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某個夜晚,我踏入一段夢。8964 copyright protection3349PENANAT79L3jNNvm 維尼
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朦朧夢中,雯雯她坐在我面前,臉上帶有混雜不安與疑惑的靦腆笑容。她淡淡告訴我,遵照中國傳統婚習,父母透過媒妁之言,她即將嫁人……8964 copyright protection3349PENANAPUJnczyBw7 維尼
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是的,夢是荒唐的,但它所包含的意義,對我卻是最震撼內心的一刻,直接動搖我靈魂全部。8964 copyright protection3349PENANAGpw320X3B6 維尼
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我的世界,開始崩潰,無法控制,無法相信,她會就此離開我,嫁為人婦,成為我回憶的一部份。8964 copyright protection3349PENANASgbRppvdvn 維尼
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我問她:「妳認識對方嗎?妳愛她嗎?真的願意嫁出去?」8964 copyright protection3349PENANAcHaFFXrEUo 維尼
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她只是無奈告訴我:「我也不願意,但這是我的命……」8964 copyright protection3349PENANAWVZ70shR4L 維尼
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我去尋求對方,請他們結束這段婚約;但對方只是給我嘲笑,嘲笑我的愛,如同看透我的心,無情揭開我心中所有不可見人的秘密,嘲笑我對妹妹的愛。8964 copyright protection3349PENANAb4adcDazEm 維尼
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至此,我將所有悲憤與怒氣,化為暴力,成為野獸,毆打每個出現在夢中的人,只為保護她,讓她永遠留在我身旁,不要離開。8964 copyright protection3349PENANAj7bUcFPwLq 維尼
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我詛咒天,我咒罵地,我罵盡所有人,把錯誤全推給他們;但我知道,他們沒有錯,男婚女嫁是種天經地義,是我無法接受失去她的事實。8964 copyright protection3349PENANA5I9yFSLVGZ 維尼
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所以,更讓我感到悲哀憤怒……8964 copyright protection3349PENANAk9WtC7Wkce 維尼
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當我醒來,發現那是場惡夢,一股無力與悲哀感,立即籠上我心頭。8964 copyright protection3349PENANAAKnm65ciGz 維尼
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我哭了,因為自己的無能為力,在這個社會集體規範下的渺小與無助。8964 copyright protection3349PENANAi75btZ5vDP 維尼
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曾有過一段好長的時間,我試圖分清,在我心中,究竟是愛,或者是慾?8964 copyright protection3349PENANAprcQP306tb 維尼
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我也漸漸體會,這是很難分清的一件事,或者根本就無法分清。畢竟人類永遠是慾望的動物,也是渴望愛人與被愛的動物……8964 copyright protection3349PENANAaYXikPEqhO 維尼
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那時我好渴望親眼看著她,看著她在我面前的身影,留在我身邊,如同永遠不會離開我。於是我悄悄走下床,向她的房間走去。8964 copyright protection3349PENANAgYvfUY55XG 維尼
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當時我不在乎是否夜已深,隨意再踏入她房間是否錯誤的行為,只希望能從雯雯身上尋求平靜。8964 copyright protection3349PENANAqiZY1p0vZO 維尼
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我靜靜打開她房門,只見她面向床的內面側,背後向著床沿平穩睡著。她的右腿向前捲曲拉高T-Shirt下襬,露出內褲與臀部整個溝線。8964 copyright protection3349PENANAWJRiUqXsK5 維尼
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看著這幕,許多往事,又再度浮在腦海。8964 copyright protection3349PENANAKeasjQfFQh 維尼
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在她的房間,她的床上,小時候,我曾經偷偷爬上去躺在她身邊,並將勃起的陰莖置於她股溝中,最後被她醒來發現並用手握著。8964 copyright protection3349PENANAKWJ2PkIXOl 維尼
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半年多以前,我也是像這樣偷偷跑進她房間,並在她身邊自慰。8964 copyright protection3349PENANAgxLTFzcUBE 維尼
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幾個月之前,我更是用從網路上買來的迷藥,感受與進入她身體最私密的部份……8964 copyright protection3349PENANAWffvM3nU5t 維尼
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此刻,我並不是被慾望所驅使,而只是很單純的尋求心靈的平靜,確定她依然會留在我身邊。8964 copyright protection3349PENANAbOI2fTMzDn 維尼
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我小心的爬上她的床,然後從她身後環腰緊抱她,不在乎她會驚醒,不在乎她會罵我。因為我是那麼愛她,我無法失去她,剛剛在夢中我已體會失去她的痛苦,我不願再經歷一次。8964 copyright protection3349PENANACzoNhQrQ5X 維尼
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雯雯果然還是醒過來,並且因為發現我躺在她身旁環抱她而嚇一跳。8964 copyright protection3349PENANASRhAgWwKsw 維尼
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「雯雯……哥哥好害怕,剛剛我夢到妳要永遠離開我……我好害怕……我好害怕……」8964 copyright protection3349PENANAAGIPlq7KfN 維尼
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那時她本來想推開我,但聽我這樣跟她說,所以就沒有動作。8964 copyright protection3349PENANA0NsUTgOV13 維尼
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她都沒有說話,只是靜靜讓我從後面抱著,偶而會轉過頭看我一下。我相信因為我一直沒有侵犯她的動作,所以她才會沒有再反抗我。但我知道,當時她一定很緊張,很害怕如果我對她有進一步行動該怎麼辦?8964 copyright protection3349PENANAzr1lBwYwCu 維尼
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對我來說,那完全是平靜祥和的時刻。聞著她的髮香,她房間內充滿她的香味,剛剛惡夢的心悸感彷若消失無蹤……8964 copyright protection3349PENANAl5xVZnCR4H 維尼
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那一晚,我就那樣環抱她,在難以言諭的平靜中再度悠悠睡去,不再懼怕她會離開我。3353Please respect copyright.PENANAvTcfALaQzm
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