在KO便利店吃飽後，我回到住所，把電話卡安插在手機裡。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPawTICV10
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這樣手機就有了電話號碼，雖然我一個聯絡人也沒有。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW16H6ZZeGs
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站在大鏡子面前，我拿著牙刷，看著自己。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbgBBXJoVZ
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刷刷刷牙，灌水，吐——701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TAbpzxU1E
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用毛巾抹臉。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnuuXDzS7F
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走進我的房間，落地玻璃外面是夜晚大海景。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi37xHRKTe5
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我卸下外套，掛在牆勾，便撲到床上。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROgPixWAMp
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「好神奇嘅一日。」我蓋好被子，把被子拉上鼻頭的位置。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPsNppJ0yD
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這時我發現自己多了一種奇妙的感覺。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvnE05d17o
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我居然有點期待明天的來臨。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oM5lNqkk5
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我很少會這樣想的，以前做學生的時候也不多，上班之後也很少，除了星期五。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTHBxrTbKi
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流落到孤島之後，就完全沒有了。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6RtldFzZM
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「晚安。」我對天花板說，徐徐合上了眼。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCR9VeftWC
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在一片寧靜中安睡，很舒暢，呼出鬆弛的氣息，全身都放鬆了。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEbcRYt7yg
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隨即，意識被一下子吸走。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMsDJsbfbZ
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耳邊聽見風聲，更感到涼意，張開眼睛——701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiTw2n3q3a
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我站立山上，拿著寫滿滿的神的練習簿。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNjCDuZQaD
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在浩大星空之下，手上的練習簿記錄了我所有的行動和想法。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF33oO6tBvu
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「返嚟喇？」神明丁微笑地走來，取走我手上的練習簿。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK11LIulmlx
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「吓？完喇？」我才回過神來。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpYZXxuwiI
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「個測試就咁？得一日時間咁短？」我追著神明丁問。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInj7VI7CEU
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神明丁一邊散步，一邊翻閱，狀甚悠閒。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTt5LEQMpt
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「一日咁短？畀夠一年你好唔好？」祂反問，繼續閱讀。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5slM2K6MfW
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「一年又……」我有點難堪。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxIxJx1XFf
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「速戰速決OK？」神明丁要求，「如果多幾個人要你幫，個個都要N日先搞掂，咪要排好耐？」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUUetH1Dip
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聽了這話，我又有點不滿了，「我又唔係神，又唔識讀心，我點知啲人煩惱緊啲咩？」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8azEme5k6M
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「樣樣都要我自己查，係要啲時間啦！」我繼續說。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhe64XCOZuS
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89hjiVcCbp
「咁你又唔洗激動，我又冇話個測試完咗。」神明丁瞇笑地說，「我係想你珍惜每一日啫，唔好以為測試係無限期，可能隨時完都唔定。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjOmlTNuLr
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「我好珍惜喇已經！」我替自己辯護。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZjW2M9NMy
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「咁我都睇得出……」神明丁繼續翻閱。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSPWaVa48e
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「咁目前為止，我表現點啊？分數高唔高？」我熱烈地追問。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvW934O5pW
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「無可奉告。」祂說，再翻了一頁，便把練習簿合上。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndyajO8kmt
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4fbtLEpsU
祂直視著我，「係測試完結之前，我係唔會透露目前嘅成績。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwaSptT81Y
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「不過，如果你有嘢唔明，又屬於我可以回答嘅範圍，我都會盡量答你嘅。」神明丁善意地說。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lLH756VYg
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不明白的事情實在太多，我整理一下有什麼可以問。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUl3itLqj3r
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「點解我會返咗嚟？」我問，「我明明想瞓覺。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62nWWaYQ24
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「哩個我可以答。」神明丁說，「本測試嘅機制係，你一上『床』瞓覺，就會被視為一題嘅終結，練習簿會暫停記錄，你就會返返嚟。只要你再打開練習簿，翻到下一題嘅位置，測試就會繼續。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOLrMMWL4T
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「如果我冇上床瞓覺呢？」我問。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5WyhOBgwt
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「咁最盡係去到清晨六點，練習簿就會因為記錄已滿，而強制召你返嚟。因為每一題嘅答題空間有限。」祂說。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pNh8noHPl
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原來如此。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzclZdgBQTy
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我想了一想，「我想問個1404室，點解咁特別嘅，有一半以上同我以前屋企好似，幾乎一樣，係大小唔同，同埋廁所唔同，再多間房。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvDKBVEuVt
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這個問題，原本我只是隨口一問，沒想到神明丁的臉色十分凝重。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNAzegs74w
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「哩個設計……唔關我事。」神明丁說，想回避我的眼神。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4P43KvyhIX
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「咁關邊個事？」我站到祂的前方。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SCwfCZlq3
