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No Plagiarism!iuSDOd23xjjZLCR5keMqposted on PENANA A/N: This is part one of a two part piece of poetry. They're separate poems, but carry the same influence. I originally posted this on my journal entry piece here, but I've changed it into a letter and/or journal entry in verse. It's up to the reader to decide who "_______" is, but I had an idea in my mind when I wrote it. I'd love to hear other opinions though. As always, thanks for the patience, I've been incredibly busy with work and my lab assistant to my Advanced Creative Writing teacher. I've been majorly stressed out with a lot of work for class and trying to set up a connection between my work and LA stuff for a book signing. I'll also be doing a podcast with the author I'm building a connection with, so that should be interesting. As always, enjoy the piece, and please give feedback, it helps so much!726Please respect copyright.PENANARZoHCvwZBE
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Dear “____”8964 copyright protection722PENANAOaOVECKYuc 維尼
Dear _____,8964 copyright protection722PENANAacSFhsBzco 維尼
I expressed all of my hopes and dreams to you. 8964 copyright protection722PENANA330YNlmK3J 維尼
As my confidant, 8964 copyright protection722PENANA9npjKYPyPY 維尼
I trusted that you would handle them 8964 copyright protection722PENANAqzhzA0SRFJ 維尼
With care. 8964 copyright protection722PENANAA9dgGoe8F4 維尼
I was always starving 8964 copyright protection722PENANAUtTBdSmJ8e 維尼
For your validation and encouragement. 8964 copyright protection722PENANAZyQtFzlWXk 維尼
You knew how I hated it 8964 copyright protection722PENANA5VIYpFL1nu 維尼
When someone told me 8964 copyright protection722PENANAoclOyanvsm 維尼
I wasn't good enough. 8964 copyright protection722PENANABrFk4WRDSF 維尼
Your words kept me breathing and creating. 8964 copyright protection722PENANALOgJAawuww 維尼
You left me torn into pieces, 8964 copyright protection722PENANAoQxHIqdTQi 維尼
Just like that poem I wrote for you. 8964 copyright protection722PENANARLMF7A8keS 維尼
Remember? 8964 copyright protection722PENANA8o137BV5Fw 維尼
The one you said wasn't good enough? 8964 copyright protection722PENANAkc3UdtmxGS 維尼
I write for myself, 8964 copyright protection722PENANA8fjcQ9239t 維尼
But because you were so selfish, 8964 copyright protection722PENANAjGZllib7yZ 維尼
I tried to dedicate every page I wrote 8964 copyright protection722PENANAACkbLACFcy 維尼
To what you wanted. 8964 copyright protection722PENANA7CbYq7rsqe 維尼
When you were satisfied 8964 copyright protection722PENANAg3yNCvlbDI 維尼
I felt whole. 8964 copyright protection722PENANAHRF6MbfwUn 維尼
I wanted--8964 copyright protection722PENANAoFQQ0NYUb2 維尼
no, needed--8964 copyright protection722PENANABnuKkxx43q 維尼
your praise. 8964 copyright protection722PENANAgEGbeakfi2 維尼
That smile, 8964 copyright protection722PENANAZM0nTXFyst 維尼
Paired with telling me what to write and how 8964 copyright protection722PENANAyl1G1a5Lpo 維尼
Made me swallow every bit of resentment, 8964 copyright protection722PENANA3VRYcCSg2P 維尼
Any bit of pain I felt for my suppressed imagination, 8964 copyright protection722PENANAEVwZudBsCF 維尼
And I did it. 8964 copyright protection722PENANAS0nULsl1n3 維尼
I did it for you. 8964 copyright protection722PENANAPwMXkWvfxd 維尼
In the end, 8964 copyright protection722PENANA5erJfUNUAf 維尼
Even when I followed every direction I was pointed in, 8964 copyright protection722PENANAnUFjKDKoCn 維尼
It was never enough. 8964 copyright protection722PENANAuKZPEIoJtq 維尼
You wanted more meaning, 8964 copyright protection722PENANAAdfa2wb8A6 維尼
More eloquence, 8964 copyright protection722PENANAwANRuRuYZX 維尼
More emotion, 8964 copyright protection722PENANAhFzRNLYZU2 維尼
More, more, more, 8964 copyright protection722PENANAamlrCsWjmT 維尼
Always needing more. 8964 copyright protection722PENANAqBTV6AnYbK 維尼
I don't know how to measure up to those expectations8964 copyright protection722PENANAf1TDbnpEHt 維尼
Because I don't have the strength8964 copyright protection722PENANA040sD0Yl0w 維尼
To keep my chin up when I struggle. 8964 copyright protection722PENANAAtL0ohRzpo 維尼
I don't know how to keep writing 8964 copyright protection722PENANAYV1UVAszHj 維尼
For your sake 8964 copyright protection722PENANA0rQ0yWldKg 維尼
