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小巴裡，回程路上。1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPB4wKYjLP
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKumDXgSnzH
我不安咁睇手錶，咁樣一來一回又要等車又盛，至少浪費咗三個鐘頭。1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7laK8Hd3OZ
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wdAlew1X2
「你做咩呀？」窗口位上嘅蟲蟲見我有啲急躁，於是好奇咁問。1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorXyU2BpPi
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4TugAlv89
經過頭先避開惡狗一役後，我感覺到蟲蟲對我已經唔同晒。今次回程佢冇坐單丁位，而係雙人位。所以我同佢可以喺回程嘅途中閒談一番。1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHOmJapxwW
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOFQhq9rJM
「完咗活動我要準時走呀。」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAum0W8qKu7
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH89h99NoGQ
「你約咗人？」蟲蟲忽然好試探性咁講：「你約咗⋯⋯女朋友？」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3rNKVJshH
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsfGz8tjyY
我冇諗過佢問得咁直接，令我猶豫咗一齊先識答：「啊⋯⋯係呀。約咗女朋友睇戲。」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMkF7ykfus
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5piFjxnQD
「嗯。」蟲蟲一面欲言又止，好似有啲心事。停一停，又講：「你⋯⋯有女朋友⋯⋯咁就好啦。」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rjSOxqidV
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EUgHeTzFv
「咩話？」我係咪聽錯咗佢講咩？1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSIKFTz3O9
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWDts6CIyi
蟲蟲搖一搖頭，話：「冇嘢呀。」只見佢個樣好似諗通咗啲嘢，個樣變得寬容，成個感覺都自然起嚟。佢繼續話：「你女朋友係點架？靚唔靚架？」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdZWCEYLjm
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5uVOmpQlC
我有啲驚訝佢會咁問，於是我反問返佢：「做咩突然間咁想知道我啲嘢嘅？我地好似仲未係朋友喎！」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AuEzXN2j4
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4N5Eukb2G
我擺咗個拳頭出嚟，想繼續返頭先遇到村狗之前嘅「入會儀式」。1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAKRDRmnkJ
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiE4V8XSxmm
蟲蟲望一望我嘅拳頭，再望返我，表情有啲複雜，好似要做一個好難嘅決定。佢話：「阿匡呀，頭先我話我除咗唔討厭你之外，其實對你係仲有一種感覺⋯⋯」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoR5Rfwoo6B
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcj0JXQmp4r
「係呀？」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCIcHNjNav
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfY4MoejyCH
「其實⋯⋯我都唔知係咩。我⋯⋯」講講下佢自己慢慢緊張起嚟：「對唔住⋯⋯我⋯⋯我唔識講⋯⋯」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyV5UjnJaS
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5m5fNAbKZm
然後佢皺晒眉頭，好似嬲咗自己咁。1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmbXTolCQF
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUqAXUtB6U
「傻妹！」我輕輕敲一下佢個額頭：「做咩要講對唔住，你又冇做錯嘢。」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQeKh1VEni
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnToRvbRjD
「吓？！」佢有啲吃驚，難度佢成日因為唔識表達自己而比人鬧？1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZhzWez8WJ
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeRmC3nn3S
「你試下慢慢講啦。」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62EpOPeigE
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bFqBFgh3Q
然後我見蟲蟲慢慢咁微笑返，成個人又放鬆起嚟，就話：「我覺得⋯⋯我覺得⋯⋯你好可靠，有你喺我身邊，我就感覺好安全。我想講⋯⋯應該就係呢個感覺。」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJNpKcDDkO
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsd83CkeqDg
「安全感。」我：「你話我帶比你仲有一種感覺就係『安全感』？我咁講啱唔啱呀？」講完之後，我自己都好驚訝原來我令到蟲蟲有安全感。1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeUrqAf85q
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWncZs7cstf
蟲蟲呆一呆，應該冇料到我可以一語中的咁講出佢感受，然後佢笑一笑就：「嗯！」好用力點頭。1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUob8JejJi
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuYUFdcRBq
佢呢下真誠嘅笑容反映出佢第一次被人明白內心感受。佢嘅笑唔知點解令我睇得好入神，大概因為呢個係出自佢最真心嘅笑。1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJUs7fXaI7
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4d8bDTiQE
「其實我做咗啲咩令你有安全感？」我難為情咁騷一騷後腦，亦都諗唔明點解佢會咁諗。1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiOCUExSaG
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ue8UW2CUG
