「好混亂⋯搞到我都唔知自己做緊咩咁⋯」我將疊相疊番好握喺手中,「如果冇見番佢就好啦⋯」303Please respect copyright.PENANAMhBMD4oLdj
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所有塵封起嚟、唔願去觸碰嘅回憶就喺我打開鐵盒嘅時候一湧而上,當初嘅心動、開心、傷心、難過嘅感覺一次過湧出嚟,我又攞番嗰啲我收起咗嘅感覺303Please respect copyright.PENANAZscDS5tDpK
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「所有事都要重新嚟過先可以啦⋯」我將疊相放番入鐵盒入面,「阿立應該冇再keep住呢啲嘢⋯」303Please respect copyright.PENANA28AUdN2Ndr
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以阿立嘅狠心,佢應該一早將所有嘢都執走晒掉晒去垃圾桶303Please respect copyright.PENANAdXpQkYXJR1
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「如果佢仲有留起呢啲同我有關嘅嘢嘅話⋯」我忍唔住諗到呢個問題303Please respect copyright.PENANArX48VvekaJ
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唔好諗唔好諗⋯!你宜家同人地住喺同一間屋,點可以諗呢啲嘢?諗完之後又會唔知點面對佢⋯!303Please respect copyright.PENANAkwcR6UdY9Y
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「李知珩,夠啦!唔好再諗以前啦!你同佢過咗去㗎啦!」我坐好個人,冷靜咁喺房入面對自己講,「你同佢唔係小朋友,要劃清界線,唔可以過界㗎啦!」303Please respect copyright.PENANAOXwEAbzwjo
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唔⋯咁樣講完之後,唔知點解我自己會有啲心虛⋯?邊個普通嘅異性朋友會餵對方食嘢、會攬呀⋯!303Please respect copyright.PENANAgRmuz5eynW
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「李知珩!你醒下啦!你同佢係過去嚟㗎啦!」我雙手拍一下自己嘅臉頰,「過咗去啦!人地仲要識女朋友!點可能為你一個人停留?」303Please respect copyright.PENANATwcyX8MKkZ
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我垂低手望住眼前嘅鐵盒,係呀,我地都一早向前行,行行下又點會突然擰轉頭望⋯?都分開咁耐啦⋯303Please respect copyright.PENANASFIHUz1zFZ
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阿立對我嘅狠心係我冇諗到,但亦係因為佢嘅狠心,我就知道佢唔會為我停低⋯佢會繼續向前行,佢會好快咁放低我⋯303Please respect copyright.PENANAFfpnL5GcxF
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「知珩,出嚟食飯啦!」媽咪行到我房門口叫我303Please respect copyright.PENANAz5yJfzzrVl
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我將鐵盒嘅蓋蓋番好,放低手上嘅嘢行出房,順手將房門閂埋303Please respect copyright.PENANAJd0tIPX02l
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我行出地鐵站行番屋企,一行出地鐵站,就見到阿立企喺斑馬線前面等緊轉燈303Please respect copyright.PENANAWbPBizvOEn
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「阿立!」我趁轉做綠燈前上前拍佢,「你咁晏仲喺度嘅?」303Please respect copyright.PENANAbyTVKY6MLv
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「強制開OT⋯」阿立完全係一個攰樣,「幫同事執手尾⋯」303Please respect copyright.PENANAVh2YagWUDL
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「喂喂,我媽咪煲咗湯,叫我拎番嚟同室友share。」我遞起拎喺手中嘅保溫壺,「你飲唔飲呀?番到去之後。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAXcmXQFIHZe
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「阿姨煲咗湯比你拎番嚟咁好呀?」阿立望咗我手上嘅保暖壺一眼303Please respect copyright.PENANA2edd6AJPnz
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「本來媽咪話比我同靖佑,不過睇嚟要益你啦~冇靖佑份啦⋯」我扮無奈咁望住保暖壺嘆氣,然後望一望阿立303Please respect copyright.PENANA2KoUUbE4ZI
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「咁冇辦法,為咗唔好浪費阿姨嘅一番心血,我會飲埋靖佑嗰份。」阿立微微點頭303Please respect copyright.PENANAtcgc9FiIzE
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我同阿立坐喺餐枱前飲湯,媽咪喺我走前特登再翻熱啲湯一次,所以就算番到嚟,湯飲起嚟都係熱辣辣303Please respect copyright.PENANAYYUivc9U0D
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不過,兩個人好安靜,一粒聲都唔出⋯感覺氣氛好尷尬⋯成間屋都好靜,除咗飲湯嘅聲之後係完全冇其他聲303Please respect copyright.PENANAMfjUXzBEra
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「話說,我今日番屋企食飯,搵到啲中學嗰陣嘅嘢⋯」我細細啖咁飲咗少少之後先一步打開話題,想打破呢種尷尬感,「係呢~你仲有冇留起中學嘅嘢?」303Please respect copyright.PENANA7EkEiAWKTZ
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我有啲想知道,到底阿立有冇留起以前中學嘅嘢⋯帶住私心去問一個問題,喺等答案嘅時候真係會特別緊張,心跳嘅頻率都會有啲唔一樣303Please respect copyright.PENANAbHPVARxihT
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「有啲有,有啲掉咗。」阿立諗咗一諗,然後再開口答我303Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5aOoz1S2P
