沒什麼比不熟練的擁抱,更令人尷尬的了。440Please respect copyright.PENANA5OqNO2cAs7
440Please respect copyright.PENANACyviPm1sTl
柳思堇上次主動擁抱的記憶,大概是父母頭七那天,自己對著哭得比雨勢還大的弟弟,獻出了冰冷的擁抱。440Please respect copyright.PENANALTbiyS2AmN
440Please respect copyright.PENANAVoIozz3dGc
她聽過一種說法,擁抱是身為個體的人類,最能感受彼此的方法。貼緊彼此後,左右同時感覺到心臟的跳動,唯有那時,人才是平衡而完整的。440Please respect copyright.PENANAMzpmjRtV14
440Please respect copyright.PENANALJgnteKTfB
但那時的她沒有任何感覺,心跳反而隨著窗外的雨聲拍打,更加破碎了。也從那刻起,柳思堇自行驗證了一個道理——擁抱並不會帶來什麼,是毫無意義的行為。440Please respect copyright.PENANAHZH5yLHj9o
440Please respect copyright.PENANA6UqpHmoz1e
即使如此,在一片寂寥中看見熟悉的身影時,失去的能力竟死灰復燃,再次做出反常的行為。440Please respect copyright.PENANA7RvqHIda6U
440Please respect copyright.PENANAtQaF4r12Dw
將上身的重量,逐步朝懷中薄弱的身板施加,髮絲的香氣與潮濕的青草味夾伴而來,柳思堇刻意將臉貼近些,進一步汲取這些味道。440Please respect copyright.PENANAP8ChALjPyy
440Please respect copyright.PENANATnO612gSAu
夏日、蟬鳴、悶熱無風。肌膚、心跳、胸口起伏。440Please respect copyright.PENANAPItvOtQTwO
440Please respect copyright.PENANAsRcRU84TsY
看似羅曼蒂克的畫面,彆扭卻充分顯現在雙手上。440Please respect copyright.PENANAoXwgN6oLjK
440Please respect copyright.PENANAyg1QgDKqqb
胳膊像是斷了線的人偶,聞風不動地掛巫祈海胸前,動作滑稽。440Please respect copyright.PENANA9or2JzvvNZ
440Please respect copyright.PENANA4cl0ZhVqTM
她忍不住暗自吐槽,如果能更果斷抱住,就會更帥氣一點吧?跟口袋小說的霸道總裁一樣,光這招就能輕易擄獲他人的心。440Please respect copyright.PENANAN1CrzPyfUf
440Please respect copyright.PENANAmhM1DsegMX
「⋯⋯不安心呢。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAFFHPVxtZdv
440Please respect copyright.PENANA3yb9ZRVQyd
只可惜,巫祈海並非膚淺的女人,而柳思堇的世界,更不是一本俗套的情愛小說。440Please respect copyright.PENANACRP1JFnUO6
440Please respect copyright.PENANAFTM4opwhfE
意想不到的回答,柳思堇渾身一顫,「啊?」440Please respect copyright.PENANAjXS4oxkCER
440Please respect copyright.PENANAt0w0H3fD6R
巫祈海反手一抓,緊扣胸前的手,深深一按,「再用力一點。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAYlmZqN8Ift
440Please respect copyright.PENANAQDANnHrtKD
⋯⋯原來她口中的「碰」,是這麼激烈的嗎?440Please respect copyright.PENANAzgfbKKWDjo
440Please respect copyright.PENANAbWsXzVvOmh
命令一出,氣氛瞬間變調,柳思堇像輸入指令的機器人般,嘗試圈起僵硬的胳膊,「呃⋯⋯這樣?」440Please respect copyright.PENANA9dDPQr47Ip
440Please respect copyright.PENANA2iN4PaZjNM
「再用力。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAQRFgDwRX0K
440Please respect copyright.PENANAw5BP8Wixqb
「這樣?」440Please respect copyright.PENANAlXj7nDYLjQ
440Please respect copyright.PENANAtAKIgD6E04
「⋯⋯妳真的不會抱人呢。」440Please respect copyright.PENANA456hAkSmqU
440Please respect copyright.PENANAhZtnfd3fpG
