I'd like to talk about something semi important.
1/3rds of me believes in god but 2/3rds often questions if there's an actual God, I wan't brought up in a religious household but within the recent years my father has become a "Christian" I added quotes due to the fact that he says he believes in god although he still sins and does things a christian wouldn't do. 294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPuaNaBhZf
I had once questioned God around my father and he got mad, the Bible may be the book of God but it it still is just a book and I mean that in the most respectful way possible. I recently read a bit of the bible like a week ago it was pretty interesting.294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZUU2R6tIw
I don't really pray unless it's before my food and once in a blue moon I'll pray but nothing too serious, I never really went to church. I can count on my fingers how many times I went.294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LDoyhkSYM
My dad got mad at me for not reading this tiny bible he gave me once and I told him that it wasn't my fault that I wasn't raised in church and he got angry with me, stating that he was raised in a church which doesn't make sense if he is the way he is.294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSI4gyH71sC
I suppose drugs and alcohol change a person. Not really sure how I feel overall about God or anything. I'm honestly numb from everything at this point due to trauma but hey it is what it is.294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZ8u3Trv2B
This also adds to me thinking that I have alexithymia, It's not like I want it. It's pretty weird not being able to process some emotions but then again I am self proclaimed so I'll seek to get checked in the future.294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbSiCr130C
Thanks for reading294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuPOIABEJb
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