Authors pov
In : I.. um.. Im married.
Santa : HUH?!!!
In : Im married.
Santa : (Choking on air) WHAT THE FUCK?!!
In : what?! whats wrong?! Im married already!
Santa : ouhh.. ok.. who is your wife? Is she here?
In : Yeah..
Santa still couldnt believe as he looked down. Suddenly , a shift in the air. A tall man walks towards one of the benches.
Korn : Babe.. where were you?!
In : P'korn?! why are you here?! What about the kids?!
Santa : kids..?
In : im married.. of course i have kids..
Korn : Seojun is okay.. dont worry.. and who's this?
In : santa..
Korn : Oh its you.. im korn.. in's husband..
Santa : N-nice to m-meet you..
In : P'korn.. team is..
Korn : I know.. lets go to his room now.. ok?
In : (Nods) Santa.. you go home and take some rest ok?
Santa : Hm..
''Phi...'' Team mumbled as he got up from win's lap. ''T-team..'' pharm said making team run towards pharm and cry loudly.
Team : WHY... WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME?!!! TELL ME!! I SEARCHED EVERYWHERE I KNEW AND SOME RANDOM GUY WAS FUCKING ME!!! DO YOU GUYS EVEN KNOW HOW I FELT?!! I WAS FIVE!! JUST FIVE!! AND GREAT I GOT LITTLE SPACE WHICH WAS ALSO ONE OF THE WORST THINGS WHICH HAPPENED!!! (Crying hardly) How will you guys know how i felt?! You were enjoying out there right? it must have been so fun without me.. (Sobbing) I found santa.. who accepted me the way i was.. but fuck him , he left me!! He didnt care about my feelings! Bright.. they worse one out of all! THAT DICK SUCKER!!! ..UGH! I thought my life was getting better but i swear i dont deserve to live! My whole life is.. FUCK IT!!! EVERYTHING HAPPENED TO ME WAS BULLSHIT!! JUST BULLSHIT!! I WANTED TO DIE!!! I TRIED.. BUT SOMETHING KEPT STOPPING ME!! CLUBS , SEX , ALONE.. WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN TO ME!?! (Crying and sobbing) I hate you!!! I HATE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!! YOU ALL ARE LIARS!!! YOU ALL LIED TO ME!!! Lied.. to.. me.. (Crying)
Pharm : team... dont say that.. You think we were happy huh?.. No.. not at all.. we got into a big accident in which i lost my memories.. after a few years.. we got it back.. from then we wanted to come to you.. take care of you.. We are sorry!! Extremely sorry!! About win.. i never knew he was Mrs chaeyoung's son.. About bright.. dont worry.. we wont leave him alone.. never. He hurt my baby.. my brother.. the one who i wanted to see.. all the time.. We missed you.. all the time teammie.. (crying) We werent happy.. not at all.. In.. your elder brother.. got married.. t-that was the happiest thing which ever happened to him.. He took care of his kids.. and everyone out there.. i always feel so sorry for him.. he went through a lot.. Mom.. s-she took care of the company.. and everything..
Team : W-what company..?
Pharm : We own the fashion company called TECHLOVE.. Win is the CEO..
Team turned towards win who was looking down. ''hia.. y-you.. are the CEO?'' He asked as he went towards win. ''Baby.. im sorry..'' He said looking into team's eyes. A hurt expression crossed his eyes for a brief second before impassiveness took over. Team begged his heart to stop.. to cease the beat.. to stop the pain.. to fall into pieces and leave him be.
Team : Why didnt you say this? why!? (Scoffs) never mind.. im not a important person in your lives.. why should i know everything right? Maybe i was.. but im not anymore right? Im just some.. random guy.. who is crazy.. right? I am-
Win pulled team by his waist. ''How dare you say that?'' He replied breathlessly. ''I dont hia..'' team said as he looked at win with his teary eyes. Win's grip tightened on team's waist.
Win : Your the most important person to me.. more than anyone. I love you.. with all my heart forever.. dont ever doubt that. Your not crazy team. Dont you dare say that. Ever. What makes you think that your crazy? Huh?! You think we all planned this? You think we want to lie to you? You know the truth now. Why cant you understand it? Why? We always loved you baby.. We will forever.. i will never leave you. I will never. I promised didnt i? I will always stay with you no matter what happens in the future.
It was silent for a moment when team leaned into win's chest and whispered ''Im always going to love you more , arent i?'' It was eyes meeting , the sound of their heart beatings , the feeling of electric sparks running down their spine everytime their bodies brush against each other. A drop felt down on team's hair , he knew it was the tears he never saw but now.
In : Team..
Team turned , not getting out of win's arms. He fainted in his arms , win panicked as he slowly carried team and put him in the bed as pharm and In called the doctor.
After a few minutes
Arm : Did he eat? He hasnt eaten for hours and he had a asthma attack! What are you guys doing? He cried a lot , he could get a attack again. Please take care of him , We kept the food inside.
Win : Oh shit!!!
Mild : Gun will take care of team.. win.. you go home and refresh first.
Win : No im staying.
Perth : Win.. we do know its tough for you but please ok?
Win : What do you want me to do?!
Win kept arguing saying he will stay but soon they convinced him. He killed the engine and got inside the house. He splashed water and looked into the mirror.
Win : Whats happened huh?! Everything which i didnt want to happen. I loved him and i still do. I will. But why doesnt he understand that? Its not like we planned all this! We- (Starts crying) Why.. why is this happening to us? It was going well. But.. he has to know it. He knew everything but still doubts that we are hiding something from him. He needs to let it out!
Meanwhile
Gun : Open your mouth team..
Team : i told you.. im not hungry..
Gun : I said open your mouth.. your gonna faint again if you dont eat team.
Team pushed the spoon which flew to the ground making gun shocked of his behaviour. Team immediately felt sorry and hugged gun.
Team : I-im sorry mamii.. i didnt m-mean to..
Gun : now.. your not even listening to me right? (Tears)
Team : Oh god no.. mamii.. your always my parent right??
Ever since gun took care of team , he always called gun as 'Mamii''. Gun was always a parent to team , he took care of him , fed him when he was a little. But now since team is more comfortable with win in little space , he rarely talks to gun. But he never stopped caring about gun , nor stopped loving him. Gun was an important person to team. He will be.
Gun : Its okay teammie.. i understand.. your health is more important right? Now lets eat na..
Team : Im sorry.. im really sorry mamii..
Gun : Its okay team.. lets eat..
Team : (nods) Mamii.. Am i wrong?
Gun : What do you mean?
Team : I-i am scared.. what if they leave me again? I dont want them to leave.. but i am not ready to open up mamii.. Unless its you guys.. I-i am so scared..
Gun : Oh no team.. dont think like that.. once they are here.. they will never leave you.. Try to open up.. Now.. have you ever thought of me leaving you?
Team : no..
Gun : why is that?
Team : I-i..
Gun : (Feeds him a spoon) You see.. you couldnt answer this.. figure it out first ok?
Team : (Nods)
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