"Okay, bye. I love you too."
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I heard a deep voice next to me having a conversation with someone. I barely knew what was going on because, just like every time I wake up, it takes me a few seconds to collect myself.
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I took in my surroundings and was immediately familiar with the room. We slept in Ians room again. I noticed myself splayed out on the bed taking up most of the space. I moved to the side of the bed and rubbed my eyes before looking around further. Ian was at his desk, on the phone writing things down on his laptop. Yawning, I decided it was a good time to get up.
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"Morning sunshine." He said hanging the phone up. He turned to me than got up and sat next to me on the bed.
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"Good-morning." I croaked. My voice cracked and I covered my mouth in embarrassment but he just laughed.
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"Did you sleep well?"
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"Yes. It slept amazing. Did you?"
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"Yes, I did."
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"Who was that on the phone?" I was curious. I heard the last part of their conversation and it peaked my interest. Mostly because I heard him say "I love you" to someone.
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"My mom. They're in Tokyo."
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"Oh. That sounds lovely, is everything alright with them?"
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"Yeah, she's just checking on me."
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I nodded.
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"What time is it? We have class pretty soon."
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"It's eight."
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"It is? I need to hurry then!" I rushed up and sped to the door leaving Ian on the bed. I went to the room next door where the remainder of my things were and dug through my duffle bag for clothes. I still haven't unpacked yet because I was...preoccupied. My hair was a mess. It kept growing into a fro and looked like a tornado went through it. It wasn't too long though so it was manageable. I wet it to try to define the curls and shook my head a few times so it would fluff out.
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After finishing tidying myself up for school, Ian and I met downstairs. There were left overs from yesterday in the fridge and the kitchen and living room was spotless as if we never stepped foot in there. Even out shoes were cleaned and placed in the front neatly.
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I didn't have time to sit and eat a big breakfast so I settled on a banana.
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Ian on the other hand took his time. His uniform was sitting loosely on him and the first three buttons of the dress shirt were undone. He wasn't wearing his tie, which was a strict part of the uniform that I watched lots of people get reprimanded for, but never him. The skin on his chest was toned and hard. I couldn't look away. I felt my face heat up a little from thinking of the things we did this weekend. I never wanted the weekend to end. I felt like I was on a holiday with him.
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His feelings for me were very evident now and I was (hopefully) done overthinking every interaction we had. I know he liked me and he reassured me many times. I didn't want him to get tired of me constantly doubting his intentions but it was a natural instinct for me. Not to say I thought I was ugly but I wasn't a model. It just seemed weird that I was attractive to him because I didn't seem like his type. Especially after the stories Jordan told me, about him and Macy. I look nothing like her.
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I wanted to ask him why me or about Macy but I knew those questions would come up later in time, right now I just wanted to enjoy the moments we had. Which were great by the way.
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The way he touched me had me jumping up and down like a school girl excitedly and I could not wait to tell Jordan everything. I tried not to act like it was a big deal but I was mentally doing backflips screaming like a child. It was my first time doing something like that with anyone ever and it was better than I ever expected it to be. I know that it wasn't sex but for me it was a huge milestone.
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It made me wonder what he thought of it. If it was a big deal to him or was it just another day. Considering how much more experienced he is than me, it probably wasn't as exciting to him.
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I cleared my thoughts as Ian finished his waffle and put his plate into the sink.
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When we got to school, The first thing I did was text Jordan. It was Monday, so I went to my first class of the day which was environmental science. I was sitting at a B+ in that class so I couldn't afford to be late again. She counted for attendance daily and told us that even if we are so little as five minutes tardy to not bother.
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The day flew by fast. It felt that way because most of my classes I was day dreaming. I couldn't wait for lunch time so I could tell the girls about my weekend. I missed hanging out with them and it felt like a century since I properly talked to Sarah. She hasn't replied to my messages but it's not new for her to not respond, her phone was always on do not disturb. The last time we spoke she asked me to find a way to get Kai to take her to the banquet. Although my efforts were minimal I did try, I didn't want to beg Ian to talk to his brother if they weren't close. I hope she understood.
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The last bell sounded and I almost jumped out of my seat. I went to the cafeteria and the first thing I did was text the group chat.
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Are you guys eating lunch in the cafe?
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I walked into the cafeteria and my ears filled with loud talking and laughing. The cafe was full today and there were almost no seats left open. I skimmed around the room and spotted Jordan in line.
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"Jordy!" I yelled.
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She turned her head and skipped towards me and we hugged like we hadn't seen each other in weeks.
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"Oh my gosh I missed you!" She said jumping up and down while bringing me with her.
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"I missed you too! I have so much to tell you."
