Mikhael, My Angel270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mC2PkEm0T
Forgive me for not saying goodbye one last time. One last time and you'll forget everything. Don't worry if I don't come back, you'll be just fine. It was so hard for you and it hurt me to see you in pain. I couldn't bare it. I'm sorry for this but I'm only going to be selfish just this once. Just this once, I swear. You won't remember a thing after I leave. I will find a way to get back to you, I promise. I promise my life and soul. This lifetime didn't work too well for us because I don't belong in your world. I will find a crack in the universe, whatever it may be, whatever it takes, just to get back to you, Misha. I know that I can't bet my life and soul on this thing. Not because I can't get back to you but because my whole entire being already belongs to you. I'm sorry for not saying it before. But I said it now. I chose you, so I hope you choose me too, Misha. Even after this lifetime, I will choose you. This lifetime and the next and the one after that, I will choose you. Wait for me, Misha. Wait for me because, in due time, I'll come back to you. I will make you remember. And then, after that, I will never make you forget. Mikhael, my dearest, wait for me, please, wait for me. Trust me when I say I will come back to you. I will do anything because I love you. More than anything in the world. No. The entire universe. 270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81pUOXSPQw
And when we meet in the next life, I will make sure nothing will hurt you. We will never be in pain anymore. I don't want to leave you, Misha. I get anxious. What if you forget about me completely? What if you find another one? I cannot possibly pull you away from them, I will hurt you. But I'd very much rather die than see you with another person. It's hurt to see someone else be the cause of your smile. I get anxious, Misha. Mikhael. I know I don't say this much but I'm scared. You're unconscious right now as I am writing this but what if my plan doesn't work? What if you don't wake up? Mikhael, I'm scared. I don't want to leave, Mikhael, I don't want to leave you. I love you more than my life, I don't want to leave. But I can't bear to see you in pain, I just can't, Misha. Mikhael, Misha, my angel, my love. Let me be childish in this letter. Let me say things I couldn't say. Let me lean on you. Let me complain, Misha. If I stay, you'll continue to be in pain. You kept all the things you've been going through for me. You hid it so well. I feel so stupid, Mikhael, I love you so much. I love you so, so much. I love you way too much. I know that if I leave, it will be a downside only for me. You won't remember me anyway. I want this letter to reach you. May the universe grant just that. I love you, Misha. Mikhael, you're the most important thing to me. My love, you are my breath. Goodbye for now. I will come to fetch you in just a moment, ok? So stay right where you are, I'll be away for just a moment.
I'm sorry for making this seem like a farewell letter rather than a confession.
Love, Johann
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