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「哦⋯」我心入面失落咁一下303Please respect copyright.PENANAf42abQVQh4
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佢掉嘅嘢,應該係同我有關嘅嘢啦⋯我其實預咗,只係聽到佢嘅回答,我都係有啲忍唔住失落啫⋯303Please respect copyright.PENANABKFKukuu3C
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「你留起咗啲咩?有冇帶番嚟?」阿立忽然間問起,仲要問我有冇拎番嚟303Please respect copyright.PENANAM3AUNXtisI
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我真係留起嘅嘢都唔多,不外乎都係以前同朋友嘅合照、收到嘅聖誕卡呢啲,但我特別留起放好嘅,就只有同阿立相關嘅嘢303Please respect copyright.PENANAgOAshUQ0uc
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但呢啲嘢,我點可能同佢講?303Please respect copyright.PENANAvg28hrbOPE
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「太多啦!點帶過嚟!?」我笑一笑講道,忽然間醒起媽咪幫我執咗本相簿過嚟,「不過有本相簿,比媽咪執咗過嚟比我⋯」303Please respect copyright.PENANA4bt7VvlWy8
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我好快咁將湯飲完,起身行入房將相簿從書櫃入面抽出嚟,但喺我想轉身行出房嘅時候,雙腳好飲痴實咗喺地面咁郁都唔郁303Please respect copyright.PENANAmv8oUh3iQA
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「就算係睇都唔緊要,我Okay⋯」我嘅手放喺相簿嘅封頁上面,心入面默默對自己講,「所有人都有過去㗎啦⋯!我唔通一直都要當冇呢件事咩?一齊過咪一齊過,又有咩大不了?」303Please respect copyright.PENANABd8iOFPGy1
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我深呼吸一口氣,然後拎住相簿轉身行出房303Please respect copyright.PENANAroseugprvn
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「登啦~」我拉開阿立隔離張櫈坐低,將相簿擺喺枱上面303Please respect copyright.PENANAG5yFpJKmA6
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「相簿?」阿立右手捧住碗,騰出嚟嘅左手伸手掀開相薄,「睇下。」303Please respect copyright.PENANA4ArTAaus2w
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佢掀開相簿嘅第一頁,空氣都靜咗一下,佢由呢邊掀起,第一頁就已經係我同佢嘅合照⋯303Please respect copyright.PENANAsodYDEUcKW
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可以貼四張相嘅一頁,我淨係貼咗一張相303Please respect copyright.PENANAwwTpFnXAMZ
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「呢個係⋯學校open day影㗎⋯」我弱弱咁講咗一句介紹一下呢張相303Please respect copyright.PENANATctPxtSppR
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「我知,你當我失憶呀?」阿立自然咁掀去下一頁,指住左上角嘅相,「呢張係sport day啦,我記得!」303Please respect copyright.PENANAxOnc9Zjis5
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「著住PE衫又喺運動場,點唔係sport day?」我雙手托住下巴笑住反問佢,「睇番啲相就覺得宜家自己好老⋯」303Please respect copyright.PENANA4NTDc2A4oV
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我望住當年先17、8歲嘅自己,再望下宜家已經25歲嘅自己,真係歲月不饒人呀⋯咁快又到20中嘅年紀,轉個頭又話已經30歲,我都想係永遠嘅18歲⋯303Please respect copyright.PENANAarEcuJVFHt
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「都係嘅,你宜家唔化妝都得,嗰陣有人仲話寧願素顏都唔化妝~」阿立望住啲相笑住咁講我303Please respect copyright.PENANAjJB21XbTPE
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「我宜家唔係素顏咩?唔係咩?」我不滿咁伸手輕打咗阿立嘅手臂一下,然後稍微湊近佢,雙手指住雙眼:「我連con都冇戴!你睇清楚!」303Please respect copyright.PENANAOqF387fpd9
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「睇到睇到,都係好清澈。」阿立又真係認真咁湊過嚟睇,「又真係素顏喎~」303Please respect copyright.PENANAfNobHasdnR
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「邊有人喺屋企都化妝?」我反咗個白眼,耷低頭望一望呢一頁嘅相,「又唔係有咩唔比得人知嘅秘密⋯」303Please respect copyright.PENANAnEQ7C0i5I2
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「你啲秘完講咗出嚟就會破壞形象啦~」阿立好似隨口講一樣講咗個玩笑,「嗰年我地班嘅班衫都真係幾靚~」303Please respect copyright.PENANA9YGNYgL3u5
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「宜家睇番相,就覺得以前好青春~真係好呀~」我伏低喺枱上面,望住一張一張嘅相就有啲掛住以前嘅日子303Please respect copyright.PENANAv9gfmjYMvk
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我轉頭望向阿立,佢將碗放喺枱上面專心咁掀相簿睇相,我每眨一下眼,就會有一個同佢有關嘅回憶彈出嚟303Please respect copyright.PENANALKNauxiZAg
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