似乎是沒興致繼續調教,巫祈海逕自起身,直接脫離懷抱,朝前方的遊樂設施走去。440Please respect copyright.PENANAHchiaSbVKF
440Please respect copyright.PENANAMLmOQyHYoP
哈,這是被拒絕了嗎⋯⋯440Please respect copyright.PENANAfPtGI2GLfd
440Please respect copyright.PENANA4oYG8GxE9Q
柳思堇摸摸鼻子,同時也鬆一口氣,畢竟從兩人接觸開始,心律就一直居高不下。趕緊調適呼吸後,她也邁開腳步,走近眼前的城堡造型溜滑梯,才發現巫祈海早正往上攀爬,動作流暢又迅速。440Please respect copyright.PENANABStL7vsDU6
440Please respect copyright.PENANAdAbBHXMKPm
見眼前的人莫名開始玩耍,柳思堇皺起眉頭出聲,「所以,這樣就好了嗎?」440Please respect copyright.PENANAD88mgde86z
440Please respect copyright.PENANA9tEUPpYeB1
巫祈海沒有停止動作,站到上方的高台,冷冷一瞥,「嗯,妳可以回去了。」440Please respect copyright.PENANA7F1NH46yos
440Please respect copyright.PENANAVUPA5NOgN5
⋯⋯?440Please respect copyright.PENANAuz09TwxUyA
440Please respect copyright.PENANAq6rZPdfGHT
完全搞不懂每日一見的用意。440Please respect copyright.PENANAvlp5azdc6F
440Please respect copyright.PENANAw063XNYLcM
依照柳思堇的性格,肯定懶得爭辯,就這麼拍拍屁股回家了。但白時杰所言確實產生了餘韻,在前往車途中,她早已鐵了心腸,要是沒能問出心中的疑惑,絕不罷休。440Please respect copyright.PENANAzJotQfgaqn
440Please respect copyright.PENANAqfGbatBbq9
於是,柳思堇深吸一口氣,提高音量大喊,「學姐我——」440Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZMvVPOUsD
440Please respect copyright.PENANAEHn97JcSag
「快回去吧,很晚了。」巫祈海再次無情打斷,同時投以勸退眼神,「明天還要去阿嬤家吧?」440Please respect copyright.PENANADgd4b0RGoT
440Please respect copyright.PENANAHA2zKc0hhE
⋯⋯她怎麼會知道?440Please respect copyright.PENANABptL1Q3OOX
440Please respect copyright.PENANAhrow03c7SH
柳思堇十分確信,除了曾傳過大海的照片以外,從未向她提起這回事。440Please respect copyright.PENANA6IN8eVRmkl
440Please respect copyright.PENANAZS96fJBf2W
神經敏感處被狠很戳中,再次有股裸露的毛骨悚然,搭配夏日晚上的濕黏感,詭異又燥熱。440Please respect copyright.PENANAvlQoxR0fHB
440Please respect copyright.PENANAWMYKHvYjl8
不能就這樣打道回府,太遜了。440Please respect copyright.PENANASGevG8wRgU
440Please respect copyright.PENANALRZD901Tth
絲毫未退,柳思堇再次開口叫喚,「學姐。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAVY8RBv3Acc
440Please respect copyright.PENANADfv42foSov
這回巫祈海直接不理會,趴在高台的欄杆處,抬頭仰望漆黑的夜空。440Please respect copyright.PENANAIvcqciknZS
440Please respect copyright.PENANAIDF39X8lAq
柳思堇停頓了半晌,先清了嗓後,精明地修正,「顏值迷倒眾生的神仙學姐。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAL3P9HFAq7L
440Please respect copyright.PENANAuyJn7FkyKQ
巫祈海的視線立刻拉了回來,她輕點頭表示批准,「請說。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAZhFK3l7pcR
440Please respect copyright.PENANAAHRI52jQLI
——靠,真不要臉。440Please respect copyright.PENANAKDFkR5VniS
440Please respect copyright.PENANAsQqe3VNetL
