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There's no way to describe how lucky I am to get a second chance to live my life as happy as I want. I always remember how my previous life at this moment. I would sit in my room and just dreaming of the impossible things.
But when I lead a second chance, I have already planned every single day of my life so to not waste it like before. That is why, I will always try to live my life as positive as I can. And to do so, it's none other than to spread love everywhere you go.
"It's been a while since you come here. You must be so busy." Mary, the nurse at Flower Old Folks House (FOFH).
"Yes, I've been a bit busy these past few weeks. Luckily, today I am a bit free. So, I'm here to help you guys."
I reply while arranging the plate and catering stuffs on the long table. Usually, at least 4 times a month, I will come here and spend some time with the folks that reside here. Giving them meals and chit chatting with them.
I need to do this to make myself feel happy. All of the residents here are very nice too. They treat me like their own grandson. Also, in my previous life, I had a grandmom who is caring and cute. Spending time with them let my longing for her love treated the least.
"You should get some rest on your free time. Don't have to worry about us so much." Mary says with a wide smile.
She helps me while we chit chatting.
"It's okay. I like to do this too. I have been missing them so much. How's everyone doing?"
"They are doing fine. Most of them are missing you too. Especially Grandma Nunde. She asked for you almost every day."
We laugh together at that.
"Grandma Nunde is always like that. How is she with her issue? Last time I heard, she asked for CCTV because her stuffs keep missing."
"She already over that. She said she doesn't even notice any more if she had the stuff in the first place or not."
I shake my head with laughter. Grandma Nunde is cute. She always tries to tell me her stories when she was young. And all her stories were actually interesting too. She reminds me a lot of my grandmom.
"Okay, let serves them their meals. Can you call them, P'Mary?"
Mary nods then walk to the exit door.
I stand there with Mary until all the residents get their meal. It was such a happy feeling when you get to do something nice for other people.
"Navy, Grandma Nunde asked for you. She wouldn't eat if you didn't come and accompany her. You should go. I will clean all these mess with other staff." Mary says to me with a smile.
I nod and say thank you before walking towards Grandma Nunde. Then, I sit in front of her. The 78-year-old lady seems sulky. Her face a bit sad.
"Grandma, why won't you eat?" I ask with a gentle voice.
She didn't even look at me. Her sulky makes me smile.
"Nunde, you should eat by your own. Why making things hard for Navy?" Grandpa Rick, who sits next to her voicing out his frustration.
"It's okay grandpa. Maybe grandma wants me to feed her? Am I right?" I try to persuade her with jokes.
She only glares at Grandpa Rick.
"You don't have to worry about her, Navy. When you're not around, she can eat on her own."
I laugh a bit.
"Are you mad at me? Because I didn't come here for quite long time already?" I try to persuade her again.
She still keeps her silent.
"Okay, I am sorry. I'm so busy these days. But I will try to come and visit you and other people whenever I have the time. I promise you."
She looks at me with a sad eye.
"Promise?" She asks me with a low voice.
"I promise you."
I put my pinky finger on her and make the promise. She starts to smile and laugh a bit.
"Now, you're smiling." Grandpa Rick says with a laugh.
"Why so busybody? Mind your own business." Grandma Nunde says snarkly.
I laugh at grandpa surprise reaction.
"Where is your friend? He didn't come today?" grandma Nunde ask me calmly.
"He's busier than me. If he had the time, I would ask him to come with me. Why are you asking for him? Do you prefer him over me?" I try to tease her.
"No. I just asking this question because you guys look close together. Is he your best friend?"
"Yes, we are very close."
Then I smile to her. I still remember the first time I met her here. It was 3 years ago when I started to do this service. She was so hard to get close too. She always sits alone and staring blankly outside through the window.
Mary said she missed her family so much. But her son and daughter abandon her here to go oversea. She hasn't received any calls from them since they put her here. So, I started to get close to her. It was a slow process but look where we are right now. She is cute the more I get to know her.
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After the visit, I had to go to the recording studio. I have prepared a song for me and Mew to sing as one of the soundtrack for the series.
"P'Mew, have you memorized the song?"
Mew who sits next to me in the recording room, nod his head with a smile.
"I have been practicing the song a lot. Also, learn to play the song using piano and guitar."
