林景欣洗完澡，躺在床上看著天花板，渾身都累，加上身上的傷還有些疼，動也不想動了。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62twDLe3KQ
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她茫然地看著白晃晃的天花板，不禁又想到了下午李與凡跟她說的那番話，心臟一陣刺痛，眼瞳又熱了。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihM8xfgEkp
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她用手背蓋著眼皮，嘗試阻擋熱氣。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcZBYFKemt
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她知道自己不能因為付出了很多，而要求李與凡對她有同等的感情。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbXv78lBkl
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繼續留在他身邊，這份感情只會造成李與凡的負擔，讓他無法專心踢他喜歡的足球。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Dp3WoDVph
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所以李與凡要她離開是對的。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3dTX8kcEF
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只是她的感情再怎麼樣也收不回來了。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dDAhuUyUL
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「欣欣！」任芊芊推門探頭進來，又看了看四周，然才躡手躡腳跨過門檻，轉身關上門，來到她床前，「你怎麼樣了？沒事吧？」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXVmI98tRk
158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpMd68totE
林景欣擦了擦眼睛坐起來，搖搖頭，有些鼻音，「沒事。」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyD6RV4TO0
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皮外傷可以復原，心傷卻沒辦法痊癒。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPbOCEV4nR
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所以就算再嚴重，也及不上心裡的痛。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjyUcV0o5e
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「都怪我不好，教你這種餿主意，害你受傷了。」任芊芊自責道。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKRfwpmsF5
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「沒有，我該謝謝大嫂你才對。」林景欣勉強笑了笑，「要不是你幫我，我也沒辦法溜出去。大哥沒對你發火吧？」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrG4rTbRzB
158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CAYTh65KM
「他哪敢。」任芊芊沒所謂地甩甩手，「別說他了，你有見到那個男生嗎？」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO517qzU6fI
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林景欣嘴角一垂，「嗯。」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCxgrx0OlE
158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHycndpOWw
「那你們都說清楚了吧？」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSufhSXeNOC
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「⋯⋯嗯。」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJT7Bh5p30
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「那就好。」任芊芊沒察覺她的異樣，又道，「對了，你哥好像在跟爸媽商量給你找相親對象，我剛才過去的時候偷聽到了。」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxh3lVEYo0G
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林景欣眼瞳震了震，「⋯⋯真的嗎？」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ascjS4KsY
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這一天⋯⋯終究還是來了嗎？158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCYfNGfh1N
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「也不知道他怎麼想的，突然又變了個老古板了！現在還哪有人盲婚啞嫁的？」任芊芊不悅地搖頭，又囑咐林景欣，「你記得，有多抗拒就表現得多抗拒，千萬別這麼輕易答應要去，不然就沒完沒了了！」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2hSpxjBLM
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林景欣一默。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhRWRpcPFG
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「你大哥應該也只是一時燒壞腦子，他不會捨得這麼快就把你嫁出去的。」任芊芊以為她擔心林景軒會很強硬，「我也會在他旁邊多給他洗洗腦的，你只要堅持自己就行了。」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUJnZ1SPBU
158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BKoEWoXYB
「⋯⋯好。」林景欣露出疲倦的微笑，「大嫂，我有點睏了，想睡一會兒。」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8GNgTSFeN
158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuD8b5iq9ed
任芊芊連忙起來，「那你睡吧，你肯定累壞了，晚點吃飯的時候我再來叫妳。」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpahguEni3S
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「嗯，謝謝大嫂。」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZAOmZQLDF
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「喔，對了。」任芊芊從口袋掏出林景欣的手機，放在床頭櫃，「你哥出去了，我給你偷來的，待會兒吃飯前再幫你收回去。」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AmCKWCJhT
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她隨口應了聲，「嗯。」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHQzvmkp40
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反正也無所謂了。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxH7DAz5Kwv
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任芊芊出去的時候，順手給她關了燈。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAu2KlkLWF0
158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0pmY87b1V
林景欣蓋上被子躺著，明明渾身疲勞，卻一直乾睜著眼，怎麼也睡不著。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrUnrE57W3
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相親⋯⋯就等於要準備結婚了。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9MJMvTINS
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她不想跟一個只見幾面，甚麼都不了解的男人決定終生，然後就這麼過完一輩子。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFCTvxlT9T
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那樣一點也不快樂。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ485Wn9TI0u
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可是她現在⋯⋯還有反抗的理由嗎？158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPcPZYYgUY
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李與凡也不會喜歡她了，那她還要為了誰而違背家人的意思？158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62vtqkHOzS
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「一輩子那麼長，沒必要吊死在一棵樹上。」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsVykAm1db
158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQ7DyCHhqu
她問周諾寧是不是要跟李與凡結婚，周諾寧否認了，她原本還燃起了些希望，但周諾寧卻澆了她一頭冷水。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1Ldt1VzaV
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「男人說了不可能，那就是不可能了。」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5Xl8KQlpE
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她很沮喪，周諾寧便這麼勸她。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9PwI2SqcU
158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpntbqKpgS3
不要吊死在一棵樹上。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiJ33geCNF
158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihBFQe3N6i
她悶著聲音，「所以⋯⋯你也不會吊死在司徒隊長身上嗎？」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLFXQHX4UO
158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKFkmNJ9mF
