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第二章上
「為何慢一點給你發現被愛342Please respect copyright.PENANA1wjyKXM6QN
為何慢一點知道你為未來 感慨」342Please respect copyright.PENANArF7P254rc4
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四年大學生涯,為了那些自己也不知道自己在寫甚麼的Paper、Tutorial和幾乎沒有範圍的考試,Jessie和Michelle已數不清自己在圖書館渡過了多少個日與夜。342Please respect copyright.PENANAA62m1VsGKe
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Michelle 享受奮鬥的過程,大概是因為結果都是好的,總能輕易從Prof手上拿到A Grade,可Jessie不論認真或Hea過,結果也差不多,漸漸的,她討厭讀書,只想盡快畢業,找份好工作。342Please respect copyright.PENANAMAku1FeKGV
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然而,當真的來到畢業拍照的日子,她卻不捨得起來。342Please respect copyright.PENANAg5DPmP8gW2
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「得未呀?畢拍就開始,要行啦。」Michelle看着仍站在鏡前畫眉的Jessie問道。342Please respect copyright.PENANA75jXgJp0Q5
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「好快好快,等多我五分鐘!」Jessie小心翼翼地拿着Excel眉筆在眉毛上緩緩填上顏色。342Please respect copyright.PENANAxkV16UjaoL
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若要用一種動物形容Jessie,那一定是樹懶,不論是快遲到還是追巴士,她都是一副氣定神閒的模樣,而即使她加快了腳步,也不過是一般人的步速。342Please respect copyright.PENANAlbxDY8eNQa
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身為Jessie好友的Michelle早提醒她早點起來準備,沒想到即使提早了一個小時,Jessie還是未能如時出門。342Please respect copyright.PENANAmSCyQleah1
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「鈴鈴鈴!」這時候Michelle的電話響起,拿起來看,是她男朋友打來的。342Please respect copyright.PENANA6IXt77CILJ
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「喂,你係樓下啦?咁快,」Michelle看着仍在塗唇膏的Jessie,猶豫了幾秒。342Please respect copyright.PENANA3OYEU8Ua3q
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Jessie能猜到那是她男朋友的電話,開口道:「唔緊要,你落去先啦,反正James未到,我等埋佢,你去先啦。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAxrMeppBn6P
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「真係?但都就開始,佢係邊?」342Please respect copyright.PENANAZCVISqfVqa
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「佢仲未放工。」Jessie抿了抿嘴唇,用指頭把多了的唇膏抹去。342Please respect copyright.PENANAxzfyaNme9L
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「吓,佢放工先黎?依啲大日子,仲返工?」Michelle驚訝地問道。342Please respect copyright.PENANAdnDdlld4T8
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「佢得咁少假,無謂曬咗佢啲假啦,放工先黎都一樣姐。況且佢都唔會準時開始。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAO9rE6jDeb0
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「好啦咁,我依家落黎。」Michelle對手機說,「你都唔好遲太多。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAo3QcxWtg02
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「得啦得啦,快啲落去啦你。」342Please respect copyright.PENANARAWzTixJQU
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這天風光明媚,初春的微風吹來,裹着淡淡的花香撫過Jessie的髮梢,吹落一地黃花風鈴木,好不浪漫的景致。Jessie卻無暇欣賞這良辰美景,焦急地站在教學樓前,久久不見James的身影。342Please respect copyright.PENANAcNKPCrImMC
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「登登!」James把一束以Jessie最喜歡的藍色為主調的乾花遞到她眼前,才從她身後竄出來,主動伸手替她拿裝了畢業帽、相機等的環保袋,續說:「係咪好靚呢?畢業快樂呀!」342Please respect copyright.PENANAihVzMgZrPr
