To my dearest crush, you don't know me, I mean you do know me, I was the new girl. We never really saw each other as more than being in the same freshmen class. However it was that day where the teacher got sick and I having so much anxiety and I couldn't find my spot on the paper, so you got up from your spot and leaned over me guiding your finger across the paper to help me. It wasn't condescending, it was a small act of kindness to a very nervous person in a new setting who had no idea what they were doing. I quickly ran home that day flipped my laptop open. I dealt with my burst of emotions the same way I deal with all of my emotions, wrote a song about it.
And my mind,
Has become invaded by the dust
It elevates
And dissipates
Then I'm left in the barren graveyard
I don't know
Somehow I got myself stuck above ground
Buried deep
Where I'd rather be
Everything seem to above seems to remind me
Maybe someday
Something will whisk my bones away
Up into the sky
Then I could fly
And maybe disappear like the dust
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It is then I feel some kind of reassurance
Thought it’s hard to describe the kind
So much different then the ones I’ve heard
A new song form as I’d like to embrace this
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Those doll parts are dead and my soul now a memory
Awaken as the carve themselves to your liking
“I love you, I keep you I say that you’re mine”
Says the inner voice calling out to thee
Would you hear them on the verge of a tossing sea
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My heart merges
With my brain and now I can’t think
Stuck with me
I’m longing
To hear that voice again once more and be filled
But all I see
Petty notes mixing with memories of pity
Does the sky want me?
Why am I still here?
What is the once and only voice you hear
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Those doll part are dead and my soul now a memory
Awaken as they carve themselves to your liking
“I hurt you, I don't deserve you, how can I say you’re mine?”
Screams the outer voice calling out to thee
That’s all you can hear on the verge of now still sea
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These word that I have bottled up for only your sake
I can't sing this is in fear that my heart break
And every little truth will spill out from my seams
Sew it back up with with the lies that confide in sunbeams
Light up the darkness and put these petty notes to rest
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Those doll part alive and my soul now is bursting
I cant contain this love as my souls ever yearning
“I love you, I keep you I know forever you’ll be mine”
Says the inner voice calling out to thee
Someday you’ll hear it if it’s Your will to part this sea
That is all that I would like to say, thank you so much for listening.
With all my sincere and earnest affections, Arthonia.
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