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No Plagiarism!T0RIuQQHgKDgLQ9Ggdgkposted on PENANA 妳還記得那天發生的一切嗎?8964 copyright protection170PENANAXhnjvtfuUK 維尼
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紀念日那天訊息寒暄,卻意外的發生了插曲,妳說了我讓妳很有壓力。8964 copyright protection170PENANAIcXqbhiUtE 維尼
我當時真的,不知道該怎麼辦才好。8964 copyright protection170PENANAxYGYMXLNFO 維尼
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第一次聽妳說,我對妳造成很大的壓力。8964 copyright protection170PENANA53lxtTfVlo 維尼
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早上五點半左右就因這件心事煩在身而睡不著,拿起手機再次閱覽昨天發生的那一切。8964 copyright protection170PENANAm1FJYMqQeT 維尼
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我是哪裡對妳造成了壓力呢?8964 copyright protection170PENANAzEd7iD1AMt 維尼
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我只是如同過往,提出我想要討論的事情給妳。是哪一封訊息使妳情緒不穩?我不知道…….但我又很想解決……畢竟…….這種事情纏繞心裡實在難受。8964 copyright protection170PENANA1k6AYjT6RT 維尼
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今日的曙光尚未冉冉升起,我的心卻蠢蠢欲動,夜的黑暗隱藏不了我的那份不安。8964 copyright protection170PENANAB5jlJf5uux 維尼
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「我不知道。」「我不清楚。」「我想要自己先想清楚。」8964 copyright protection170PENANAwVBtnaCAqa 維尼
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內心一陣寒冷襲捲,胃的翻騰絞痛著我的身心,在不斷吸氣吐氣後,我眼茫茫的看向了窗外。8964 copyright protection170PENANAvR5AGxmp2A 維尼
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豔陽高照。8964 copyright protection170PENANAwZN2DKHAUP 維尼
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看來強迫自己睡著成功了呢……8964 copyright protection170PENANAaMr2cGLWyK 維尼
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只是心裡還是存在著束縛。8964 copyright protection170PENANAOX1iijAY98 維尼
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我打開了手機。8964 copyright protection170PENANATA6OFgDsSO 維尼
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「早安。」妳,二十七分鐘前傳送。8964 copyright protection170PENANAZr6pAIf1IZ 維尼
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我隨之回覆早安,但在那剎那間,我又看到妳聊天室上頭的那些訊息,又再次惴惴不安。8964 copyright protection170PENANAfZh0nI7bOd 維尼
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好奇怪的感覺……8964 copyright protection170PENANAUi3JcC3X7k 維尼
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內心湧現著難以言說的雜情。8964 copyright protection170PENANA6GHABms269 維尼
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我不斷地開始在手機鍵盤上點選,但又一次次全部刪除。8964 copyright protection170PENANArd2A3DwJLv 維尼
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但理智終究失控了幾次,傳送,又再次收回。8964 copyright protection170PENANA1UIuld6wrr 維尼
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我放下了那沉重的手機,臥躺在床上,緊緊抓著被豔陽的熾熱所蔓延的薄被。8964 copyright protection170PENANAVSKcEyJpOf 維尼
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過了二十分鐘,妳始終未讀。8964 copyright protection170PENANApeTYAIFICk 維尼
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這個時間,妳明明還在吃飯…8964 copyright protection170PENANAAGiECsDM3o 維尼
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為什麼我這麼著急?8964 copyright protection170PENANAXajV9zCIZU 維尼
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我要冷靜,我要冷靜……8964 copyright protection170PENANAM7tgZa4oj3 維尼
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好痛苦……8964 copyright protection170PENANAMAEGtwAY05 維尼
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我似放棄了掙扎,將自己包覆在有陽光餘溫的橙黃色的小被裡。8964 copyright protection170PENANABFgKUjAdks 維尼
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我默默地把所有的訊息再次收回,重新打上新的一段話,但內容的本質依舊不變。8964 copyright protection170PENANA2XhBGhI1fw 維尼
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「妳還會在意昨天的事情嗎?」8964 copyright protection170PENANAljz3OAtX4U 維尼
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說實在,問這個沒什麼用。所以我還是收回了。8964 copyright protection170PENANAXdBfvUErcY 維尼
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但下一秒妳已讀了。8964 copyright protection170PENANAVHDBLOEC43 維尼
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畫面是收回的訊息零零散散,加上不完整的對話訊息。8964 copyright protection170PENANA7PZlnxW3XU 維尼
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但妳只是在已讀的瞬間,回覆了嗯嗯,消失了。8964 copyright protection170PENANAk8LCoWaYMx 維尼
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內心開始七上八下。8964 copyright protection170PENANABrfxaJdtxz 維尼
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像是一個共鳴器,妳的嗯嗯,那股妳說不出話來的無奈感散發在螢幕上,本來已經稍微抑制住的不安再次翻騰。8964 copyright protection170PENANAFTjthlmFgi 維尼
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我又再次衝動了。8964 copyright protection170PENANAKo0ym4L8mE 維尼
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「我可以打電話給妳一下嗎?」衝動的心懷少了沉澱的時間,我一昧想馬上解決事情。8964 copyright protection170PENANAqNiZIJ4vgP 維尼
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「不要好了。」8964 copyright protection170PENANARwPZiwytbc 維尼
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「妳不覺得我們現在挺奇怪的嗎?」8964 copyright protection170PENANAjDtzpWgvCj 維尼
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「是挺奇怪。」8964 copyright protection170PENANA6mRWBWt4eK 維尼
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「那就讓我打過去一下吧。」8964 copyright protection170PENANAhYz6C6guUI 維尼
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手機每一次的嘟嘟聲,一步步吞噬著我的勇氣,曾經想過就馬上斷掉,但手卻從未放下來。8964 copyright protection170PENANAJ0UBTljgmF 維尼
