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No Plagiarism!vwuLH5psmeI1YbTV32pGposted on PENANA 妳還記得那天發生的一切嗎?8964 copyright protection172PENANA5chYdJZulK 維尼
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紀念日那天訊息寒暄,卻意外的發生了插曲,妳說了我讓妳很有壓力。8964 copyright protection172PENANATBl0t0yd3h 維尼
我當時真的,不知道該怎麼辦才好。8964 copyright protection172PENANARUAJQtX6wc 維尼
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第一次聽妳說,我對妳造成很大的壓力。8964 copyright protection172PENANASwVljOWWQX 維尼
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早上五點半左右就因這件心事煩在身而睡不著,拿起手機再次閱覽昨天發生的那一切。8964 copyright protection172PENANAJJrYQ83Sgh 維尼
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我是哪裡對妳造成了壓力呢?8964 copyright protection172PENANABUFlmOVmc1 維尼
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我只是如同過往,提出我想要討論的事情給妳。是哪一封訊息使妳情緒不穩?我不知道…….但我又很想解決……畢竟…….這種事情纏繞心裡實在難受。8964 copyright protection172PENANA8CwYzPBH6A 維尼
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今日的曙光尚未冉冉升起,我的心卻蠢蠢欲動,夜的黑暗隱藏不了我的那份不安。8964 copyright protection172PENANASiqlWcwHeb 維尼
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「我不知道。」「我不清楚。」「我想要自己先想清楚。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAriAVAFjdDI 維尼
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突如其來的聲響使我驚醒。8964 copyright protection172PENANAggGSGQyJZt 維尼
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內心一陣寒冷襲捲,胃的翻騰絞痛著我的身心,在不斷吸氣吐氣後,我眼茫茫的看向了窗外。8964 copyright protection172PENANAc7yGkfTK1P 維尼
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豔陽高照。8964 copyright protection172PENANAFsJ2jzfaZ5 維尼
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看來強迫自己睡著成功了呢……8964 copyright protection172PENANAKYAN0Wn9b3 維尼
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只是心裡還是存在著束縛。8964 copyright protection172PENANAmtT7ZbIMKj 維尼
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我打開了手機。8964 copyright protection172PENANAMt3jHRy2ms 維尼
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「早安。」妳,二十七分鐘前傳送。8964 copyright protection172PENANAywXvAI7MHq 維尼
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我隨之回覆早安,但在那剎那間,我又看到妳聊天室上頭的那些訊息,又再次惴惴不安。8964 copyright protection172PENANAtzJ2im4nRN 維尼
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好奇怪的感覺……8964 copyright protection172PENANAaz7rNTjiND 維尼
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內心湧現著難以言說的雜情。8964 copyright protection172PENANAiHhQRaWW8G 維尼
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我不斷地開始在手機鍵盤上點選,但又一次次全部刪除。8964 copyright protection172PENANAktjNeVKAzD 維尼
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但理智終究失控了幾次,傳送,又再次收回。8964 copyright protection172PENANAassRe2W8UH 維尼
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我放下了那沉重的手機,臥躺在床上,緊緊抓著被豔陽的熾熱所蔓延的薄被。8964 copyright protection172PENANAp73fQuhpcv 維尼
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過了二十分鐘,妳始終未讀。8964 copyright protection172PENANA7TBbjMQL2z 維尼
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這個時間,妳明明還在吃飯…8964 copyright protection172PENANAzHHIjWXREp 維尼
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為什麼我這麼著急?8964 copyright protection172PENANAHiWGQ1nnOF 維尼
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我要冷靜,我要冷靜……8964 copyright protection172PENANAQsl7gouCB5 維尼
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好痛苦……8964 copyright protection172PENANAi2uEPjRh1B 維尼
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我似放棄了掙扎,將自己包覆在有陽光餘溫的橙黃色的小被裡。8964 copyright protection172PENANATllNInBNfA 維尼
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我默默地把所有的訊息再次收回,重新打上新的一段話,但內容的本質依舊不變。8964 copyright protection172PENANAEIaTQteEB1 維尼
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「妳還會在意昨天的事情嗎?」8964 copyright protection172PENANAmKARUUHxFz 維尼
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說實在,問這個沒什麼用。所以我還是收回了。8964 copyright protection172PENANAQoAxPRTSHk 維尼
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但下一秒妳已讀了。8964 copyright protection172PENANAf2jZGnEUg5 維尼
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畫面是收回的訊息零零散散,加上不完整的對話訊息。8964 copyright protection172PENANAbnNFTG7ksJ 維尼
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但妳只是在已讀的瞬間,回覆了嗯嗯,消失了。8964 copyright protection172PENANAJBwgnyySIU 維尼
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內心開始七上八下。8964 copyright protection172PENANAPc0koeHHW8 維尼
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像是一個共鳴器,妳的嗯嗯,那股妳說不出話來的無奈感散發在螢幕上,本來已經稍微抑制住的不安再次翻騰。8964 copyright protection172PENANAXTbihjY3av 維尼
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我又再次衝動了。8964 copyright protection172PENANAkz92mWcbTC 維尼
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「我可以打電話給妳一下嗎?」衝動的心懷少了沉澱的時間,我一昧想馬上解決事情。8964 copyright protection172PENANALCbyfOFhlm 維尼
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「不要好了。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAualzSXxSTI 維尼
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「妳不覺得我們現在挺奇怪的嗎?」8964 copyright protection172PENANARLMOTxJVIi 維尼
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「是挺奇怪。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAkT1CACKDUJ 維尼
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「那就讓我打過去一下吧。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAuE0apaT8aF 維尼
