半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsf5YnSLcSi
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQwHmugYVR
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcjAYGNoCQ
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzBP7NZRvy
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食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBiQZ7SaxX
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剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaE3jxyMBg
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「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHYgFoYbKc
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdie4FYkFw
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把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpnvwYYjnL
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在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzA8sQ5X5A
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jYmMARhj4
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卻停下了。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL46MFnuGn1
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被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMEhFCqGK4
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「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVKIfOKe4r
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7Kq1inbMc
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「變態！」她推開我。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT69chSnmlm
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「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiokNScjOm
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再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4Bm6pyOjN
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握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOfgaRk5EB
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然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6IBLAaB2A
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KO便利店袋則放好。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuX0kPth2ml
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收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2zH6m02Fr
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8EMnvnunw
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沖水毛巾，抹臉。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmbJuSWDxA
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大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TjBifTlIa
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回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnllmTFM1h
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我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkf2xJEq9U
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時間已經快將三點。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iQNeTZApj
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我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1CDTZziMZ
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眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVlBpgBrgA
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海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzU8hjDuzwY
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三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnC9Gcx4Ab
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直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡps6cTn8G5o
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2D6wVm0nZo
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5qojeqQV3
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按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0X9rmYDyq6
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「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeKVL7d2ux
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「早抖」我發出。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7QAOjs60M
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最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXD12hLuRyd
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「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlt2KJ4X9de
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「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZm9I6YwX4g
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放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8uBHoXtIT
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直至……627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5S9Ksz5Aa
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耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16D2j7eGzn
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「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5D8iS791b
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「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc98HfvzKho
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「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBspNOuF59d
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「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOf9TkOVUj
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「係啊。」祂說。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbLRmPlgnp
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「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAg0LCUESh
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「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYbkPeDHUC
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「係啊。」我說。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2xECdtPWM
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「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflxwuaMjIs
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「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqqfEuBrqD
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「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UYEpuupaF
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「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcZ9jpJLjr
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「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdnm0sYKrz
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「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwWEPENuWY
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「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvAz6QC7MX
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「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JnPlKOjXq
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「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzM0ZpaAZyK
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「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQESmoNASv
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「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHx1RydktL
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膝蓋跪了下來。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjvCJJb4w8
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0PFfrfHfn
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「咩能力？」我問。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXvnmyusWu
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「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLtciQ1uTY
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「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdWhLt2Lls
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「包括創造自己嘅人生。」627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNDXPiJUBZ
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「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBrGpdh6lj
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「所……以？」我想聽下去。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HI7wXlBpj
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「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSQoyAMdtc
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「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjKG6eKEJo
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「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFJt4ZzCtE
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fNc5Gcne0
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「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVfhBzyhT6
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「不過，孫正直——」627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElaVpawmo1
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「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAT1P9m5E0
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「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcthwA4QZq
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「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepAecZfTja
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「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kUI8bT1iq
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而我，低下了頭。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBPismgdgP
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「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwPGj3yoco
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「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOYffK6GZk
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我狠狠地盯著祂。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ygq6MsN0z
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「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriwDqmZuw4
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「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbv4BXQxZRI
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憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsk6YeTDTk
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「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」627Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKhyIwN2qL
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