When you're never satisfied. 8964 copyright protection722PENANAy40Cbwep9L 維尼
No matter how hard I try, 8964 copyright protection722PENANAyyUYdDKpV9 維尼
Will this ever be enough? 8964 copyright protection722PENANAXakwvYa386 維尼
Will I ever be enough?8964 copyright protection722PENANAhPvb3TbHB4 維尼
I can't find anything to reach for now that you left8964 copyright protection722PENANAmtnFeiYkvl 維尼
And at some point 8964 copyright protection722PENANAfFIiI772cg 維尼
I lost my drive to keep going 8964 copyright protection722PENANAcs95oHqqyE 維尼
Toward what I want instead of you. 8964 copyright protection722PENANAJeLcZHlxK7 維尼
You knew having an impact on someone's life was my dream, 8964 copyright protection722PENANA4TB2Dn2DIn 維尼
And that writing was my way of doing that, 8964 copyright protection722PENANAXCtqoh4j6o 維尼
But even when you knew about that fragile dream, 8964 copyright protection722PENANAR0uNxWeiqo 維尼
You told me it would never happen, 8964 copyright protection722PENANAPalcvwXnwV 維尼
So I believed you 8964 copyright protection722PENANAWeVmsVDU47 維尼
And let myself fall into the clutches of8964 copyright protection722PENANA0Yfls8Ure2 維尼
Grief and hatred 8964 copyright protection722PENANAVcXW3SpL8T 維尼
For myself, 8964 copyright protection722PENANAvlLuGkdxoZ 維尼
For you, 8964 copyright protection722PENANAGBweF2jRln 維尼
For my future.8964 copyright protection722PENANAWCwXVgh79s 維尼
I kept coming back to you 8964 copyright protection722PENANALERV7IhfTM 維尼
For my daily fix, 8964 copyright protection722PENANAw1t1Pek2jO 維尼
That feeling of being complete. 8964 copyright protection722PENANAW0IPA6kTX4 維尼
But you left me, 8964 copyright protection722PENANArpX55j8icq 維尼
And I'm writing this, 8964 copyright protection722PENANAdUrsD16iTn 維尼
Trying to find something in me 8964 copyright protection722PENANAgCGebGQVaL 維尼
Other than this emptiness. 8964 copyright protection722PENANAaP0GpNuOG6 維尼
I've become numb to the world 8964 copyright protection722PENANAQmH8dNfZzA 維尼
Because maybe if I'm numb enough 8964 copyright protection722PENANAmmgoUYBLqs 維尼
Nothing will break through and hurt me 8964 copyright protection722PENANA6HCSxyyTLg 維尼
Like your absence does.8964 copyright protection722PENANAkqozpOnRZZ 維尼
You lulled me into a feeling of comfort and trust,8964 copyright protection722PENANALXfiCtWDKq 維尼
Then screamed words of defeat into my ears. 8964 copyright protection722PENANAKfGbZp4YMq 維尼
And those words worked into my brain8964 copyright protection722PENANAXZ0CFPQ9OW 維尼
And under my skin. 8964 copyright protection722PENANAtmYNHHpvAy 維尼
They slid under my skin 8964 copyright protection722PENANA5wq38R4sZX 維尼
And lodged themselves under the surface like acid, 8964 copyright protection722PENANA2fczxBCYVs 維尼
Burning me deeper and deeper. 8964 copyright protection722PENANA2GQWJHhbca 維尼
Your venom slowly killed all of my happiness and passion. 8964 copyright protection722PENANAjth1ELB8II 維尼
That spark burned out 8964 copyright protection722PENANAnhS5OEfMtw 維尼
And the one thing I could rely on, 8964 copyright protection722PENANAj4zlKO9DQo 維尼
My ability to express myself with a pen and paper, 8964 copyright protection722PENANAFFb4HYLU52 維尼
Was murdered by your verbal abuse. 8964 copyright protection722PENANAZ3KcfXTnxJ 維尼
You destroyed my sanctuary, 8964 copyright protection722PENANAvXWfqywpyV 維尼
lit it up like a bonfire 8964 copyright protection722PENANAw0O7sj9qec 維尼
And watched as my life's work turned to ash. 8964 copyright protection722PENANAovYfMn5tSP 維尼
With every strike of your tongue, 8964 copyright protection722PENANAc889pKmkuv 維尼
My soul was broken a little more 8964 copyright protection722PENANAFkzVm1sXAS 維尼
Until there was nothing but dust left 8964 copyright protection722PENANAYwpj5G68z2 維尼
And I no longer cared or had any drive.8964 copyright protection722PENANAVlV99BuFry 維尼
A/N: That's the first half of a two part poem thing. Thank you so much for reading, lovelies! I've been a little slow updating things, so I'll hopefully post a little more before the school year gets too chaotic. I also have to apply to colleges (oh my goodness I'm going to be in college soon I'm not ready to adult) so that'll take up a good amount of time too.726Please respect copyright.PENANAZWiIBXIYOd
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