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"Oh you better have a lot to tell me bitch. You went to Ian's house and didn't update the next day. I need full on details down to the time stamps." She said with a stern face. I know she meant it too which made me laugh out loud. We stood in line until we reached the lunch ladies who gave us our food for the day. Spaghetti and meatballs.
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"Where's Sarah?" I spoke as we carried our tray to the table we usually sat at.
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"I think she said she was sick? She hasn't been answering my texts which isn't like her to go the whole weekend without answering at-least once."
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I wonder if she's okay.
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"Maybe call her again?" I suggested. "She hasn't talked to me since the banquet. She really wanted to go with Kai and I didn't get a chance to explain why I couldn't."
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"Speaking of the banquet you need to spill the beans! Don't think I didn't see the way you two were looking at each other during the last dance." She nudged my arm and I rolled my eyes. Nothing gets past her.
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I began to explain the night of the banquet to her but I didn't get far when I spotted Sarah waltzing into the cafe.
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"Look Sarah's here!" I pointed at the entrance and Jordan popped her head up from her food.
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She looked completely different. I had to do a double take to make sure that I didn't mistake another girl for her. We knew that she had dyed her hair black but she now had blonde highlights through out and the long hair she had before was replaced with a short bob barely brushing her shoulders. She had an aggressive tan, which didn't look bad on her but it was quite a change from her pale porcelain skin.
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She walked straight to the table that Ian and his friends sat at and made sure to wave flirtatiously at Kai. She then made her way to our regular spot in the cafe and sat down stiffly.
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"Well hello hot stuff." Jordan worded baffled at the new appearance Sarah had.
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"I got highlights!"
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"And a tan I see." Jordan still in shock.
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Sarah shrugged and dug into her food. Jordan and I looked at each other with confusion. She just shrugged and also continued to eat.
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"Sarah where have you been? You've been M.I.A all weekend?" I interrupted our chewing to break the silence with a question i've been longing to ask.
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She snorted a laugh and continued eating as if I never said a word.
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Okay?
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"Sarah?"
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"Funny because I could ask you the same."
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Jordan looked up from her spaghetti and eyes both of us down with another look of confusion.
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"What are you talking about?" I was just as confused as she was.
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"It's weird because I never took you as back stabbing bitch but yet here we are."
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"Sarah!" Jordan yelled. My mouth dropped open at her words. I couldn't even process what she said.
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A back stabbing bitch?
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"Was Ian not enough for you? Or are you bored of him already."
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"Sarah WTF are you even saying right now?" Jordan budded in. I didn't say anything. I was stunned into silence and honestly didn't even know what to say.
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"Are you mute? Tell Jordan how you were all over Kai at the banquet."
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"Sarah I-"
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"I didn't even believe it at first and thought it didn't even sound like you. But it makes sense, you didn't even try to ask Ian to talk to Kai about taking me. My friend Natalie was there and saw you two talking by the bathroom and told me everything."
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"Sarah I didn't flirt with him! If anything he was trying to talk to me but I shut it down. I don't like him Sarah, you have to believe-"
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"Oh now that's just hysterical. Kai Peters flirting with you. He would never like a girl like you."
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I dropped my fork on the tray and felt fumes smoking out of my ears. Jordan was chewing food and chocked on one of her meatballs.
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I stood up from my seat and grabbed my tray to leave before she decided to insult me any further.
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"Sarah what's gotten into you? You know Kai is a player we've talked about this before. Why won't you believe me?"
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"Why should I?" She stood up as well and we now had eyes watching on our table because of the volume of each sentence we spoke increased.
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"Because I'm you're friend!"
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"I barely know you!"
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I felt tears building up in my eyes and I tried my hardest not to cry in front of all these people. I looked around to see some heads were turned to our table. I couldn't bear the embarrassment of balling my eyes out in front of all these people so I took my tray of food and rushed out of the cafeteria.
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I didn't really care at that point how I looked to other people around me, how sensitive or weak I looked. I just needed to get out of there and fast. I felt tears building up in my eyes and I couldn't hold them off for any longer, they threatened to spill out and blinking wasn't helping with holding them back.
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I stormed through the exit of the cafeteria doors and felt many eyes on me. I couldn't even feel embarrassed. I don't know why it hurt me so much to hear those words, but it stung.
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I heard a name calling out for me and but it was far away. I just kept walking to get as far from people as I could. The one place I knew I wouldn't find anyone I knew would be the library. It wasn't too far a walk and I just decided that today I was going to eat my lunch in the library. They allowed food on the bottom level but the top floor there was no food and drink allowed because most of the computers were there.
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I sat in a quiet corner and listened to my music.
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This day cannot get any worse.
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