壓抑想吐槽的心,柳思堇接續,「我有一些問題想釐清。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAatmBAoAIxp
440Please respect copyright.PENANABwrHQIkALv
巫祈海冷靜地抽出手機,藍光在昏暗中亮起,「三十分鐘內結束。」440Please respect copyright.PENANArEH6oPKuHQ
440Please respect copyright.PENANAcowpDHREWi
「啊?為什——」440Please respect copyright.PENANAD7S70NWj0T
440Please respect copyright.PENANAdZALANHFZs
手指在螢幕上輕點後,巫祈海將手機反轉,讓對方能清楚看見畫面。440Please respect copyright.PENANAwHA4C0XeNK
440Please respect copyright.PENANAs5SLlvnrTN
「計時開始。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAWRYaedDImW
440Please respect copyright.PENANASmNmv2nU4V
看著秒秒流逝的倒數畫面,柳思堇感覺自己猶如抱著一顆定時炸彈,如果隨便提問,就會被對方強行爆破,敗興而歸。440Please respect copyright.PENANAp49irbCoAQ
440Please respect copyright.PENANArmudJIEUIp
但,一瞬間有太多問題湧上,她不曉得該從何開始梳理。440Please respect copyright.PENANAhLELBABss8
440Please respect copyright.PENANAn7IJXzibrQ
打從一開始,就是為了利益靠近我的嗎?440Please respect copyright.PENANAYGL3XsgGww
440Please respect copyright.PENANA4l6QV7wrfg
白時杰說的都是真的嗎?440Please respect copyright.PENANALut3FKESGU
440Please respect copyright.PENANAppPI3hEapy
對我⋯⋯說謊了嗎?440Please respect copyright.PENANAuqmKb0CD2e
440Please respect copyright.PENANAjk4ACxagn5
假使開口就是陰謀論,可能會引來不悅。供出白時杰的說詞,也可能來到懸崖邊緣。440Please respect copyright.PENANAMS6lq4TZyt
440Please respect copyright.PENANAI8Ep8fZuMV
「剩二十五分鐘。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAiwtZgvMoMk
440Please respect copyright.PENANAl6p345jfay
所謂時間就是金錢,她可不想做賠本生意。柳思堇最終放棄掙扎,神情疲憊,聲音也變得虛弱,「⋯⋯學姐,我們是真的夥伴吧?」440Please respect copyright.PENANAAO9PSqsrjh
440Please respect copyright.PENANAhsPHPs7doz
還真是一點都不帥氣的問法。440Please respect copyright.PENANAwxg2wHzAwB
440Please respect copyright.PENANAg3nwJCilsD
但也算是直接表達了,自己對於這段關係的疑慮。440Please respect copyright.PENANAvj6NF2jbO7
440Please respect copyright.PENANAKfiwIHfuFK
「沒錯。」巫祈海仍然面無表情,趴在高台的欄杆上,像傲視江山的君主,「我收服妳了。」440Please respect copyright.PENANA1A6l68de7H
440Please respect copyright.PENANAFXWzdeeSUG
——啥?什麼時候?440Please respect copyright.PENANAdNwFxYNM4o
440Please respect copyright.PENANAz63otAeuau
為了寶貴的時間,柳思堇不想多辯,近一步提問,「如果是的話,還能再更深入了解吧?」440Please respect copyright.PENANAeatXcPmqpo
440Please respect copyright.PENANAn0fSWyxu5q
巫祈海微微瞇起眼,「妳想了解什麼?」440Please respect copyright.PENANApojgwAUQhc
440Please respect copyright.PENANASL1GXCqrLW
「哈,說得好像我講了,妳就會告訴我一樣⋯⋯」早看穿對方看似有求必應,實質閉口不談的語法,柳思堇忍不住碎念,「目前為止,不都是只透露想讓我看見的一面嗎⋯⋯」440Please respect copyright.PENANAnMbKyfKMnK
440Please respect copyright.PENANAQEoNzYJYn0