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「咁遲架你,畢業拍照開始咗,要遲到啦,快啲行啦。」Jessie抱怨道,匆忙地往前走,沒打算接過James手上的乾花。342Please respect copyright.PENANAlgwbq3hMWB
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「我都係為咗幫你拎依扎花先遲咗咋。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAYAvbNqS0gv
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這時候,一位女生經過,手上拿的花束比James手上的要大束得多,此外,手上還捧着一隻戴了畢業帽的公仔,旁邊的男生還為她拿着一顆非常「Igable」的畢業氣球,上面正寫着那女生的名字。342Please respect copyright.PENANAhXqvnMrsJL
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Jessie以羨慕的目光看着那女生,說:「你睇,個畢業氣球好似幾靚呀可。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAvRsBkgWP9V
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「你唔係話好貴咩?」James單純地問道。342Please respect copyright.PENANAr8oaWbgPMV
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事實上,Jessie一個月前便經常提起畢業拍照這對她而言意義非凡的日子,伴隨而來的話題便是畢業氣球、公仔和花束等。Jessie知道愚鈍的James不會主動準備這些東西,於是主動給James看IG Shop上的照片,其實就是在提醒他是時候着手準備了。342Please respect copyright.PENANAKpyK7Hfcvn
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可即使如此,James卻仍甚麼也沒有準備,直至幾天前,Jessie忍不住直接問他都訂了甚麼花束和公仔,他才問她要去哪訂花束和公仔。342Please respect copyright.PENANA4YVxsZKu22
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Jessie生氣,覺得James怎可以甚麼也不準備。可只經歷過中學畢業的James根本不知道畢業原來這麼麻煩,連忙問Jessie想要怎樣的花束和公仔。342Please respect copyright.PENANAJk4SPivgmd
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「係呀,但畢業一世人得一次,貴都值呀。」Jessie帶點失望地說。342Please respect copyright.PENANA04UWuzbwPM
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James聽出了Jessie語氣裏的不滿,連忙說:「依啲擺一兩日就無,不如我攞啲錢帶你去食好野好過啦。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAAhfHABXoco
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雖然Jessie還是覺得有畢業氣球更好,卻還是不爭氣地被吸引了,問道:「食咩?」342Please respect copyright.PENANAXmanmToEzM
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「你話食咩就食咩好無?」342Please respect copyright.PENANAdHsTgHyZhK
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「你終於到啦,系主任啱啱講完野,快啲過黎切燒豬啦。」Michelle從James身旁拉走Jessie,走到用七彩繽紛的氣球扭成的彩虹橋下,和其他師生站在一起,看着系主任和學生代表握着刀柄用力劃過香脆得燒豬皮。342Please respect copyright.PENANAAqwi8Wkski
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「多謝系主任同畢業代表為我地切過燒豬,緊接落黎係拉彩炮嘅環節。」一位看起來格外幼嫩,應該是一年級的學生拿着麥克風說道。342Please respect copyright.PENANA4QOWiyjc6r
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接着,每位畢業生都手上都握着一個金色圓桶型的彩炮,一聲號令下,「啪!」的一聲,裏面的彩色絲帶和皺紙等劃過蔚藍的天空,彷彿象徵着他們的前程,也能在康莊的道路上綉出錦繡的前程。342Please respect copyright.PENANAZIiaeaIALV
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原來這就是畢業拍照,James心想。342Please respect copyright.PENANAHHf3iF9dr1
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在Jessie身邊,James經歷了很多遍那些本不屬於他的第一次,如溜進大學圖書館、夜半在教學樓天台觀星、屈蛇、Sit堂⋯⋯其實他並不喜歡,包括在畢業拍照這天來找她,因為他總感覺自己不屬於這裏。342Please respect copyright.PENANAfPlsWRk24p
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可是,他從沒向Jessie提起過半句。342Please respect copyright.PENANA4qZxFNaPBU
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「幫我地影相呀!」在James百無聊賴得忍不住掏出手機來滑時,Jessie走到James身旁,挽着他的手雀躍地說。342Please respect copyright.PENANAMzBWDhrdKZ