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手機每一次的嘟嘟聲,一步步吞噬著我的勇氣,曾經想過就馬上斷掉,但手卻從未放下來。8964 copyright protection172PENANA4CI9jZQe4v 維尼
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不知第幾次的鈴聲迴響,妳接了。8964 copyright protection172PENANAbazl3wFTR0 維尼
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「嗨。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAeDgJswxHGc 維尼
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「嗯嗯。」妳的聲音顯得格外平靜。8964 copyright protection172PENANAHWD4wGnuPe 維尼
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「我們先試試看處理我昨天對妳造成的壓力好不好?」8964 copyright protection172PENANAeGXBXQQ1jZ 維尼
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「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAacWnqysarR 維尼
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妳回覆完,我開始進入了思考模式。8964 copyright protection172PENANAWAQOdO1Bt2 維尼
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「是因為,我昨天說的對未來的事,讓妳有壓力嗎?」8964 copyright protection172PENANAqoqXOa0L01 維尼
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突然雙方都進入了最恐怖的沉靜。8964 copyright protection172PENANA0L8t7TCPMF 維尼
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「可能,不是吧。」妳只是默默地答了這句話。8964 copyright protection172PENANAFSMxLdWrHA 維尼
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「那會不會是我昨天提到妳那份妳過去以來的壓力,讓妳回想起來覺得不舒服?」8964 copyright protection172PENANAuefAPdws8b 維尼
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「有一點。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAly8zK6URGU 維尼
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這樣啊,看起來多少有些頭緒了。8964 copyright protection172PENANAiO5vdF2DYX 維尼
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但我正要說下一句話時,妳說話了。8964 copyright protection172PENANAqdPrYafooD 維尼
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「我可以先,掛掉嗎。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAqNgee56TCp 維尼
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冷淡的聲音環繞在空蕩蕩的房間,外面些微細雨隨風飄進,陰暗的烏雲更是壟罩著心靈。8964 copyright protection172PENANASmwRjlK2f5 維尼
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「嗯嗯等一下,還有一件事情。」我很抱歉,應該要馬上停止通話的,因為我可以感受到妳心情,十分的憂鬱。8964 copyright protection172PENANAuLlr54OPBY 維尼
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「妳是對我還是,對我昨天說的那些話有壓力呢。」有點明知故問的提問,理智線的斷裂也害我慌了手腳。8964 copyright protection172PENANA374vdBLRbQ 維尼
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我在做什麼……當話說出去的那一刻,我的內心反而更加慌張了。8964 copyright protection172PENANAAtPLmtBkLK 維尼
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「都有吧,但還有其他事情。」妳再次地默默道出。8964 copyright protection172PENANA8nMWWyJgJb 維尼
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「那……」8964 copyright protection172PENANA8hEBVU5bOs 維尼
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「想先掛電話了。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAxxfWFd0hbW 維尼
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「嗯嗯……」再一次,妳說出了那句話。8964 copyright protection172PENANA98TIwuIrsK 維尼
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「那妳先掛吧。」我緩緩地吐了一口氣。8964 copyright protection172PENANAdtB4tl0OOw 維尼
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「嗯嗯。」對方應答後,隨後就是掛掉的音效。8964 copyright protection172PENANAKRsTqiYiG4 維尼
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我有點重心不穩,跌跌撞撞到了書桌前。8964 copyright protection172PENANAGb2L1Gwup4 維尼
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乾嘔的次數越來越頻繁,每一次都是絞痛。我要冷靜,我要冷靜……但我卻抱住了頭。8964 copyright protection172PENANAo00s1L3wHR 維尼
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「可是……我根本冷靜不了啊……」可能哽咽了吧,抑或是外面的呼呼風聲,我的聲音連自己都聽不清楚。明明一直以來,儘管多少次將我的想法利用訊息告訴妳,但漸漸地,我也有發現妳的對話是越來越少,甚至有時候會逃避。8964 copyright protection172PENANACN5t3zJpDc 維尼
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常常問妳,我這樣討論這些是不是不太好。8964 copyright protection172PENANAhmf5ubb7Yj 維尼
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「不會的。」「我只是沒什麼想法而已。」「不會有壓力。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAPOVPR3lAjK 維尼
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妳的這些回答害我以為,我這樣做是不會傷害到妳的。8964 copyright protection172PENANAJomEx4BHhf 維尼
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每一次每一次,儘管有討論出來,抑或沒有討論出來,隔天的我們基本上都會恢復正常。形式上的正常。8964 copyright protection172PENANAnkIPQY5BNQ 維尼
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但今天,一切光景都變了。想不到,妳的最後一根稻草已經被我壓倒了,抱歉,我沒有提早意識到,妳對我的溫柔,妳不想讓我傷心而忍耐著,而我沒有意識到。8964 copyright protection172PENANA1ZtlQCuUrt 維尼
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「我想去海邊走一下。」母親聽到熟悉的聲響轉過身,把鍋下的熊熊烈火切掉。8964 copyright protection172PENANARjjCeMvoxO 維尼
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「怎麼突然想去海邊呢。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAdcKZjFXWhi 維尼
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「一時興起的。」我轉過身,往客廳方向走去,「很快就回來了。」8964 copyright protection172PENANA3qRAfP58KE 維尼
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一陣沉默後,背向我的母親,只是默默說道:「那要儘早回來。」8964 copyright protection172PENANA9SimL2zmkG 維尼
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「了解。」我穿起外套,將客廳的腳踏車牽出,玄門一開,風聲喧囂,細雨綿綿,但卻彷彿是我心靈想慰藉的。8964 copyright protection172PENANA9Ofbe9VDKe 維尼
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大雨將至,想必海邊的大浪已經如火如荼的翻騰起來了吧。8964 copyright protection172PENANA0L02sbXwbb 維尼
