洗畫具其間,同學們開始熱議彼此畫了什麼。482Please respect copyright.PENANAhFZ7zJZ5JG
482Please respect copyright.PENANA5p4qlf5g6M
我的身後,也排了數人。482Please respect copyright.PENANAmAsNe0dPWb
482Please respect copyright.PENANAyte2sDFF1C
關水喉——482Please respect copyright.PENANAo5p52w1jVk
482Please respect copyright.PENANAABzVONFWP9
我洗完,便讓位給下一個人,把畫筆等等物歸原處。482Please respect copyright.PENANApZnZk1R70I
482Please respect copyright.PENANAvI6mTGpXdg
「傾姐,你畫得好靚啊。」女同學說。482Please respect copyright.PENANA2ngQZuoWXQ
482Please respect copyright.PENANA9xhS7EC8PA
「中間個女仔係咪你自己嚟?」女同學再問。482Please respect copyright.PENANAp8aZEQjNUQ
482Please respect copyright.PENANATSMWOTvyN8
陸傾兒站在自己的畫面前,被多名同學包圍,也被爭相發問。482Please respect copyright.PENANAkkHOsmMTKa
482Please respect copyright.PENANAVn30PiIH5v
「嗯,算係啦。」傾姐回答。482Please respect copyright.PENANA2tkiGHJQgk
482Please respect copyright.PENANASFwCHczlzz
「咁點解你自己一個坐係度嘅?幅畫叫咩名?主題係咩?」有同學問。482Please respect copyright.PENANAGqOa25X9qj
482Please respect copyright.PENANAUaCQEouEx7
我豎起了耳朵。482Please respect copyright.PENANA3uncs0AzZg
482Please respect copyright.PENANA5mmc7v6tLB
清醒!快點清醒吧!孫正直存在的目的,是要完成傾姐的願望。482Please respect copyright.PENANAOZ3goW77ro
482Please respect copyright.PENANANIUrGemjK6
「陸傾兒,17歲的少女,願望是可以脫離現有的生活。」482Please respect copyright.PENANA0dMmKhVbxH
482Please respect copyright.PENANArRugHT9FUv
脫離現有的生活,是什麼意思?482Please respect copyright.PENANAlfpgxigOmv
482Please respect copyright.PENANAOZLToxinFb
她對現狀有什麼不滿?內心嚮往著怎樣的生活?482Please respect copyright.PENANAoLfV0zyw0l
482Please respect copyright.PENANAy4bSsbtd0M
今天一定要搞懂這些問題!要不然,我根本無法對症下藥。482Please respect copyright.PENANAPmKj6GEmYa
482Please respect copyright.PENANATYrW1oW8Vb
神明丁說過要珍惜時間,我不能夠有一刻的分心。482Please respect copyright.PENANA8MiwlDzRox
482Please respect copyright.PENANAfnZVvlqfJZ
於是,我走了過去,聚集在同學堆中。482Please respect copyright.PENANALgmBcEkCJ1
482Please respect copyright.PENANAekyVqDaYkS
「幅畫叫做《漫漫長夜》,主題係『孤獨』。」傾姐說。482Please respect copyright.PENANAoXQPnQMua0
482Please respect copyright.PENANAIpX4GuyeJG
「傾姐,你點會孤獨啊?有我地係度吖嘛!」謝美婷說話了。482Please respect copyright.PENANAIMTI6Its5u
482Please respect copyright.PENANAplVlOlhL4u
「係囉,傾姐,你夜晚覺得悶嘅就搵我地啦。」陳菲菲也說,想安慰她。482Please respect copyright.PENANAHwGV8bXsvN
482Please respect copyright.PENANA84o4RfSn4u
「喂,喂,你地一個二個做咩啊?我交份功課啫,你地唔洗咁認真喎。」傾姐說,叫大家不用想太多。482Please respect copyright.PENANAr4V1OqJucC
482Please respect copyright.PENANAf8lqdqnV4r
當下,我猜大部分人都相信了她的話,都一起去看其他人的作品了。482Please respect copyright.PENANA8cqCVRq8lp
