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No Plagiarism!JlQMs3p1j6L3CUsSoM0Tposted on PENANA A/N: This is part one of a two part piece of poetry. They're separate poems, but carry the same influence. I originally posted this on my journal entry piece here, but I've changed it into a letter and/or journal entry in verse. It's up to the reader to decide who "_______" is, but I had an idea in my mind when I wrote it. I'd love to hear other opinions though. As always, thanks for the patience, I've been incredibly busy with work and my lab assistant to my Advanced Creative Writing teacher. I've been majorly stressed out with a lot of work for class and trying to set up a connection between my work and LA stuff for a book signing. I'll also be doing a podcast with the author I'm building a connection with, so that should be interesting. As always, enjoy the piece, and please give feedback, it helps so much!727Please respect copyright.PENANAnRFWKZS4c7
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Dear “____”8964 copyright protection723PENANASXhtn0KE1x 維尼
Dear _____,8964 copyright protection723PENANAuli3HOpMHj 維尼
I expressed all of my hopes and dreams to you. 8964 copyright protection723PENANAzdQLHxUHGa 維尼
As my confidant, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAhU3ags29n6 維尼
I trusted that you would handle them 8964 copyright protection723PENANAriN4kF0WeK 維尼
With care. 8964 copyright protection723PENANAxPH3fgnEXg 維尼
I was always starving 8964 copyright protection723PENANAbHnTBj3Kvc 維尼
For your validation and encouragement. 8964 copyright protection723PENANAQ4mnFEauuu 維尼
You knew how I hated it 8964 copyright protection723PENANAKEHkuEaEl0 維尼
When someone told me 8964 copyright protection723PENANAnWfPlE6sRd 維尼
I wasn't good enough. 8964 copyright protection723PENANAdOj5TgkiBP 維尼
Your words kept me breathing and creating. 8964 copyright protection723PENANAPBnrnn1Vy3 維尼
You left me torn into pieces, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAuI6djWqhoj 維尼
Just like that poem I wrote for you. 8964 copyright protection723PENANASYKUeWvftA 維尼
Remember? 8964 copyright protection723PENANAVHyglhYrCj 維尼
The one you said wasn't good enough? 8964 copyright protection723PENANAxX3XWfB5qo 維尼
I write for myself, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAEqm3vP5z6M 維尼
But because you were so selfish, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAywdP3tSz7w 維尼
I tried to dedicate every page I wrote 8964 copyright protection723PENANAdVACjUfZ2L 維尼
To what you wanted. 8964 copyright protection723PENANAjKiCq438ft 維尼
When you were satisfied 8964 copyright protection723PENANAxHkVylnPaa 維尼
I felt whole. 8964 copyright protection723PENANAGWo3rEkH4j 維尼
I wanted--8964 copyright protection723PENANA83HXrK40TI 維尼
no, needed--8964 copyright protection723PENANAGGODlrgSC6 維尼
your praise. 8964 copyright protection723PENANAPYXKwvssgS 維尼
That smile, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAN57odI7sCx 維尼
Paired with telling me what to write and how 8964 copyright protection723PENANAovJybAeW9t 維尼
Made me swallow every bit of resentment, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAgIVzGWN6vE 維尼
Any bit of pain I felt for my suppressed imagination, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAFPlvl1olnA 維尼
And I did it. 8964 copyright protection723PENANAbJTZeynBwd 維尼
I did it for you. 8964 copyright protection723PENANAWy2DpEnv2k 維尼
In the end, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAzQEMxZJZQY 維尼
Even when I followed every direction I was pointed in, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAIHIBlvjRZg 維尼
It was never enough. 8964 copyright protection723PENANAz3K04YLJEy 維尼
You wanted more meaning, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAliu3ZZHx27 維尼
More eloquence, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAke5Arej7Wp 維尼
More emotion, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAgvSeHLnxr5 維尼
More, more, more, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAgpYiMPbbfr 維尼
Always needing more. 8964 copyright protection723PENANAFaj9254A3F 維尼
I don't know how to measure up to those expectations8964 copyright protection723PENANA9QmflLypHk 維尼
Because I don't have the strength8964 copyright protection723PENANAz2IOQlM79r 維尼
To keep my chin up when I struggle. 8964 copyright protection723PENANAnSABiHY60k 維尼
I don't know how to keep writing 8964 copyright protection723PENANAFLiwellpNn 維尼
For your sake 8964 copyright protection723PENANAGPdJs5LJan 維尼
