被練習簿蓋住的臉，流下兩行淚。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOystWwACPg
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甦醒了，仍然躺在大岩石上。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQKv3BLnJi
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海浪拍岸，浪聲傳入耳邊。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yeurh6v62
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神明丁悄悄地，掀起練習簿偷看我，又放下，又忍不住再偷看我。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LzqXMuyAk
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「做咩啫你？」我右手按住練習簿，不讓祂看我的哭臉。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGFnvogrGj
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「我驚你……整濕本簿。」祂不好意思地說。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH14IY8QxEE
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我側躺，把練習簿拿下。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtQrVoZOtL
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第三天「END」標記，下面浮現：「Mission complete.」（任務完成）679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yuv9pd3ec
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祂取走了練習簿。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEL7c05aYj
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翻回前幾頁，從第三天開始的時候看起。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG75a60j9Dh
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「啊啊啊！」我發狂地打祂，雙手不斷鎚打祂背部。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZoNWW78qN
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神明丁淡定地站著，把右肩移下來，被我鎚鎚鎚著。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUk8F7jvjF
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十多下後，祂換成左肩，被我鎚鎚鎚著。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldw4jHXDxw
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「好舒服，但我差唔多夠喇，你OK啲未？」神明丁問。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXCcUqHTxf
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「啊啊啊！」我沒有停下來。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAXSHUuXOl
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「唉，都估到你會泥足深陷。」祂說，看著練習簿，「但你手又拖過，攬過，又錫過，OK啦係咪？」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTjKaneSmE
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「唔OK啊！」我繼續鎚鎚鎚著。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tTL0rp4RT
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「結果你同我預知嘅一樣。」祂平靜地說，「好彩我琴日已經話咗畀你知測試唔合格，如果我依家先話畀你知，你可能打得我仲甘。」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXe54kVNWhJ
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我停了手。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbePxSSSaCB
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「喂……你最後做乜，咁直接講自己係神派嚟啊？」神明丁煩惱起來，繼續讀著，「神幫助人係好間接家嘛。」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7RkGUfqpq
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「不過算啦，既然你都唔合格，係唔需要用神嘅思維嘅。」祂寬恕地說。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5s5vOYnkfK
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開始向神發問。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hvGJdWqRF
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「神明丁，到底哩個世界係咪真係有咁多個神？係咪真係有神明辛？」我軟弱地問。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPdpMHpFsS
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內心有點疑惑，又變成了不安。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPVxefAaSr
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神明丁沒有回答。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0N1Jg1v9p
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「答我啊。」我抓住祂的白淨衣服。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoX2oXBYU6
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「重要咩？」祂問。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQKGmrGeZ3
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祂轉身看著我，像天父看著兒女一樣，充滿著憐憫和關懷。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtPc9c6qDx
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「重要嘅係，哩三日，你已經改變咗好多。」神明丁說。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCF3xNulnOj
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我鬆了手，沉重地聽著。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7kH9UjPMN
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「重要嘅係，你以前講唔出口嘅說話，依家已經夠膽講出口。重要嘅係，以前你唔敢做嘅事，你都已經做得到。」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFIhYCN9s2
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「記唔記得你喺活動室面對蔣少嘅時候，你嘅諗法？你話要『原諒自己』。」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6qa0AwELe
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神明丁讀著練習簿的記錄，「你當時諗：679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MPJrSC7h8
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這幾年來，我一直為過錯而懺悔，不敢向前踏出一步。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmWq8P9psu
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忘記了，其實每個人都會犯錯。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7tqfJFY1U
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犯了錯，不准原諒自己，讓自己深刻地記住，逼自己日後不再犯同樣的錯。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzti24qGNO
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我知道了，也做到了。只是，我一直不知道，原來還有『下一步』的，就是『原諒自己』。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwJxzOsCAN
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今天，我要犯足夠多的錯，然後——679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIm6shlLi0
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原諒自己。」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiOrkHtQCS
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神明丁看著我。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSX2L15qhF
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「今日嘅你，勇敢同陳菲菲對抗，係欺凌者面前毫不示弱，係大家面前，展現咗勇氣嘅一面，勇敢咁做咗好多以前你唔會敢做嘅事。」祂說，「以前你缺少嘅『勇氣』，今日你已經有晒。」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡur8lLZPgND
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一句接一句的肯定，出自神明丁的口中。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTUVzd3bny
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「過去你一直為陸同學嘅事而後悔，今日你已經將哩段經歷，化為自己嘅推動力，令自己唔再輕易錯過喜歡嘅人。」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6kTHyJNIZ
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「過去你一直糾結於阿傑同阿進嘅關係，為失去兩位朋友而心痛。今日你已經可以為冇乜交情嘅同學，挺身而出、加以規勸，無論係李可兒、鄭家明，定係歐陽派。」祂說。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFp96iTD28o
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「所以，過去嘅『包袱』，經過咗哩三日，已經變成咗你嘅『行李』。隨時可以拎嚟用，隨時可以收起。」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTO1YGBKwEy
