So I wrote this letter for my special someone and here’s what I think is gonna do.
When I say “I miss you” I really do mean it. I’m not the type of person to only say those 3 words when I need something from you. If I tell you that I miss you, it means that you mean a lot to me. Not only does it mean that you have positively impacted my life, but it also means that I want you to stay. Now people come and go, and that’s just life. But I am going to be honest, I want you to stay in my life.
Whenever you smile in my direction, my heart skips a beat and I feel so happy. I’m scared as heck to want you. But here I am, wanting you anyway. I don’t understand our relationship. Sometimes we’re friends, sometimes we’re more than friends, and sometimes I’m just a stranger to you. You matter to me but I’m not sure whether what I feel is real or if it’s just an illusion. I don’t know if I like you or love you, want you or need you. All I know is that I love the feeling I get when I’m near you. I’ve got a war with my mind and feelings, my mind says “move on” but my hearts says “hold on.” Yeah, I miss you. I miss us. I miss having you talk to me all the time. But I know I have to move on, because this is pointless. I’m happiest when I’m right next to you, but I feel as if I have no chance with you, so I’m giving up. One day, I actually want to mean something to somebody.
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所以我為我特別的人寫了這封信，以下是我認為要做的。
當我說“我想你”時，我真的是故意的。 當我需要你的東西時，我不是那種只說這3個字的人。 如果我告訴你我想你，那就意味著你對我很重要。 這不僅意味著你對我的生活產生了積極影響，而且還意味著我希望你留下來。 現在人們來來去去，這就是生活。 但老實說，我希望你留在我的生活裡。
每當你朝著我的方向微笑時，我的心都會跳動一跳，我感到很開心。 我非常害怕想要你。 但我在這裡，無論如何都想要你。 我不明白我們的關係。 有時我們是朋友，有時我們不僅僅是朋友，有時我只是你陌生人。 你對我很重要，但我不確定我的感覺是真實的，還是只是幻覺。 我不知道我是喜歡你還是愛你，想要你還是需要你。 我只知道我喜歡我靠近你時的感覺。 我的思想和感情發生了一場戰爭，我的頭腦上寫著“繼續”，但我的心說“堅持住”。 是的，我想你。 我想念我們。 我懷念你一直和我聊天。 但我知道我必須繼續，因為這毫無意義。 當我緊挨著你時，我最快樂，但我覺得我好像沒有機會和你在一起，所以我放棄了。 有一天，我實際上想對某人意味著什麼。
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