Chapter 4
~Marissa POV~
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Ok, so I went from wanting to play Skyrim until they forgot about the dare to this white trash saying I am just like him and being called a Lezbe Boho. Great day, right? Yeah great day.
So as you now know I am a Fallen Angel. I didn;t want to tell my friends, even though Foxy is a freaking fox, I needed to protect them cause people do not like Fallen angels or the other part of me. I mean if anyone found out those freak would find me and...you let’s talk about something else now. You probably didn't know about my family past. Well, normally I don’t tell people my past unless i trust them very well and that they don’t feel sorry for me right after, cause i hate that. I don’t tell people my past to make them look at me like a kicked pup, I tell them so they can understand why i do what i do. So...let’s begin.
I was born into a family who wanted a child, but they died in a car crash. I was given to my aunt and uncle, who never wanted me at all. They blamed me for the crash happening and called me a mistake for it.. THey tried to poison me, leave me in the woods to die, give me to a old lady ( which to be honest I thought was funny cause the old lady was like “ Oh I’d be glad to have my little chocolate muffin back” and she had a white van… actually now that is not funny when i think about it.), and the worst one of all...they beat me a lot or...touch me in ways unimaginable. The beating was my aunt and the...aw what the hell. I was basically forced to do inappropriate things with my uncle...sometimes being beat for not doing it. I never knew actual love, all I knew was yelling, being beat, the other thing. Nothing i did was good for them. I was just another piece of trash in their mind. I have always tried to be what they wanted me to be, act like the perfect girl they wanted me, but when they sent me to school i found out thats where i could be myself, all these people acting so weird then i was used to. I was confused so i started acting like myself when i went there but went back to acting when i got home. No matter how much i tried though i still wasn't perfect. It seemed like they were trying to find reasons to hit me. After a while I drank, took pills, and did lines cause I thought it was good, and I still think that. I know that I had finally decided to give up in the park when I met Winter. Then a few months later I met Foxy, Z,and Jaden. They gave me a reason to be here, they gave me a reason to smile. If it wasn’t for them, I would still be at the place. I know their still looking for me, especially my uncle so he can do that to me again, but I made sure that they can’t find me. That’s why I have that secret spot...that’s kinda my home. Sure I have my stuff at Foxy’s but I don’t really think he wants me to live with him. Things were all normal as they could be...until I met Fell. He changed my life dramatically. He actually understood me, didn't care I was weird or crazy or feisty. He thought of me as a friend...well girlfriend now. I never told him my past, but I told him my Fallen Angel secret, not the other. Winter and the others knew my past, but not the Fallen angel thing. So basically I am a girl of many secrets.
No Duh sherlock! - Winter
Winter!
What? Were both are women of many secrets ;)
Well, true, but still. It’s weird talk about it, but the readers must know right? Even if it’s hard. Anyways, that’s a short version of my past. I know it’s a lot to take in, but don’t be like “Ooo I’m so sorry Marissa! Want some Ice cream?”. I don’t need pity. I just need people to understand why I do what I do.
Well, back to reality. I had sat back down on the gound and leaned against the fountain, just watching everyone do their thing. Tyler was trying to gain Winter’s trust as i watched i felt a presence of someone beside me, my heads snaps sideways but i see its only Fell.
“Oh...hey!”
“Hey sweetheart, you okay?”
“Yeah, I am…” I said, staring into somewhere far away. I started to remember my mom and dad, and someone else. I can’t remember who the other guy was, but he had to be important.
“N-no your not?” He says confused.
“Yes I am, don’t worry.”
“Okayy...Do you want to come join us?” He asks, laying his head on my shoulder. I flinch a bit, hoping he didn’t notice.
“Uhh...maybe…”
“You flinched..” He said lifting his head and looking ahead, kind of disappointed.
“N-no i didn’t Fell.”
“Okay sweetheart, whatever you say.” He says putting his arm around my shoulder lightly. I didn’t flinch that time cause he does this a lot, but it still feels weird “You had that far away look in your eyes. What are you thinking about?”
“Uhh…” I looked at him, my mind going blank. “ I don’t know...anime?”
“Really? That’s your excuse?!” Fell laughed, slapping his head. “ Jesus Christ.”
“Anime is a great thing to think about.” I say laughing. I glance back at him and see he’s just looking at me. “Fell? Are ya ok?”
“Yeah I'm great.”
“Alright…?” I said, looking away and seeing Jaden helping Z at Fnaf. Well, he’s having nightmares. I sighed. I wish days like this never ended and bad things didn’t ruin them.
“So what do you wanna do? Your friends just go really boring and carrot top is asleep.”
“I really don’t know. I would watch anime but you don’t like it, so it’s up to you.” I glance at Fell. “ What do you want to do?” Suddenly I hear breathing behind me and look up to see Foxy, he looked tired and mad.
“I heard someone call me a carrot top?” He says one of his eyes glowing red.
“Uhh…” Fell looked scared. I quickly grabbed his hand and looked at Foxy.