與其說是埋怨,在靜謐的空間中,更像直接對擴音器高喊的公告。440Please respect copyright.PENANAYPZb8A1RFR
440Please respect copyright.PENANAK72Vcu9Ipe
巫祈海陷入沉默,肯定是聽得一清二楚。柳思堇自覺不妙,有股下一秒就要崩局的預感。440Please respect copyright.PENANA7UcaMeoEWL
440Please respect copyright.PENANA03uJESnCA1
可一切風平浪靜,巫祈海更丟出了另一個提案,「那來玩個遊戲吧。」440Please respect copyright.PENANALxS6Z8EvWU
440Please respect copyright.PENANA6dJmH7x976
「⋯⋯什麼遊戲?」440Please respect copyright.PENANAq9EYLAEEfj
440Please respect copyright.PENANAg83IsKMG47
「輪流說出三個關於自己的秘密,而且絕不能說謊。」巫祈海伸出手,指溜滑梯下面的狹窄空間,冷冷一笑,「違反規則的人,今晚就睡在這裡。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAYhdW8O9FqX
440Please respect copyright.PENANAbOLaKn3kES
——地獄版真心話大冒險?440Please respect copyright.PENANA2sfmpzZC93
440Please respect copyright.PENANA00jGbqLCS0
她完全不想參與,可又好奇巫祈海的回答。同時在腦中探尋,究竟什麼是屬於自己的秘密。440Please respect copyright.PENANAVEZyR5mty6
440Please respect copyright.PENANAjdAIFWoRYS
說得了花吐症的話,會被認為是騙人的吧⋯⋯440Please respect copyright.PENANAGP2ez1OIhU
440Please respect copyright.PENANAxYuCK200Df
於是,柳思堇直接拋出無傷大雅的秘密,「我小時候,曾經撕走我弟漫畫的其中幾頁,但沒跟他講。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAwZL02nmLQ9
440Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1CUdMPA1Y
準確來說,是BL漫畫中最為激烈的幾頁。至於最後放到哪去了,她可以很不負責任地說,完全不記得。440Please respect copyright.PENANApkJAn5syvw
440Please respect copyright.PENANApZUyja366L
輪到巫祈海的回合,她沒有任何遲疑,迅速地給出第二個答案,「我沒和白時杰交往,更沒有任何好感,他只為了利益接近我。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAAxGKBs6JgL
440Please respect copyright.PENANA4gwkVZEdBH
「呃,我⋯⋯其實聽得見花說話的聲音。」頓時慌亂,柳思堇不自覺抖出另一個事實,同時指向對角的小花圃,「像那邊的花,正在說里長的八卦,我集中精神就能聽到。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAPxCC6wtKwL
440Please respect copyright.PENANARSYZp6dZhA
此話一出,向來和善的酢漿花精靈罕見動怒了。440Please respect copyright.PENANAyg2MnjQ8mS
440Please respect copyright.PENANA9EQMKumDIr
『小鬼!妳這是侵犯隱私權!說里長八卦有犯法嗎!』440Please respect copyright.PENANAa11cXLnj9u
440Please respect copyright.PENANAiLDNTYV0KV
「我不是巫家的直系血親。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAMdKS1Q3w7s
440Please respect copyright.PENANAQnVvCAOpnC
巫祈海冷靜說出的第二個秘密,蓋過了遠方的騷動。440Please respect copyright.PENANAdXWiE7qmR2
440Please respect copyright.PENANAtxmwh5M0k3
她低垂視線,平淡地彷彿是在描述外人的過往,「所以,在家族體系中,一直遭人詬病。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAG4htGRB3xV
440Please respect copyright.PENANAYG7pedIN6x
⋯⋯怎麼回事?440Please respect copyright.PENANA2CAaRm8JJb
440Please respect copyright.PENANAzvdZ3j07Nz
第二個秘密,確實讓她愣了。至今聽見的傳聞中,巫祈海都是身世顯赫的名門大小姐,絕非虛假的名份。440Please respect copyright.PENANA7diVXQhYDw