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祂摸著下巴，思考了一會兒，才再次看著我。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvp5lkqt5U
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「1404室係神明辛設計。」祂凝重地說，「應該話，係神明辛戰死前，所住嘅地方。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRnnQSgBJI
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神明「辛」就是最近在八大神之中，因戰死而出現空缺的神位，也就是我正在爭取的位置。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbbdLbu35B
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「吓？佢做咩要設計到好似我屋企咁？」我不解。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHl4vwCBfR
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「因為佢都係孫正直。」神明丁說，慢慢回想當年，「大約五年前，前任神明辛離職後，我同依加一樣四圍去搵合適嘅人嚟填補空缺。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJ1Wabb4da
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「當時，遇到另一個平行世界嘅你。」神明丁憶述，「佢好特別，有一種魅力，一種影響人嘅正向力量。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrqfCx24yu
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「我第一眼就睇中咗佢。」祂說，「然後如我所料，佢成功通過測試，得到我嘅提名。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5sSwiKiwz
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「係下一步遴選，雖然佢最後只係勉強險勝其他對手，好險咁當選神明『辛』，但係佢留畀我地嘅印象好深。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZ16U3eZzg
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「作為神，我自問，有時都覺得神係好無情。」神明丁沉色地說。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2ovBb6q9Y
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「但……神明辛畀我嘅印象係，一個好有情嘅神。」祂說，露出一絲感慨，「有時我都諗，如果其他神明都可以做到佢咁，世界或者……又會唔一樣。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfDkprZXLa
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默默地聽著神明丁的自白，我理解的只有一部分。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHipC4SmyoG
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就是戰死的神明辛也是叫孫正直，是另一個平行世界的我。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCzIgSeOAC
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「佢同我有咩唔同？」我忍不住了。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeoLx2AZ9M
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「佢嘅人生同你好唔同。」神明丁回答。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡke9ntuef2r
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「總有相同嘅嘢掛，例如讀同一間小學……」我嘗試舉例。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9iZUZwgXx
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「佢同你嘅分歧點係，係中學。」神明丁說，想了一下，「你記唔記得……」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQhszMuyKF
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「你曾經為咗，同你暗戀嘅陸同學慶祝生日，花心思安排咗一日嘅行程，由朝早見面，下午去邊，至到夜晚去浪漫嘅地方表白。你又偷偷買禮物，打算畀佢一個驚喜。為咗買哩份禮物，你仲約咗女仔出嚟幫眼。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPy7D2SaOG
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「夠喇。唔好再講喇……」我的心受傷了。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqeUcKbpVM
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「而最後，你係冇約佢出嚟。」神明丁一針見血，「白費晒所有心機，禮物亦都一直收喺櫃桶，冇送出去。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0cS5il58g
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xkSD8uUIU
「唔通……嗰一個我……」我瞳孔放大。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkCTiP745r
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「冇錯，佢係咁多個平行世界之中，唯一一個係遇到『嗰件事』之後，仍然主動去約陸同學嘅孫正直。」神明丁說。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2L6HNtTpv
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGTueDNy3F
「咁……佢……約唔約到陸同學出嚟？」我心痛如麻，還是爭取發問，「個行程點啊？計劃成唔成功？」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoBMVjWxWu
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「你真係想知？諗清楚喎。」神明丁觀察著我，不知有何打算。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnL32WbFADc
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深深地吸一口氣，平靜一下。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiG8n9mZ1Eq
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「算啦都係。」我阻止了自己，「另一個世界嘅過去，冇必要再提。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDJjAHJdiU
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「對哩個世界嘅我嚟講，錯過咗就係錯過咗，已經無法挽回。」我強逼自己說，再對祂問，「重點，係之後吖嘛係咪？」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbcAhO4JJ3
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神明丁沒有回答，只是露出了一絲微笑。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv97awvT5Pf
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「講！點解要搵我嚟做測試？」我問，「唔通你會以為，可以搵到第二個佢？」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgGK70bVCp
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzF6u1t0id
「唔係，我冇咁諗。」祂說，整理思路再說：701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmjdPCrIrX
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUU58zfTVh
「人唔知點下決定嘅時候，選擇去馬定退縮，有時好睇一時衝動。如果嗰刻嚟嘅係一時勇猛，咪拍心口去馬囉。如果嗰刻嚟嘅係怯懦，咪退縮囉。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNe1DjaM8Iq
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「只係哩個比例唔係一半一半，有啲人勇敢嘅瞬間比較多，少退縮，咁咪會出現唔同嘅人生囉。」神明丁說，「就好似之前嘅神明辛咁，係一個勇敢嘅神。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJHdX3XEZF
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「佢嘅戰死，救咗數之不盡嘅人，雖然世人未必察覺，但所有神都一致對佢抱有最崇高嘅敬意。」祂敬重地說。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCdlrhxFjq
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聽著，我心裡不是滋味。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8SD6SxlMl
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「冇錯，我就係怯懦比較多，少勇敢嘅人，咁又點吖？」我挺起胸膛問。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4tVbghaNL
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「冇錯，哩個世界就係有類咁嘅人，多數情況之下都係啞忍、退縮、忍讓……」神明丁說。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MIUOtaSIN
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzja32StU3
慢慢地，祂把手搭在我的肩膀上。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQ61g8O0Ky
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAF4cGrWHIj
「但關鍵時刻絕對會企出嚟嘅人！」祂對我說。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLpEIkkfLY
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqK5Uxq8waR
「本神並唔係要搵另一個，好似上任神明辛咁嘅孫正直。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyUNKR5WIa
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbA0LoQNU4v
「我係希望搵一個，經歷過諸多磨難同後悔，變得睿智而充滿慧根，最後超越上任神明辛嘅孫正直啊。」神明丁說，眼神滿是期望。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsD4Zt7TdX
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一時之間，我被打動得滿目含淚。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGxoJS7V3J
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