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAW5xv3lzx
「哩啲，先係真正重要嘅事！」神明丁語重心長地看著我。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4ZhE8Zy5F
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聽著，我的心開始沉澱。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9HVWs7Hlv
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「即係話……根本就冇咩神明辛。」我凝淚地說，「咩平行世界嘅我，咩成為神的測試，都係呃人嘅。」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGbSYnCPfm
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「神明辛，真係有。」神明丁慈悲地說。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3MVjqdx7i
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「只不過，唔係你諗咁啫……」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhciGvXFokv
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我仍然聽著。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiNzyUEDoP
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「所謂『辛』——」祂遞起食指，指尖冒發神聖的白光，在空氣上寫了三個字母。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YPo6kSfMG
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Son。（兒子）679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsSCJsz4yd
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「所以神明辛就係你，你就係神明Son，神明的兒子。」祂以父愛的口吻說。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybiCxz19MR
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「對神嚟講，每一個誠心向神禱告嘅人，我都會當佢地係子女咁看待。」祂再說。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJepXJHqW5
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神聖的白光字母，愈來愈強光，把神明丁包裹了起來。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUO6DG5tEmh
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「你要走嗱？」我意識到。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxu8FzRPJV
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「任務已經完成咗，我都係時候要走。」祂把神的練習簿，收到左手的一堆書中。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJrDwNknIZ
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「至於你……」祂不捨地看著我，考慮要不要說，「不如考慮下返去現實世界。」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BLyBtMEkq
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「只要你諗返起自己係點樣嚟到哩度，你就會知點樣走。」祂說，又打量一眼四周。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdZZXGzFF8
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「不過，如果你覺得哩度風景好，想住多一排嘅話，我都唔會阻止你嘅。」神明丁說，「畢竟，人生嘅選擇權喺你手上。」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNX7Ox7X75U
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「神明丁，我……」我還想說。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rn8RL3EiT
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「有緣再見啦，拜拜。」神明丁說，展露微笑。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeZTlnssex
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「等等……」我只能說，沒準備道別。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxka3ZodWJU
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隨即強光極度耀眼，把夜空的浮雲通通照白。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRUxxQogyE
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一瞬間，地面的神光消失。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9viDxxAvy
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四周回復了黑暗。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtcuyymdMq
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只剩下我和海浪。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ541gJ0CZH0
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這算什麼？這算……什麼？679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTkOepcMN0
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我仰望著星空、浮雲，把身體放到最鬆。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrcrrlqogG
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獨自一人留在島上。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT22msJuWee
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雙目漆黑，感覺一切都完結了。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyd68zK2ChU
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「神明丁、陸傾兒……」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbQEXIBDjZ
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慢慢地走回岩石。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQamUmT603
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屁股坐在岩石上，拾起厚皮的日記。這本陪伴了我五年的筆記簿，裡面夾了一片樹葉。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWx9SGHDmw
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手翻到葉片那一頁，眼睛繼續之前的閱讀。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZz1su4OvZn
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心情：差到想自爆679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xHLWWZ3sk
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在這個繁華紛擾的世界裡，每日都有很多車、很多人走過，有些會走進你的生命，陪你走一段路，最後才離開你。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcT6TxrUCqE
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有些只會與你擦肩而過。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YnSN4Adwy
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我不希望彼此的關係變差，但是，人無法和所有人都維持良好關係。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZT6GRiWDfp
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有時候，我很羡慕一些八面玲瓏的人，能夠獲得很多的愛護和關懷。雖然很羡慕，羡慕得很，但是我無法成為那樣的人。這是無論如何也做不到的事。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8hPpGyqIn
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既然如此，我就只有做自己。一天，我有了一個奇妙的想法：679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuId4x1IXY3
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「不如放逐自己，流浪什麼都好。」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3e4k8wU7o
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嘗試過一個人的生活，走一個人的旅程。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ31UIuFrBH
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只是，我萬萬沒想到……679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGago3U5iu
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有一天我竟然流落孤島。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaSeznFAZt
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如果，這個世界有神……679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlAyzHMYhe
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請你聽我的禱告，我希望可以再過一次17歲，我人生中所有的錯誤都是從17歲開始的。如果可以再來一次，我會好好幫助別人來贖罪，我會愛惜自己喜歡的人。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdAci6Pqpz
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如果，這個世界有神……679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYChyU6n7dC
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請你聽我的禱告，我希望你能夠赦免我的罪，結束我無限期的懺悔。我希望可以放下過去的往事，解開我腳下的鎖鏈鐵球。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjDueGCJFB
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