgh
You're still with me in my dreams1326Please respect copyright.PENANAtaoF3MR091
And tonight, girl, it's only you and me1326Please respect copyright.PENANAVYRFlAvXKk
silence1326Please respect copyright.PENANATphLUyfkxQ
-1326Please respect copyright.PENANAIGSilSO33o
I'd like to think, that beyond this bristling carpet of reeds and half-hearted, long-forgotten blooms, she'll be waiting.1326Please respect copyright.PENANAQu5gQCoMKl
She'll be waiting for me.1326Please respect copyright.PENANAyxuMkfZg4x
silence1326Please respect copyright.PENANAkn8qspld80