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我騎上腳踏車,輕快地順著漫漶水氣瀰漫的小巷,順勢而下。沿著小街路過媽祖廟,橫跨平交道,前方茫茫大海無窮的海平面浮現在我的眼前。我將腳踏車牽到堤防上,如同預期的,大浪的威嚇宣示著主權,在大自然界頭角崢嶸,巨石抑或空氣只剩黯淡的氣息,十分冰冷,震懾於這般威權。8964 copyright protection172PENANALJi7gAd90m 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAFQ5gclQ0TS
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但我內心十分平靜。8964 copyright protection172PENANAINC0Wgqahh 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAqepqgjGNsI
8964 copyright protection172PENANAThFwNtsPom 維尼
可能在出發前就想像過大浪的模樣,真正遇到時,潛意識保護住自己抑制洶湧的情緒崩潰。那份顧忌,儘管多久前就意識到了,我還是沒法解決,反而,引爆了它。8964 copyright protection172PENANAoBo2V9yxgL 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAm2RRLKWyYd
8964 copyright protection172PENANAbKyO07aeIK 維尼
悵惘的臉龐吐出的水蒸氣冉冉而上,放空,什麼事都不想做。8964 copyright protection172PENANAguSESx5IMH 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAad67rcNnoa
8964 copyright protection172PENANAeFn89MmOwl 維尼
十二點四十分,手上的手機螢幕顯示著妳的聊天室,妳和妳同學應該聚到了吧,而剛剛妳的語氣也告訴我,再繼續說下去絕對會有很嚴重的後果。8964 copyright protection172PENANAemra7IRjsk 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAzG8nHyVKAv
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但腦裡漸漸地抑制住憶起,每一次想起過去這段時間我們經歷的事情,都必須壓抑複雜的情緒。8964 copyright protection172PENANApUWGOJVix1 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAaDC4FIPCaM
8964 copyright protection172PENANA9TRytLzw2J 維尼
只會讓我更加想要跟妳理論過去這段時間的一切。8964 copyright protection172PENANAqOGbx41HxV 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAJp5Da0SMl9
8964 copyright protection172PENANA4gzQLr0WYZ 維尼
我甩過頭,好讓自己不再揣度,但瑣事依舊縈繞,我受夠了,踢上腳踏車的停車架,大衣隨著海風逸散於這一隅的堤防。8964 copyright protection172PENANApnc2jDQ876 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAfLGrJsHWxA
8964 copyright protection172PENANAb7pXNN30um 維尼
「怎麼了?」此時手機震動,我停止前進。8964 copyright protection172PENANAf7hVBqEmcB 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANA28QattXQyQ
8964 copyright protection172PENANA9ZkvnJ713D 維尼
是楊兄的訊息。8964 copyright protection172PENANAUmzJQSAy1d 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAnlnIN0NHeJ
8964 copyright protection172PENANA6mmFtayIZm 維尼
在我跟妳把彼此搞砸之際,我簡短的向楊兄傳送「我不知道我該怎麼做。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAjloDXbnHni 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAgJSgMRK3gC
8964 copyright protection172PENANAUzaqawsOPJ 維尼
因為我沒辦法一個人安逸住這般不安。8964 copyright protection172PENANALPEA3ymdTm 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAzMoEUBk1hD
8964 copyright protection172PENANAbhscazEWnv 維尼
隨後是楊兄的電話。8964 copyright protection172PENANACvw19FEZ7b 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAN0AfP2uots
8964 copyright protection172PENANAh05kOeW0oM 維尼
我接起了電話,緩緩坐在堤防靠海處的石階,刷刷海聲格外刺耳,一陣似比一陣猛烈。8964 copyright protection172PENANAB6fooClRsj 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANApSnlfldEgY
8964 copyright protection172PENANACjJyz8XxVA 維尼
「發生什麼事了。」楊兄那傳來捷運站的通知聲。8964 copyright protection172PENANAjlHDwPgDok 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANA4tKLCTJejB
8964 copyright protection172PENANAfGmIqgSu2g 維尼
「我似乎不小心踩到她的底線了。」眼神瀰漫至藍天裡的白雲。8964 copyright protection172PENANAzQMaCnSjgP 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANA6UnxIkONWP
8964 copyright protection172PENANAfE3gY4Mtkr 維尼
「她?誰?」但沒過幾秒後楊兄像是理解了什麼,「喔喔,但,怎麼會呢?」8964 copyright protection172PENANALOWj3U525D 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAVnQXVnm7Dk
8964 copyright protection172PENANACkOYP3Z6Zt 維尼
「我也不知道為什麼…..總之讓她心情很不好。」8964 copyright protection172PENANA3KyYwAzM5W 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAQmrSwfbHe5
8964 copyright protection172PENANAkUudritdXW 維尼
「……我國中很少看她生氣呢….怎麼會?」8964 copyright protection172PENANAyyteRSVitE 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAwWjxWKyxt6
8964 copyright protection172PENANA8OzkTmkzIr 維尼
我沉默片刻。之所以這麼慌,是因為第一次遇到妳對我這樣。8964 copyright protection172PENANAsztxMjXBnE 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAVpT22MxJOh
8964 copyright protection172PENANACsSb1NvpKS 維尼
像是沉澱已久的地雷爆掉。8964 copyright protection172PENANAQwrqQyRryD 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAeDMQnI2toK
8964 copyright protection172PENANAXytEnwWTwK 維尼
一切像是覆水難收。8964 copyright protection172PENANAPVUXEH1EhF 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAlS74Y4UTAd
8964 copyright protection172PENANAw9Km9yJjfC 維尼
而我雜味的情緒也岌岌可危。8964 copyright protection172PENANA0kjFdbrQBG 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANARF81QrCGNq
8964 copyright protection172PENANAu1Z3srFFSd 維尼
我也在抑制住,因為要是我沒辦法穩住,結局我不敢想像。8964 copyright protection172PENANAZsRa2oPJvN 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAMNOI2RCHTl
8964 copyright protection172PENANAvdAVDcFppz 維尼
但我感覺到我也已經在極限了。8964 copyright protection172PENANAPCBQOH2XmL 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAujrExJgOqb
8964 copyright protection172PENANAlneQheWQyW 維尼
「我該怎麼辦….」濕黏的海氣親吻雜亂的短髮。8964 copyright protection172PENANAhCzXCMeqDT 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAKLE9DNEX6O
8964 copyright protection172PENANAjsS8vd6swF 維尼
隨後楊兄說了些鼓勵我的話。8964 copyright protection172PENANAlm63egL1l1 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAKGwe1g3Wde
8964 copyright protection172PENANAFOVA9XcydT 維尼
