司徒辰推門進入小海的房間時，他正躺在床上舉起手機打遊戲，耳朵裡塞住耳機，整張臉的肌肉都繃緊成一團，手指飛快地點按著。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hWOL3Raqb
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「喂！你別浪！你過來！」他憤怒地大喊著，「啊！！」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFdNeFxbpR
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小海一把摔下手機掩面怪叫，螢幕裡顯示著黑白的畫面。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIznmNVM8wI
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司徒辰見怪不怪，自顧自關上了門。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdryMbmWOo8
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小海喃喃咒罵著摘下耳機，轉頭看見司徒辰時驚訝地彈起來，「辰哥！你這是咋啦？沒帶傘啊？」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSwu6sjxh8
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司徒辰把滴著水的雨傘放進水桶裡，「帶了啊，」無奈地說，「不過雨下太大了。」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpmYdLg046
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他走到衣櫃那邊，卸下沉重的羽絨外套，挑了條乾爽的毛巾出來。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bwOqwwrRL
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他半邊身都濕透了，球鞋也像是去了潛水，顏色一片深暗，地板拖著一行水漬。雨水滲透羽絨服，沉甸甸又濕漉漉的，弄得他又冷又疲倦。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOtTW2DbwN
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小海聞言大驚，「趕快去洗個澡吧！你著涼了我們可慘了啊！」還殷勤地把自己的衣服拿出來塞進司徒辰懷裡，推著他出去門外。「快點快點！」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7nB5keOnv
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「知道啦！」他沒好氣地笑著走出去。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUVOG5yuFl
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身後的門關上後，司徒辰臉上的笑容瞬間凝結，靠在門板上低下了頭，深深嘆了口氣。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN01A6AJr5a
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剛才跟沈惠萱分別後，他心裡莫名一團亂糟糟的，總覺得有些甚麼不對勁，心底湧上一陣無法形容的不適感。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrBsifW5jk
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他皺了下眉，從口袋裡抽出電話，翻到了那個熟悉的號碼，拇指浮游了幾下，才決心按下撥出。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6EQGEttKo
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接通鈴響了十幾秒，每一下延綿悠長盤旋於耳邊，聲響斷開的一剎那帶同心臟往上抽，又再接續下一道響聲，再次焦心等待對頭能結束這漫長的折磨。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOEU9LFm1F
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他抿著唇有些不安，自信幾乎要連同通話自動掛斷，掉入語音信箱的最後零點一秒，對方終於按下了接聽。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6byTrgixW
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「嗯。」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0sjo2fQaS
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他喜上心頭，一邊走一邊說，「你在哪裡？回公司了嗎？」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddcuO1AcWr
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「嗯。」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQK0ZTsrRDk
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語氣很冷，簡短帶狠，分明是不太願意回答的。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamAjNW8Yak
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他知道現在的周諾寧肯定不想聽他辯解，也不想被任何人煩著。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8CAT3HgG9
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但他不想再讓自己後悔。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LOCNHeYET
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無論是因為甚麼，他都不應該讓她帶著那種情緒離去。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgfodfMO6T
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「那個⋯⋯就是⋯⋯車鑰匙我都還沒來得及給你，你用手機控制還是沒那麼不方便的，我現在給你拿——」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfeGE12Ded
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「不想開了。」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8L74nb2H9V
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他一怔，那道聲線裡的厭倦像根細針插進了他的胸膛。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMw2WKLdDa3
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明明他也預想過她只是一時興起，但聽到親口說她不要了的時候，還是莫名有種失落。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF035E36d07
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「那⋯⋯我把你的車鑰匙還給你？」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqauSsUa5T
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這是他最後一個藉口了。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjfm0nZarA
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從球場一路小跑步往行政大樓，滿腦子都是想跟周諾寧一起做的事，想把那些想像都變成現實，讓她看見他對她的真心。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nJq7vcCS1
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可是他卻是那麼愚蠢地讓她從自己眼前消失。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykfqp6048b
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就因為他的猶豫不決。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwwCSCJJ7k
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對頭長久的一段沉默，但通話仍在繼續。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxR69I0Pnn
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司徒辰沒有洩氣，下了樓梯，走到行政大樓的出口，邁步往外走，另一隻手已經準備要把車鑰匙拿出來。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQ68xJ0OTM
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忽而頭頂一涼，他下意識抬頭，臉上頓時暈開了幾道水珠。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18iXYRyzuG
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他急忙退後一步，用手背擦去濕潤，回過神來外面已經滿目細粉，頃刻砸下一絲絲冰冷的冬雨。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NXGqsIUK7
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話筒裡傳來雨水敲打玻璃的響聲。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzN8N8gUpP4
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「下雨了你——」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5YIiY6tGf
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「不用了。」她沒甚麼起伏的聲音經過電波傳輸，穿透了話筒再進入他的耳膜，本就疏離淡漠的語調被削得更薄，「不重要。」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM63gEeMovO
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他低著視線，抿平了嘴唇，一陣挫敗堵住了喉嚨。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDEezUYBWM
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所有藉口已經用盡，再沒有可以前進的下一步。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3cjYkUXr1