482Please respect copyright.PENANAUr01Rmyl9i
唯獨我,仍然站在畫前。482Please respect copyright.PENANADbqynNOt8H
482Please respect copyright.PENANAsX4vUKBxPV
認真地找尋一切的蛛絲馬跡。482Please respect copyright.PENANAj99bBtrhnu
482Please respect copyright.PENANAE4GXo4SYAL
畫中女人所穿的衣服,並不是昨晚的卡其色大褸,頸巾是黑色的而不是昨晚的白色頸巾。482Please respect copyright.PENANAzdbT0GUUPl
482Please respect copyright.PENANAWe8iaUxsIf
那麼,她畫的也許就不是昨晚的情景。482Please respect copyright.PENANAJWeUlaVrEM
482Please respect copyright.PENANAeU0L7pmRzT
她畫的是內心世界?漫漫長夜一個人的孤獨世界。482Please respect copyright.PENANAyyt6OLALG5
482Please respect copyright.PENANA5umh5oaqNt
還是……482Please respect copyright.PENANA8YMObhffyW
482Please respect copyright.PENANAXayuZeqU3T
陸傾兒本來就常常去那個地方?她會在夜晚,有心事的時候,到海邊坐一坐?482Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZhHeu1gRr
482Please respect copyright.PENANAjOomRIJYbT
我摸著下巴,默默地想。482Please respect copyright.PENANAsm6iZiro6u
482Please respect copyright.PENANASRC3nKcc2t
今晚我要再去一次,看看她會不會出現。482Please respect copyright.PENANAQ92aM03eMW
482Please respect copyright.PENANAjpqWdIexEJ
「喂,你地睇下新同學哩幅?」大家終於走到窗邊,都在注視我的作品。482Please respect copyright.PENANA6VMrpV07pM
482Please respect copyright.PENANA61eCRD0QKG
當中也包括傾姐。482Please respect copyright.PENANACEHMtJ39He
482Please respect copyright.PENANARCKp0SdnEn
「現代主義?現代派風格嘅畫作?」有男同學賞識,「用指紋做背景,夠抽象,同時有濃烈嘅象徵意味。」482Please respect copyright.PENANAyQV0osSnz7
482Please respect copyright.PENANASG2zvPqd0o
「孫正直,過嚟講兩句丫。」有人拉了我回去。482Please respect copyright.PENANAo846f9wrL0
482Please respect copyright.PENANA7Mofnv3rLe
我支支吾吾地回答了一些基本問題,腦海仍然想著傾姐的事。482Please respect copyright.PENANAK6yxdt4mwR
482Please respect copyright.PENANAH8zHvy3R72
不久,連Miss Chan也走過來湊熱鬧。482Please respect copyright.PENANASk2kosMxkl
482Please respect copyright.PENANA703fsBMQYf
「哩幅畫中間個女仔,你畫嘅係邊個?」有人問。482Please respect copyright.PENANAERW8fuB2Ns
482Please respect copyright.PENANAd8ZT7Q0CV7
聽到這問題,我下意識就看了陸傾兒一眼,與她對視了一下。482Please respect copyright.PENANAdvW5qaqa75
482Please respect copyright.PENANAs6iSpPO4mn
最後下課的鐘聲響起,我還沒回答,大家就散開了。482Please respect copyright.PENANAt30wADXliC
482Please respect copyright.PENANA8yAS0FPqQ0
「啲畫留係度就可以,乾咗之後我會幫你地收起。各位同學再見。」Miss Chan說。482Please respect copyright.PENANAd2tACRXbI5
482Please respect copyright.PENANAlW6zIZ2AqT
「Miss Chan再見。」全體同學說,一個個地離開視覺藝術室。482Please respect copyright.PENANAsrmTBkyqb1
482Please respect copyright.PENANA2lTP0TbQvb
上了數層樓梯,我獨自地回到班房。482Please respect copyright.PENANAxcX8h9shkS
482Please respect copyright.PENANAXZ5b9Ywleu
