I sit in my room contemplating what13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosmWSAasAJ
just happened I just saw Julian Blake, son of the highest ranking military13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsqZiEUZ16
officer in the kingdom cry, I saw Julian Blake sobbing and dry heaving he13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnjWHuu7zf
looked like he was having a panic attack and it shook me to the core I never13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVxYbj7FmQ
thought in a million years I would see Julian having a panic attack, was it13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoDV2YRBlm
about something I had said? had my comment earlier affected him that much, I13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxCz5rFQp2
turn over trying to focus but I can’t my mind just keeps wondering back to13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFCUin9eQT
seeing him dry heaving and the tears running down his face as he sobs the pain13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOqtAgoL1c
in his eyes but then memories of my mother screaming at me and my younger self13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7qQxstuGn
sobbing herself to sleep each night come13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUReNzrB32K
flooding back
“you stupid girl13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAcHs2IvBT
my mother shouts slicing her blade across my rib and waist ‘mother please’ I13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuxPqfuHFp
beg tears straining my cheeks as she puts more force into the blade, blood13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88AMotopV8
falls down my side down my hip and drips onto the floor and my shoe “ maybe13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9d6hIFhUW
this will fucking teach you not to argue with me again”
children and war should not mix yet they do.
I sit up, my head pounding as I stand up, I walk over to the13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXjql1JIjH
mirror and gasp as I see blood in the sink, I glance up seeing my mother13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkFMR8bnk7
standing over a child’s body, I look over at my mother's hand just to see a13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bVqmbDE9U
bloody dagger in her hand but when I meet my mother's eyes it's not my mother I13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGPQfn8KRw
am looking at its me I feel tears prick my eyes as I drop the dagger and stare at13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iR9lrqcDL
my hands in horror I let out a horrified sob as I realise what I have done13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhool4T6DHU
“Annalise”
I hear a voice shout13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EOPNEBkGA
but its muffled “wake up”
the voice getting is13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmebm5867F
louder and louder as the world around me starts fading “Annalise”
I hear Julian shout but his voice is muffled by my breathing,13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGj8JLrtI6K
I gasp and choke for air staring at my hands as if the blood is still staining13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlJQbyTGWD
my hands “you’re okay” he says his voice oddly soft and soothing I suck in a13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45EH4imR5V
breath “no, no I killed him I killed him he was dead” I choke out a sob creeping up my throat “no, love it was13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJgBU1reXX
just a nightmare nobody is dead”
I close my eyes13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXi90hjUqQq
breathing in
and out trying not to cry I can’t cry In front of him again13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0WkqUhrud
no matter how much I want to
“be ready in at least an hour”
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he says before leaving, what the fuck is my life my enemy the13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfywG6jo7v
one who kidnapped me and tortured me is now comforting me after a nightmare13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGAFjghItt
honestly what the fuck is my life.