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「喔,好呀,你想點影?」James連忙收起手機,掏出那部聖誕時剛送給Jessie不久的相機問道。342Please respect copyright.PENANA4dY2Flb7I7
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「我想影個波波橋呀,記得影得我地靚啲瘦啲喎。」Jessie奪過James手上的花束便和Michelle走回對面的彩虹橋。342Please respect copyright.PENANAC8HMsEF41D
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等候與彩虹橋拍照的人不少,Jessie和Michelle等了好一會才輪到她倆。342Please respect copyright.PENANAas4dRFcCPL
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為了如Jessie所願,把她們拍得美點、瘦點,James仔細端詳屏幕的構圖,以及畫面的一草一木,才發現Jessie手上的花束確實小了點,尤其當站在捧着一大束鮮花和公仔的Michelle身旁時更是顯眼。342Please respect copyright.PENANAk7h8jvkXfW
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再瞧瞧身旁的其他畢業生,全都左手一束花,右手一個畢業公仔,有的還拿着氣球和大卡紙,甚至是banner。James好像突然能理解Jessie失望的原因。342Please respect copyright.PENANAcC9tvNps2e
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「你做咩係到發呆,快啲影啦。」Jessie依然雀躍地說。342Please respect copyright.PENANATw1jj32TY4
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James連忙按下快門,接着說:「OK!」342Please respect copyright.PENANA72QHM5Pxjg
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「我又要同你地影!」這時候,一位同樣穿着畢業袍的男生衝到Jessie和Michelle身旁說。342Please respect copyright.PENANAakijMhl9u8
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James於是又按動快門,把三人燦爛的笑容鎖進鏡頭之中。342Please respect copyright.PENANA44QkWhojMR
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「睇下你影成點。」Jessie急步走到James身旁,看了看照片,說:「嗯,唔錯,Michelle你扎花邊到買架,咁靚嘅?」342Please respect copyright.PENANAy7t0cuQTNM
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「唔知喎,我男朋友買嘅。」Michelle漫不經心地說道。342Please respect copyright.PENANAGXWVgFkBAx
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「哇,隻公仔都係呀?」Jessie羨慕地問道。342Please respect copyright.PENANAeVSeP6385F
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「嗯!係呀。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAsIOsLvV5hj
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「得意呀!我都想有一隻。」Jessie失望地說。342Please respect copyright.PENANAfEUuXXw0mB
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「但好曬錢喎,我寧願佢買第二啲野比我啦。」Michelle看着手上的公仔,想起宿舍和家的床也不大,不知何處才可安放這玩意,竟煩惱起來。342Please respect copyright.PENANAKImN9t4QrB
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「畢業快樂呀,Michelle、Jessie!送比你地嘅畢業禮物,希望我地嘅組媽都可以前程錦繡,然後助養我地,哈哈!」Michelle和Jessie的組仔女走到二人身旁,向她們各自遞上一隻穿了畢業袍和畢業帽,手執畢業證書的小狗模樣的公仔,還有一大束的鮮花。342Please respect copyright.PENANA666xBx7JCx
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「哇,好有心思,好可愛呀!多謝你地!」Jessie高興地接過這隻看起來並不便宜的畢業公仔和鮮花,與手上的乾花頓時形成更強烈的對比。342Please respect copyright.PENANAAhIFM94gbo
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「我地一齊去影相呀!」一位組女提議道。342Please respect copyright.PENANAeFpKhRB51Q
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「好呀!」Michelle回應道,而就在他們準備去拍照時,一位男生突然出現在Jessie身旁,說:「畢業快樂呀,Jessie!」342Please respect copyright.PENANA05yiGEuRXt
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「咦!點解你會係到嘅?」Jessie轉過身,發現是上年參加Summer Programme時認識的Jacky。342Please respect copyright.PENANAbagYmGwFAY