“I was talking about the FNF character with orange hai and the guns. I forgot his name but Fell said Carrot Top guy.”
“Pico...his name is Pico..” Foxy says still looking at Fell with dead eyes.
“Thanks Foxy. See Fell? It’s Pico you like, right?” I squeezed his hand.
“Y-yeah! I-I like that guy!” Fell says nervously.
“Oh OKay!” Foxy says smiling and jumping over us and tackling Z hugging him.
“Thanks” Fell whispered to me. I quietly laughed.
“You have to be careful of what you say. He can hear very well...unless he’s with Z and Jaden then he can’t hear a freaking thing.”
“I can still hear you Mars, i just choose the ignore button!” Foxy says laughing.
“Wow! OK! I’ll remember that next time I do your math paper!”
“Noo! MARS! Don't do that!” Foxy pleads, running to me and sliding on his knees begging.
“I was kidding. Go and play your game and leave me alone for a bit, K’ay?”
“O-okay..” Foxy says walking over to Winter “Can i touch your wings?” He asks.
“That’s not gonna go well.” I said to Fell, laughing.
“N-NO!” I hear Winter yell as Foxy pleads her
“Why is that going to be bad?” Fell asked, looking at me in confusion.
“It’s very sensitive…” and triggers a certain feeling, but I am not telling him that. Winter talked about it a lot.
“F-F-fine! Only if you stop pleading me!” Winter says blushing a lot. I hear Foxy jump up in surprise and rejoices.
“Like how sensitive?”
“Ehh!” Winter yiped, backing away.” Don’t touch it t-that hard!”
“I only set my hand down!”
“I-I-It felt really hard okay?!”
“That sensitive…” I said, trying not to laugh.
“Wait...do you have wings?” I looked and Fell had that smile Z does when he has something dirty on his mind. Oh crap.
“Yes…” I whispered.
“Wait..” I hear Foxy say, turning to us, “ Can I touch your wings?”
“Uhh...s-sure?” I said, unsure if I want to show them. I stand up, taking off my jacket and bringing my wings out. They were pitch black with white and red at the tips. Foxy’s eyes go wide, He reaches his hand out slowly and lightly touches my wings in awe. I jumped away, flinching and started to shake. I never had anyone touch my wings. It felt so weird and satisfying at the same time, but I get why she yipped. Foxy looks at me confused.
“S-sorry. It’s sensitive and I never had my wings touched before…” I said, quickly putting them back and sitting down.
“I'll let you touch my ears in return.” He says sitting down in front of me.
“It’s ok, Foxy. don’t have to do that.”
“It's to pay you back for letting me” He says smiling up at me.
“I’m fine”
“If you say so,” He says, jumping up and walking back to the rest of the group. I loved Foxy and them, my family of complete whackos. I mean yeah sometimes they can be a handful, but they're the kind of people you can’t stay away from. They’re the kind of people that you want there for you and will fight the depths of hell for you no matter the situation or how stupid the problem is. I remember when I had a group of highschoolers bully me and Z and them stepped in to help. Yeah they got suspended for a whole week but it was worth it because that group never bullied me again. I heard from the principal that they was so close to being expelled but their grades saved them from that. Another time some people were bullying Foxy for some reason i can't even remember. I think it was something stupid. Like his appearance. Z literally took them around the school to an alleyway and left them there he came back with a huge grin on his face. I checked back there and it was a total mess. So, long story short, do not mess with them. Mostly Z, since he probably can kill a guy with a pencil like John Wick. I think Z actually looks up to that guy. He acts just like him sometimes, i don't even know what Z's job is but he makes a lot for his age.
As I start to doze off from thinking about this when I feel someone touch my shoulder. I lazly open my eyes to see Fell looking at me, concern in his eyes.
“You okay sweetheart?” He asks
“Yeah I’m just tired.”
“Same here.” Tyler says walking over and butting into the conversation, what an idiot.
“I think we’re all tired Tyler.” I said, looking at him and giving the evil eye to him.
“Fallen Angels get tired more than hybrids, humans, and monsters.”
“It seems like all of you are not normal, is there one normal person here without powers?”
“Z and Jaden. They are the only ones.” I said, knowing that they feel so weird that their the only ones normal in our group.
“I’m fine with being normal.” Z lies but hugging Foxy in the same moment so its not as obvious. Jaden nods in agreement, Winter hugs him in sympathy. Why was everyone like so depressed about it, some of us want nothing more than to be normal, to go places and not worry about being caught. To be like some one else and worry youll be judged about who you are and act like your someone else.
“Z, Jaden. I’m sure you two are just late bloomers.”
“I feel nothing happening…” Z says burying his face in Foxys hair, “Will i be like this forever?”
“I hope not,” Jaden says looking back at Z with sympathetic eyes. He smiles at me but he seemed hurt, “So...what are we gonna do?” He asks every hint of sadness evaporating.
“Can we go back to my house?” Foxys asks yawning just waking up from a short nap.