聊著聊著,我漸漸打開我的心房說出我的苦楚。8964 copyright protection172PENANAOaxoXvyjzR 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANArEc0gnTbJn
8964 copyright protection172PENANADi8jKbpYKF 維尼
我也忘了說些什麼,只是楊兄的傾聽和建議緩和了我的情緒。8964 copyright protection172PENANANpCVIPYRe3 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAn08wKqdwWL
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最後,他準備要下線了。8964 copyright protection172PENANAXiB81swigJ 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAIp6fV4qiIo
8964 copyright protection172PENANAavas8TGi49 維尼
「你要加油啦……我相信你可以解決的。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAAbawjLSkHA 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAMnMka3DptP
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「嗯,謝啦兄弟。」嘟嘟聲結束的片刻我才再度聽到海撞擊石頭的哀嚎聲。8964 copyright protection172PENANAW33iYJj9Ik 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAFQETtn1aCA
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迷途羔羊,會不會就是這種模樣?8964 copyright protection172PENANAlvOHPF7YGP 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANApioHs7QFKV
8964 copyright protection172PENANAy3YNg407Vy 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANACDxqty31nt
8964 copyright protection172PENANAwwh1t1zwt9 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAUPunHQPFxd
8964 copyright protection172PENANAZeUQrPVVgy 維尼
這股折騰蔓延到夜晚。8964 copyright protection172PENANA2cgpcP9ryX 維尼
做什麼事都提不起勁,桌上的作業只完成前面兩三題,全身無力,手機上已經是狼藉的訊息窗。我知道,我已經止不了情緒了。收回的訊息通知如一片燎原,蔓延整排對話匡,最後,我只用了語音訊息傳送。8964 copyright protection172PENANATQeCdgCzaV 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAP75IerkK5I
8964 copyright protection172PENANABXZbKrVGYA 維尼
我真的……承受不住了。8964 copyright protection172PENANAnZ17O0W2lu 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAA2imrGXmbO
8964 copyright protection172PENANA6ix7rshCU1 維尼
我有些啜泣,妳知道我多麼無助嗎?8964 copyright protection172PENANAMZtDAgIYy3 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANABrAUebCITU
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明明約法三章,現在的我該是讓妳沉澱,冷靜,但我卻未曾顧及到自己,抑制住對妳的衝動,但那只是還在理智上時可以達成的。8964 copyright protection172PENANAhhG1DxapBs 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAxQ7MkKnEbc
8964 copyright protection172PENANAtGC3I09R3C 維尼
我默默拿起手機,回到臥房。閉上眼睛,仰望窗外星空,要的是寧靜,要的是解放。8964 copyright protection172PENANAurFBZYpBs0 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANArbB3wEaXbu
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但只要一靜下來,我的腦海中又是妳的乍現。8964 copyright protection172PENANANNL2QnKleb 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAdjxEk8pT9A
8964 copyright protection172PENANAiekYYayiWL 維尼
而現在,就是要想好我到底想要怎麼樣的結局。8964 copyright protection172PENANAiMOwRcHJi0 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAcbYWoaOjOU
8964 copyright protection172PENANA5d3mxszQ9v 維尼
一直以來,我們之間的顧忌究竟是什麼呢?8964 copyright protection172PENANAjfZFv2zMAu 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAgt0FKsYywf
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我說真的,我也說不清,一種奇怪,一種違和,一種疏遠,一種冷碰冷,明明見面時對話正常,明明會分享彼此今天發生的事情,明明看得見彼此的愛……8964 copyright protection172PENANA8Wx1Tctp5Z 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAVWQUYtPhGG
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但就是有一個顧忌存在,而我不斷想要找解決方法,每隔一段時間向妳提出,但結局總是,這些提出總不是我們要的答案。8964 copyright protection172PENANAXM1kKojaU6 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANADyMQaqQDCR
8964 copyright protection172PENANAHM4y1pbokV 維尼
漸漸地,我可以感受到妳的冷淡。抑或是,妳抑制著情緒。8964 copyright protection172PENANAhl7K8AeVqA 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAEqbb3Noy5n
8964 copyright protection172PENANAcynF6XkEZ8 維尼
不斷接受著回答不出來的問題,卻慢慢的衍生成另外一種顧忌,另外一種壓力。8964 copyright protection172PENANAabJwOmnYba 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANA4mhkN2yvVr
8964 copyright protection172PENANAVuE0LkRzKK 維尼
而妳總是包容著我,但我就是希望妳可以說出來。8964 copyright protection172PENANAPGZmkfZ3Qp 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAK37ikgU5Sl
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但訊息卻使彼此消耗彼此的耐心,妳的應答讓我覺得,妳是在敷衍我,而我的回話,使妳越來越不知道怎麼回覆。8964 copyright protection172PENANAW0W6NIGMrW 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAsv3sJKUu7J
8964 copyright protection172PENANAjzSs8MtA2j 維尼
可能原本,這顧忌真的是件小事。8964 copyright protection172PENANA7TYpT8kzI5 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANA3T257FQqCj
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但如今,不僅這份顧忌越來越嚴重,還衍生了很多問題,形成了我們之間的隔閡。8964 copyright protection172PENANAmMbj2gg7QJ 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAlsTF52AnuJ
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慢慢地,我們的對話開始不自在。慢慢地,我們有一種說不出的疏離。8964 copyright protection172PENANArtk1CPoHxC 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAhq2QOtrehQ
8964 copyright protection172PENANAQ0tJxnW73r 維尼
開始在為彼此的隔閡找藉口。可能是無形中,開學後的忙碌風潮吞噬了我們吧。8964 copyright protection172PENANAZJ3HkjMC58 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANA5wO28SsS5k
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可能是我尚未走出我那說不出原因的低潮,加上妳心情也不太好,讓彼此的對話生硬吧。8964 copyright protection172PENANAKAYg35mv6o 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAUxgQNUBF9U
8964 copyright protection172PENANAYe7QBIYTSa 維尼
