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小巴裡，回程路上。1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89ONe6gNaO
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我不安咁睇手錶，咁樣一來一回又要等車又盛，至少浪費咗三個鐘頭。1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vTZ7kx0Lv
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「你做咩呀？」窗口位上嘅蟲蟲見我有啲急躁，於是好奇咁問。1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUhM19jvT5
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經過頭先避開惡狗一役後，我感覺到蟲蟲對我已經唔同晒。今次回程佢冇坐單丁位，而係雙人位。所以我同佢可以喺回程嘅途中閒談一番。1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoIFoJvur4
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「完咗活動我要準時走呀。」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfXq8ZH8Ex
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「你約咗人？」蟲蟲忽然好試探性咁講：「你約咗⋯⋯女朋友？」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdttlots2Im
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我冇諗過佢問得咁直接，令我猶豫咗一齊先識答：「啊⋯⋯係呀。約咗女朋友睇戲。」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0duBqkzBaR
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「嗯。」蟲蟲一面欲言又止，好似有啲心事。停一停，又講：「你⋯⋯有女朋友⋯⋯咁就好啦。」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKStDbFMUIP
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「咩話？」我係咪聽錯咗佢講咩？1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtb2PLWCQyh
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蟲蟲搖一搖頭，話：「冇嘢呀。」只見佢個樣好似諗通咗啲嘢，個樣變得寬容，成個感覺都自然起嚟。佢繼續話：「你女朋友係點架？靚唔靚架？」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEK6HlHFMo
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我有啲驚訝佢會咁問，於是我反問返佢：「做咩突然間咁想知道我啲嘢嘅？我地好似仲未係朋友喎！」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlzaFAX7AW
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我擺咗個拳頭出嚟，想繼續返頭先遇到村狗之前嘅「入會儀式」。1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylHzIW4oX5
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蟲蟲望一望我嘅拳頭，再望返我，表情有啲複雜，好似要做一個好難嘅決定。佢話：「阿匡呀，頭先我話我除咗唔討厭你之外，其實對你係仲有一種感覺⋯⋯」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LZD4CM9Ok
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「係呀？」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAclkxxqyL
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「其實⋯⋯我都唔知係咩。我⋯⋯」講講下佢自己慢慢緊張起嚟：「對唔住⋯⋯我⋯⋯我唔識講⋯⋯」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YPi5xehrk
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然後佢皺晒眉頭，好似嬲咗自己咁。1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5CmDYjpaw
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「傻妹！」我輕輕敲一下佢個額頭：「做咩要講對唔住，你又冇做錯嘢。」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGCuranpRG
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「吓？！」佢有啲吃驚，難度佢成日因為唔識表達自己而比人鬧？1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAD4ObkYjb
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「你試下慢慢講啦。」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YbepCUSJH
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然後我見蟲蟲慢慢咁微笑返，成個人又放鬆起嚟，就話：「我覺得⋯⋯我覺得⋯⋯你好可靠，有你喺我身邊，我就感覺好安全。我想講⋯⋯應該就係呢個感覺。」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOWKnczLrX
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「安全感。」我：「你話我帶比你仲有一種感覺就係『安全感』？我咁講啱唔啱呀？」講完之後，我自己都好驚訝原來我令到蟲蟲有安全感。1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38Y0xWXv6t
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蟲蟲呆一呆，應該冇料到我可以一語中的咁講出佢感受，然後佢笑一笑就：「嗯！」好用力點頭。1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qq2Rk7zNP
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佢呢下真誠嘅笑容反映出佢第一次被人明白內心感受。佢嘅笑唔知點解令我睇得好入神，大概因為呢個係出自佢最真心嘅笑。1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2iWy8vsfq
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「其實我做咗啲咩令你有安全感？」我難為情咁騷一騷後腦，亦都諗唔明點解佢會咁諗。1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkP22Bdd5Z
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「其實⋯⋯」蟲蟲搖搖頭：「我都唔知呀。」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2ffljfoof
