Summary: Set in S5 when John, Sam, and Dean got hurt worse when a possessed guy in a semi-truck ran into the Impala. Revised from both that and when they were put in the hospital. What if things had gone differently? Read to find out what happens.484Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMgtsHBJn5
“Dad?” my eldest son says, as my possessed self injures him. “Dad, if you're still in there, don't let him do this,” Dean adds.
Flashbacks of the past come to me. Losing Mary to Yellow Eyes, the demon possessing my body now; raising the boys the best I can; teaching them how to hunt; how Dean was always tough because he always looked up to me. Dean never had the childhood he should have, because I was too concentrated on revenge against this demon, Dean was the one to look after Sam. He devoted his life to looking at for Sammy and hunting.
No! I think, and push the demon down, protecting Dean and Sam from further harm. I am their father and no matter what happens, I will always be there for them.
“Dad?” he says.
“It's me,” I reply.
I walk away from him in case I lose control. Demons can use telekinesis, but I'll do what I can.
I look at my two boys, once I'm in the middle of the room. And then I feel him fighting to regain control of my body. I fight even harder to keep in control.
“I feel him! He's still inside him!” I say, while fighting to stay in control.
Sam has the colt now. I gave him enough time to grab it from the floor.
I end up on my back on the floor, as I feel him fight even harder.
“Shoot me! You shoot me, son!” I say, knowing I won't be able to hold on much longer.
Sam gets ready to obey me, but Dean against the wall and on the floor says, “Sam, don't.”
Suddenly, I'm pushed downward and Yellow Eyes is in control.
“If you kill me, you kill your daddy too,” my voice says.
“I know,” Sam says, before he aims at my right leg and pulls the trigger. Then I'm free of the demon, when he leaves my body.
I see Sam rush towards Dean whom is lying on his back on the floor. He then kneels beside him.
“Dean.”
I'm injured too, but just in my leg. I'm in pain in other places too, but I have to help Sam and Dean. We're a family and a family sticks together. So I slowly and painfully get to my feet.
“Did we get him? Is dad okay?” I hear Dean ask, as I walk towards them.
“Yeah, dad's okay,” Sam replies.
When I arrive by them, Sam and I help Dean, as we head outside towards the Impala.
When Dean is in the back, Sam and I look at one another as I say, “I'll drive. Look after your brother.”
He gives me the keys and we get in.
As I drive, thoughts about Dean are all I can think of. He's my son and I won't let him get hurt or killed if I can help it. I'll die before I'll lose my boys. I'll give my life, even my soul, before I let my boys die. They're all I have left.
A few hours later at the hospital, Dean lives. And as I'm in my room at the hospital, I speak to Sam.
“You should've shot me and then he would be dead,” I tell him, meaning that I had wanted Sam to kill me while I was possessed by Yellow Eyes. Then Yellow Eyes would be dead.
“Yeah, but so would you,” Sam replies.
“My life doesn't mean a thing if it means that Yellow Eyes will be dead.”
“Maybe for you. We can come up with a plan together. You're not alone in this, dad.”
Sam and I look at one another for a long moment, before Dean walks in.
Later, the three of us head back on the road again.
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