而現在會讓妳壓力大,可能是我的話語讓妳無話可說吧?8964 copyright protection172PENANArgnr8QYiHn 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAbspUGBxDbJ
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但其實,這些似乎都不是原因。我們少了靜下心來的溝通,少了給彼此沉思的時刻。8964 copyright protection172PENANAqDbcWosuXw 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANArGXgPARxiF
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就造成如今,這種局面了。8964 copyright protection172PENANAuzUaanjLWv 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAzGATNcQGeM
8964 copyright protection172PENANA2PursnxCKa 維尼
可能還有更多因素,只是我不太想繼續思考了,資訊量有點過大。原初的那份顧忌,究竟是什麼呢?8964 copyright protection172PENANABmkbG1Nspj 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAytHSBpC9N5
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唉……算了,這不是現在該思考的。8964 copyright protection172PENANArBwwpXbaJL 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAICLrX9upcZ
8964 copyright protection172PENANAK41tPdonf3 維尼
長仰片刻,我的訊息聲響了。8964 copyright protection172PENANAvL2m2Exs3l 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANANewSAPlQtJ
8964 copyright protection172PENANAGnp3yVxr59 維尼
「嗯嗯,你現在有空嗎。」妳,一分鐘前傳送。8964 copyright protection172PENANArTxFLsfuHV 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAtSdFJskz55
8964 copyright protection172PENANAIzXLhaEWy1 維尼
妳回我了。8964 copyright protection172PENANAGnFigGCfP6 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAOkbnelfhf9
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突然一陣心安,但又有些擔憂。8964 copyright protection172PENANAsENrQAkYpe 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANA0tqn9iFous
8964 copyright protection172PENANAYWVs5E7cX0 維尼
我深吸了一口氣,按下了訊息。8964 copyright protection172PENANAnpQxbo2J88 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANADom8YOvHfT
8964 copyright protection172PENANAVb5pVW1Oqi 維尼
我會把事情,處理好的。8964 copyright protection172PENANA6gNHTEI9aM 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAPJDb7rsnsg
8964 copyright protection172PENANArZPqo1HE2a 維尼
相信自己,也相信妳。8964 copyright protection172PENANAMK10V8vkf1 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAfK20xI4M24
8964 copyright protection172PENANAD48ta1EHvB 維尼
但願,不是最壞的結局。8964 copyright protection172PENANAohw08lNkzw 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANANvOBRkkO6Y
8964 copyright protection172PENANA6E3cA6M4FN 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAcf7b1hvK9D
8964 copyright protection172PENANAFQ9SOhuzsx 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAzCUcwT6J6E
8964 copyright protection172PENANAs81fCwWIr5 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAk6pCl6tiOx
8964 copyright protection172PENANAJBuNvoW28W 維尼
「現在心情還好嗎?」8964 copyright protection172PENANAzvDS7NAZvF 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAi8xHZKeNtn
8964 copyright protection172PENANA013n0s62CW 維尼
「不太好…..」妳的聲音顯得格外柔弱。8964 copyright protection172PENANAsQvjtHNtDt 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAWA9G9f6IiU
8964 copyright protection172PENANAfdUHOXdWbQ 維尼
「這樣啊……我也是…..」我有些泛淚,但還是抑制住了。「我們先來解決好這件事好不好?至少讓我們相處上能稍微正常一些。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAED5AXYZqr3 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAl8D2rXUOLq
8964 copyright protection172PENANAZvqQ1rZf2z 維尼
「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAY2UrLQP9rP 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAytu3cCAvqT
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之後陷入冷寂的氣氛。8964 copyright protection172PENANATqBTZFik54 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAPK1kcoUHdo
8964 copyright protection172PENANAl57rYxFcrB 維尼
妳不言,我不語,而內心卻縈繞著揮之不去的情懷。8964 copyright protection172PENANAaLPaRYIDpz 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAa3vJ06R2cx
8964 copyright protection172PENANAYozUFfrvV8 維尼
要怎麼做呢?我真的不知道………,明明想要恢復跟平常一樣,但我卻悵惘,甚至覺得那已經,做不到了。8964 copyright protection172PENANAsiA7sSltq8 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAVLbBczaako
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「妳覺得,」我打破了沉默,「一直以來我們的顧忌究竟是什麼呢?」8964 copyright protection172PENANAP9DK7oLrpm 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANALKozJhTuE0
8964 copyright protection172PENANAkdrJ2tC457 維尼
我沒有想要答案。8964 copyright protection172PENANAZBjrFuqEdq 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAdL3PEL3dHR
8964 copyright protection172PENANAGm46Z4KIsV 維尼
只是覺得,這句話是我們彼此都在思考的問題吧。8964 copyright protection172PENANAGDXzSxuqQM 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANA0twwRROF29
8964 copyright protection172PENANAP3p9KrKOBY 維尼
「……一直覺得,我們的對話少了一個連結……」妳回答了,只是,妳的情緒竟隔著玻璃框,隨風湧入我的耳簾。8964 copyright protection172PENANA2Jk8104upy 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAD2uLjnP6jt
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「是嗎……」我也這麼覺得啊,我也這麼覺得啊……8964 copyright protection172PENANAmXKa8KDKuL 維尼
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說實在我有些淚崩了,但我還是控制住我說話的腔調,好讓對方不要聽出我現在的情緒。8964 copyright protection172PENANAGuUEETpLON 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANA9yh2xwtwfI
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「我們,可以慢慢來解決這個問題嗎?」我提出了,我想做的事。8964 copyright protection172PENANAR0qRtKGYTz 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAD22jjBVUTP