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不知第幾次的鈴聲迴響,妳接了。8964 copyright protection170PENANALxypiEzp8A 維尼
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「嗨。」8964 copyright protection170PENANAN1q3ZYQtn3 維尼
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「嗯嗯。」妳的聲音顯得格外平靜。8964 copyright protection170PENANABf8Hjx9uk7 維尼
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「我們先試試看處理我昨天對妳造成的壓力好不好?」8964 copyright protection170PENANADs1ZUUPlUT 維尼
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「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection170PENANA3rytT4B3fo 維尼
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妳回覆完,我開始進入了思考模式。8964 copyright protection170PENANA5IMSHV3D8G 維尼
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「是因為,我昨天說的對未來的事,讓妳有壓力嗎?」8964 copyright protection170PENANAMK3ojq4gEn 維尼
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突然雙方都進入了最恐怖的沉靜。8964 copyright protection170PENANA17uitB6EE0 維尼
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「可能,不是吧。」妳只是默默地答了這句話。8964 copyright protection170PENANARcGMBW9Bwm 維尼
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「那會不會是我昨天提到妳那份妳過去以來的壓力,讓妳回想起來覺得不舒服?」8964 copyright protection170PENANAjTmWI6Ykqb 維尼
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「有一點。」8964 copyright protection170PENANAgay9MznOwG 維尼
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這樣啊,看起來多少有些頭緒了。8964 copyright protection170PENANAIsRYxNoZVM 維尼
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但我正要說下一句話時,妳說話了。8964 copyright protection170PENANA2gvHPfNKlh 維尼
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「我可以先,掛掉嗎。」8964 copyright protection170PENANA8PXNeeIcgz 維尼
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冷淡的聲音環繞在空蕩蕩的房間,外面些微細雨隨風飄進,陰暗的烏雲更是壟罩著心靈。8964 copyright protection170PENANAlS3KG2bYGv 維尼
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「嗯嗯等一下,還有一件事情。」我很抱歉,應該要馬上停止通話的,因為我可以感受到妳心情,十分的憂鬱。8964 copyright protection170PENANARZd49yIgBI 維尼
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「妳是對我還是,對我昨天說的那些話有壓力呢。」有點明知故問的提問,理智線的斷裂也害我慌了手腳。8964 copyright protection170PENANAcAcP0ZNBos 維尼
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我在做什麼……當話說出去的那一刻,我的內心反而更加慌張了。8964 copyright protection170PENANAQQwEaXYGyX 維尼
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「都有吧,但還有其他事情。」妳再次地默默道出。8964 copyright protection170PENANAJuBVqSKBjp 維尼
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「那……」8964 copyright protection170PENANA2Ok3Lz7eI9 維尼
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「想先掛電話了。」8964 copyright protection170PENANAJgaf1aiQpT 維尼
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「嗯嗯……」再一次,妳說出了那句話。8964 copyright protection170PENANAv9dz7u16uo 維尼
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「那妳先掛吧。」我緩緩地吐了一口氣。8964 copyright protection170PENANAqs4N1CgGQJ 維尼
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「嗯嗯。」對方應答後,隨後就是掛掉的音效。8964 copyright protection170PENANAHlmIhyqP43 維尼
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我有點重心不穩,跌跌撞撞到了書桌前。8964 copyright protection170PENANAUdbDaxsMr5 維尼
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乾嘔的次數越來越頻繁,每一次都是絞痛。我要冷靜,我要冷靜……但我卻抱住了頭。8964 copyright protection170PENANA8EFkw3drtG 維尼
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「可是……我根本冷靜不了啊……」可能哽咽了吧,抑或是外面的呼呼風聲,我的聲音連自己都聽不清楚。明明一直以來,儘管多少次將我的想法利用訊息告訴妳,但漸漸地,我也有發現妳的對話是越來越少,甚至有時候會逃避。8964 copyright protection170PENANAmNaQJdIvlA 維尼
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常常問妳,我這樣討論這些是不是不太好。8964 copyright protection170PENANAlchWjm2kt5 維尼
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「不會的。」「我只是沒什麼想法而已。」「不會有壓力。」8964 copyright protection170PENANA5w9NXCjzSP 維尼
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妳的這些回答害我以為,我這樣做是不會傷害到妳的。8964 copyright protection170PENANAA2d0EaVJ7Y 維尼
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每一次每一次,儘管有討論出來,抑或沒有討論出來,隔天的我們基本上都會恢復正常。形式上的正常。8964 copyright protection170PENANAycyVE85PiK 維尼
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但今天,一切光景都變了。想不到,妳的最後一根稻草已經被我壓倒了,抱歉,我沒有提早意識到,妳對我的溫柔,妳不想讓我傷心而忍耐著,而我沒有意識到。8964 copyright protection170PENANA5D2SfsCZ5U 維尼
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「我想去海邊走一下。」母親聽到熟悉的聲響轉過身,把鍋下的熊熊烈火切掉。8964 copyright protection170PENANAX7Mb8hZALd 維尼
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「怎麼突然想去海邊呢。」8964 copyright protection170PENANAigU4caZFtL 維尼
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「一時興起的。」我轉過身,往客廳方向走去,「很快就回來了。」8964 copyright protection170PENANAF3QNI70NHR 維尼
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一陣沉默後,背向我的母親,只是默默說道:「那要儘早回來。」8964 copyright protection170PENANAizlkmt3rya 維尼
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「了解。」我穿起外套,將客廳的腳踏車牽出,玄門一開,風聲喧囂,細雨綿綿,但卻彷彿是我心靈想慰藉的。8964 copyright protection170PENANACxL5aL9Nuh 維尼
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大雨將至,想必海邊的大浪已經如火如荼的翻騰起來了吧。8964 copyright protection170PENANA4MxjjOuU6P 維尼
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我騎上腳踏車,輕快地順著漫漶水氣瀰漫的小巷,順勢而下。沿著小街路過媽祖廟,橫跨平交道,前方茫茫大海無窮的海平面浮現在我的眼前。我將腳踏車牽到堤防上,如同預期的,大浪的威嚇宣示著主權,在大自然界頭角崢嶸,巨石抑或空氣只剩黯淡的氣息,十分冰冷,震懾於這般威權。8964 copyright protection170PENANAwDJYuRa5VC 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAx7gh4yJfjz
