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I went to bed early; I desperately need a decent night's sleep.211Please respect copyright.PENANAmX8o7ZWFZR
Half an hour later, though, I'm still staring up at the stained ceiling, sweating, and cursing Hunter's stepfather.211Please respect copyright.PENANArbhow6jU1P
Even with his stepson living in the house, the sonofabitch won't spring for decent air conditioning. Or do much else to fix this place up. It's literally falling apart.211Please respect copyright.PENANAxSXetyzEM3
Maybe it's precisely because Hunter lives here that his rich AF stepdad is such a cheapass. The two of them seem to despise each other. The one time I met him, the tension between him and Hunter was so thick, so weighted with contempt and hatred, that it actually made my relationship with my father look good.211Please respect copyright.PENANAvuIH1LXq3p
That kind of blew my mind.211Please respect copyright.PENANAnZ6xE94YxC
I sit up and switch on the lamp next to my bed, then grab the guitar leaning against the nightstand. The instrument's dinged wood has almost as many battle scars as I do. But it's kept me sane, or at least saner than I would have been without it. No doubt in my mind about that.211Please respect copyright.PENANAiuXA76H4Hc
Plus, it was the last communication I'll ever have from my old man, his peace offering.211Please respect copyright.PENANAulMrY45MPE
And I never even thanked him for it. I figured I'd have plenty of time later, after I let him suffer for all he put me through. All he put my mother through.211Please respect copyright.PENANAImgZZKlR7L
But all of us ran out of time.211Please respect copyright.PENANATqeLgn2Ac0
Sweat is soaking my back, and I can't stand to sit here any longer. "Fuck this," I mutter, jumping off the bed and heading out to the porch.211Please respect copyright.PENANAbdVZMDcoN5
I've still got the guitar clutched in one hand, and I'm thinking maybe I can play for a while out here where it's cooler. Maybe that will soothe the craziness in my brain enough that I can finally fall asleep.211Please respect copyright.PENANAo1H6ajKy3c
Slumping onto the squeaking porch swing gives me a sinking feeling, though. It's too damn noisy out here to focus on the music. Or on anything else, for that matter. A screeching army of cicadas is in full effect and has shattered my plans.211Please respect copyright.PENANABbDDQt0Qkc
Frustrated, I swing back and forth for a few minutes, risking splinters by dragging my bare feet over the rough boards of the porch. I'm trying to empty my mind.211Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ca7uyHiJo
Then I realize I'm hearing noises above me. Still holding the guitar, I step off the porch and look up toward Keegan's room.211Please respect copyright.PENANAwHEf9FsGyo
And there she is, sitting on the roof near her bedroom window, dressed in some flimsy little pajama thing that, all by itself, is threatening to give me a friggin' hard-on.211Please respect copyright.PENANAAwJa0AFwgf
Jesus. I don't know exactly what it is about this girl. But damn, she gets to me.211Please respect copyright.PENANAuFTBXhACLb
I take a deep breath, staring up at her. It looks like she's writing something.211Please respect copyright.PENANAFVykYigBxn
"Hey," I call up to her, crossing my legs in what I hope is a casual, not-trying-to-conceal-the-front-of-my-boxers kind of way, "you discovered the best spot in the entire house!" My words echo in the night air.211Please respect copyright.PENANAIDymI1AFxe
There's a long, kind of painful pause. Keegan closes the notebook she was writing in.211Please respect copyright.PENANAdA5QA3lbhL
"Hey," she finally responds, sounding less than thrilled at my interruption.211Please respect copyright.PENANATxC95PIN2P
"Feel like some company?" I hadn't planned to say that. It just popped out.211Please respect copyright.PENANAp70E1MzFWD
And again, there's another long pause. Ouch.211Please respect copyright.PENANApvMDHXRVrZ
"Sure," she says after what feels like a hell of a long time. Again, she doesn't sound too enthusiastic.211Please respect copyright.PENANAiZRJwFKpfB
I guess I should take the hint, stop being such a weirdo. But dammit, I'd like to get to know her better. We're going to be living together, after all.211Please respect copyright.PENANADvlSwQR5jR
I turn toward the tree and jump up into the lowest branches, the guitar still on my back.211Please respect copyright.PENANAskIcV5Mj6Z
Yeah, I should take the stairs to her room like a normal human being. But Blue-to-the-Rescue always likes to make a big entrance.211Please respect copyright.PENANAt5ijU80ufg
The guys in my unit nicknamed me that after I helped a group of Afghan civilians stranded in their flooded village. At the time, I liked being called that.
It fit the stupid idea I had of myself as some kind of hero.211Please respect copyright.PENANAC0bODPpXgU
I was young and really dumb back then. And coming to the rescue is what I thought I was doing later on, when everything went so wrong over there. I was just trying to help. Or so I've told myself a zillion times. But I doubt anyone else would see it that way.211Please respect copyright.PENANA8wr0LlqXkd
I keep climbing, trying to get away from the memories. Like that's ever going to happen.211Please respect copyright.PENANAoy7YCSQQza
"What are you doing?" Keegan asks, surprised. Is it just my imagination she sounds a little excited, too?211Please respect copyright.PENANA3vhXFmf0Pn
I grin up at her as I reach for another branch. "I'm coming to see you."
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