Win's pov
He took a deep breathe and he started speaking.
''i always used to be a shy person around new people.. i didnt have much friends.. I used to get bullied in school.. as i was a easy target for them.. people who ever helped me was my siblings.. pharm and in.. and my parents and friends.. One day.. i-i returned from school.. but no one was home.. i searched a lot but no one was there.. i went outside to check and it started raining heavily.. i got lost soon.. i didnt know where i was.. i kept shouting there name in the rain.. no response.. it was dark and thunderstorms were scaring me.. i got so scared.. i-i didnt know where to go and or what to do that time.. then a man came.. he.. r-rape m-me.. then.. left me i-in the r-road again.. J-june and n-namtan.. w-who were my cousins raised me.. i-i kept asking them what happened to my family.. but they never said anything.. one day.. june was coming to pick me up from s-school but she came in a big black car.. she usually walks and comes to pick me up.. and suddenly a car came... and.. J-june died in a accident.. in front of my eyes.. i-i saw it.. ''
He paused for a moment then continued.
''she l-left me when i was six.. she promised me that she wont leave me but she did.. then i started getting depression.. I locked myself in my room after she died for a whole month.. namtan convinced me that i cant stay like that forever.. when i was 13.. namtan said m-my parents d-died.. i got more depressed.. i tried to suscide.. several times but my friends and namtan stopped me.. after a few months , i finally got out of my room and tried living a normal life.. Until i met him.. B-bright.. i thought he was my best friend and i thought of him more like a brother.. but he was a dick sucker.. One day , he took me to a club.. i thought my life was getting better and better.. but he ruined it.. he ruined everything.. he r-rape m-me.. i started having trust issues.. and never talked to anyone but my friends.. people started bullying me for having sex with my friend.. and they said i made f-friends for s-sex.. Then i started being a little.. and when people found about little space.. they bullied me more.. i got nightmares.. and i even tried to commit suscide again and again.. i met santa one day... I loved him.. but he chose his job and he left me too.. i moved on after a year.. but i wasnt the same.. i became cold.. rude.. i changed.. when i started my university.. i saw bright here.. i was stressed.. people started getting scared of me.. i have no idea why everyone leave me.. after i say this.. you might leave me.. you wouldnt want to kiss me or adore me anymore.. I love you win.. Please dont leave me..''
He was a crying mess at this point. My shirt was soaked. My heart ached seeing him like this.. I will kill that bright. i wont leave him alone.. he ruined my baby's life.. fuck him!
''baby.. look at me.. baby , i will never leave you.. never.. why is this happening to you?? dont worry.. no one will touch you ever again.. im here.. im always here.. ok? Who said i will leave you after you share your past with me hunh?? And listen , you can trust me on anything and everything.. you can share anything with me baby.. anything.. You can trust me always.. Please dont like that.. i will love you forever.. and stay with you forever.. i promise.. i promise with all my heart..'' i said as a big drop rolled down my cheek. ''r-really?? this is not a dream right??'' he asked as i placed a soft kiss on his lips.
Win : its not.
Team hugged me so tightly. ''t-thank you''
end pov
authors pov
2 days later
Win and team decided to have a break from all the things happened. Right now , they were in a beach resort. When they arrived at the hotel after lunch , Team grabbed his phone and played some music softly singing along. win came inside and grabbed his laptop before sitting on his bed and climbing inside the covers. He plugged his headphone to watch nextflix but took out of his phone to record team singing. He sounded beautiful. Not that he doesnt always. win recorded a bit before putting it in social media apps he had. Maybe twenty minutes later , team zipped up their freshly organized suitcases and climbed on the bed with his own laptop. He plugged his headphones and started watching netflix too. He couldnt help but glance at win who finished whatever he was watching and was scrolling down his phone. He put his laptop aside and stared at win. win noticed team and took his headphones out and setting his phone aside. ''what happened??'' win asked as team made his way to win's lap. win chuckled.
''can i kiss you now??'' team asked as he wrapped his legs around win's waist. ''how could i say no??'' win let out a breathy laugh. Team just responded by placing his soft lips on win's. Win pulled away before pulling team into a rough kiss. Team brought his hands to win's jaw and hair. They pulled away to breathe before win leaned up and pressed their lips again. He moved his lips against team's gently this time. Their eyes shut and win deepened the kiss. Win placed his hands on team's waist to bring him closer. Win pushed team to the side , climbing on top of him. Win broke the kiss to trail his lips down team's neck. Team let out a breathy moan when win's lips kissed that special spot on his neck. Win grinned and nipped on Team's soft skin and making a love bites all over. Win trailed his lips to Team's neck and his lips again. They kissed hard and team shut his eyes. Win ran his tongue all over team's bottom lip as team refused to open his mouth. Win moved forwards so team was pressed to the bed. Win hovered over prem and pressed their lips together again. He placed his legs between team's legs making team gasp , win took it as a opportunity and slide his tongue inside team's mouth. Team let out a moan when win moved his hands up and down team's chest. Boun sat up removing his shirt and pants with team's. Win threw it somewhere before kissing team again. win kissed team before placing two fingers at team's entrance. Team let out a gasp and clenched the sheets in his hands. Win pumped his finger a few times before adding another finger. Team let out a loud moan that made win smirk. Win hit the spot again and Team gave the same reaction. Team nodded before Win pressed himself into Team. Team gasped and let out a huge moan as win kept hitting that spot. He bounced up and down and set his hands on win's chest. Win started up in speed , team could barely take it. ''Oh fuck...'' team kept moaning. Win grinned when team let out a choked moan and arched his back. Win angled so he could hit that spot again and again.''i-im close...'' Team threw his head back and let out a whimper. ''Babe..'' team moaned as he as he came on his and win.