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但我內心十分平靜。8964 copyright protection170PENANAhGMHhryn90 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAS9QM35AEBU
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可能在出發前就想像過大浪的模樣,真正遇到時,潛意識保護住自己抑制洶湧的情緒崩潰。那份顧忌,儘管多久前就意識到了,我還是沒法解決,反而,引爆了它。8964 copyright protection170PENANAnQApTBrn5c 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA6UoSTeYUjT
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悵惘的臉龐吐出的水蒸氣冉冉而上,放空,什麼事都不想做。8964 copyright protection170PENANAlb2MHlr16D 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAFMOXmhu4IE
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十二點四十分,手上的手機螢幕顯示著妳的聊天室,妳和妳同學應該聚到了吧,而剛剛妳的語氣也告訴我,再繼續說下去絕對會有很嚴重的後果。8964 copyright protection170PENANA9zzWQSy5Qd 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAsy3NQeGMdH
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但腦裡漸漸地抑制住憶起,每一次想起過去這段時間我們經歷的事情,都必須壓抑複雜的情緒。8964 copyright protection170PENANAJZFOSA3PrC 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAQrDoESooO4
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只會讓我更加想要跟妳理論過去這段時間的一切。8964 copyright protection170PENANAM7IOi2bBNr 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAXA65gBw7mU
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我甩過頭,好讓自己不再揣度,但瑣事依舊縈繞,我受夠了,踢上腳踏車的停車架,大衣隨著海風逸散於這一隅的堤防。8964 copyright protection170PENANA4njyTnACHA 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANANwVfucsPZj
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「怎麼了?」此時手機震動,我停止前進。8964 copyright protection170PENANA4VkiMJ1mGo 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAjyJrjiyLn7
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是楊兄的訊息。8964 copyright protection170PENANAWCayWhYwWl 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAblM1mlvWhk
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在我跟妳把彼此搞砸之際,我簡短的向楊兄傳送「我不知道我該怎麼做。」8964 copyright protection170PENANAnpXcwLY4Ma 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANArQnkxvgBNJ
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因為我沒辦法一個人安逸住這般不安。8964 copyright protection170PENANAvD6o9VMlBe 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAZzbzGhQekF
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隨後是楊兄的電話。8964 copyright protection170PENANAbwWXFQ4XYQ 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAgB6yZThaXW
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我接起了電話,緩緩坐在堤防靠海處的石階,刷刷海聲格外刺耳,一陣似比一陣猛烈。8964 copyright protection170PENANAKUycYgdGnz 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANApehGnG1ko6
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「發生什麼事了。」楊兄那傳來捷運站的通知聲。8964 copyright protection170PENANAvcRoYg4vm4 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAsLDsdspOk7
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「我似乎不小心踩到她的底線了。」眼神瀰漫至藍天裡的白雲。8964 copyright protection170PENANAgWA2f2hCxF 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAdPhrTTnHOv
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「她?誰?」但沒過幾秒後楊兄像是理解了什麼,「喔喔,但,怎麼會呢?」8964 copyright protection170PENANAs4Rla4CGw9 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANArYrJKYyUKq
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「我也不知道為什麼…..總之讓她心情很不好。」8964 copyright protection170PENANAKwUQ2b4Wz4 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAeH0xEJTAUH
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「……我國中很少看她生氣呢….怎麼會?」8964 copyright protection170PENANASp5H7SrMOZ 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAV03z7S2v49
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我沉默片刻。之所以這麼慌,是因為第一次遇到妳對我這樣。8964 copyright protection170PENANAQRLR1ypJQQ 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAqVobGYGnUU
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像是沉澱已久的地雷爆掉。8964 copyright protection170PENANASl9746Zsg5 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAkDO1YIyTqr
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一切像是覆水難收。8964 copyright protection170PENANAy1C5gccqP8 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAkjH6GmKhYF
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而我雜味的情緒也岌岌可危。8964 copyright protection170PENANAIPnX6GWDiS 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAGDhV9D14U7
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我也在抑制住,因為要是我沒辦法穩住,結局我不敢想像。8964 copyright protection170PENANAqkdzeYHLAe 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAa29Goi6fi4
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但我感覺到我也已經在極限了。8964 copyright protection170PENANAES6jxkTbqi 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAq1QHZuY9Tp
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「我該怎麼辦….」濕黏的海氣親吻雜亂的短髮。8964 copyright protection170PENANAemeh60BpDv 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAAx9Bh0R3vS
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隨後楊兄說了些鼓勵我的話。8964 copyright protection170PENANAJRuHqlCKFO 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAaebGAdA9u4
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聊著聊著,我漸漸打開我的心房說出我的苦楚。8964 copyright protection170PENANAwc65YO5wJR 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA5aAEQc6UMG
