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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
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難以脫離。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAQCpNf1uz
毫無去處，不得不。
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難以忍耐。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrg6ulnS4y
無法壓抑，不可避。
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轉向他人求助，791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxK4KMNmVU
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
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妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAKmJQjThZ
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包裝妳的異樣，791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpMg22rkcY
編織出一道厚繭囚住，791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJi0HVnXvB
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
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外表與他人無異。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pZuICpms5
「這樣的我。」791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kGmncJ5cb
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XRHbjQd6f
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深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UaJZvUyd2
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刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
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妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYDCJJiMma
「將異樣的感受消除。」791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3NcR1t9Qe
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「別再讓那種感覺來了……」791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjiObOeAkL
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqv4NLrDoc
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妳渴望：791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GnsyBEIWb
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「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21OmpL7XWh
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
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「一個也好……」791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUaBdZ6t0E
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深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6SMqXBFkb
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLow6ofcGIo
「暴露出來。」791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEERyB5xjs4
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
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「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoLaW3phhG
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhh2ybYbzZ3
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「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHocsNpQ5D
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJ9J4lfYuI
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父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjBQopWmvm
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0Ld6XBUvk
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgFsGgw8ef
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牽起一絲又一絲，791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7D9pyymriA
有粗大、有細小的，791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmY3C5rj1sj
快樂與憂鬱。
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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0HJVaS9ZO
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mX2fg9JSp
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81ZAzHHy6t
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hRIAeJqy4
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正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg52Huu8izO
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放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkHTFxvmS8
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNO67JwLkgl
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四溢出……791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPET54dMdL
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「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhAXx6RtNe
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxXEUEuVa8
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldqvsSQgXt
「答案是肯定的對吧？」791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhu6zNB6fW6
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvbeqVX7vr
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerURL8YEz0
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「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLof0hNWe8
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXtPVwwrVb
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYXyJq4W9S
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內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdskkWClwr
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「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7cZR8Y9eh
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
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更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZskhYb1Nbu
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbJR7A39VI
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產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9M1ncB8wx
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全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCP8M4TeQSE
好像也不怎麼在意了……791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YaFbwESmD
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身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUj5957Ngk
而且從內到外的冰冷。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJHQSbndta
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像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3pI487A9F
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsd6asLMyLm
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qMCQIpXim
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「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwPcovgN2f
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IXJLZvqMj
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眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufuoOf49ez
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收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdPSZuAQqK
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfFIcaPT8h
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那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
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取出，
心之果實。
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終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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