Mew is talented indeed. He can master anything when set his focus on. He can sing, play instruments and now also dance. Of course, this is the fruit of his hard work and training.
"Why don't we go again before start the recording."
"Okay."
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I purposefully take a few steps back167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2nQ19W1DF
I look at you walking without me167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDZlJGAGJB
There is a void beside you167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujNFIwyOhf
Upon the gray road you look back167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeLQrUvf02
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[Pre-Chorus]167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYCC0VyAsw
I knew just then167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEfAgVYJxP
That I can't leave you167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdW5Qindzg
No matter how many problems we face167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLChJCaPTa5
It's easier to withstand, than breaking up167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz63IuBAoFa
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[Chorus]167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzGYeZWOAq
How can I even love the heartbreak167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67JZMPUwuw
When you're the one I love167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsN58XpoAfk
I can't give up on us solely because of love167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKtzr0mSRc
And experience heart wrenching pain167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFg8ZZmqKH
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Should I turn back a couple of times167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGAnynDsPI
We walk along together upon the desolate road167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrSrRuWliv
Conversation lacking substance167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoQYVwP6XL
We look out into the distance where the light shines167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOcfBn0iBU
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I realized just then167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoZl7uRIKS
I can longer move forth167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1CrTN4hqQ
Every step brings me closer to our breakup167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWn8AbHNeHM
Your hand I used to hold seems to vanish167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXmZv3FKyS
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How can I even love the heartbreak167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡes02wamBCW
When you're the one I love, hoh167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwm4L3DSuGP
I can't give up on us solely because to love167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOv2wuXR8n
And experience heart wrenching pain, no woah oh hoh167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWYktorGSc
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[Outro]167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH21OBRC6us
How could I, to you167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGnaA410f2
Our love so deep as the ocean167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfkcvydGZe
Waiting till it runs dry will be our farewell167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ba1PiLlEA
How could I, to you (hooh as the ocean, oooh)167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT65k0Aoajb
Our love so deep as the ocean167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvZm5ESPFy
Waiting till it runs dry will be our farewell
After done with the recording, both of us and had a drink at the nearby restaurant. Mew is very serious when it about works. So, I need him to be a bit relax outside.
"P'Mew, you have scenes tomorrow, right?"
"Yes, about 15 scenes. How about you?"
"Me? I'm only short scenes. Have you practice it?"
"Yes, but without Gulf."
"Why?"
"I'm sulky at him." his lower lip protruded in a sulky pout.
"Why? Did he do something wrong."
"He did. But he didn't seem to realize it."
I smile at his word.
"That's Gulf. He didn't really aware of that. You know if he knew what he did wrong, he will apologize to you."
"I know that. But I always have to be the one who initiate the first move. He didn't even take effort to know why I'm distancing myself from him."
I laugh again.
"You should talk to him. Don't let yourself be the one who always in sulky mode."
"Okay." he say in a sad voice.
"P'Mew, may I ask something a bit personal?"
He raises his eyebrows.
"What is it?"
"What actually do you think about Gulf?"
He seems flustered at my question.
"Sorry if it's a bit personal. But I'm just so curious. Also, we are already close right for me to know this."
He looks at me with a serious face then started to sigh a bit.
"I don't mind you asking me that. It just that, I also don't know. What I do know now, he is a Nong that I cheer the most. I really like his cuteness."
I smile.
"Why do you ask me that?"
"I'm just curious. And also, both of you look great together. I really hope you guys could end up together."
He laughs a bit.
"You know he had a girlfriend, right?"
"Yes."
I already forgot to ask about he and his girlfriend status after the futsal game last time. Also, he did want to tell me something last time. I should ask him the next time I meet him.
"You know that it's not right to ask a guy with a girlfriend to be with a man? Let him be happy with whatever his comfortable with. I should consider him a cute Nong for me only."
"Does that mean that you actually..." I couldn't finish my sentence.
Mew only looks at me with an insipid smile.
"P'Mew, love doesn't recognize gender. No one is forcing anyone. If love going to happen, it will happen. So, it's not wrong to love someone even if the chances are thin."
Mew sigh loudly. I knew exactly what he's thinking about. He must be feeling the pressure of loving someone who has big possibilities of not loving you back. Be strong, P'Mew. I'll always support you.
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