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我也忘了說些什麼,只是楊兄的傾聽和建議緩和了我的情緒。8964 copyright protection170PENANA3YcPnSG7xI 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANATYo3uHzd39
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最後,他準備要下線了。8964 copyright protection170PENANA4xKDvXR4YA 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAjKrQnFg5ds
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「你要加油啦……我相信你可以解決的。」8964 copyright protection170PENANAK6FVqtywOh 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAkkwk8sgYOa
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「嗯,謝啦兄弟。」嘟嘟聲結束的片刻我才再度聽到海撞擊石頭的哀嚎聲。8964 copyright protection170PENANAd7NfPmNU5G 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA0yVh5ZvzvQ
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迷途羔羊,會不會就是這種模樣?8964 copyright protection170PENANAO9rYkR08oZ 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAe1DOvj97ut
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174Please respect copyright.PENANAcms33WBM7Z
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174Please respect copyright.PENANARKyFslU3ei
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這股折騰蔓延到夜晚。8964 copyright protection170PENANAxJtuPD5oSa 維尼
做什麼事都提不起勁,桌上的作業只完成前面兩三題,全身無力,手機上已經是狼藉的訊息窗。我知道,我已經止不了情緒了。收回的訊息通知如一片燎原,蔓延整排對話匡,最後,我只用了語音訊息傳送。8964 copyright protection170PENANAQZchSPdtPP 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAVOJfpN1vBU
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我真的……承受不住了。8964 copyright protection170PENANA9OWIvBQmC3 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAtuUrmxISfp
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我有些啜泣,妳知道我多麼無助嗎?8964 copyright protection170PENANArYTASbITJ7 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA3Umcn2abpL
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明明約法三章,現在的我該是讓妳沉澱,冷靜,但我卻未曾顧及到自己,抑制住對妳的衝動,但那只是還在理智上時可以達成的。8964 copyright protection170PENANAhoEh5ekwQs 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA1u5tNy3Rs6
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我默默拿起手機,回到臥房。閉上眼睛,仰望窗外星空,要的是寧靜,要的是解放。8964 copyright protection170PENANAggU2bImpXN 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAQrOsHJ557K
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但只要一靜下來,我的腦海中又是妳的乍現。8964 copyright protection170PENANADTZZuf9nuX 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAqjXibWkx1K
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而現在,就是要想好我到底想要怎麼樣的結局。8964 copyright protection170PENANApPtyompC7U 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAzPWzR9lybb
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一直以來,我們之間的顧忌究竟是什麼呢?8964 copyright protection170PENANA0DXIPYb8Ax 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAOCOkogufMb
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我說真的,我也說不清,一種奇怪,一種違和,一種疏遠,一種冷碰冷,明明見面時對話正常,明明會分享彼此今天發生的事情,明明看得見彼此的愛……8964 copyright protection170PENANAadwbDa0FSK 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAu9q9gmZbyJ
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但就是有一個顧忌存在,而我不斷想要找解決方法,每隔一段時間向妳提出,但結局總是,這些提出總不是我們要的答案。8964 copyright protection170PENANAh0vXK9LmBD 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAxwbh1mbshW
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漸漸地,我可以感受到妳的冷淡。抑或是,妳抑制著情緒。8964 copyright protection170PENANAmM5T1reGat 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAYHN2w72jvf
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不斷接受著回答不出來的問題,卻慢慢的衍生成另外一種顧忌,另外一種壓力。8964 copyright protection170PENANAZ6VIf13iPh 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAC6QXB4PDrA
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而妳總是包容著我,但我就是希望妳可以說出來。8964 copyright protection170PENANAnngepbzovS 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA4yCFfeT2bs
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但訊息卻使彼此消耗彼此的耐心,妳的應答讓我覺得,妳是在敷衍我,而我的回話,使妳越來越不知道怎麼回覆。8964 copyright protection170PENANA8UZv3BxSj2 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAakE3lsH8S4
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可能原本,這顧忌真的是件小事。8964 copyright protection170PENANAWSRSZoJFQX 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAOkFnpmJTCm
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但如今,不僅這份顧忌越來越嚴重,還衍生了很多問題,形成了我們之間的隔閡。8964 copyright protection170PENANATZpQ4BNXSZ 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA9do3ZmE2ih
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慢慢地,我們的對話開始不自在。慢慢地,我們有一種說不出的疏離。8964 copyright protection170PENANAMpauD662xi 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANANNoD2XUgjT
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開始在為彼此的隔閡找藉口。可能是無形中,開學後的忙碌風潮吞噬了我們吧。8964 copyright protection170PENANAlq8Yc7GZIT 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAkCwOsAZPuj
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可能是我尚未走出我那說不出原因的低潮,加上妳心情也不太好,讓彼此的對話生硬吧。8964 copyright protection170PENANA5shF83QKg8 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAF4kAIfT6uP