周諾寧輕笑，「我跟你能一樣？」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZBfpSPOe2
158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCfwJcVQnT
她頓時垂頭喪氣。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmNEHKVTzy
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也對，司徒辰喜歡周諾寧，可是李與凡不喜歡她。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwp1jQjsJBv
158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk11kFPnQVr
「多認識幾個人，讓自己的世界變大一點，才會知道自己想要甚麼。」周諾寧說得平淡，「你現在，不過是被所謂的自尊困住。」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqwpwNGVxx
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除了李與凡，她幾乎沒怎麼接觸過其他家人以外的異性，所以跟南翠眾人一開始的相處顯得很生疏，甚至有些害怕。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYoCSFh4Sj
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後來在成落落的幫忙，還有大家對她友善的態度下，她慢慢熟習了跟其他男生共處，也沒有那麼牴觸了。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXDuPJMQCs
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所以事實證明，她只是沒有試過，不等於做不到。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BGRXVZocl
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或許周諾寧說得對，她只是不甘心付出了這麼多，卻還是被李與凡拒絕，才會固執地想要證明他是自己唯一的選擇。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeQb4N5Aoh
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既然努力過了，那就該收手了。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89c2IiE4We
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她也該是時候過回屬於林景欣的生活了。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwbEwPovhn
158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZTElwTJsF
她坐起來拿過床頭的手機，輸入了一條訊息，打好之後，指腹在螢幕上徘徊半响，才緩慢地接近發送鍵，最後用力按下。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmqwCSs2qd
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收不回來的訊息像是一個鬆了手的氣球，已經沒法回頭和後悔，林景欣不再猶豫，一氣呵成地把聯絡刪掉，然後關掉手機放回原位，躺下倒頭就睡。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjPnXb4i8W
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她閉上眼，把那個義無反顧闖到西班牙的女孩小林，留在不會再回來的過去之中。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLFOi1g4fk
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夜幕悄然降臨，雲霧靠攏聚集，月光躲藏其後，只能散發出微薄的光線，甚至被明亮有力的街燈掩蓋了風頭。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ewQi5vPDq
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此時司徒家的晚飯也到了尾聲。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZn6FlgRHxZ
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吃完小徠心心念念的蛋糕後，許媽媽剛好來接他回家，跟徐丹說的一樣，臉色憔悴了不少，而且匆匆忙忙的，司徒辰也沒機會說上一句，重新教小徠踢球的事只能留待下次再說了。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NGvVu3jA6
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許徠走後，其他幾人也沒打算久留，免得打擾徐丹休息，動身去穿鞋子。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrm6CM6lGlm
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到了門口，司徒辰站在門邊，沒踏出來，對他們說，「我幫我媽收拾完才回去，你們先走吧。」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvwUDpgcNQ
158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CZTo8VYY8
周諾寧伸手脫鞋，「那我陪你。」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNiogGuNo7
158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbprNlYZQJx
「不用。」司徒辰連忙按著她的手，「這裡我一個人就可以了。」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wNQvgRkoC
158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNy0VXDEoE
「你確定？」周諾寧的眼神寫著質疑。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0rtYyuMuH
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「我就幫忙掃掃地，清潔一下，沒問題的。」司徒辰知道她擔心甚麼，推著她出去，「你們趕緊回去吧，這裡路程遠，別耽誤了。」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzP4yaxVdVW
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「你呢？」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcNlfb87gT
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「太晚的話我可以在這裡睡，不礙事。」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3sawmZyFk
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為免周諾寧又回頭，司徒辰乾脆送他們下樓，看著他們上車才安心。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaASFU8nVW
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因為剛才方學藉著徐丹也在，逼周諾寧答應了會安全把他們送回家，司徒辰不想周諾寧太晚才能到家，便趕著他們走了。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmjxqDVpfy
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方學和李與凡先上車，周諾寧扯著司徒辰不讓他走。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SLhLrtmaa
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「真的可以？」她把他拉近自己。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbH8CZIiKf
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「你別擔心，我媽比你更了解我，碗碟那些她不會讓我碰的。」他輕輕扶著她的腰。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Vx8WpoxCl
158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHV3T9ITPvA
周諾寧仰著頭，淺淺溢笑，「我是說，我不留下來幫你媽，是不是真的可以。」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiMy0nVBrP
158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUp9zuW8Uwi
「當然。」司徒辰刮了刮她鼻子，「我媽沒那麼斤斤計較。」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yDqeHa73O
158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlS1nCUMRfd
「喂！周諾寧！趕緊的！別纏著辰哥了！」方學從車裡探出頭來，看見他們倆膩歪的模樣都快吐了，皺著眉催促。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCDdH9ilXi
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周諾寧冷眼一掃，方學咻一聲躲回車裡。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36wc3gqca0
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車內李與凡安靜坐著，這會兒才有心思拿出手機來確認一下未讀的訊息。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNYtitGHlj
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看了幾個不用理會的，掃到了一個熟悉的頭像，他一怔，點開。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC35tlod22J
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【凡哥，這段日子謝謝你，我會照你說的，好好過自己的生活的。】158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuM7z3TsdlQ
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李與凡眼眸的色澤散開，握著手機的氣力鬆了，微微出神。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApxdSxKxfx
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她能想通⋯⋯那就最好。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkA8Ps0fw3e
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這時周諾寧也上車了，一臉厭倦地發動車子，車外司徒辰站著，笑意盈盈地朝他們揮手道別。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTVC2QY7QB
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李與凡嘴唇抿了抿，還是降下車窗，看向司徒辰，臉容寡淡。158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGHEUhG2RG
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「待會兒一起去喝杯東西。」158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4kj1zqP9Z
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