440Please respect copyright.PENANAdtmXawtYd2
柳思堇腦中猛然浮現一個畫面,從墓地回來的車程中,當自己半夢半醒時,一片模糊中看見巫祈海的神情。哪怕再不清晰,也能察覺,那是從未見過的情緒。440Please respect copyright.PENANAhpmNETSMus
440Please respect copyright.PENANA6K3t6qSTdH
比起真相帶來的衝擊,更刺痛柳思堇的,是對於孤軍奮戰的心疼。440Please respect copyright.PENANAZJ2YWohHIo
440Please respect copyright.PENANAAzBf0cU3hU
——她到底在背負些什麼?440Please respect copyright.PENANAIyNvYuDHT1
440Please respect copyright.PENANAvX1jggQ5JZ
剛才也是,一個人坐在鞦韆上的時候,又在想什麼呢?440Please respect copyright.PENANAXQ1E9DW00q
440Please respect copyright.PENANAu4hxXeX4kM
「第三個。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAHF6bFWx7yU
440Please respect copyright.PENANAR1oSYhJfoT
眼看計時器倒數十五分鐘,柳思堇腦子一熱,「我——」440Please respect copyright.PENANAeHKRYmqzEG
440Please respect copyright.PENANA0aKqWJAMms
「妳喜歡巫祈海?」440Please respect copyright.PENANA0g1eI8hQV2
440Please respect copyright.PENANAJYdaDDHmuV
懸在心裡的質問,使她猛然踩了煞車。440Please respect copyright.PENANA2lfyfzgk35
440Please respect copyright.PENANAHTYXMLlz8v
連自己都搞不懂的,又算什麼秘密啊⋯⋯440Please respect copyright.PENANAtEkBY5cg5x
440Please respect copyright.PENANAMHO5d1cRS2
暴露自我的不安,與想要了解對方的渴望產生衝突,在體內產生一股動力,正把自己往前推。440Please respect copyright.PENANAKqGL3OqqzM
440Please respect copyright.PENANAxBMwWshQVk
「我其實⋯⋯」壓抑胃裡翻騰的酸意,柳思堇低下頭,徬徨的指節緊揪衣襬,「喜歡⋯⋯」440Please respect copyright.PENANAEmUxRIOhNP
440Please respect copyright.PENANARB4d0dspbm
她深吸一口氣,感覺毛孔都在顫抖。440Please respect copyright.PENANAkSgxrs39LA
440Please respect copyright.PENANAIf0YMgjcAa
最終真正打破寂靜的,並非回答,而是一陣響亮的碰撞聲。柳思堇餘光一瞥,能感覺巫祈海從上方溜了下來,最後因不明原因,停在下方不動。440Please respect copyright.PENANAvtikroW6tQ
440Please respect copyright.PENANAU5rF6eEEnV
柳思堇睜大眼,立刻捕捉到她白皙的指尖上,正緩慢溢出鮮血。440Please respect copyright.PENANAxo0ZqgM5Bc
440Please respect copyright.PENANATFxDc6YpWW
於是,她立刻衝上前,彎身打算攙扶,「學姐!妳沒——」440Please respect copyright.PENANAzl74yLoTPP
440Please respect copyright.PENANA5qcTzHyXqF
哐!440Please respect copyright.PENANA7mSjeyhUWK
440Please respect copyright.PENANAET6SK9OKIn
下個瞬間,一陣天旋地轉,柳思堇感覺自己被巫祈海一手拽過,重心不穩,雙手反射性撐起身體,最終變成趴臥姿勢,更因角度使然,幾乎是讓巫祈海整張臉貼在胸口。440Please respect copyright.PENANAKHFPi4aM1u
440Please respect copyright.PENANA3mBf9hXkjb
在如此憋屈的處境下,懷中的巫祈海出聲了,「所以,妳喜歡什麼?」440Please respect copyright.PENANARXc4R9lVam
440Please respect copyright.PENANA3ohSaMTjwb
柳思堇感覺自己一腳踩入了陷阱,也從肌膚的寒顫上,意識到一個最為根本的問題。440Please respect copyright.PENANAgd91wQtef8
440Please respect copyright.PENANAB04SQHdD7X