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去了一年Exchange的Jacky無法如期畢業,只好Defer一年,可他還是穿了畢業袍以配合大部分快將畢業的朋友。342Please respect copyright.PENANAMvr9Sf1cot
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「咁啱有個Friend係隔離影相,咪過黎探下你,拿,你最鍾意嘅Minions公仔。」Jacky把戴了畢業帽的公仔遞給Jessie。342Please respect copyright.PENANAtRTKWxRT4i
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「哇!好可愛!」比起剛才小狗模樣的畢業公仔,這隻顯然更討Jessie的歡心。342Please respect copyright.PENANAz2OfruWTN1
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「哇,組媽果然有魅力呀,咁多人送公仔比你。」Jessie的組仔挖苦道。342Please respect copyright.PENANA9YRO91drNY
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「邊有呀?」Jessis無奈地說。342Please respect copyright.PENANA01IlxIiKxx
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「難得有位,快啲過黎啦!」組女對他們喊道。342Please respect copyright.PENANAbupABcG5Jp
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「幫我影相呀,唔該你。」Jessie對James說。342Please respect copyright.PENANA3YkPioYVU1
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Jessie和組仔女拍照後,Jacky馬上走到Jessie身旁,對James說:「唔該你幫我地都影張呀。」342Please respect copyright.PENANA5FmheHPlTW
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二人都穿着畢業袍,頭戴畢業帽,捧着花束與畢業公仔,Jacky的手還很自然地搭在Jessie肩膀上。342Please respect copyright.PENANAu7YTIHvGdg
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James突然覺得畫面的二人很是合襯,而自己卻像個不干事,剛巧被找來幫忙拍照的路人,與這歡樂的氣氛格格不入。342Please respect copyright.PENANAGmHkjzWvdi
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「唔該晒你。」Jacky對James說,又看着Jessie,說:「記得Send返張相比我呀你。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAuPmLNcAmZO
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「放心,一定記得!」342Please respect copyright.PENANAzP960rE9hf
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「聽住先啦,成日唔記得覆我Message!」Jacky抱怨道。342Please respect copyright.PENANAUUGnOW11cd
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「係!?邊有啲咁嘅事,一定係你記錯咗。」Jessie說。342Please respect copyright.PENANAiqVWIjbMqy
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「係呀係呀,我去搵返我個Friend先。祝你畢業快樂呀,快啲搵到份好工!」342Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5RHnxLR3d
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「一定會!多謝你嘅公仔!」342Please respect copyright.PENANAQDrOBBnsc3
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看着Jacky的身影走遠,James故作不經意地問道:「你同佢好熟架?」342Please respect copyright.PENANAHDf8DjVrEW
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「OK啦,間唔鐘會成班人食下飯咁囉。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAQAhl9O1dOE
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「你地點識架?」342Please respect copyright.PENANAwQQ3vmc9Em
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「上年去歐洲嘅時候囉,咁啱同一組,做咩,呷醋呀?係咪好驚我比人搶走呢?」342Please respect copyright.PENANA5wXHqQOp3Y
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「我喎,我洗驚,係都你驚先啦。」James口不對心道。342Please respect copyright.PENANAK5W0gVP2sG
