This is not something I'd ever expect myself to do. Writing a Suicide Note...well, I guess it's simply another thing to think about for the moment. Maybe I just wanted relief, or even understanding when it comes to the things I've done, as well as that which I know I'm going to do.
...no...I guess it's not undersanding I want, but simply a confession.615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSN3Gb5d7M
With everyone around me either dead, or comatosed, and just about two planet filled worlds of hatred directed towards me, there's not really many who I can talk to, or anyone exactly.
My other self, the proclaimed Nightmare King has long sinced vanished. His powers, as well as personality, integrating with my own. It was an interesting experience, to finally feel whole again after being split into two beings. Things I've questioned before had become awfully clear to me, as well as the fact that Humanity at a whole was not as predictable as I thought they were.615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlygAmwaBzv
By themseves, they were. But as a group united...well, there's a saying that a person can be smart, but people in general are idiots. And it could only take a group of idiots to try and take down a Primordial Being bent on resetting their world.615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7Pi041go1
...chances are, if I had just been as idiotic...things could have been different. But no, I knew too much as it was, and I recall another saying that's poplar among their kind.615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygGI4S5ugN
Ignorance is a blessing.
I knew too much. I grew too strong, and I've done so many inexcusable things in the name of my goal. Of what I thought was right.615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKMHDZTjke
The road to hell is paved with good intentions.
Another saying I've heard, but ultimately, when directed at me, it would hold no power. By the time anyone reads this...if anyone reads this, I would already be gone. Not dead...gone.
My body would break down, and my conciousness would simply dissapear into the void. There is no hell for me, because I would simply cease to exist. A fitting punishment I should say.
...with all my power, I could've done so may things. But I was too caught up in what I thought should happen, that I never thought about what could happen. And as a result, lives were lost. Precious lives. Valuable ones that coud never be brought back, all because of my mistaken misconceptions.615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleHBBAkYxj
Some may think of me as a prideful being, stating that I was taking too much credit. But if the one's reading this letter is who I think it is, then you are far too ignorant.
But don't worry, I always found that an adorable part of you my little Firefly. Though you may no longer be her, I've still watched you grow up from the child you were, to the woman you are now. And to say anything, I couldn't be anymore proud to see you come so far. Proud, and sad that after this, our final battle would be the last time we meet.
To say the least, I don't expect this letter to ever be read. I don't expect that anyone from the two worlds would even bother to think of me as anything other than the Tyranicle Demon God. After all, it's the truth.615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6jV1Cm44N
I forced Humanity in our world under my rule, and any opposers were quickly met with severe punishment. And I would have done the same to your brothers world as well if given the chance. The circumstances surrounding it all was probably an excuse to give me that chance. A flimsy hope, a dream that I hoped would come true in some darkest corner of my thoughts. That maybe, just maybe, that you, your brother, and me could live together once more. Like the family we were before that dreadful day that tore us apart.
I was simply selfish. Everything I've done was just for myself, and I was hiding being an illusion that I was doing everything I could to protect you both. But all I was doing was running away. Scared of my newfound emotions that boiled within me on that day, as well as what you might think upon realizing what I really was.615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdgrJoL5Ai
So I ran, and ran. I planned, I improvised, and I acted. It would be foolish to say that I knew everything, but through every step of your journey. I was there watching, forcing the right enemies upon your group to help you grow, as well as diverting the attention of the stronger foes that would no doubt be interested in testing your mettle.
Even now, should my plan succeed, and I take over the Wheel of Reincarnation, you and your brother would have been beside me in completely different forms, and our family would have been reunited. So don't pity me. Hate me. Despise me. And curse my very existence. And then forget.615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCKXQ8jvcj
Forget me, and live a happy life.615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PFnPPKseB