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就算在之前覺得顧忌解決不了時,早就料到事情會走到這一步。現在的局面,我知道,不用時間慢慢解決是不行的。8964 copyright protection172PENANAH7RKcbvQ3r 維尼
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對雙方都是。而我相信,一定可以解決的……8964 copyright protection172PENANA675WZMMui2 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAH202Hczh6M
8964 copyright protection172PENANA626pATEOsg 維尼
「我不太想繼續談戀愛了。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAO1TS6JAxKC 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAmMYGyXkAXx
8964 copyright protection172PENANAzGJnRL1Mw6 維尼
我在那瞬間不太相信,我聽到了什麼。8964 copyright protection172PENANAZMX4xFjcPb 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAaAUikLMTJY
8964 copyright protection172PENANASlZLRTan4n 維尼
夜裡的風瀟瀟襲入窗紗的細孔。8964 copyright protection172PENANAfHyG3ROPNs 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAVf9wgkDBl6
8964 copyright protection172PENANAhwGC2XYqMl 維尼
「妳說什麼?」8964 copyright protection172PENANAMf1VUfe8fI 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAdzaNxLFCBy
8964 copyright protection172PENANA0MI7mlQu6S 維尼
「我昨天決定好,這個想法了。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAqzegiVNxNk 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANASPL2RtEgQX
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我……..8964 copyright protection172PENANAdfDT5bI4aP 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANABnjOYBz7NK
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為什麼呢……8964 copyright protection172PENANAU4ZyUAbHC2 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAwPxLudGdKw
8964 copyright protection172PENANA1OjCneMrJQ 維尼
「為什麼……為什麼不試著去改善呢?」我徬徨無助。8964 copyright protection172PENANAt8GMk0HR6m 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANANhnmxRgDaQ
8964 copyright protection172PENANApo0VxS9uNa 維尼
「有要改善什麼?」冰冷,無情,刺進了我的心扉。8964 copyright protection172PENANAG6EnWVHHcd 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAhptfzJUGVJ
8964 copyright protection172PENANAmareAVAn6L 維尼
妳這樣……我要怎麼回答?8964 copyright protection172PENANAq2VFHcZTvr 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAf4ilZxhbfC
8964 copyright protection172PENANADbuFFJvVrx 維尼
這種事情……不就是雙方一起該共同解決的呢?8964 copyright protection172PENANAYxiDtLuv4Z 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANADRzRolFWoQ
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但妳卻決定放棄,義無反顧。8964 copyright protection172PENANAbmrdPTYhvf 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAoR2XpE6V34
8964 copyright protection172PENANAJo8N8Gk1d6 維尼
語音停歇。8964 copyright protection172PENANAMvXRWa8A6Y 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAWNqkCDgCHM
8964 copyright protection172PENANANwFJsneqPn 維尼
「那我們現在,該怎麼辦?難道妳想要,走到那種地步嗎?」理智線早已不見蹤影。8964 copyright protection172PENANAGnAr5JMABV 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANASsaLti1vgT
8964 copyright protection172PENANAUyKPRWqqHt 維尼
「現在除了那樣,還有什麼結果呢?」8964 copyright protection172PENANAXHWdw9s06o 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAmJK0tMQ52O
8964 copyright protection172PENANAlPa90iBvrx 維尼
「啊……」我,說真的,我好像也開始放棄掙扎了。8964 copyright protection172PENANAmok7HEwgkL 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANA5gk9gEg4Zx
8964 copyright protection172PENANAsGhvIZ1lIc 維尼
有點自我放棄的開始問了妳問題。8964 copyright protection172PENANAG4pWfbpBWm 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANADEw6THcOm9
8964 copyright protection172PENANAJ0gfeZGcFe 維尼
「是不是對我失望了呢。」8964 copyright protection172PENANADwZS2KBSdZ 維尼
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對方沉默了一下。「倒也不是。」8964 copyright protection172PENANA3XYtWGERF8 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAsAVwAgqK8q
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「那究竟……」8964 copyright protection172PENANAV77ERkrESC 維尼
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8964 copyright protection172PENANAT1JLb2d48s 維尼
「只是,」妳似乎把這句話放在心裡很久了。8964 copyright protection172PENANAyZI4S7hkfM 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAFbJJWrxuf6
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「我不想再親近你了。」痛心,多少負面情緒隨波而來……8964 copyright protection172PENANADU5xjUFIhU 維尼
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「這樣啊……」我知道,現在的我已經不堪。「其實,我也覺得我們始終會到這種地步。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAG8PM7icJlh 維尼
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「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAAiCLbDtxD9 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANABq5QAOQZXi
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畢竟這段時間,我對這段關係越來越覺得不適,看似風平浪靜的日常卻讓彼此的相處越來越奇怪,不說出來,不解決好,遲早會發生問題的。8964 copyright protection172PENANAwSAXXdQEtJ 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAnHuymXpYvQ
8964 copyright protection172PENANAzL76MFiz6t 維尼
過去那些說不定真的不是我憑空的亂想吧,只是我們用了錯的溝通方法。8964 copyright protection172PENANAZYnk01kRuU 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANA6f49ZtZNpW
8964 copyright protection172PENANAWGj34dK53x 維尼
冷冷的訊息似乎已經不是這類事可以妥當處理的管道。8964 copyright protection172PENANAspcWzR2Apv 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAIZYFF9YzGa
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但妳矯正牙齒,疫情,分班,單獨出去相處的渺茫機會將我們推得遠遠的。8964 copyright protection172PENANARQDvRj4yKA 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAHQlydGsYSO