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而現在會讓妳壓力大,可能是我的話語讓妳無話可說吧?8964 copyright protection170PENANAeg4FsnlvOT 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA0Z3tQhP84w
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但其實,這些似乎都不是原因。我們少了靜下心來的溝通,少了給彼此沉思的時刻。8964 copyright protection170PENANApSWQI7qfL8 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANApThvCtqvW5
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就造成如今,這種局面了。8964 copyright protection170PENANASIISU13loe 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANABeXlZE4S5s
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可能還有更多因素,只是我不太想繼續思考了,資訊量有點過大。原初的那份顧忌,究竟是什麼呢?8964 copyright protection170PENANAJ4BQn6ZPc2 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAXtmqLb624z
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唉……算了,這不是現在該思考的。8964 copyright protection170PENANA39SrekTdlh 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA7WuwhL2jGM
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長仰片刻,我的訊息聲響了。8964 copyright protection170PENANAVb0ujLnp7n 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAb7TpXlVCtN
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「嗯嗯,你現在有空嗎。」妳,一分鐘前傳送。8964 copyright protection170PENANAdPBhedRCNM 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAdKwoSFxkOI
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妳回我了。8964 copyright protection170PENANA66BmdXHkXc 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAVeKqFtzHVZ
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突然一陣心安,但又有些擔憂。8964 copyright protection170PENANAwEQZdukep3 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAtKe3DTJ38H
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我深吸了一口氣,按下了訊息。8964 copyright protection170PENANAo8UrkVPYEC 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAeH3WGJjAWx
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我會把事情,處理好的。8964 copyright protection170PENANAEL2eOFr85E 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANADphq1JsA4i
8964 copyright protection170PENANAbPLnllETDt 維尼
相信自己,也相信妳。8964 copyright protection170PENANAFEcNUjH31f 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAP7Xs7RxYkt
8964 copyright protection170PENANAqgdIeHBt5G 維尼
但願,不是最壞的結局。8964 copyright protection170PENANATIo8xMBDOg 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANASsuG0mspsJ
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174Please respect copyright.PENANAplY2c0m5w0
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174Please respect copyright.PENANAryKoJ0zmEN
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174Please respect copyright.PENANAWTQ27pURT4
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「現在心情還好嗎?」8964 copyright protection170PENANAyh23tnEXSI 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAvruLzjRmyf
8964 copyright protection170PENANA8vHcXvlNwP 維尼
「不太好…..」妳的聲音顯得格外柔弱。8964 copyright protection170PENANAaLLtMFetWx 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAoWdjauJsHB
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「這樣啊……我也是…..」我有些泛淚,但還是抑制住了。「我們先來解決好這件事好不好?至少讓我們相處上能稍微正常一些。」8964 copyright protection170PENANAuSQQOaW6eR 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAeMvOjy5T5k
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「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection170PENANAKyHwr9YRtP 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA6VFcPZrqme
8964 copyright protection170PENANA1OUci2xNbG 維尼
之後陷入冷寂的氣氛。8964 copyright protection170PENANAh29QMTdk7j 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAGL2haTCD2d
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妳不言,我不語,而內心卻縈繞著揮之不去的情懷。8964 copyright protection170PENANASWZygPUvLn 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA96LvmH9uCg
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要怎麼做呢?我真的不知道………,明明想要恢復跟平常一樣,但我卻悵惘,甚至覺得那已經,做不到了。8964 copyright protection170PENANAwaMKgNS0GE 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAQWGJUNEpfS
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「妳覺得,」我打破了沉默,「一直以來我們的顧忌究竟是什麼呢?」8964 copyright protection170PENANAPxMrXjB6Ro 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAKIox6zNjF2
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我沒有想要答案。8964 copyright protection170PENANALGIZeKq5WT 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA2AbwXIbypv
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只是覺得,這句話是我們彼此都在思考的問題吧。8964 copyright protection170PENANAJ5DYl43gJa 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAsgXDY4xaEE
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「……一直覺得,我們的對話少了一個連結……」妳回答了,只是,妳的情緒竟隔著玻璃框,隨風湧入我的耳簾。8964 copyright protection170PENANAXhL6GbkDPT 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAUBWvBylyTc
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「是嗎……」我也這麼覺得啊,我也這麼覺得啊……8964 copyright protection170PENANAxIjKbu99XS 維尼
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說實在我有些淚崩了,但我還是控制住我說話的腔調,好讓對方不要聽出我現在的情緒。8964 copyright protection170PENANAujR6zsaBw8 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAQNVbLvmXTL
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「我們,可以慢慢來解決這個問題嗎?」我提出了,我想做的事。8964 copyright protection170PENANAt89zozV6le 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA4wqsoEEO4i
