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#27

Thinking

jreeves<3

Mar 5, 2023

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Thinking,

Staring into mirrors, cloudy with memories of the past.

My thoughts are fraying, each tendril of thread coming loose,

Until nothing is left but the tattered remains of my mind.

I think about you,

About how nothing is as it seems.

Words are meaningless, and yet they are our most destructive weapon,

Laying on the tip of our tongues.

I wish I didn’t think,

That my mind was silent, finally letting me breathe.

With thinking comes pain,

And pain is what I’m trying to escape.

It’s a never ending cycle,

Yet one that I live in and thrive in.

Words can shatter me,

Can set me on fire and make me burn till nothing is left but ashes.

Words can lift me up and nurture me with their kindness.

We weave tales of glory with our mouths,

Lies spill from our lips and will someday come back to haunt us.

Thinking,

About you,

About me,

Thinking about the dew that settles on the leaves of the cherry tree.

I never have the words to say what I feel,

So I craft stories and essays in my mind,

Never to be shared.

Thinking,

Is something I love.

I can make an earthquake with my thoughts and words,

Create a tsunami with the things I long to say,

And wash away the pain of yesterday.

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#2 The Rage Inside

#3 Young And Free

#5 A Colorless World

#6 Listen to Me

#8 Why'd You Leave Me?

#9 Bleeding Hearts

#11 Poisoned Love

#12 Tainted Innocence

#15 The Monster

#17 Invisible Me

#19 Smile For Me

#20 If I Were To Die Today

#22 Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder

#23 My adventure

#24 Nothing But dreams

#25 The horror of my love

#26 kaleidoscope

#28 I just want you

#29 These Words Burned My Throat

#30 I stand in silence in a world full of you

#31 In Lana We Stand

#32 Irrevocably and hopelessly addicted to you

#33 Can you stitch me up?

#34 Oh God i'm in love

#35 The art of one night stands

#36 I think i'm done

#37 Red nail polish

#38 Desire to rest

#39 In my divorced dads playlist era

#40 My golden god

#42 I think there's a toad in my throat

#43 Ought to try

#44 Think of me as often as I do you

#45 Just fucking get out of my head already

#46 My supernova

#47 I need to stop thinking of you

#48 Turned twice away but back again

#49 Lust or Love

#51 My sneakers are rotting and tearing at the seams

#52 October, November, December

#53 If I stop, how will I ever move again?

#54 Stringing me along

#55 his little lost love of mine

#56 sweetened despair

#57 To the bugs living rent free

#58 A thief of hearts

#59 The righteous path to girlhood is by fatherly neglect

#60 This Is The Last Poem

#61 That wasn't the last issue

#62 I fear a burnout grows near

#64 i can't stop writing poetry cause bad things keep happening

#65 A room that is no more