Sexuality equal to Humanity

When no ones think about the lifeless

Prices will be increased till we see the mindset

Which will help to escape From the mindless

If you go seeking out the happiness

You might get know about the cross roads

It’s Will lead you to the wildness

Seen by the virtuousness

I got to know about the righteous

Greatness will be meaningless

If Can’t help the helpless

Helpless will seek out the solutions

To come out from the population

Consumption won’t be enough till realize the imagination

What can do the generation

If we could destroy the pollution

Which cave into our mind, since we are from the aggravation

Expectations will be vital

To the future population

To go ahead with the imagination

To win the Life by the acceleration

In order to find the hallucinations

You have to have the sensation

Everyone feels the weight of lifeSeek the interval of this lineCouldn’t find it.

Issues in the queueEach one of them is a light out of the tunnelHead spinning around itself.

Trying to figure out the way out of this.

Held tons of things to myself.Come up with a bright and strong light.Saw the things turn up and downs in the line.Used to serve the bright side.Give the reason to go and go over again

Everyone getting alone, once saw the beautifulness now it’s has gone.

When I was first thinking to write this on, I got a job at a Japanese restaurant.

I have to do there is like it’s an overall job ( I have to do all the things like waiter duties, kitchen helper duties and washing the dishes, mopping the floors and toilets too ok like that) but that’s was kind of happy job.

The reason I just said it. The previous jobs I worked there are terrible to my mind like it’s was a messed up job.

Anyway, somehow I got this job, still, I’m in the training period (probation) okay I want to tell you, people, the point in this topic is money ( you already know that).

I just want to make sure this, in this world we chasing money or time (Life) here.

Most of the people following the money here.

Yes, that’s right. Because I saw it before.

It’s like they’re addicted to it. I don’t know why is that but society has created that one for the people.

To me, they are two types of people, one is good people and the other one bad people( I think you guys already know that one) so the thing is I wanted to say why all of us following the money every day ( because we want to live in) right? Money doesn’t grow in trees that’s what my mom says.

We gotta go to Chase them. We really have to, everyone’s wants money I know that’s how it’s works

Everything has a process or system. Right? but what if you can do anything else beyond what you have right now.

Just think that’s all you need now. Ok money, everything we see around here and there it depends on cash. if you want to buy this one or that one you will definitely want money for that.

Do you ever guess of without money world(no money World) how is it sounds to you? Is that can exist? Like a dream kingdom. Howsoever money same as the devil, I mean it. all these things we got discomforts now because it is money. Don’t you get it? Ok then just think if you like something or want something now just now you can have that but you must have money for that one in your pocket man. If it not how you gonna get it.

This is the system we can not get out from ourselves. What is this? Why all of want that? Why people are dying for it? A little bit of money good enough for you to live a long time life if not what we gonna do about it? Life getting unfashionable of this nonsense but some others think different ways like we can do a lot of things because we got a lot of money for a lifetime, what we have to do oh we already did all the things we want so what are we gonna do next? This is what we living with this whole time.

Shit fuck what the hell man. Alright just give up some people would say. How you gonna give up like that you have to do something for yourself. Ok anyway I know this above thing what I say about, you will not probably understand these words but you will.

Thoughts like a mm … Actually i don’t know what’s it like yet but i know it’s something more important thing for life.

right OK to me thoughts like a nuisance.because the reason is most of the time i’am overthinking about everything. really i don’t know why is it that, my thoughts like a competition. yeah.. yes i always overthinking about everything i see (ah shit what the fuck ?).

(mind is a prison) man. (don’t you understand that )

At this moment some thoughts comes to my head. it’s says about Buddha what say about mind. Always think about positive thoughts.

howeverevery time i’m tying to do that, sorry to say but i can’t do that, don’t know why is it. Anyway READERS just imagination about me. i mean how i feel about this situation ( just think about it ).

it’s makes me very uncomfortable and every time i overthink ed it’s a very strange feelings of fear. it’s like getting fear around me.

THOUGHTS ARE DANGEROUS.

YOU SHOULD HAVE TO KNOW HOW TO CONTROL THOUGHTS CAREFULLY or otherwise you end up as i’am. because it’s doesn't stop suddenly. really i don’t know how to stop that. but i’m still tying to find the way escape from this.

overthinking, is that a problem ? Yes Of Course i think it’s a big problem.

because, the point of this message is more important then what you think.

when you got a overthinking problem you can’t Focus on one thing at a present situation or at a present time. and specially sometimes you can’t control your thoughts.

most of the time in my life i feel like i stuck in one place and every day around me same things the people, the work, the environment and also me. it’s like everyday life like a circle.

IF YOUR MIND IS BETTER, LIFE IS GREAT — AVISHA RASMINDA

every time i think about this life. to me it’s sad.

Anyway let’s get to the point, my thoughts my feelings like nuisance to me.

THOUGHTS IS A MESS.

Actually the purpose of this message is , i want to share my thoughts to people how i feel about this.it’s so much ahh like i don’t know hold on i think there’s have good side of it. i mean about this. OK anyway sometimes it’s scary me.

When i see my life and thoughts in half of thoughts are sad and bad, half of it’s good. ( i thinks so )

Howsoever i’m really appreciate you.

Drew Atticus is a spy who is stuck for months in a room. Little does he know, all his movements are being monitored. He has two options either to give up everything and die or stay strong and fulfil his incomplete mission. But the only problem that arises is to hide his actions from the SPE (special police establishment). Will Drew get caught during his mission or will he be successful?

(may include bad language)

" The girl - last days of darkness " is the story of a girl who is facing so many problems in her life .Her life is not stable. Something bad happened to her in the past and that is affecting her again and again .

This story represents the last days of the girl's life . As the story moves, you will find what actually happens .

Note : Before reading ,

If you are going to read , please consider me as your friend and read it completely.  This story will be published in series .

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With Immense love ,

Parth .

Summer isn't the type of girl people expect in this generation. Simple as always. She always tried to stay away from attention and she had been lucky with that throughout her high school life. Now, she is starting college in her dream college and everything seems perfect. Her family is very supportive, her new best friend is the best and she is doing well in her classes too. She thinks she has everything she needs. But, does she?

Elijah Grey is the 'known' bad boy of the college. A guy who is just looking for fun, nothing serious with anyone. But Elijah isn't what he looks like. He has a dark past and present. He is like oxygen for problems. They always seem to find him wherever he goes. Behind his seductive smirk and a handsome face which is always seems to be happy, there is something so horrible looking. He wears the mask and tries to live every moment peacefully because he thinks no one can fix him because he can't be fixed. But is it?

When they cross paths, they cannot stay away from each other. But even if they decide to be together, will they last? If they don't, it means fate has other plans for them so they have to part ways.

That's when the question comes: Will fate, by any chance, regret separating them?

A/N: I know the story looks very cliche but trust me, once you've read the main plot of the story, you won't at all think it's such a cliche but that part isn't out yet because it's nearly at the end. To know and understand the main plot, please keep on reading First! Thank you!

this is an excerpt from my depression.

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A tired teen comes across a small, run-down restaurant at night to escape from his harsh reality and ends up confiding in a complete stranger while he's there.