8964 copyright protection172PENANABfi4uuCbi4 維尼
我們的管道只剩訊息。8964 copyright protection172PENANAFXkHaY54Yc 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANANdNxRHQew8
8964 copyright protection172PENANA8cez1H9mEu 維尼
「好吧……我覺得……」深吸了一口氣,我早已有抱持最壞結果的決心了。8964 copyright protection172PENANAqJn4wC5JO9 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAPJfu0t40oM
8964 copyright protection172PENANA4CiPoEDz2H 維尼
畢竟,我已經讓妳不想再親近我了。8964 copyright protection172PENANASnPOdO7AEO 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAxO1RoAwGme
8964 copyright protection172PENANAEBRFEG9Po8 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAx5RM9dX23H
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176Please respect copyright.PENANAnpCt7IG7ue
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「我們,分手吧。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAUPbw2IVh4J 維尼
「好的。」妳說道。8964 copyright protection172PENANAOOaq2RgC8k 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAgpA5hLW5x7
8964 copyright protection172PENANAeyikizLmgR 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2H1vMDOLd
8964 copyright protection172PENANAEDdVsDevJA 維尼
「我們這個,算是誰提的呢?」說出來後,我那複雜的情緒緩解了不少。8964 copyright protection172PENANAiV44eiCg9I 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAiaqoTuTa74
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「一起的吧。」妳想了想,「我們是和平分手的。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAeMwnXqqIcD 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAR0YIhILIBA
8964 copyright protection172PENANAC9g1mkjo2w 維尼
「嗯嗯,這樣也好。」我放下了沉重的身軀,倚靠在牆邊。8964 copyright protection172PENANAZdU0cKlANq 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAmOSUy0LVrh
8964 copyright protection172PENANAC5vPioniPO 維尼
腦袋的空白沒有意識到時間持續在行走。我有點想要掛電話了。內心除了崩潰,也被妳那句話重重傷害。8964 copyright protection172PENANAvThTbYO96f 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAvtSTcelplu
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176Please respect copyright.PENANAcPYnSv2SkW
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我不想再親近你了。8964 copyright protection172PENANAHAMJM8XlLh 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAdiGjgIWBUl
8964 copyright protection172PENANAK1hYgrTxBo 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAWMtwXpavyX
8964 copyright protection172PENANALyElFEh9n1 維尼
可是,這段時間妳不也是慢慢的淡出我的生活嗎?8964 copyright protection172PENANA8mi0VfD6UI 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAhFfyRm0PJO
8964 copyright protection172PENANAxkhDBkBxE9 維尼
半年未曾見面,卻始終沒有那個可以跟妳出去走走的機會。妳想等撐牙器去除後再出去,可是妳卻跟朋友玩得盡興。想跟妳聊天妳的訊息也是那麼冷淡。妳說跑班來找我這事我早就覺得不可能發生了。只好爭取中午陪妳拿餐而短短相處五分鐘。8964 copyright protection172PENANARhlUgmqvuh 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANA7DhvNpsuqs
8964 copyright protection172PENANArDWP9eOGYp 維尼
我覺得這些都無所謂,畢竟……8964 copyright protection172PENANABw5xyYw4VK 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAqbtQwztDt4
8964 copyright protection172PENANAGynfubCAcX 維尼
至少可以有跟妳的相處時間我就很滿足了。8964 copyright protection172PENANAp4sRDepjE7 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAT1wKEz1MQe
8964 copyright protection172PENANAhz8oRGvm6Q 維尼
可能妳會覺得我有些貪心了吧,明明這樣維持也不錯,又想邀妳出去走走。8964 copyright protection172PENANAAl6zEJd3nT 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAHaDWn3PCH9
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說好這禮拜六要去圖書館聚聚,而看起來朋友的邀約比我還有魅力。8964 copyright protection172PENANAnoXdIDVoaQ 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAAl0VsJsad7
8964 copyright protection172PENANAlunzEgTivZ 維尼
明明是我先來的。8964 copyright protection172PENANA9d2PeQqiv7 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAW7a4cGDpeF
8964 copyright protection172PENANAK7QCPYM5HG 維尼
而妳說的那禮拜天約啊是多麼的無情。8964 copyright protection172PENANAn1ICmXkRnB 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAcqKJR90Y2y
8964 copyright protection172PENANAavKcxEAHjq 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANATllNj2sLEu
8964 copyright protection172PENANAZrg7RZmGei 維尼
好像都是我想要跟妳出去。8964 copyright protection172PENANAUyqGeevxjO 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAvKjednhzmV
8964 copyright protection172PENANA1HGq6JW0FK 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAvkwafQwOVW
8964 copyright protection172PENANAODKb3ekMUR 維尼
好像都是我想要跟妳有情侶上的互動。8964 copyright protection172PENANAvt7W2ouATC 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANATUkaLWRiwR
8964 copyright protection172PENANATWG0rXsgYI 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAoSMMjSIjDh
8964 copyright protection172PENANAAygS3lNluO 維尼
好像都是我想要跟妳聊天。8964 copyright protection172PENANAztI5FBgfna 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANA30uf6OLsk8
8964 copyright protection172PENANAKYMpTHexGp 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANABQm5bVrefq
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久了,我也累了想這些問題了,影響我太多了。曾經對自己的約法三章的信念何時被吞噬?8964 copyright protection172PENANACWP2Yarscm 維尼
「吶。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAHeFUPZJr98 維尼
「嗯?」8964 copyright protection172PENANAarlKwOHbiY 維尼
我的視線可能已被銀河那段的晶瑩閃光吞噬了。8964 copyright protection172PENANA47MCQ2YLXT 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAMoDELnxSUL
