Flashback *important*
Warning: this may be triggering to some readers, I'm sorry. This talks about self harm.
After the party freshman year
"I lost my virginity! " Nik grins once I step into his bedroom where his family can't hear.
"Nik! What the hell! Did you use protection? " I ask.
"yeah, yeah, I did. I stole a condom from my dad's stash and brought it along just in case." He explains.
" ummm, did it fit buddy? Because you're like 5'8" right now and your dad's like 6 '10" . " I remind him.
"Dad's 6'1" and dick size doesn't depend on the height of the guy. "
"Sure buddy, " I pat his arm, "but it somewhat depends on height."
" It doesn't. But anyways, it was amazing! " Nik tells me. He then proceeds to tell me everything leading up to have sex with this chick. He tells me about how he got her snap (I was there for that) and how they started talking when the cheerleaders came over to his football buddies. And how they went inside for drinks and someone bumped into her and how she had beer on her shirt so they went to the bathroom to clean it up. And then they walked into a bedroom instead and started making out and yeah...you know what happens next.
"nik, " I interrupt him right before he talks about the nudity part, "although you're my best friend and we tell each other everything, I don't need to know the play by play of you fucking some cheerleader okay?"
"Fuck some cheerleader? " Nik asks, "I didn't 'fuck some cheerleader!' She's my first and we talked afterwards!"
"Okay, I'm sorry. I just didn't think you two were now a thing after one hook up. " I flip my palms up. "You always talked about our plan for when it came time for you to have sex with girls and that sounded plural. Like you just wanted girls for sex, not like a relationship."
" Nessa, I said girls plural because I'm not expecting my first girlfriend to be the only girlfriend. But I would try to be in a good relationship with her and contribute and v yeah we'd have sex but there's more to it. It's not just about the sex. " Nik says.
"I'm sorry. "
"Yeah it's okay though. I mean I did just date girls for fun back in middle school, butt things are different now. I think I actually want a girlfriend. And yeah we'd have sex, but there's more to it then that. "
"okay, well you got her number right? What happened next?! "
Nik shakes his head, "I didn't get her number. We just had sex and then she said she had to go because it was past her curfew and left."
"Oh, well, what is her name? I might have her number from a group chat for a sport? I mean you also have her snap so you can contact her through there too."
"I think her name is Emilia and she hasn't added me back... " Nik admits.
"Well it can't be that bad! We could maybe try and get you to talk to her if you see her on Monday?" I suggest but something deep down tells me that if we see her, it won't be a happy ending.
" Yeah, sure. I actually really do need to talk to her since I never told her I was as virgin. "
Come to find out her name is Amilia (ah-ma-lee-ah) and she's a cheerleader. Come to find out she's a junior and she's dating some senior named Lewis, who is the captain of the football team. Thank goodness Nik's not a football player because of he was, he would have been beaten to death by Lewis. I'll explain what happened:
Nik and I had arrived at school on Monday in search of "Emilia" (em-ah-lee-ah) who come to find out is actually named Amilia. She still hadn't added Nik back on snap. We walked over to the cheerleaders because we knew she was one of them and low and behold she was sitting on the lap of her quarter back boyfriend. Nik had shouted "emilia? You have a boyfriend?!" And everyone around us had begun to stare as Lewis pushed his girlfriend off of him and started making his way towards Nik. This had caused the captain of the soccer team to make his way over there since Nik was one of "his." Which had caused the rest of the soccer team to follow suit. This caused the rest of the football team to step in to back up their captain.
"You screwed around with my girlfriend you little punk? " Lewis had asked marching towards Nik. When Nik didn't say anything, Lewis had shoved him.
Nik had stumbled back and the soccer captain had stepped forward to help but Nik saved him away. He had looked Lewis straight in the eyes and had said: "Yeah, I fucked your girlfriend, but I didn't know she was taken. If I had known she was yours, I wouldn't have fucked her because I don't want to get AIDS."
This has caused Lewis to throw a punch which Nik ducked and had retaliated by throwing an uppercut to the jaw. They had wrestled around on the ground and the two teams; the football and the soccer team had just watched waiting for a time when he'll was actually needed. The onlookers just watched in awe at the sight of a freshman and senior fighting. I had stood there slightly annoyed that Nik had gotten himself in her another fight, and I was a bit worried he might lose this one since he was fighting a senior. The fighting had gone on for a little bit where Lewis was on top of Nik landing punches on his face. I had stood there in horror knowing I wasn't supposed to interfere. The soccer captain had taken a step forward ready to interrupt the beating when:
"Stop! " Amilia had shouted. Lewis stopped punching Nik enough for Nik to kick the football player in the gut making Lewis roll off of him. "Now you know what it dreamlike to be cheated on! I know you've been cheating on me with that freshman! That blonde, no good gymnast! Now you know what it feels like to be cheated on. I only slept with him in hopes of you finding out so you could know how I felt!"
There has been silence as we had all realized that Amilia has only slept with Nik so that her cheating boyfriend could find out and feel her pain. It was silent as Nik got off the ground and fled the scene making his way towards the soccer field. A teacher had walked by and shouted at us to keep it moving, obviously unaware of the tension. Lewis had glared at Amilia and said: "I made a mistake fucking that freshman, I didn't like her, she didn't mean anything to me. But now that you did this, I'll just go screw her again. Go fuck yourself, Amilia."
Amilia had rolled her eyes and marched off. I was left to find Nik and make sure he was okay. And that's when I found him sitting in the soccer goal cutting himself.
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