歐陽派終於把手機還給我,說裡面入了很多同學的電話。482Please respect copyright.PENANAMedAU2K1Ev
482Please respect copyright.PENANAkxHijjngmb
「我仲幫你偷拍咗幾張李可兒上堂嘅相,其他女同學都有幾張,等你返去可以慢慢J。」歐陽派猥瑣地說。482Please respect copyright.PENANA583IcQZ47W
482Please respect copyright.PENANAWJU14kfZZo
「多謝晒喎真係。」我無趣地說,稍後又要一幅幅地刪除。482Please respect copyright.PENANAwmPIieddAX
482Please respect copyright.PENANAab2S5KZukq
突然,門外有人猛烈地敲門,「叩叩叩——」482Please respect copyright.PENANAZYjJYZlpU2
482Please respect copyright.PENANAyJiyyZaO2f
他個子很高,兇神惡剎,像是中六的同學。482Please respect copyright.PENANAWWHlo5W6zZ
482Please respect copyright.PENANAHc65xfakV4
陸傾兒這時要進來了,他馬上禮讓給傾姐和姊妹們。482Please respect copyright.PENANAqAvUrjpj5D
482Please respect copyright.PENANA2jPC4DpwQG
「傾姐。」他敬重地說。482Please respect copyright.PENANAvNjzM556x7
482Please respect copyright.PENANAalEx3A1UZl
「阿豪?」傾姐認識他,「做咩事咁躁?」482Please respect copyright.PENANADcFto7ArEN
482Please respect copyright.PENANAvOQFHm0mDu
「琴日啊,你地班有條友,放學嗰時頂撞我地蔣少,要同蔣少過唔去。」阿豪說,「依加蔣少話要見佢。」482Please respect copyright.PENANA6svRAsI3rU
482Please respect copyright.PENANAOOxRV5NqHD
對了,還有一個叫蔣少的人。482Please respect copyright.PENANAr8PzkuUfai
482Please respect copyright.PENANAiWOtJtRtfg
他跟陸傾兒到底是什麼關係?他們會是情侶嗎?482Please respect copyright.PENANAme2samJDen
482Please respect copyright.PENANApQdqepcn1u
「你地邊個得罪咗人啊?自己企出嚟啦!」傾姐嚴格地對我們說。482Please respect copyright.PENANA1BusxmqVja
482Please respect copyright.PENANAb6oLWuslza
結果現場鴉雀無聲,無人回應。482Please respect copyright.PENANAfA0eOX1vl6
482Please respect copyright.PENANABvvaeIsdr4
這時,又有一個中六同學來到,個子跟阿豪差不多。482Please respect copyright.PENANA6b6iCsmxbl
482Please respect copyright.PENANAbVeC5n6AzT
「喂阿豪,點啊?刮唔刮到條死仔?」他問。482Please respect copyright.PENANA49O2lO1y9X
482Please respect copyright.PENANA6Ip122WVrO
「未啊。」阿豪答,「阿晨,係你見過佢,你捉佢出嚟。」482Please respect copyright.PENANAN30VG5QfHO
482Please respect copyright.PENANAxqeidiM3hK
「鄭家明,自己企出嚟啦,係你喇。」阿晨說,一步步走進我們的班房,走到李可兒的身後,抓住一名男同學的衣領。482Please respect copyright.PENANAqWjtjjT8tS
482Please respect copyright.PENANAufhmilMlZw
大家都讓開得遠遠的,生怕會被牽連。482Please respect copyright.PENANAnqLeEzzSuB
482Please respect copyright.PENANANJw9Jh22qB
「我……我咩都冇做過啊!」鄭家明嚇得完全慌了,「我只係……」482Please respect copyright.PENANAHJIs7Nl4Ib
482Please respect copyright.PENANArOsPlymFpv
「唔洗同我講,等陣同蔣少講。」阿晨拉了他起來,強行要把他拖出去。482Please respect copyright.PENANAOgnm8MpOx2
482Please respect copyright.PENANAs7lzYcLwVX
看不過眼,阿豪也過來幫忙。482Please respect copyright.PENANAtp0FzgkklO
482Please respect copyright.PENANAF3MvfxK4VK