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「妳覺得這段日子,是好的回憶嗎?」8964 copyright protection172PENANAqVdtKBJ05K 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANA7z1kd4J3GB
8964 copyright protection172PENANAeGKzKtbkDJ 維尼
「嗯嗯是吧。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAS9p02gXW0R 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAUPf5AE6vMw
8964 copyright protection172PENANA0mSclfiprQ 維尼
「要是,再來一次,知道會是這樣的結果,妳還會跟我在一起嗎?」8964 copyright protection172PENANAS6QeFs97Fg 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAyoyNgsmJXn
8964 copyright protection172PENANAa2vogH47ir 維尼
停頓可能成了綿亙。8964 copyright protection172PENANA4FY0bugKze 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANA4auVLN4PI1
8964 copyright protection172PENANAfZokxIVLqX 維尼
「應該,還是會吧。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAdKXrSkJmIF 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAl2q3EtdjB4
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「是嗎……謝謝。」我苦笑了一聲。8964 copyright protection172PENANAw4UzyaZst8 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAJC97nHCCMe
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「那我們未來該怎麼辦呢?」8964 copyright protection172PENANAXSi7IGwt4i 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANA4or2HFBcoI
8964 copyright protection172PENANA2DGz0Vphp0 維尼
「妳是指我們之間的關係嗎?」8964 copyright protection172PENANAahVOupNFdH 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAXwgxRngEo5
8964 copyright protection172PENANAF37q5E9bF4 維尼
「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAkHlCm0t8R1 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAw1KqwB6kKo
8964 copyright protection172PENANAVKzccWQYDG 維尼
我沉思了一下。8964 copyright protection172PENANAuf1APPJglQ 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANA7iHxoKRcpf
8964 copyright protection172PENANA7WzKYZmvwn 維尼
「妳會想當朋友嗎?」8964 copyright protection172PENANA13PyrREXeA 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAif2JgBjXoh
8964 copyright protection172PENANA9zkwBEEg0Q 維尼
「可是,這樣不就會像是那種斷不乾淨的…」8964 copyright protection172PENANAjESbmfAhuS 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAyr2pz3IoCD
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「看妳吧,我都可以,只是我會把妳當朋友的。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAdA420fRHd4 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANA2L0twFrfKf
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「嗯嗯。」妳只是輕聲說。「那我們就這樣吧。」後來討論了還東西的事,還有一些需要處理的後續問題。8964 copyright protection172PENANA6xBSoaR2qF 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANA8Yy3Dt7JdG
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最後,我又開啟了我平常時的嘮叨。8964 copyright protection172PENANAyd4GtReP9t 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAlUhH33t83O
8964 copyright protection172PENANA3rZT26VUMs 維尼
希望這趟旅程,妳能夠記得我們美好的時刻。8964 copyright protection172PENANAe7k1m3E2FF 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANA8kMAMfCMrM
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然後,聽我的,什麼事都不要撐。8964 copyright protection172PENANA8qwK3lpoxK 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANArbpWuCThVj
8964 copyright protection172PENANA0gOnA83mnF 維尼
不要常常把自己搞得憂鬱症,答應我,要開心。8964 copyright protection172PENANAq2nIWXBoN9 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAWK6qcFibe6
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希望妳可以走出妳的心結,若真的承受不住的話,想要有人幫忙傾聽的話我會在的。8964 copyright protection172PENANAGzuQBcwYsW 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANA7LTdg7vvXt
8964 copyright protection172PENANARQRZnIMLwA 維尼
祝妳幸福。8964 copyright protection172PENANANusq6rkrsM 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAurTXv6h4vY
8964 copyright protection172PENANAIT6gHvJ5Ke 維尼
可能妳的回應一樣是那般平靜冷淡,但那也無所謂了,因為我已經把我想要說的話說完了。8964 copyright protection172PENANA4z4wzBsfd8 維尼
最後的最後,我們準備結束通話。8964 copyright protection172PENANAA42DixD1yZ 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAn2vspdCfW6
8964 copyright protection172PENANA8tIkJGOLjZ 維尼
「晚安。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAftSYI4NZ2w 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAKM2k0WgYnP
8964 copyright protection172PENANABaZ1xT6Hm1 維尼
這個晚安,陪了我一年多的晚安,想起今後它的消逝,心窗被一種魔力為之一震,一揪,碎裂聲沙沙鏘鏘。8964 copyright protection172PENANApqMWzqSgoS 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAbby4duoP3b
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176Please respect copyright.PENANAo4ceUNr78I
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176Please respect copyright.PENANA45JSlfUbAv
8964 copyright protection172PENANAlXFjVSSxnG 維尼
我再次感受到知覺時外頭的熹光散舒已在廣闊的青青大田上。櫥窗台前手機上的訊息,始終沒有通知。我慣例性的拿起手機,打開妳的訊息欄。8964 copyright protection172PENANAbjambaWwLQ 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANA3gPZdMDxGC
8964 copyright protection172PENANALwutuDbJiZ 維尼
「早安。」8964 copyright protection172PENANAs5xqr0n00L 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAHqFrctSN8Y
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但隨之卻是刪除,沒有傳送,我已經對自己無法改變的習慣失望第四次了。8964 copyright protection172PENANADedqtBsMNv 維尼
176Please respect copyright.PENANAX4hIibxi7s
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