Tacha Wongteerawit sits quietly in front of the ER. He presses his thin lips together tightly , his eye fixed on the door the male nurses brought Hia Yi through. He's still shocked by what happened him flinging Hia Yi on the floor... and Hia Yi kissing him
B....But.... he yanked Hia Yi head and threw him on the floor out of shock. Did... he break more of Hia yi's bones? Did he get another concussion? When Khun Diaw pulled himself together , he pressed the call button so Hia Yi could be sent to the ER. Hia Hia Yi didn't say anything even though he was very mouthy the first times he woke up. Was he injured so bad that he had no strength to speak? Khun Diaw didn't hold back his strength , after all
Guilt painfully eats at his heart. He's scared that HIa Yi's condition will worsen He's afraid Pa will be disappointed that he's the cause of HIa Yi injury again. Nothing can happen to Hia Yi... How will the Chens stand without him?
He drops his pretty eyes to his lap. He may appear slim , like a frail person , but its just his physique that will never get bigger no matter how hard he tries. No matter how much he works out , his body won't grow. He's even smaller than Kuea Keerati , his best friend. Regardless , if anyone touches his limbs , they will know his body is everything but soft. His cheeks are the only soft parts. The muscle in his body are firm... enough to send Hia Yi to the ER in one blow
The constant nightmare jolted Tacha awake in a panic every night. It was frightening , the puma jumping on him , the gunshot , and the crimson blood spurting all over his body... The only way to erase the nightmare was to play sport
There were various sports clubs at the old established all boys boarding school in England. Since Tacha was tiny , he wasn't good at football , rugby , or baseball. He didn't excel in music like Kuea KEerati and possessed no handicraft or art skill. It was perplexing. He didn't know what to do because he had no specific talent
His plan back then was to be a bit stronger , then he would join a sports club with his friends. THerefore , he chose one of the martial arts clubs that didn't require team practice. The taekwondo club was the goal of the thriteen year old boy who was the smallest among his classmates. The sight of the half japanese master , who was smaller than the year 12 students , jumping and kicking the board nearly as high as his height in half on the first try left a deep impression on Tacha. It inspired him to learn taekwondo
During six years in school , Tacha participated in multiple competitions. Though he wasnt given the try out for the junior national taekwondo team due to his Thai nationality , he achieved the second degree black belt. He could even be an assistant instructor. Even so , Tacha remained small despite his second degree black belt
Being Phayak Chatdecha Chen's fiance came with tons of worrying problems. As Tacha grew up in England , and in all boys school at that , he had a hard time stomaching some Thai cultures. Unlike Kuea Keerati , who went back to Thailand on occasion... Tacha lived in England until he was eighteen
Becoming a family with Chens was his father's great hope. His father said he had chosen to best person for him... Tacha had no idea what the best person was supposed to be , but he was sure HIa Yi waasn't that person. Considering how Tacha was hurt countless time. His father told him to be lovable and perfectly well mannered to be suitable as the fiance of the Chen's heir. He needed to ear affection and adoration from the elders , and everything would be okay
No... nothing was okay. It wasn't easy to smile as if nothing had happened. He didn't have the courage to voice his feelings , ask why HIa Yi wasnt nice to him , wonder where Hia Yi stayed , or get mad at Hia Yi not coming home
Even as they were about to get married , he didnt dare to ask why HIa yi had brought it up... if he hadn't want to marry him
In the first year of being alone in the spacious apartment , everything was hard. Yet no matter how hard it was , Tacha got used to it over time. He doesn't wan to wait for HIa yi at home forever. The status of the forgotten fiance is unstable. And if his status isnt stable , it means Hia Yi will cut ties with the Wongteerawits one day. Khun Diaw can't fathom why his father gave him to the Chens as a guarantee. He has never been useful in any way , and Hia Yi even fled from his place in the first week of their engagement
Tacha has always braced himself for the day it ends. What will his father say when that time comes? No matter how much his relatives protest , the Chens will never look after them again. Tacha hates it when his father continuously reminds him to be nice and never go against Hia Yi and he will get everything... No one has ever asked what he actually wants
Many keep saying that being the fiance of the leader of the Chens in enviable and that they are a perfect are a perfect match like the lead in romance novels. The cold man who hardly smiles and the sweet , gently little guy. Those people know them so well as thought they're the ones engaged to Hia Yi
There is even false news regarding Hia Yi accident about how his lovely fiance wouldn't leave his side. Phayak Chen get support from his future groom and recovers fast. Some channels shave run out of ideas and released articles about how love conquered all and how they never let go of each other's hands after the accident.... How dramatic
Ther is no love in this relationship.... It's an agreement with mutual benefits. No feeling should be involved. The one who feels more loses... and Tacha knows he's lost since he was eighteen
He spent the past seven years without a serious future plan since he hoped their relationship would improve but nothing got better. Tacha's best friend , Kuea , already became successful in his career , so he figured he needed to think about it as well
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