「其實⋯⋯」蟲蟲搖搖頭：「我都唔知呀。」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqiqX70U6l
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQ4yK4br3H
「嗯，咁⋯⋯由佢啦。」我笑說：「咁我地係咪以後都可以咁樣相處？」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQgtuRZhRC
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Arf5C0tZu
「吓？咁即係點呀？」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvnVuw5Jmv
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPiKoUJNgk
「你唔需要再惡死能登咁對住我。唔洗再用棒球去幫你同我溝通。就好似而家呢刻咁，只要做返你自己就夠。」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDFdROghEI
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzZ8jOT95l
蟲蟲聽完之後突然滿有心事咁低頭，我好似講中咗佢一啲嘢。然後佢諗咗一陣再望住我講，表情有啲擔憂：「我⋯⋯唔識分真同假。」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4kjd1N1BF
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkYuBiSfnB
「吓？」我疑惑地覺得蟲蟲好似唔係答緊我問題。1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVulxERtOE0
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzB1SXS1w9W
「我未感受過呢份安全感，我好驚係假、係我幻想出嚟。我好怕事實上你其實唔係我諗嘅咁好⋯⋯」蟲蟲講講下情緒開始有少少起伏：「所以我寧願企遠少少，唔再去了解你。平時對你衰啲，甚至當冇識過你，咁⋯⋯到真係絕交時都冇咁傷嘛。」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttTpXYzfek
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbyHsgQn9I
佢講完之後神情變得憂傷起嚟，似乎佢過去遇過唔少同朋友絕交嘅經歷。我好似連個鼻都聞得出佢正在散發出憂傷嘅氣味。蟲蟲嘅情緒真係複雜得好緊要。1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmUDdsFGuX
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rqvDMm6r0
「咁⋯⋯同你用個波掟我冇咩關係掛？」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX36RlhJUuv
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbJ06m27Mt
蟲蟲呆望我一下後先識笑：「純粹覺得整蠱你好好玩囉！」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGnpYUOZ4a
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYmomLAyzf
我比佢激到鬧咗句「頂」，繼續講：「頭先你話好驚我其實係你幻想出嚟？」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTg55de32tA
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdXC1hHMnd
「嗯！」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIfZXmQB9N
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrYfM2vhLd
「咁樣⋯⋯我向你證明一件事啦！」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHNLHzCqUO
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MSsb5lRqF
我向蟲蟲攤出手腕，然後好順勢咁捉住佢隻手放喺我手腕度。1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihT2Mm2aOO
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJnTKgPO7A
「啊？」蟲蟲被我突如其來嘅一著嚇咗一跳。1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKshfVvlx3C
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHTjtLbudq
我將佢啲手指放咗喺腕上脈搏跳動嘅位置，輕聲講：「feel到嘛？」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KrtCiGeSF
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjJSQTvSWD
「嗯？」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiwU5Qw6FB
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeQeYDXTA5
「我有脈搏架。」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EQnjTi0zf
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgNqfVP7zY
「嘻⋯⋯嗯！」1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtI6NQcDlA8
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIfo0DG5SF
蟲蟲再一次向我露出最真誠嘅笑容，我感受到呢一刻嘅佢對我已經完全放低晒心理防備。即使我已經放開咗佢隻手，佢都依然撳緊我手腕，感受緊我嘅脈搏。總覺得，我嘅心跳、呼吸同脈搏，係對蟲蟲呢世女來講係最真實嘅一件事。所以蟲蟲好享受呢個最真實嘅一刻。1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRGf2uqk6D
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvZ3QQ29n8
我見佢成個人因為我嘅脈搏而平靜起嚟，搞到我唔好意思縮返隻手埋嚟。1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPcUYvGdYQ
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9fLeT2Jee
雖然呢一刻嘅情形如果比Miss知道就好大件事，但⋯⋯冇嘢嘅！蟲蟲呢刻嘅感覺似細妹多啲。當佢難過時⋯⋯唔知點解，我內心有一種難以形容嘅感覺。呢份感覺令我好想幫佢，當佢係細妹咁愛護。總之，我唔會對佢有任何非分之想⋯⋯1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyaL004kn4
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEAFzK2JlE
我相信蟲蟲亦都係咁諗。1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWQdsiFYtJ
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyZYN6oX9Z
但原來有一種化學作用，已經不知不覺間發生緊。1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVmLpX7Z9D
1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSvNN9TIFu
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1989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0IUQDmvOX
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