鄭家明的身型不算瘦小,但不及阿豪和阿晨那麼強壯,一下子就被夾走了。482Please respect copyright.PENANAiIy9MKKbNa
482Please respect copyright.PENANAHBCxZ5hWan
我全程目睹,但幾乎說不出話。482Please respect copyright.PENANAf1bAG7ij0N
482Please respect copyright.PENANABqzUyyCRJF
「喂……」久久才能發一聲。482Please respect copyright.PENANAi0G8yuXWIx
482Please respect copyright.PENANAbIKRm4Lk2P
「咩?」歐陽派也是抹一把冷汗。482Please respect copyright.PENANAj3BvCM2gto
482Please respect copyright.PENANAU6uTuxipOO
「有冇收到料?知唔知咩事?」我逼切地問。482Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2ZNTTjr8F
482Please respect copyright.PENANAsk0wyaiC3u
「唔知啊,但係蔣少,或者佢班馬仔,間唔中都會捉啲人嚟玩。」歐陽派說,聲線發抖,「好運嘅,玩一個星期,唔好運嘅,玩到你退學。」482Please respect copyright.PENANA7rUqEbSzgs
482Please respect copyright.PENANAf5LQgQo94D
「中途如果邊個插手,去幫被人玩嗰個,下一個就會到佢。」他再說。482Please respect copyright.PENANASKmaycnWYW
482Please respect copyright.PENANAi5Zgptyzjq
然後,他再次拍我的肩膀。482Please respect copyright.PENANAJizNJgBEFY
482Please respect copyright.PENANAUkdLpR9Mtb
「所以,唔好理咁多喇,總之依加佢地走咗就冇嘢。」歐陽派說,摸摸胸口,「畀人玩嗰啲,最多咪忍埋今年,下年蔣少嗰班畢咗業,就唔會再有事。」482Please respect copyright.PENANAyeHyOY3yJP
482Please respect copyright.PENANAnQAWYB79Do
「咩冇嘢啊,有個同學畀人捉咗啊。」我反駁說,「忍一年?點忍啊,根本一日都唔應該忍!」482Please respect copyright.PENANAZPhtMJ473F
482Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZQdKOVHOR
「傻仔,你唔好亂諗嘢啊,千祈唔好諗住救人啊。」歐陽派認真規勸,「如果唔係,下一個就到你喇。」482Please respect copyright.PENANAXNUtGz12Gb
482Please respect copyright.PENANAmyIwAyNxdi
「到時佢地有可能,叫我偷偷放啲違禁品落你書包度,又可能要我偷你啲嘢出去……我唔想做啲咁嘅嘢啊。」歐陽派難受地說,「所以你千祈唔好亂嚟。」482Please respect copyright.PENANAyel2yHD0uj
482Please respect copyright.PENANAgc0jj6iD4x
聽到這裡,我沒有再反駁什麼。482Please respect copyright.PENANAP9fXHgR4F6
482Please respect copyright.PENANAcSM3FWpgSi
的確,其他人的事與我無關。482Please respect copyright.PENANAMssvSsuL30
482Please respect copyright.PENANAZluFTIx5lT
那個叫鄭家明的人,只不過是一個書呆子加打機呆子。我們除了昨日中午吃過飯之外,便沒有什麼交情,他與我的目標人物傾姐也沒有什麼關係。482Please respect copyright.PENANAMeMzhyRC6O
482Please respect copyright.PENANAJtnTSKNCMQ
即使前去幫他,也不會有什麼利益回報,連潛在的利益回報都可能沒有。482Please respect copyright.PENANALAQzPVO8Tt
482Please respect copyright.PENANAVOtBizhEB7
再加上如果我被蔣少等人纏上,可能會大大妨礙我之後的行動。482Please respect copyright.PENANAtMQ9slE7qD
482Please respect copyright.PENANARrgsVo1CsS
萬一每日小息都被抓去玩,就麻煩了。482Please respect copyright.PENANACVK9z0K2nU
482Please respect copyright.PENANAvhRDe3Wuyu
所以,還是坐視不理吧。482Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0kfU2H5aj
482Please respect copyright.PENANAVdcdGVWcxk
神明丁說過,祂也覺得神有時候是很無情的。現在的我,十分明白這句話的含意,因為你沒有可能拯救所有的人。482Please respect copyright.PENANATCGNaDaEVF
