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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
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難以脫離。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Mat2MVyro
毫無去處，不得不。
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難以忍耐。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3t5yHPCHk
無法壓抑，不可避。
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轉向他人求助，749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjzFG3CHKa
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvMEUmlgKj
妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiyzyaQ2jc
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBQI7PnHDw
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdh4J5apbr
包裝妳的異樣，749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzdExs4E6y
編織出一道厚繭囚住，749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaApiv6b0D
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
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外表與他人無異。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgzlozjY1F
「這樣的我。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZQtSa47Th
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXDAbBnJqZ
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgrZcaOZEC
深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9b71nmojh
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKaLdEw0K6
刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
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妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXuxYMEIsw
「將異樣的感受消除。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zl386Ig0h
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmczQ3xWk3C
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6Irjdv1lH
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGX2HbuAmC
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9ayHOS8Tt
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妳渴望：749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rmRuD5mmP
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6detGHCIq
「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJL7cZp1WC
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmp81aJV7R
「一個也好……」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvHT2HLCJx
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749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4d9NRsCHf
深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvNbfJs6vX
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfejvbgWgfN
「暴露出來。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDe9eFK0DA
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgEO94GnMZ
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SDoscZZ3d
「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRyxK205Lh
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfi8XuafXP
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhYnoKvt6T
「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkTmYkctQq
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuOxWt9kNh
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9rdnGeEXs
父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUXDbHiRFD
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NYcv7guCr
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPUN9LQZPd
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhQTfHDzBI
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2JgRC3uyg
牽起一絲又一絲，749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZHZEI4YR7
有粗大、有細小的，749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdUUNKuz7j
快樂與憂鬱。
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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOEXH1zYcf
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyWlSCdpqF
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQnSiL72zO
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvMUwZzBfq
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfTip3d0Pz
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetTLJh6e76
正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQoI8WrKnC
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qd0OrYzKh
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEiZt25dT6
放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikpBgVI92G
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7de5E7dTGp
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFlgkjo7YQ
四溢出……749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0vUq7ASfB
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「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHOi1Z5gkV
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3hFUeGjX5
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtl3Ta31vs
「答案是肯定的對吧？」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaDt2ZEePH
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOeE4e1NGO
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPK2UROR6tu
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJDyul2leP
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「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4vUFpE0A8
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TA5zi08cp
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdZLxl4lyF
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTNetpA0iB
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhhnRz4dy2
內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OIsRwGhIj
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9yIrTfvzz
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGC5ddxyrbT
「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRm4fTVpH0b
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxl1vgDiei3
更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLuqZIlUzz
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vepOmsriB
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjaoNm9mhJ
產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIcht9G3ap
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCE6OYEGtah
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZT5IvcDwn2
全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0b1ietoUoj
好像也不怎麼在意了……749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58lVpxXmsY
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWC5EWYMoB
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDorAUkoPhQ
身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡct3twyQY4h
而且從內到外的冰冷。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcr5SNlgblY
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像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00gEHJMdOz
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwmdQocogz
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKVRhsOApD
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoApnSIkr1Y
「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9AOjDBXWz
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWtw7GDcSy
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5ACodzQAn
眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFmjO1Mkls
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt62BaD9Yl4
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oJGWKIUr9
收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DQ0S7TQIb
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEVp8VgL6k
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9NicHqqVA
那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
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749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E2Ef9jnYN
取出，
心之果實。
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終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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