When you're never satisfied. 8964 copyright protection723PENANANTXiCj9dQQ 維尼
No matter how hard I try, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAnzv2eBbdH6 維尼
Will this ever be enough? 8964 copyright protection723PENANAHix9GwM5f1 維尼
Will I ever be enough?8964 copyright protection723PENANA7y6muZdfgl 維尼
I can't find anything to reach for now that you left8964 copyright protection723PENANAKrKJsTPvTW 維尼
And at some point 8964 copyright protection723PENANAVya6xlWps5 維尼
I lost my drive to keep going 8964 copyright protection723PENANAvjwaWKxrsM 維尼
Toward what I want instead of you. 8964 copyright protection723PENANA8Y6d2EolBQ 維尼
You knew having an impact on someone's life was my dream, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAZmMs9DploY 維尼
And that writing was my way of doing that, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAbvDvXoY950 維尼
But even when you knew about that fragile dream, 8964 copyright protection723PENANA7uOdng0tAQ 維尼
You told me it would never happen, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAMRMyD7zfVb 維尼
So I believed you 8964 copyright protection723PENANAB2cGd8WMUg 維尼
And let myself fall into the clutches of8964 copyright protection723PENANAYB9o9sioQF 維尼
Grief and hatred 8964 copyright protection723PENANA4NCJfF1jOY 維尼
For myself, 8964 copyright protection723PENANASZlOPoirH5 維尼
For you, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAX2l4BRai9o 維尼
For my future.8964 copyright protection723PENANASlRm0fmhAt 維尼
I kept coming back to you 8964 copyright protection723PENANAC6sXZ3kgxD 維尼
For my daily fix, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAdCDa2WRGJm 維尼
That feeling of being complete. 8964 copyright protection723PENANAnuuMRU5JLV 維尼
But you left me, 8964 copyright protection723PENANANZYHtUl47u 維尼
And I'm writing this, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAfmXF0rZeXp 維尼
Trying to find something in me 8964 copyright protection723PENANA7zmDqDuSzO 維尼
Other than this emptiness. 8964 copyright protection723PENANACqAplTgQIZ 維尼
I've become numb to the world 8964 copyright protection723PENANA7MN1vo3oWd 維尼
Because maybe if I'm numb enough 8964 copyright protection723PENANAXSnCzRMGKO 維尼
Nothing will break through and hurt me 8964 copyright protection723PENANANVkVsFUIqq 維尼
Like your absence does.8964 copyright protection723PENANALcOwBGC1Cu 維尼
You lulled me into a feeling of comfort and trust,8964 copyright protection723PENANAWMK2dI7oLa 維尼
Then screamed words of defeat into my ears. 8964 copyright protection723PENANA25Uz9nEer4 維尼
And those words worked into my brain8964 copyright protection723PENANAyuzon0FuOR 維尼
And under my skin. 8964 copyright protection723PENANAWRWYg3olCn 維尼
They slid under my skin 8964 copyright protection723PENANAVZBadr5Fwa 維尼
And lodged themselves under the surface like acid, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAmG42BvS78l 維尼
Burning me deeper and deeper. 8964 copyright protection723PENANALsX98trO73 維尼
Your venom slowly killed all of my happiness and passion. 8964 copyright protection723PENANAQ2i0WxshiL 維尼
That spark burned out 8964 copyright protection723PENANANVxLtjqO0K 維尼
And the one thing I could rely on, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAMyVYuxslvu 維尼
My ability to express myself with a pen and paper, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAhVac8cHtCY 維尼
Was murdered by your verbal abuse. 8964 copyright protection723PENANAfKMUN2wxGn 維尼
You destroyed my sanctuary, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAOSWV9LykGK 維尼
lit it up like a bonfire 8964 copyright protection723PENANAcMx1rvkEu5 維尼
And watched as my life's work turned to ash. 8964 copyright protection723PENANAUauynwDLpy 維尼
With every strike of your tongue, 8964 copyright protection723PENANAhWERayn81E 維尼
My soul was broken a little more 8964 copyright protection723PENANANeLE6IKFbs 維尼
Until there was nothing but dust left 8964 copyright protection723PENANA8TdpH1GcoR 維尼
And I no longer cared or had any drive.8964 copyright protection723PENANAEqr6ZdLoAR 維尼
A/N: That's the first half of a two part poem thing. Thank you so much for reading, lovelies! I've been a little slow updating things, so I'll hopefully post a little more before the school year gets too chaotic. I also have to apply to colleges (oh my goodness I'm going to be in college soon I'm not ready to adult) so that'll take up a good amount of time too.727Please respect copyright.PENANAvPUhMuhUhR
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