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「嗯，咁⋯⋯由佢啦。」我笑說：「咁我地係咪以後都可以咁樣相處？」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEi0O5PmqU
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「吓？咁即係點呀？」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZKaGVBAlK
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「你唔需要再惡死能登咁對住我。唔洗再用棒球去幫你同我溝通。就好似而家呢刻咁，只要做返你自己就夠。」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquUKxWuFeP
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蟲蟲聽完之後突然滿有心事咁低頭，我好似講中咗佢一啲嘢。然後佢諗咗一陣再望住我講，表情有啲擔憂：「我⋯⋯唔識分真同假。」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSieAatzRt
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「吓？」我疑惑地覺得蟲蟲好似唔係答緊我問題。1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUcz436bSG
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「我未感受過呢份安全感，我好驚係假、係我幻想出嚟。我好怕事實上你其實唔係我諗嘅咁好⋯⋯」蟲蟲講講下情緒開始有少少起伏：「所以我寧願企遠少少，唔再去了解你。平時對你衰啲，甚至當冇識過你，咁⋯⋯到真係絕交時都冇咁傷嘛。」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLReRneMYgu
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佢講完之後神情變得憂傷起嚟，似乎佢過去遇過唔少同朋友絕交嘅經歷。我好似連個鼻都聞得出佢正在散發出憂傷嘅氣味。蟲蟲嘅情緒真係複雜得好緊要。1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSt7VIVszGs
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「咁⋯⋯同你用個波掟我冇咩關係掛？」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGz8M1jPOT
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蟲蟲呆望我一下後先識笑：「純粹覺得整蠱你好好玩囉！」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRzlxpjj9H
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我比佢激到鬧咗句「頂」，繼續講：「頭先你話好驚我其實係你幻想出嚟？」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTyNdnKIuh
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「嗯！」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQDmeoak1I
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「咁樣⋯⋯我向你證明一件事啦！」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyFI4L299T
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我向蟲蟲攤出手腕，然後好順勢咁捉住佢隻手放喺我手腕度。1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6qOvRr86G
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「啊？」蟲蟲被我突如其來嘅一著嚇咗一跳。1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn953CkxFwW
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我將佢啲手指放咗喺腕上脈搏跳動嘅位置，輕聲講：「feel到嘛？」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gQozLm1lB
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「嗯？」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIu2tMQPF6o
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「我有脈搏架。」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTIpgMqzoO
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「嘻⋯⋯嗯！」1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUs9olgchG
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蟲蟲再一次向我露出最真誠嘅笑容，我感受到呢一刻嘅佢對我已經完全放低晒心理防備。即使我已經放開咗佢隻手，佢都依然撳緊我手腕，感受緊我嘅脈搏。總覺得，我嘅心跳、呼吸同脈搏，係對蟲蟲呢世女來講係最真實嘅一件事。所以蟲蟲好享受呢個最真實嘅一刻。1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bLJjypma5
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我見佢成個人因為我嘅脈搏而平靜起嚟，搞到我唔好意思縮返隻手埋嚟。1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXfLUv4DlK
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雖然呢一刻嘅情形如果比Miss知道就好大件事，但⋯⋯冇嘢嘅！蟲蟲呢刻嘅感覺似細妹多啲。當佢難過時⋯⋯唔知點解，我內心有一種難以形容嘅感覺。呢份感覺令我好想幫佢，當佢係細妹咁愛護。總之，我唔會對佢有任何非分之想⋯⋯1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPKAxVbNNy
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我相信蟲蟲亦都係咁諗。1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ848iZJv47Q
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但原來有一種化學作用，已經不知不覺間發生緊。1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrnrjcK9rA
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#小說 #文字 #文學 #愛情 #故事 #師生戀 #講故佬#小甜 #miss故 #紙言 #penana #校園 #校園愛情 #青春 #成長 #初戀 #戀愛 #中學 #女教師1933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibisHkrOuV