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就算在之前覺得顧忌解決不了時,早就料到事情會走到這一步。現在的局面,我知道,不用時間慢慢解決是不行的。8964 copyright protection170PENANAGQWvQCh8RE 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAYwAj5ZTxYM
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對雙方都是。而我相信,一定可以解決的……8964 copyright protection170PENANABkYWyWSjfT 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA98y7W7F5gk
8964 copyright protection170PENANAiy51UiKrrg 維尼
「我不太想繼續談戀愛了。」8964 copyright protection170PENANAYJ9OzoBJRO 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANACu4m0k98R2
8964 copyright protection170PENANA4P1sB6Sin9 維尼
我在那瞬間不太相信,我聽到了什麼。8964 copyright protection170PENANAZRoGMWTUVh 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAh4oCczMifn
8964 copyright protection170PENANANpnf2yDXRu 維尼
夜裡的風瀟瀟襲入窗紗的細孔。8964 copyright protection170PENANAHPFfMZFgl0 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAqt44V1IJBv
8964 copyright protection170PENANAJquYqky8HI 維尼
「妳說什麼?」8964 copyright protection170PENANAsBt1WI5icn 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAGWidJOPoZo
8964 copyright protection170PENANAf5dxoqAYbP 維尼
「我昨天決定好,這個想法了。」8964 copyright protection170PENANAQAFk8Nxk0X 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAJcqZJ5BrLY
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我……..8964 copyright protection170PENANArSt0yfqwQR 維尼
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為什麼呢……8964 copyright protection170PENANA3lu66ZCFYe 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAhztzzlbUbk
8964 copyright protection170PENANAXMRfYgmAHN 維尼
「為什麼……為什麼不試著去改善呢?」我徬徨無助。8964 copyright protection170PENANAH1Myua4StD 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAStuAEpYtwX
8964 copyright protection170PENANABjbyMj8Bem 維尼
「有要改善什麼?」冰冷,無情,刺進了我的心扉。8964 copyright protection170PENANAdE7vGbDL0q 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAZYTIUpXNZd
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妳這樣……我要怎麼回答?8964 copyright protection170PENANAtMwr5v7VNG 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANANrUTTo0Bo4
8964 copyright protection170PENANA7HEsJE1GLe 維尼
這種事情……不就是雙方一起該共同解決的呢?8964 copyright protection170PENANAtbzFgvD2ui 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAwDkzKrzEaA
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但妳卻決定放棄,義無反顧。8964 copyright protection170PENANAVJWsztHRUm 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAJxBnJcD3lX
8964 copyright protection170PENANAaoE88auYRb 維尼
語音停歇。8964 copyright protection170PENANAIimxOtY2XA 維尼
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8964 copyright protection170PENANAFP7Bb9TylI 維尼
「那我們現在,該怎麼辦?難道妳想要,走到那種地步嗎?」理智線早已不見蹤影。8964 copyright protection170PENANA90idldeV8W 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAxqwHlpn4T7
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「現在除了那樣,還有什麼結果呢?」8964 copyright protection170PENANAs8jj29FNR6 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAXiI3Q4KBL4
8964 copyright protection170PENANAJjuG6Hgdms 維尼
「啊……」我,說真的,我好像也開始放棄掙扎了。8964 copyright protection170PENANAbHog9Yyv6n 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA82BPVOQx2O
8964 copyright protection170PENANAyXZFMYWa1S 維尼
有點自我放棄的開始問了妳問題。8964 copyright protection170PENANAQvfflJEwMb 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA4MGfDKVnVg
8964 copyright protection170PENANAcULwYdgwJP 維尼
「是不是對我失望了呢。」8964 copyright protection170PENANAIcuTFmrTX9 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA8wGo8pUugF
8964 copyright protection170PENANAY0h8zFxsfZ 維尼
對方沉默了一下。「倒也不是。」8964 copyright protection170PENANAHR45cEVmpu 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAo5oL786u9f
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「那究竟……」8964 copyright protection170PENANAxw8z8UtPFd 維尼
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8964 copyright protection170PENANAXOZF605VyD 維尼
「只是,」妳似乎把這句話放在心裡很久了。8964 copyright protection170PENANAIJUd3nH71H 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAk9GhN4zjQd
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「我不想再親近你了。」痛心,多少負面情緒隨波而來……8964 copyright protection170PENANAn8A0K3wsh1 維尼
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「這樣啊……」我知道,現在的我已經不堪。「其實,我也覺得我們始終會到這種地步。」8964 copyright protection170PENANA97hBPmqesB 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAyAQkgKbZGL
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「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection170PENANA0LyUFacliV 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAjOxG4HDXDx
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畢竟這段時間,我對這段關係越來越覺得不適,看似風平浪靜的日常卻讓彼此的相處越來越奇怪,不說出來,不解決好,遲早會發生問題的。8964 copyright protection170PENANAtxNgT3dC1M 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAF6ThDPnklv
8964 copyright protection170PENANAkyV3osZ7iY 維尼
過去那些說不定真的不是我憑空的亂想吧,只是我們用了錯的溝通方法。8964 copyright protection170PENANAMeVBCeSxf3 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAn9oArdwUIr
8964 copyright protection170PENANACz6n6Nn1ls 維尼
冷冷的訊息似乎已經不是這類事可以妥當處理的管道。8964 copyright protection170PENANAIDwzyINcN2 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAbGIb6eISO2
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但妳矯正牙齒,疫情,分班,單獨出去相處的渺茫機會將我們推得遠遠的。8964 copyright protection170PENANAHPzFADRfJW 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA9NolxfVW0E
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我們的管道只剩訊息。8964 copyright protection170PENANAJo4o3SSZzL 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANApzEINuTcnQ
8964 copyright protection170PENANAKn2mluIjG4 維尼
「好吧……我覺得……」深吸了一口氣,我早已有抱持最壞結果的決心了。8964 copyright protection170PENANAne4iTDWKsW 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA16ABJaCcgb
8964 copyright protection170PENANA8bWoOQ7S5y 維尼
畢竟,我已經讓妳不想再親近我了。8964 copyright protection170PENANAgRBeLmwIeE 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAFNEhPWDkTZ
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174Please respect copyright.PENANAQJ0u60cfjH
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174Please respect copyright.PENANAgphEuIbsgw
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「我們,分手吧。」8964 copyright protection170PENANA4XYy4P2uDN 維尼
「好的。」妳說道。8964 copyright protection170PENANAFB0iyoIBYF 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAqudSdyBtUz
8964 copyright protection170PENANAv72Z0QEOyX 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA9uvoxelkXZ
8964 copyright protection170PENANAwrPBcM12FU 維尼
「我們這個,算是誰提的呢?」說出來後,我那複雜的情緒緩解了不少。8964 copyright protection170PENANANgLDLDWoRe 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAv3asIE88kV
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「一起的吧。」妳想了想,「我們是和平分手的。」8964 copyright protection170PENANA3B24d10IQY 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA1ITEpSXHPb
8964 copyright protection170PENANAsde5uS3Tq9 維尼
「嗯嗯,這樣也好。」我放下了沉重的身軀,倚靠在牆邊。8964 copyright protection170PENANAJ8K2GOOmlL 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAPkQV2AGECJ
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腦袋的空白沒有意識到時間持續在行走。我有點想要掛電話了。內心除了崩潰,也被妳那句話重重傷害。8964 copyright protection170PENANAoZUApnPOx4 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA9QENRabzbQ
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174Please respect copyright.PENANA6UTT06lW7b
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我不想再親近你了。8964 copyright protection170PENANAMUbG2jOV3N 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAOLGRFecHmB
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174Please respect copyright.PENANA94veVrTRFo
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可是,這段時間妳不也是慢慢的淡出我的生活嗎?8964 copyright protection170PENANAZlHXvQA1Fs 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA7KNkoMluir
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半年未曾見面,卻始終沒有那個可以跟妳出去走走的機會。妳想等撐牙器去除後再出去,可是妳卻跟朋友玩得盡興。想跟妳聊天妳的訊息也是那麼冷淡。妳說跑班來找我這事我早就覺得不可能發生了。只好爭取中午陪妳拿餐而短短相處五分鐘。8964 copyright protection170PENANASQJrfsFKu4 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAYhKuzBIvm1
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我覺得這些都無所謂,畢竟……8964 copyright protection170PENANA2VLIWfaeYj 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAFJO2nuHd53
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至少可以有跟妳的相處時間我就很滿足了。8964 copyright protection170PENANA6VBq9kPIGZ 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAfLBoPdalJ8
8964 copyright protection170PENANAYWqaoxWkuQ 維尼
可能妳會覺得我有些貪心了吧,明明這樣維持也不錯,又想邀妳出去走走。8964 copyright protection170PENANAcOiA0fWR9M 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAM2Z4czbQYN
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說好這禮拜六要去圖書館聚聚,而看起來朋友的邀約比我還有魅力。8964 copyright protection170PENANAfGpSHYQHzv 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAvIWYeZSiSI
8964 copyright protection170PENANAGWjCqMBWlc 維尼
明明是我先來的。8964 copyright protection170PENANAizSpbNgBJq 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA3BfZ1jnods
8964 copyright protection170PENANAxcLo9yYKEb 維尼
而妳說的那禮拜天約啊是多麼的無情。8964 copyright protection170PENANAUvXcsRkVOg 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA0ilijUM4A5
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174Please respect copyright.PENANAMoyILWaLf0
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好像都是我想要跟妳出去。8964 copyright protection170PENANANdX65cBP20 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAAmVLnuxNGb
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174Please respect copyright.PENANAbQrPIYAR2T
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好像都是我想要跟妳有情侶上的互動。8964 copyright protection170PENANAWLE34Danqs 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAiJecO3oHKq
8964 copyright protection170PENANA0QKOUENUCG 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAlxUkKcZ1Qw
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好像都是我想要跟妳聊天。8964 copyright protection170PENANAWFTWdqWbjm 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAOJiXbc3G8h
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174Please respect copyright.PENANAhXvesq3nyr
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久了,我也累了想這些問題了,影響我太多了。曾經對自己的約法三章的信念何時被吞噬?8964 copyright protection170PENANAtGfCIOrH6d 維尼
「吶。」8964 copyright protection170PENANA9pW3zQ8aEO 維尼
「嗯?」8964 copyright protection170PENANAp8iavdyLlq 維尼
我的視線可能已被銀河那段的晶瑩閃光吞噬了。8964 copyright protection170PENANAQnN39F03jm 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAFhr668QqaU
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「妳覺得這段日子,是好的回憶嗎?」8964 copyright protection170PENANAf06ORk0AUV 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAgIopHnVgtj
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「嗯嗯是吧。」8964 copyright protection170PENANALqHP71CppF 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA4pqiWgdRU9
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「要是,再來一次,知道會是這樣的結果,妳還會跟我在一起嗎?」8964 copyright protection170PENANAOYZigrEIU8 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAfMNj6aeHBq
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停頓可能成了綿亙。8964 copyright protection170PENANA793bOJZP92 維尼
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「應該,還是會吧。」8964 copyright protection170PENANAMC03UQZUyu 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAwQTnrVyNQO
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「是嗎……謝謝。」我苦笑了一聲。8964 copyright protection170PENANANcoyfdmZij 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA5SxpLGuSbo
8964 copyright protection170PENANALyU1BZ3Tjn 維尼
「那我們未來該怎麼辦呢?」8964 copyright protection170PENANApqWxY5non1 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAdM21TeqBia
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「妳是指我們之間的關係嗎?」8964 copyright protection170PENANAdZ1QrQKVYd 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAwdHckQnlqd
8964 copyright protection170PENANA9BvzKFJfsg 維尼
「嗯嗯。」8964 copyright protection170PENANALyKi1EWwdS 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAqhVIilAyTv
8964 copyright protection170PENANAVE4Xu4wvWE 維尼
我沉思了一下。8964 copyright protection170PENANAXn8I3WEhnH 維尼
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「妳會想當朋友嗎?」8964 copyright protection170PENANAYWrYvkaWXy 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAg6Up4HE9tT
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「可是,這樣不就會像是那種斷不乾淨的…」8964 copyright protection170PENANA2JL3HEvhT0 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAjNudWfj1KR
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「看妳吧,我都可以,只是我會把妳當朋友的。」8964 copyright protection170PENANAHAnBDCKmtd 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANABu4MD9m67f
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「嗯嗯。」妳只是輕聲說。「那我們就這樣吧。」後來討論了還東西的事,還有一些需要處理的後續問題。8964 copyright protection170PENANAlgGUd0bUUC 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANALjWgFG30ab
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最後,我又開啟了我平常時的嘮叨。8964 copyright protection170PENANAhbfI6w9Nad 維尼
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希望這趟旅程,妳能夠記得我們美好的時刻。8964 copyright protection170PENANADi7Mjp3TOk 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAhnXWXeE5Ww
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然後,聽我的,什麼事都不要撐。8964 copyright protection170PENANAg79FiRublx 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAQPJopIdTrf
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不要常常把自己搞得憂鬱症,答應我,要開心。8964 copyright protection170PENANALQesEfGnTf 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANA8kvf9vfZRi
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希望妳可以走出妳的心結,若真的承受不住的話,想要有人幫忙傾聽的話我會在的。8964 copyright protection170PENANA9Cep4M4yy4 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAbMGchHJaDG
8964 copyright protection170PENANADEy0AvpArw 維尼
祝妳幸福。8964 copyright protection170PENANAW68Nawak13 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAzmzRk1qLfn
8964 copyright protection170PENANAVnidBgW8Ft 維尼
可能妳的回應一樣是那般平靜冷淡,但那也無所謂了,因為我已經把我想要說的話說完了。8964 copyright protection170PENANAze8nYz0rjc 維尼
最後的最後,我們準備結束通話。8964 copyright protection170PENANAgRnBEHl9ik 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANArNq0V2sZpU
8964 copyright protection170PENANAqZFDBuW5Fm 維尼
「晚安。」8964 copyright protection170PENANA4sDtyzzQ76 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAlbqTfnN9wU
8964 copyright protection170PENANAhABy3ysjSz 維尼
這個晚安,陪了我一年多的晚安,想起今後它的消逝,心窗被一種魔力為之一震,一揪,碎裂聲沙沙鏘鏘。8964 copyright protection170PENANAGv67Gpni6G 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANASlNuKcn9pt
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174Please respect copyright.PENANA7hJrwrkERi
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174Please respect copyright.PENANAHxQsxnTCm5
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我再次感受到知覺時外頭的熹光散舒已在廣闊的青青大田上。櫥窗台前手機上的訊息,始終沒有通知。我慣例性的拿起手機,打開妳的訊息欄。8964 copyright protection170PENANAAlYqFTmP7H 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAOkWMdPUMQC
8964 copyright protection170PENANAJdSF3hZlRi 維尼
「早安。」8964 copyright protection170PENANADrJM0ca4EK 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAu4NikkldLb
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但隨之卻是刪除,沒有傳送,我已經對自己無法改變的習慣失望第四次了。8964 copyright protection170PENANAlpiwrL12Fd 維尼
174Please respect copyright.PENANAfh0brRkszd
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