A young woman is walking down a lonely road. A road that is paved at times with fine flat stones, rough asphalt or even a bumby rural road formed by nature. Stretching on over mountains, around lakes or seas or simply, straight forward and flat.
Most of the time she is walking alone, at times giving a friendly and polite grin to strangers passing in the opposite or even tend to walk the same direction. Yet no matter with or without a grin many keep distance of her due to her politeness and well assessment of the people's personalities. For what reason? She has some clues as to what, but is never entirely sure and does not let that pull her down or make insecure. She will stand on her two own feet and believe in herself. (Even within moments of doubt.) Then again there are very few who grin back and decided to walk along beside her. Walking together over mountains with a smile and helping each other hand in hand with a sisterly love (because she never had a sister or any siblings).
Mostly she walks alone but that never frightened her. When she met a dead end of the road she would simply turn, walk back and take a different turn to continue her path. Her path in life. She often dares to glimpse back how far she has travelled and that counts also ahead to the unknown. Enjoying the thrill of the excitement of what might show up upon the road. No mountain is too great to climb no matter how spikey the stones may be or on the flatland passing by cactuses. Even when the sun is hidding behind thick clouds of rain and seldomly with lighting and thunder.
This young woman is 20 years old and has very short cut, straight, golden-brown hair. She has pale green eyes with a small chocolate-brown ring around the pupils. She is about 1,69 meters tall and a bit chubby with natural rosy cheeks and otherwise is quite pale (catching very fast sun burn). A small scar is barely visible right in the middle of her forehead due to some mischievious act as a child that taught her a well learned lesson along with another scar right under her chin and few more around her legs that are luckily barely visible too.
She has fallen and tripped multiple times and always stood up without shame. Knowing she endured many harshness from other people, she remains to be optimistic and open. Trying her best to stay strong and live her life the way she wants. Not letting the destiny form her but she is forming it herself (except with her diet). In an optimistic manner she is thankful to few "miserable" people to have made her stronger and teaching her how to handle those situations. Although her hate at times is burning like a flame inside her, she smiles at them with sarcasm or irony. To work off all that anger and hate she attends sports, thinking carefully if it is worth to be angry about or talk with some friends and family. She tries her best to avoid being arrogant and thus shares many personal things with her friends and family.
While walking down the road she chooses carefully what is best for her and at times ,if it also counts upon her loved ones (friends & family), what is best for them. If she can choose for herself, she will make a quick decision and stick to it with a thick skull. Mostly trying out a different route that others have avoided because it is not "a mainstream" or it is too special. Sometimes even frightening to others but not for her. (She is not weary of life.)
She sounds fearless, no? Rest assured she has her fears, when something goes wrong amongst her friends and family. When that happens she marks the spot where she is and races to her loved ones. Her mind prepared to confront difficulties, holding an open ear, a shoulder to cry on, set aside her emotions and open her mind to logical (and if necessary fair) thinking. Aside from that she has the natural nervousness in exams like any student and when she just saw or read a scary and dark story thus getting scared of the dark for a period of time.
Setting her emotions aside is not easy but manageable. Otherwise she holds deep emotions. Especially when dancing Irish dance with the right music and choreography, her heart flies like a bird to the sky. Free from all troubles and face the crystal blue sky and the radiant warming sun. Of course pleasant memories from her past will cast a grin upon her lips and being surrounded by her family and friends. Not to forget she blushes very fast when there is something to laugh about or someone gives a compliment (she usually hears negative remarks and sees it mostly as a critic, depending on the tone and the words). Otherwise also writing or she would not be here in Penana.722Please respect copyright.PENANAPHEXG21Hdz