482Please respect copyright.PENANAjJ9WBbxcn5
在專注去救一個人的時候,就可能顧不上其他人。482Please respect copyright.PENANARZYYmJZStD
482Please respect copyright.PENANAGoNKMdekRc
因此即使從神的角度來看,我的做法也沒有錯。482Please respect copyright.PENANAkIDCgo8UOA
482Please respect copyright.PENANAPSZtyXNMqk
經過以上種種理性分析之後,我安心地拿出手機,逐一地刪除歐陽派亂拍的女同學照片。482Please respect copyright.PENANA3D5uJIngqG
482Please respect copyright.PENANAgslIUooOc4
刪著一張,刪著一張……482Please respect copyright.PENANAwlct5d2Wh8
482Please respect copyright.PENANAxx4Y4YmMR7
刪了五、六張之後……482Please respect copyright.PENANAsAR2rBGkLZ
482Please respect copyright.PENANAWXon2VD8mN
我看到了鄭家明和身邊同學的鬼馬大合照,有舉中指的,有基情的。482Please respect copyright.PENANAk5fnc7FYqL
482Please respect copyright.PENANAQprssrEZMR
他們都是快樂的高中男生。482Please respect copyright.PENANAKQEy875NZR
482Please respect copyright.PENANAu3ipoTWPyu
「唉。」我眼已紅,沒能刪掉。482Please respect copyright.PENANAY6EWRDC98K
482Please respect copyright.PENANAVW9f4muDCP
根據我做這麼多年人的經驗,我充分地明白了一個道理。482Please respect copyright.PENANA0w6hhgGksT
482Please respect copyright.PENANAPbHyL8UI74
對了,為什麼我會忘記了呢?這個非常重要的人生座右銘。482Please respect copyright.PENANAibJaoycFAa
482Please respect copyright.PENANAitFkAQqUS1
「理性分析的結果都是廢話。」482Please respect copyright.PENANABXyHrfDXZp
482Please respect copyright.PENANAdUB8tHnm34
如果理性分析是可靠的話,當年我就不會錯失這麼多了,如今也不會累積這麼多的後悔了。482Please respect copyright.PENANAXDzEzDyoU7
482Please respect copyright.PENANATKIyyQoVGw
人生所有的藉口,都是理性分析的產物。482Please respect copyright.PENANA63uzxRqO1W
482Please respect copyright.PENANAIiztaVrr6O
關了手機屏幕,把手機放進褲袋。482Please respect copyright.PENANAc3kes84tyb
482Please respect copyright.PENANAzaaRknrbsf
「歐陽派,我要去一去廁所。」我毅然地說,站了起來。482Please respect copyright.PENANAjeWayKDpaC
482Please respect copyright.PENANAOoEgiQO3dL
「你始終……都係忍唔到尿急。」他遺憾地說。482Please respect copyright.PENANANb7p2ZfMRj
482Please respect copyright.PENANAdJBLSovhj4
「唔好意思。」我抱歉。482Please respect copyright.PENANAB6ZEOzV1Kc
482Please respect copyright.PENANADaXgrBoLu5
「如果廁所太多人,太逼嘅話,就去七樓嗰層啦。」他沒有看我。482Please respect copyright.PENANAWUk2SHWQjK
482Please respect copyright.PENANA2FSuyziWxT
「知道,唔該晒。」我感謝他。482Please respect copyright.PENANA6NnPuEr0Gy
482Please respect copyright.PENANAKA1hAjQ7Ug
離開班房的時候,我跟站在門邊的傾姐,點了一下頭。482Please respect copyright.PENANA4zpl584aqd
482Please respect copyright.PENANARLa7Y9ikb5
才徐徐加快腳步。482Please respect copyright.PENANAzqcbcwSVQi
482Please respect copyright.PENANA5qRAXZzlue
482Please respect copyright.PENANAoSJ8A3Qgl6