Win just stayed silent before sighing and walked towards team. He looked at win with his glossy big doe eyes, win slowly leaned forward pecking his lips making team cry. He slowly held team's head and hugged him tightly. He thought things were getting better but it got worse.
Ring Ring Ring Ring
Win's phone rang as he picked it up, it was an unknown number.
----Their conversation----
Unknown : w-win.....
Win : uhm who's this?
Unknown : j-jiyang.... mom... m-mom... s-she.. (noises)
Win : what?
Jiyang : b-bridge park....
Win : what happened? Why did you call me?
Jiyang : t-they found... chaeyoung b-body in the r-river...
Win : h-ha...? b-but she w-was with me awhile ago..... w-what..
Jiyang : she's gone!!! s-she's gone win....
----end conversation----
''W-what happened?'' Korn asked, making win nervous. Drops of sweat rolled down his cheek as a sign of nervousness. ''T-they found chaeyoung's body in the river'' He said and ran outside before taking his bike as he drove to bridge park as soon as he could.
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Win examined her face carefully. She looked like she would never breathe again and win refused to believe that. Yet in his eyes, she looked like she would wake up any minute. Tears stormed out as he cried beside her hospital bed where she was laying. He cried miserably. Team was making calls and kept checking on win every minute no matter who he was in the call with. Team sat beside win, his eyes were red as blood and his nose was red, making team teary. ''Its okay.. everything will be alright..'' Team said, trying his best to not cry. Win cried his heart out as he hugged team. The pain won't just leave. Dealing with a loss, that to a family member...the pain won't leave. Win cried in team embrace until he had no tears left. Slowly he drifted off to sleep. Team called korn and took him to a hotel nearby since their house is far away from the hospital. Win woke up in the half of the ride and he clearly saw team was exhausted as hell. ''Just wait a bit, we'll reach and you can sleep'' Team said and he nodded.
They reached quiet fast. ''i don't want to stay here...'' He mumbled, sniffing. He didn't even dare to look at team who sighed before walking to win. He stood in front of win who was looking down. ''Look at me..'' He said and win refused. ''Tsk i said look at me'' He said lifting win's chin up weakly. ''It will be fine'' He said and hugged win. Win broke into tears immediately. His voice rose into sobs. Team kept hugging him until he slept. He carefully laid him in the bed and got out of the bed.
''Why do i feel like you don't need me anymore?'' He mumbled and got out of the room.
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Win's pov
It's been three days since my mom left me and I've been a mess since then. I know I'm giving more trouble to team but I just can't stop myself. I found myself lying on the cold floor, my eyes were red because of crying. I opened the bathroom's door and saw my reflection on the mirror. Thoughts ran as I stared at the mirror. Once I was done showering I heard a knock on my door, I opened it and saw team with a plate filled with food. I grabbed it and he immediately walked away. ''Team'' I called and he turned. ''Is it not good?'' He asked and came to me, grabbing the plate. ''I'll make another one please wait'' He said and sighed. ''No need to'' I said and he sighed.
Team : what do you want then? You never like the food i cooked so i thought you didn't like it, what happened?
Win : i don't want to eat now.. i will eat later-
Team : You're not gonna eat again? Win... please okay? I can't.. i just want you to eat and sleep properly.. please...
Win : i don't want to eat.. I told you..
Team : win.. please.. please!!
Win : I said what I said.
He slammed the plate on the table near him. ''Fuck this. Then...can i stop cooking then?! If you're not gonna eat then starve okay?! Why should i fucking do this win?! Like seriously I hate to! I can take care of you but not this way please!! Do you want me to die?.. why.. Why are you doing this?! Maybe, You just dont need me anymore..'' He shouted and cried. My heart broke seeing him like this.
Win : why are you like this?! Who the fuck said i don't need you anymore?!!!... Maybe it's you the one who doesn't need me anymore!
Team : oh.. (nods) okay.. okay win.
Win : i hate this.. to be honest.
Team : what do you mean?
Win : I dont need you to take care of me. I can take care of myself! Dont pity me.
Team : why are you so stubborn?!
Win : dont. pity. me.
Team : win-
Win : i dont need it.
Before i could do something regretful, i slammed the door as i walked in. I talked everything i shouldn't have.
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