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/Astra/
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When I came back from the cafe I couldn't help the amount of happiness Inside of me. Coming up the driveway I spotted Gina was outside tending to the horses. That's when a though came to me so I decided to sneak up on her. Restraining my laughter was difficult but I quickly wrapped my arms around her waist lifting her into the air with a light spin. She let out a surprised squeal before laughing at my playfulness, as I set her down she gave me a slap on the arm.
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"God Astra you scared me to death what is wrong with you
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I couldn't help smiling and giggling like a school girl
But before I could tell her anything I leaned in for a slow but drawn out kiss. This feels so perfect truly.
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" I met Cait at the Cafe here and we talked made up an everything....I am so happy to have her back in my life."
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A small shift in her smile I know what thoughts could be inside her head. So I kissed her once more to assure her nothing has changed.
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" I have officially turned our redo date into a trio date."
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" What is a trio date I think I heard of a double date before."
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" So three couples basically and trio date is totally a thing I assure you. But I decided if I was gonna do a redo date then maybe it's best to have everyone here. The family I was lucky enough to find an chose for myself."
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" Wait so Cait is dating someone .? Then who are the other two.?"
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" Dan and Jean obviously they are like brothers to me and Cait . Cait's the troublemaker sister and I am the innocent sister."
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" I highly doubt you are that innocent Astra...But this sounds amazing i....Really wanted to actually meet them all. They had such an impact on you so i would love to meet them and get to know you more. But are you sure about this.?"
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"Of course Gina I wanna be able to move forward in life and to do that I want you by my side. "
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Not really sure where I got those words from or the courage to even say them. But it was how I felt and it earned me another kiss from her which made me smile. Yeah I think I'm gonna be okay, truly okay this time.
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I ended up spending the rest of the day talking to Rita asking her for permission. I told her how she was like family to me now and I wanted to have everyone together here. Of course I didn't need to ask but it felt right to ask, of course she considers me like family. But I guess I just wanted to hear her say that. After getting things in order I called Dan and Jean asking them to come down, we had plans to make. They agreed to take a week off from work to visit but still didn't understand why I was being secretive. Truthfully I wanted to surprise them and maybe bring them together fully.
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Tomorrow was gonna be an amazing day and I was gonna meet Victoria. I hope we get along Cait really seemed happy for once, I should probably call her and tell her the good news.
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"Ash hey what's up"
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"Well I have the biggest suprise for Jean and Dan they have agreed to come visit for a week. And our trio date is ready, I was wondering if you and Victoria would come down tomorrow to help set up"
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" Yeah I think I could convince her to come along and help. So you never did say who you was dating come on and tell me."
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" You will know when you come tomorrow don't ruin the suprise so soon Cait ."
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We talked well into the night before Gina called me to bed and Victoria called her to bed. We giggled at the similarities they seem to have for bed time, we said our goodnight and I headed off to bed. That night I snuggles up in her arms but couldn't help smiling .
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" Hey Gina.."
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"Hmm"
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"If I ask you a strange question will you stay quiet and tell me honestly."
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" Should I be afraid what could you possibly have to tell me that would warrant such a response goof."
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" I haven't dated seriously in a long while and we'll you are the first. Which means everything is new to me but I feel I should tell you what I'm feeling...My heart races when you are close to me and I feel like I fly beyond the stars when we kiss. I never realized someone could feel so light from being kissed. When we hug my body can't get enough of it and just starts to melt on contact. It's silly I know but you really do so many things to me I have never really felt before. Learning everything is amazing and a little scary at times. But at night when we are laying in bed like this I feel like I am safe from things that haunt me. I guess I kinda am taking a line from you but.... Honestly you are my super hero at the end of the day and I feel like I'm the side kick. Which is how it should be Honestly because I think I am falling fast for you... I never really had a reason to say it to anyone before but.. I think I am starting to feel what it means to truly love someone..."
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/Gina/
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Listening to her now makes me feel so stupid and foolish for earlier. When she came home i was happy but then she said she met Cait and I just couldn't stop myself from thinking bad things. And here you are pouring your heart out to me but I was jealous of the love and devotion you had to her. God Astra how are you even a real person at this point. I believed I was the one falling for you to fast and I was expecting to crash yet you never let me. You call me your superhero but I guess that's how you see it and I see it the other way. Because I am a really selfish feeling person who thought she had to compete for your feelings.
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When she finished I pulled her closer to me trying to find the words through my tears of joy.
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" What am I gonna do with you Astra...you didn't need to go and say all that. I guess I know why you asked before telling because I was screaming frantically inside my head.....So I guess I should be honest as well. I was afraid earlier today and I know you sensed it because you kissed me. But I couldn't help it you know. She was your whole world and I barely know you so I was scared.. but here you are telling me everything you feel with me. "
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" Yeah Cait was and still is my world because she has been with me through the darkest days of my life.....But you belong in that world just as much because you disarmed me and showed me an even brighter world....I always feel myself being conflicted with you because I often wonder....Should I ask her if it's okay to love her but then I go ahead start doing it anyway.... I don't know how things are suppose to go and in what order they belong in but I believe what I feel for you is really love Gina."
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She said it out loud and I felt my heart skipping beats. I felt my voice catch several times looking for the words but I ended up crying out my response...
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" I think you and I are the same because you make it feel like this is my first time dating Astra. But I love you to because I don't think I could function without you in my life. I am really happy with you."
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She leaned up and kissed me long and slow time no longer existed and we no longer existed in this world. This was what it felt like to kiss someone and no longer feel like you are in the waking world. We no longer needed to breath we just kept kissing feeding off the other truly letting our hearts sing in this moment. She loves me and said it, I love her and said it. And this kiss is like our seal on something eternally set in the stars above tonight. No words escaped us for the rest of the night as we fell asleep holding each other.
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/Astra/
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Waking up after last night I felt really light and she was sleeping beautifully next to me. I gave her a light kiss till she woke up and our next kiss was done with smiles. After getting dressed we got ready for Cait and Victoria to arrive so we could set up this big event today.
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