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像是她伸出了手，他卻白白錯失了機會，只能擦身而過。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9k9FwvBvMq
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現在連上天也要斷絕去路，任由他的心浸泡在漫長大雨之中，一下下承受雨水沖刷的疼痛。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjelSDlrazz
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彷彿她說的不重要，是現在的這一切。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuvIhPwsqO
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「那⋯⋯」他只能維持著最後一絲堅強，低聲道，「你記得按時吃飯。」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPqi75hjsA
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她沒有回話，不容他再有機會多說，無情掐斷了通話。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGRcQKzSeD
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空洞的嘟嘟聲環繞耳邊，話筒依舊貼服浸過涼意的耳骨，他茫然抬頭看向絲絲碎碎掉落的粉雨，那股空虛感又再擴大了點。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNMP2xVXFX
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他已經很努力在走近了。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DsfqnCmTo
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可偏偏總是有那麼多阻礙。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gDU7IpFDM
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洗過澡再次回到房間，小海依舊是那個打遊戲的姿勢，繼續不斷大吼。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfMFVcMmEq
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「該死！又輸了！」小海的手機今天不知道摔多少次了，「都不知道是不是職業選手開小號的！」螢幕上一貫的黑白畫面。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQAXF8DC45
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司徒辰沒好氣，擦著頭髮在另一張床坐下。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgnhwzGrzG
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宿舍的設計是二人一室的，不過南翠球員還不多，部分球員還是可以自己用一個房間，就像是小海和要求絕對隱私的方學一樣。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2w6m2U8CN
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「辰哥你咋過來了？不回家？」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqjVxWmuxK
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司徒辰一頓，故作輕鬆地說，「就太大雨，嫌煩。」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZKO9W2DML
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反正雨這麼大不適合開車，他也沒甚麼心情坐上那輛車回家，就打算在宿舍跟小海擠一個晚上好了。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnX9sta2Qp
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「那你怎麼不直接搬過來算了？我看你這樣還更麻煩。」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBXCIGLGph
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「⋯⋯再說吧。」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZhE43i8Im
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之前沒搬進宿舍，一部分是他現在的租屋合約還未完結，他不想浪費錢解約，就寧願自己辛苦一點來回跑。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAV83dZ6SgL
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另一部分⋯⋯是住市內比較近某人的家跟公司。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGG8EdVlBxJ
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不過租約快要結束，下半賽季他們也要全力衝擊名次，現在連大少爺方學也乖乖合流，身為隊長不跟他們同住，就真的說不過去了。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDClwuMkOTG
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「丁小海！」砰一聲門被撞開，「你是不是又偷拿我帳號！我現在掉鑽了！你——」聲音的主人一怔，「辰、辰哥？」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49h2oampyX
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司徒辰舉起拿著毛巾那隻手，尷尬笑笑，「嗨，方學。」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOApjpwH46
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方學窘了窘，又回復一臉冷淡，從上而下睨著小海，「姓丁的，我警告你，不許再偷拿我帳號上線。」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5k0PpJLcc
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然後就轉身，維持著高冷的背影離去，只不過甩門的速度有點急促，門外的腳步聲也消失得有點快。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPP0dkDPFz
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司徒辰笑了笑，「沒想到你跟方學相處得還不錯嘛。」他知道方學很少在不親近的人面前展露情緒。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMQqgeI3qZ
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「那可是！」小海抬起下巴，「我就說我跟小學弟弟處得很好了，是他們那群傢伙不相信而已！我外號可是冰山專家！」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj2Vnq53Yd
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司徒辰看他好像很有心得似的，拉了把椅子坐了過去小海的床前。「怎麼說？」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3OWWZa2WU
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小海得意地托了托不存在的眼鏡，「別縮！他們這種人就是愛裝，一副甚麼都不在乎，拒人於千里的樣子，其實心裡巴不得有人衝上去抱著他們，天天哄著供著，說不準還在偷著樂呢！」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ41g5glLQ6
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司徒辰聞言一怔，頓時想到了和方學很相像的另外一個人。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDt44V1dUG
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所以⋯⋯是因為他還在退縮，才沒能走得近嗎？244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciph9XO5Gs
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所謂的難關和障礙，其實都只是他給自己設下的限制？244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInit2XLzPt
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「世界上多少火山是披著層雪的啊！再冷漠的人也是人啊！多衝上去幾遍，多摔幾遍，把臉皮練厚了，他就沒你辦法，只能任由你黏著不放了！」丁小海打著哈哈，看似胡說八道，卻每句都有條有理，正中司徒辰的心臟。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DhtyVrEjO
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這一切只是剛剛開始，今天也只是小小的挫折，他還有很多方法沒有試過，還有很多高山需要越過。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCD5eXzUXy
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要是他沒勇氣屢敗屢戰，他也沒有資格坐上那個唯一的位置。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2Q76G4wzX
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周諾寧還在這裡，以後還有很多機會，他沒有理由放棄。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIgvF8bYiW
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他不能，也沒有辦法。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lVu3aLyRv
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因為他是真的，真的，真的很想讓她喜歡自己。
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霸道結束會議後，周諾寧不知怎麼沒趕著走，慢悠悠地把桌上的牛奶咖啡喝完，林經陽便繼續力勸暫緩公布轉會，得到她一貫充耳不聞的回應。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3n1Cc3ojqc
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沈惠萱剛吃了周諾寧一癟，不想再去自討難堪，低頭默默收拾一桌的文件。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVgn9MehSo
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