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We walked back to the pack house together in silence. I couldn't believe I had marked him. I mean I didn't want other girls all over him, but I also wasn't ready to be fully mated to him either. I just couldn't stand the sight of Mia all over him. I was nervous about what he thought this would mean for us, what if he thought I was ready to do everything now. I'm not ready to be Luna, or have sex, or kids, or any of it. Panic was beginning to set in, with a jolt I realized I was also feeling amusement, but that definitely wasn't me, I didn't find anything about this remotely funny. I peeked over at Blane, he was trying very hard to hold back laughter. That's when it hit me, I was feeling his emotions, and he could feel mine. "I can hear some of your thoughts too." He was grinning at me, "especially when you're practically shouting them like that."195Please respect copyright.PENANA3Y33w3Kybw
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My face was flaming, "Since when is that a thing? This hasn't ever happened before."195Please respect copyright.PENANAGpnuOHZKey
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"Since you marked me back, we've claimed each other as mates now, so we're more connected than we were before. It's no where near how it will be when we actually complete the mate bond though. Then you'll be able to talk to me in here," he tapped the side of his head lightly, "I know you aren't ready to do that yet though Rowan, and there's no pressure from me, we can still take out time. But I want you to know that know that you've marked me back, the bond will try to push us together more than ever, it will push us to complete the bond and become fully mated."195Please respect copyright.PENANAqy8Wnel8q4
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I nodded at him absentmindedly lost in thought, I didn't see how this was going to be a problem for us, I had barely seen him the week I've been here, he was always busy with his Alpha duties and I've been busy training. The most our paths have crossed is at dinner, and when he walks me to my door and tells me goodnight. As a matter of fact right now was the most we had ever even touched. I looked down at our intertwined hands, his was much larger than mind, and very warm, he ran his thumb across the back of my hand and it sent electrical tingles through my body and straight to my groin. I gasped lightly, if this was what just that light touch did to me, waiting might be harder than I thought.195Please respect copyright.PENANAU4MoHhLDGs
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We arrived back at the pack house and Blane walked me back to my room, standing in the door way I looked back at him and he reached out putting a hand on my arm and trailed it down to my hand, he leaned in a placed a light kiss on my lips. It was like a fire ignited in my veins and as he started pulling away i grabbed him, shirt fisted in my hands I pulled back into me and kissed him hard, our lips clashing together, he let out a growl that had moisture pooling between my legs as he lifted me off my feet and slammed my back into the wall kissing me harder. His teeth nipped at my bottom lip, I moaned into his mouth as he slipped his tongue into mine. I could feel his arousal growing between my thighs as I wrapped my legs around him and began grinding myself against him as my hands traveled up to tangle in his hair. He groaned loudly and began to pull away breathing hard and staring into my eyes as he rested his forehead against mine. Catching my breath, I looked at him wide eyed, I don't know what had come over me. I unwrapped my legs from his waist and stood up pushing against his chest, I needed some distance, between us, needed a break from this enticing electric current that race down my body every time we touched. I couldn't think. "I need you to go."195Please respect copyright.PENANAnF1sfCVlDl
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Blane looked at me for moment searching my eyes before nodding and leaning down to plant a soft kiss on my cheek. He left the room quickly after that and I shut the door behind him. I decided to take a shower and figure out what the fuck I was going to do now, I couldn't even trust myself to be around him without the threat of the impending loss of my virginity. I walked into the bathroom and turned the shower on, stripping out of my training clothes and tossing them into the hamper as I stepped into the shower. I was deep in thought as I washed my hair, what was I going to do about Blane, I wanted him and my wolf was of a mind to "let him mount us immediately", she didn't see what the hold up was. I sighed in exasperation as I rinsed the soap from my hair and started washing my body.195Please respect copyright.PENANA4vpIAek25x
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As I ran my soapy hands over my breasts I couldn't help what it would feel like if they were Blane's hands. My breathing sped at the thought of him touching me this way as I began rolling my nipples between my fingers and massaging my breasts, trailing one hand down my flat stomach to rest between my legs. Pretending his hand was mine I slid a finger along the wet line of my lower lips. Dragging it back up and gasping as I hit just the right spot. Rubbing in slow circles as I moaned his name. My head fell back and I closed my eyes as I continued thinking about Blane as I chased my climax.195Please respect copyright.PENANA1qbyAzu0T8
The bathroom door flew open with a bang and my eyes sprang open in shock. Standing there, chest heaving, was Blane. His eyes locked on mine and I gasped in surprise, his eyes were completely black. He stalked towards me slowly like a predator towards their prey. I covered my breasts with one arm and held the other in front of myself as if it were a shield, as if anything would stop him in this moment. Before I could utter a word he was in the shower pressing against me fully clothed. He captured my mouth with his and kissed me so hard it made me weak in the knees.195Please respect copyright.PENANAtWith1tRwg
When he finally pulled away I was gasping for breath as he trailed his mouth down my throat kissing and biting the soft skin there as he went. His hands on my waist began traveling upwards and reaching my breast he softly pinching and pulling on my right nipple has he grabbed my left breast in his other hand and brought his mouth down to suck on that nipple. My body was on fire and I couldn't do anything but moan, after a few minutes he switched his mouth to my other breast, and then seeming satisfied with his work as my nipples pebbled up and were achingly stiff peaks, he trailed his mouth down my stomach, stopping to press a kiss to my belly button, he continued until his mouth was on my thigh, he bit gently and then looked up at me. He grabbed ahold of my leg and lifted it onto his shoulder and he kneeled in front of me. I could feel his hot breath hit my sex as he breathed in the scent of my arousal.195Please respect copyright.PENANAvRwu7H3Z2s
I tensed as his mouth came down on my groin, his tongue making long slow licks up my slit, sucking my clit into his mouth for a moment each time. He continued this slow torture as I moaned incoherently and writhed against his face, running my hands through his hair and gripping it tightly. He put a finger against my entrance as he continued maked lazy trails with his tongue, and I stiffened up and he pressed it into me slightly, he pulled his finger back before pressing it into me again more firmly, and I whimpered at the sharp pain as he stiffened his finger and pushed it into me sharply, tearing my hymen. He sucked my clit into his mouth again and began slowly pumping his finger in and out of me, allowing me time to get use to the feeling. As my b195Please respect copyright.PENANAnn5JpHpBkZ
reathing picked up and my moans became louder he picked up the pace and began pumping his finger into me more vigorously he mouth latched onto me tightly, my sex clamped onto his finger tightly and I screamed as I came for him. It was the most intense orgasm i had ever had in my life and my legs felt like jello, I knew that when he released me I wouldn't be able to stand. Dropping his hand he placed a kiss on my stomach and lowing my leg he helped me down to the shower floor slowly, he held me against his chest and helped me finish cleaning myself.195Please respect copyright.PENANADNsTacyiNF
I felt utterly exhausted after my first sexual experience. Blane turned the shower off, stepping out he stripped off his wet clothes and tossed them on the floor, he wrapped a towel around me and lifted me up into his arms, my head resting against his chest. He walked me over and place me gently on my bed, pulling my blankets over me and pressing a kiss to my forehead. My eyes were drifting closed when I felt the other side of the bed dip down and Blane climbed in behind me, pulling my body close and wrapping and arm around my waist. I fell asleep quickly in his warm embrace.195Please respect copyright.PENANAhoadIa2SZD
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