Team laid on the bed , panting. Win cleaned team and himself before carrying team to the restroom. And , they did it again in the shower.
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Namtan : Its been years since i found you guys.. dont do this to him.. I feel so damn sorry ok?! Do you know how much he has suffered these years?! huh?!
Pharm : its not like that-
Namtan : Then what!? where is mom?! mom? MOM!!!
Mom : oh god.. come!
Mom came and dragged namtan from them and took her to her room.
Mom : dont you dare tell them about win..
Namtan : its been months since we told win about team.. pharm and in should know who win is really! and what how he is related to us!
Mom : What do you want me to do?! they both will be against it for sure! They dont know anything about win.. Call win..
Namtan : yeah.. hello win?? how is team doing?? what... o-ohh.. hm.. yeah.. bye.. (On the phone)
Mom : what happened?!
Namtan : Team told win about his past and stuffs.. they are in a beach resort now..
Mom : oh.. ok.. Win has to know it anyways..
Namtan : and he said he wants team to meet Mrs.chaeyoung.. (Win's mom)
Mom : What?! Now?! Oh god..
Namtan : i think its time..
Mom : oh no no..
Namtan : yes mom.. He has to know who win is really! why he is taking care of him! why you left him! how win is related to him! HE HAS TO KNOW EVERYTHING!!!
Mom : but.. he will hate us! HE WILL FUCKING HATE US!!!
Namtan : mom... whatever happens will happen ok? lets see.. (Hugs mom)
Mom : i think its time to reveal it..
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Win got some notifications as he checked his phone. It was from dean.
----their conversation----
Dean :
YOUR SO MEAN YOU DIDNT COME TO MEET ME!!!!!
PAO YOUR SO MEAN!!!
Win :
How the fuck do you know that name?
Dean :
You told me...?
ao where did the cute pao go??
Win :
Hmm.. i just read the messages and it wasnt me..
it was my cousin..
Dean :
Oh no wonder he couldnt spell correctly hehe
he sounded so adorable , how old is he?
Win :
5
Dean :
Awwhhhh.. HE WAS SO CCUUTEEE.. AUGHH I WANNA SEE HIM
Win :
i have to go bye
Dean :
OMG ALL OF THE SUDDEN
DONT LEAVE ME
HEY MR.WIN
HHEEYYY
MR.SECRET!!
YOU SHOULDNT LEAVE YOUR BEST FRIEND!!
YOU LEFT ME!!!!
(Fake crying)
----end conversation----
Win sighed and glanced at team who was sleeping loudly. He took his phone and went to the balcony to get some air. He ordered some coffee and was scrolling down his phone. Without hesitation team came and sat on win's lap with a sleepy face. His legs around win's waist. Win chuckled and kept the coffee mug aside.
Win : You okay??
Team : in the shower too!! You want me to be okay?!
Win : (Chuckles) Oyy.. i know you enjoyed it..
Team : i.... i did but still 2 fucking times!
Win : but you enjoyed it! And you texted dean?
Team : (Wiggles his eyebrows)
Win : that guy is so annoying for gods sake-
Team : uggss..
Win : whatever.. i wanna talk to you about something..
Team : what happened??
Win : (Sigh) Do you wanna meet my family??
Team : h-hah??
Win : My sisters.. my mom.. i-its okay if you dont want to..
Team : i.. you asked me all of the sudden.. i-i dont know what to say.. i.. oh my god..
Win : its okay baby.. you will meet them one day..
Team : I-i wanna meet them..
team hide his face in Win's chest while win laughed. ''why are you shy??'' win asked while softly stroking team's hair. ''i dont know.. but im scared too'' team said honestly.
Win : why baby??
Team : what if they hate me?? oh my god , what if they say-
Win : they wont.. they love you.. i am sure.. if your gonna ask me how i know that.. (Breathes) you will know the answer when the day comes.. that day is important.. its so important.
Team took his face out and looked directly at win's eyes with a serious face. His eyes became teary.
Win : what happened baby??
Team gasped , eyes widen as he got up from win's lap. Win got up from his seat as soon as a tear rolled down prem's cheek. ''babe..'' team mumbled as he looked at win with a confused face. ''WHO ARE YOU?!!'' Team shouted.
end pov
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