⋯⋯竟然在害怕啊。440Please respect copyright.PENANAxwChotPLu8
440Please respect copyright.PENANABluuBrHdvo
時近七月底,距離當初答覆的期限,確實只剩不到一個月了。嘗試與真相碰撞的後果,就是可能兩敗俱傷。440Please respect copyright.PENANAGJbeQrJMkg
440Please respect copyright.PENANALiBaJQSY4q
明明不喜歡擁抱,也不覺得需要擁抱,卻在動搖的時刻,希望藉由不像樣的肢體接觸,渴望從對方身上得到些什麼。440Please respect copyright.PENANAKf6A10SSi4
440Please respect copyright.PENANAnoT7IeWSyv
兩隻刺蝟擁抱的話,會因為張揚的刺而傷害彼此嗎?440Please respect copyright.PENANAlaYEcPL2rt
440Please respect copyright.PENANAcGsxKwBswU
我們的關係,會因為這個回答,迎來終結嗎?440Please respect copyright.PENANAC0vayKBG28
440Please respect copyright.PENANALZZ6fI0HL4
不安的人,正是自己。440Please respect copyright.PENANAEKPpsJ2xvt
440Please respect copyright.PENANAMqLwVwBEAp
「沒事的。」看穿了這份忐忑,巫祈海伸出雙手,用力環住柳思堇的腰際,「無論說什麼,我都不會遠離妳。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAwyzxEBsGkF
440Please respect copyright.PENANAlUAVduwM0z
如此簡單的動作,卻大幅減少了心中的亂流。柳思堇初次理解,擁抱或許是有意義的,是類似止痛劑般的存在。440Please respect copyright.PENANAV9JfcxZbUf
440Please respect copyright.PENANAVAU1ZDUrYA
一直以來,在來不及感到疼痛前,自己就預備了所有止痛的方法,強行隔絕一切,深怕被人再次揭開瘡疤。440Please respect copyright.PENANAakhoxPot2F
440Please respect copyright.PENANArNKIzqwihr
但在這個人面前,確實有股無論揭示多深刻的傷痕,都能被接受的安穩感。440Please respect copyright.PENANAcEz6HeHJYE
440Please respect copyright.PENANATcwF6xlQ3e
「⋯⋯喜歡⋯⋯」於是,柳思堇小心翼翼動著身體,拉開兩人的距離,閉上雙眼,用氣音回答,「⋯⋯女⋯⋯女生⋯⋯」440Please respect copyright.PENANAC9gmPoeOqw
440Please respect copyright.PENANA2FyKXX6a7C
最終,比起無法曖昧的答案,還是選擇了篤定的答案。440Please respect copyright.PENANA0GXiOodWf3
440Please respect copyright.PENANAj6GIPNoTLb
腦袋頓時熱得發脹,像殼裡鑽入成千上百隻蚊蚋,擠得水泄不通。柳思堇不敢睜眼,深怕看見對方任何一丁點嫌棄的反應。440Please respect copyright.PENANA0ogIknOq8P
440Please respect copyright.PENANAokvgWPfoT6
而下一秒,溫熱的觸感在肌膚上劃開來。440Please respect copyright.PENANAp5K5JNYiSf
440Please respect copyright.PENANAJzOjAkKebt
「嗯,那換我了。」440Please respect copyright.PENANALrmThIU1nI
440Please respect copyright.PENANAp1Uon9m2Mr
巫祈海抬起頭,用還沾著血的指尖,輕碰柳思堇泛紅的臉頰。440Please respect copyright.PENANAdtbs9rDJ2V
440Please respect copyright.PENANAXl1G7PJfti
「柳思堇。」440Please respect copyright.PENANADt6YhLcrO9
440Please respect copyright.PENANAdQZgIycjd2
紫灰色眼眸炯然地眨著,彷彿是黑暗中唯一的光源。440Please respect copyright.PENANA1GQRVFiAx0
440Please respect copyright.PENANAcEYscfWb48
「早在很久以前,我就認識妳了。」
440Please respect copyright.PENANAfxakzRzfhi
440Please respect copyright.PENANAfmL6WMIdPE
440Please respect copyright.PENANAxsm4jukib9
440Please respect copyright.PENANAwahwF3z8I4