''t-team?'' why do i again sound like i am out of breathe? He leaned forward , his face was fucking close to me. i can feel his hot breathe on my neck! can i die? Ugh! ''are you gonna join my club pup?'' no , if its your club then i dont want to. just kidding , i already fucking applied! God , help me! ''y-yes'' why the fuck did i slutter? my heart started pounding faster and faster as his eyes skim over my face tracing every feature. i pull my lower lip between my teeth refusing to look directly in his eyes for more than five seconds.he smirked as he walk towards the door. i sigh and head home since my mood is low.
this day quickly turned to shit. i was scrolling my phone when i rang the bell not expecting team to open it. i walk into something hard. making me fall. okay there arent any tress in the building. what the hell did i hit? looking up my eyes met a pair of brown eyes. a hand reaches out to me and i regretfuly take it. as i stand to my feet the person pulls me into them holding me tightly. a hold like this could only belong to the one and only. Team. Fuck my life. I looked at his face and he stared at me. please stop. why are we staring at each other between the door and corridor or whatever we call that. well this is awkward. why am i not moving? he smirked and left me there , confused. what the heck?
its almost midnight and im wide awake. im weird. i walked outside of my room to get some water and heard sobbs. i was shocked , if it wasnt me then.. team..? shit shit shit , why am i cursing? i opened the room slowly and saw team burried his face into his knees , on the corner of the room with a paper in his hand. i run to him , i sat beside him and took the paper from his hand and read it.
Happy birthday Team ,
you turned five today and we wanted to show you that we love you more than you can know. Don't worry this isnt everything. You deserve so much more for being so understanding and caring about everything. Your are so much more than just our son.
Your our moon , star , hell your the whole galaxy ,
Love mom and dad.
end pov
Team's pov
Tears kept falling from my eyes and i roughly wipe it away. they wouldnt want me to cry and stop everything. they would want me to keep living and having fun. how is that possible right now when all i can think about is how i will never see them again?
suddenly win hugged me , this hug was different. different from the others. it helped me calm down. he gave me warmth that i missed all these years. the warmth that i wanted. all i felt was cold around me all these years. i hugged him , i wanted to stay in that position with him. ''i am here'' he whispered. the words i wanted to hear all the time. the words i missed the most.
''w-win'' it was all i could say , i didnt feel like opening my mouth. he slowly wiped my tears away. why is he different? He slowly patted me , he must be shocked to see me in this state.
the next day
Once i enter the kitchen , i saw win making breakfast. i take a seat on a stool at the counter. ''can i help?'' i ask. ''sure , if your up for it'' he said making me grab a cutting board and he gave me some vegetables , not some. ''how do i cut this thing?'' ''you dont know how to cut vegetables?'' No. i dont. fuck , why am i even helping him now? ''n-no'' i say as he chuckled. why the heck is he laughing now?
Team : what now?
Win : (grabs the knife) let me do it.
heh. he is such a husband material though. Ugh! whats wrong with me? ''here taste it'' he said as he turned towards me holding the ladle full of soup or whatever he made. is he feeding me? what should i do? i slowly sipped it and it was freaking delicious , but tears stung my eyes.
Win : is it bad? oh my god.. why are you crying?? what happened?
Team : i-its like m-moms..
Win : (hugs him) its okay.. its okay.. calm down..
Team : i-i will never be able to see them again right..?
Win : team... they are seeing you... from the stars.. do you think they will like it if you cry? hm.. dont cry now..
Team : (nods)
Win : (smiles)
Team : (half smiles)
Win : AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
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