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事實上,他確實怕,怕她有一天會發現自己其實並不值得她為他捨棄這麼多,更怕自己會辜負了她。342Please respect copyright.PENANAfTUbK39ENT
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「Michelle!可唔可以幫我地影相?」Jessie問道。342Please respect copyright.PENANALV1h9TzWK4
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「可以呀,不過你咁多紥花,我幫你拎住一紥先?」Michelle從Jessie手上接過相機問道。342Please respect copyright.PENANAjWzvR4Or8m
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「呃⋯⋯」雖然組仔女送的鮮花比較大,可是那束乾花是James送的,使Jessie不禁猶豫起來。342Please respect copyright.PENANAqPdsQB7htX
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「擺低依紥啦。」James不假思索便把自己送的那束乾花塞到Michelle手上。342Please respect copyright.PENANAMlq2qbMBBJ
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「但⋯⋯」Jessie未說完,James便打斷她說:「趁無人,快啲去影啦。」342Please respect copyright.PENANA6db8vd6A8T
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於是,Jessie拉着James走到彩虹橋下,一邊挽着James的手,一邊捧着公仔和鮮花,專注地看着相機鏡頭,笑容比方才的都要燦爛。James的目光卻落在一個寫有Jessie英文姓名的畢業氣球上,而拿着氣球的是另一位男生。
來到黃昏日落,陽光逐漸被街燈所取代,畢業生才捧着滿手花束等的戰利品,意猶未盡的散去。Michelle早被男朋友擄走,其他好友也不知四散到哪處去了,只剩當了一天Cam Man的James還在Jessie身邊,替她捧花又挽袋。
「我行唔郁啦。」挽着James的手臂走了一段路,好不容易來到扶手電梯前,扶手電梯卻壞了,看着長長的樓梯,穿了一天高跟鞋的Jessie不禁絕望起來。
從不穿高跟鞋的Jessie為了這天特地買了雙新的高跟鞋,腳掌本已被高跟鞋折磨得一步一酸痛,腳跟竟也被被鞋磨破了皮,Jessie不願錯過這大日子,才咬着牙熬過這難過的一天,以為終於來到終點,才發現竟是考驗的起點。
還未真的踏上這片「征途」,光是用看的已叫Jessie腳部傳來疼痛與酸楚放大了十倍,教她只想放棄。
「但你唔行返唔到宿舍喎。」James說。
「但我真係行唔郁啦,我隻腳好痛呀。」飢腸漉漉的Jessie木無表情的臉像是被塗了層灰,看起來更西了點。
「但你企係到都係痛架,不如忍埋佢行埋上去,一陣我帶你去食好野啦。」James哄說道。
「唔滯呀,唔食、唔行啦,好痛呀。」Jessie坐在樓梯前,坐在樓梯前,雙手捧着臉頰,扁着嘴巴賭氣道。
「乖啦,帶你食最鍾意食嘅沾面啦?再去食抹茶雪糕?」
Jessie依然沒有反應。James無計可施,只好彎下腰,說:「我孭你啦。」
「真係?」Jessie的眼神像被燃點的蠟燭。
「你唔介意一陣比人望住就得。」James說。
「咪住,會唔會跌死我架?」
「你上唔上黎姐,唔上黎我收返。」James一手拿着裝滿畢業公仔和花束,沉甸甸的環保袋,一手替Jessie拿着畢業氣球,也疲累的程度不比Jessie輕鬆多少。
「邊有得收返架!」說罷,Jessie馬上跳上James的背上,頭袋靠在他的肩膀上,伸手替James拿過畢業氣球的繩索,然後雙手交叉包圍James的頸項,唯恐會掉下來。
「哇,又重咗喎你!」James舉步維艱的踏上梯級,開始這片「征途」。
「無可能!明明我做FYP做得咁辛苦。」Jessie一臉冤枉地反駁道。
「喔!咁你一定係咁食宵夜啦,食咗幾多包格格脆呀?」
「⋯⋯食咗少少咋嘛。」Jessie心虛地說道。
真係只係少少?James心想,卻已累得說不出話來。
「係咪好辛苦?算啦,我不如都係落黎自己行啦。」
「邊係呢,不知幾輕鬆!」James想要故作輕鬆,說出口的那刻卻吃力得很。
看到這樣要面子的James,Jessie覺得可愛又可笑,而更多的是甜蜜。
「今日有你係到真係好,辛苦晒你。」Jessie的臉頰靠在James的肩膀說道,臉上洋溢幸福的笑容。
「剩係今日咋?」
「緊係唔係!」Jessie激動得從James的肩膀彈起來,說:「有你係到嘅每一日都咁好!」
咁就好,James心想,卻沒把這句話說出口。
「我希望以後嘅每一日都有你。」Jessie靠近James的耳邊小聲地說道,然後再次甜密地靠在他的肩頸上,嗅着他身上那股獨有的洗衣粉香氣,是她最愛的味道。
聽到Jessie這句話,James的臉上竟也被Jessie幸福的笑容所感染,問道:「有我做咩?」
「有你陪住我,錫過,愛我。」相愛多年,說起這句話,Jessie不僅沒半點害躁,倒像在說水會在100度時沸騰的真理一樣自然。
James再沒有氣力說話,直至踏過最後一級梯階,頂着最後一口氣把Jessie送到宿舍前,把她放了下來後,才問道:「真係?」
剛巧這時候有人從宿舍走出來,竟是方才的Jacky。
「終於返黎啦,一陣同社監影畢業相,你記得呀可?」
「呃⋯⋯但我諗住出去同男朋友食啲野。」
突然另一位女生從Jacky身後竄出來,遊說道:「吓,唔好啦,咁難得,一齊影啦,影完我地再一齊出去食野呀。」
「但⋯⋯」Jessie猶豫怎拒絕才好。
「你之前話男朋友同你同年,應該係今年畢業?一係叫埋你男朋友一齊影囉。」
James本已覺得自己並不屬於這裏,加上這句話,使沒有大學畢業的他這刻只想逃。
「咁難得,你去影啦,我自己返去得架啦,我地下次再食好無?」James說。
「呃⋯⋯但⋯⋯」
「係囉,你男朋友都咁講啦,黎啦,我地快啲去搵社監影相啦!」那女生拉着Jessie的手說,Jacky則從James手上接過那環保袋,接着便跟着Jessis和那女生跑了上樓。
獨剩James仍站在大門前,看着頓時空空無一物的手,漸漸捏成了拳頭。
他並不氣那個甚麼Jacky,他氣的是他自己。
如果當初他聽Jessie的話,真的努力一點,會不會今天就可以和她一起拍畢業照,一起畢業,他們之間的距離會不會就近一點?
可惜,一切都沒有如果,一念之間,便注定他們終究是兩個世界的人,而這段距離單靠一個愛字並不能解決。
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