Pharm : Win.. please...
Jia : whats going on? whos this?
Win : he is my friend and pharm's ex-boyfriend..
Pharm : what?! Win!!
Win : come on pharm..
Dean : Oh im dean.. (Bows)
Jia : Oh okay dear..
Pharm : Mom.. you go.. we can take care..
Jia : o-okay..?
Win : Whatever.. im going.. do whatever you want..
Win left leaving them alone. Dean glanced at pharm then took his bag ''i-im going...'' Dean said and was about to take a step. ''Stay..'' Pharm ran to dean and gave him a back hug. Their eyes became teary , dean froze as soon as pharm touched him.
Dean : p-pharm-
Pharm : sshhh...
About five minutes they stayed in that position. No one disturbing them.. them in their own world. Dean turned and their eyes were locked.. pharm shred a tear.. still not breaking the eye contact , dean leaned forward and wiped the tear away. They dont know where it came from but soon pharm was pinned to the wall. Before pharm gets a chance to say anything , dean locks the gap between them.
End pov
Dean's pov
This cant be true. Still , im explore him without a second thought. My hands move to his hips , pulling him close. Fuck. I find out that im not the only one excited. I hear a slight moan that makes me flutter every time as we make contact. How far are we gonna take it? I move my head down to explore his neck. I cant believe he is letting me do all this. I cant stop myself though. I lifted the boy up. Im strong. Pushed him to the bed , climbing on top of him and without breaking the kiss he started unbuttoning me. What?. His hands roam all over my abs making me hard by his touch.
Soon i was inside him ''aahhhhh.. b-bubs..'' He moaned. I stayed there before pulling back and i slammed into him. Was i too hard? i slowed down but he wasnt ready for it. ''Who the fuck?! Go faster!!.... ahhh.. d-dean.. fasterrr.. i said faster..'' He moaned and i took up the speed. His moans are like music. You would never know how it feels like. Im not showing off! ''oh god.. your still so good pharm...'' I moaned. Well.. we are not boyfriends now.. where is this gonna end?
Pharm : heh... dont c-call me pharm...
I ignored that. The room was filled with his moaning and us panting. I was lying beside him , i loved saying that. He was sleeping next to me , snoring. How much did i miss him all these years? Anyways ''Pharm... wake up..'' I say quietly in his ear. Not even his eyelids move. ''Pharrmmm'' I coax. Then i start to nibble his ear. Finally i hear him moan. I move down to his neck , until he moves a bit. ''Wake up'' I said , sounding a bit stern. ''Mmmmmm'' He pushes me away. Moody much? I continued to nibble his neck. ''Bubs..'' He said sleepily.
Dean : Who else would it be?
''Go away'' He said grumpily pushing me off the bed then covering his face with a pillow. Fuck. I fell of the bed. ''Bloody hell pharm!'' I said then got up from the fucking floor. I know he hates it when someone disturbs him while sleeping. He got up and gave me a stare. ''Dont fucking disturb me!!'' He said then scratched his head. How cute.
Pharm : Ugh... you disturbed me! I am gonna take a shower........ without you!!
Shower? Pharm? Fuck yes. I run to him and saw him standing there. Damn. I go and hug him. ''Can we talk after the shower?'' I say and he nods. I smirk mentally and close the door.
It was the best shower i have ever had in my whole toxic ass life. Changing the subject now we both we sitting next to each other , not knowing what to do now. Should i leave? we just had sex.. what does that mean?
Pharm : i... bubs... um.. i-im sorry i got carried away.. and we had sex..
Dean : Im sorry too..
Pharm : hmm..
Dean : where were you? Do you know how many times i called you? no calls.. no messages..
Pharm : i... im sorry..
Dean : I know you dont love me.. but can we at least be friends?
Pharm : d-dean...
Dean : if you dont want that... fine..
Pharm : you still l-love me..?
Dean : i never stopped.
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He went through his hair and took a shot of his wine. ''I dont think its time..'' A man who was standing beside him spoke. ''What makes you think its not joss? Its been years.. for love's sake i need to go~~'' He said and smirked. ''But... they might be surprised... you havent called her too.. no messages.. think about it..'' Joss tried to convince the boy. ''Tsk tsk.. then let me call her now joss'' He said.
Joss : i dont know! just do whatever you want!
Boy : I will. you cant stop me.
Joss : They have been through a lot! Dont ruin it...
Boy : ah well.. i have been through a lot too!.. i dont fucking care if win and team are happy or not!.. Its not like i hate them okay?!... Its not my fault all this happened.
Joss : i dont know what else i should say!.. its not your fault.. i never said it was!!
Boy : Joss.. Please okay?!.. i need to see them..
Joss : Okay.. okay! go.. go and meet them!.. i just dont want anything to happen to them..
Boy : Hey hey!... Im not gonna kill them!.. calm the fuck down!.. im just gonna pay a visit.. why are you arguing on this?!!..
Joss : because you havent met them for years!.. what do you think they are gonna do huh?!!!.. welcome you?!... What do you think huh?!.... You just ran away!... think okay?!.. Just fucking think first!!.. they are not gonna welcome you for gods sake!!.. She has been hiding this matter for years babe!!
Boy : dont fucking call me babe now!!...(Tears) your treating me like im some evil-
Joss : i..im sorry..
Boy : Your sorry aint gonna change anything now joss!! get out!! (Tears)
Joss : babe.. its not like that.. dont cry..
Boy : I hate you!!... get the fuck out joss!!... (Crying)
Joss : Babe..
Joss walked to him and gave a hug while patting his head. The boy broke down and cried.. cried in his boyfriend's embrace. ''You know what happened.. its not my fault..'' He cried. ''No baby.. its not.. its never your fault...'' Joss consoled. ''i just wanna meet her...'' He sobbed. Joss nodded and patted him.
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