“Yes please.” I say, about to fall asleep, Fell picks me up. We head back to Foxy’s house and as we head back Winter tripped and almost got a really bad tear in her wing but Tyler saved her. She looked scared being in his arms after all those years of blaming him for what she was. I wonder how long it would take for her to fully forgive Tyler, but then again she always has forgiven easily but she has gotten hurt so many times because of it. Kinda like me. I've always envied the way they get along though, like most people i meet besides this family of mine, have always fought about everything, they have always hit each other. Being with them was normal for me, but still kinda weird to me. Before I knew it, I was at Foxy's house walking through the door. Foxy was carrying Z, guess he fell asleep on the way here, Tyler was carrying Winter, “She literally is so clumsy, after almost tearing her wing she twisted her ankle on a CRACK IN THE SIDEWALK” he says walking in the house.
“Sounds like something I would do” I mumbled
“For the record, I'm tired...I didn't trip on a crack...t-there was a-an INVISIBLE DOG!” She says blushing in total embarrassment.
“Wait...the annoying dog?” Fell said, laughing.
“The annoying..who?” Winter asks looking a little offended Tyler threw her on the couch and with a wince of pain she sits up.
“Oh just this dog we had in the underground. He was so annoying and ruined almost everything.” Fell says smiling to himself.
“O-oh! I thought you meant me..” Winter says sitting back in relief
“N-No! I wouldn't call you annoying!” Fell says defending himself “Even if you are sometimes” He whispers to himself.
“H-HEY!” Winter yells after him “T-that wasn't nice!” She says getting up and limping after him. Tyler just looked at her in disappointment but mostly he was trying to hold back laughter. “So yall are Wolfy’s friends?” He asks looking at us, Foxy walks up,
“No, we’re her family.” He says looking around at us, “We are all one big family of freaks.” I heard Foxy say as I realized I was still in Fell’s arms. He was slowly walking around, letting Winter chase him with her limp. I want him to put me down, but a part of me wants him to continue holding me in his arms, and never let go.
“Uhh...Fell?”
“Y-yeah?” He says stammering with laughter
“C-can you p-put me d-down?” I tried to stay, but my stupid stutering came back.
“Oh! Yeah sure sweetheart.”
“T-thanks.” I said as he out me down.
“Anytime.” He says as he keeps walking away from Winter.
“GET back here you pile of bones!” She says passing me.
“You're a pile of bones too Winter, so think of another comeback.” Fell said, laughing. I saw him look back at me winking. I blushed as Winter kept trying to yell insults at him. I look around form where i was at, everyone was laughing and having a good time, well besides Z who was just sitting in a corner on his phone. Sounded like he was having a heated argument with someone till he threw his phone at the wall shattering it into pieces and sitting down. I walk over to him slowly and tap him on the shoulder, “Z?” I say leaning down to him. “What do you want?” He says looking up like i did something wrong.
“Are you ok?”
“I'll be fine.”
“Well, obviously your not. You shattered your phone.”
“Ill buy a new one..” He replies looking down at it.
“Z, please tell me”
“JUst work.” He says a nervous look coming across his face, “Thats all.”
“Z...it’s not just wokr. I can read you like a freaking book.”
“Im not a book.” He says trying to lighten the mood.
“Yes you are. Your the John Wick Babayaga book that everyone is scared of.”
“Im not THAT scary!”
“Then why is everyone at school scared of you and literally call you Z the Killer?”
“THEY CALL ME THAT?!”
“YES!” I laughed. “Maybe it’s because you protect us or because eyou dressed as Jeff the Killer for the Halloween dance in Freshman year.”
“T-that wasn't me!”
“Oh..it wasn’t” I start to turn red in embarrassment. I seriously though he dress up as him. I mean Jaden and him were obsessed over them in Freshmen year, so a though Z dressed as Jeff. “Sorry, I seriously though it was you. Wait...THEN WHO WAS THAT GUY THEN WHO CAME UP AND CALLED ME MUFFIN THAT NIGHT?!?!”
“U-uh...NOBODY!”
“Z?!?!?!” I wrapped my arms around him, keeping him in place so he wouldn’t run. As i held him I felt a strange feeling, like i just was washed over with a wave of powerful magic. I for some reason closed my eyes and opened them to see I was back to the dance, in my goth doll costume and my face painted as if i was cracked from years of abuse. I looked around and it was just as i remembered it. Everyone either dressing up all “pretty”, scary, or weird. I saw Foxy by himself at the snack table, eating all the candy and cupcakes there like last time. I look over to the bleachers to see Jaden sitting their, playing Creepy Pasta Land while dressed as Sonic E.X.E. Facepaint and the whole costume done by yours truly. I smile, thinking this is a memory of the paste when i get bumped into by one of my old bullies. You shouldn’t feel contact in memories unless…
“I’m in the past…” I whispered.
“Hey Muffin!” I hear someone say. I look to see the guy dressed as Jeff the Killer. I looked closely and I knew instantly it was Z.
“Oh hey Z.” I tried to say, but all of this was freaking me out. How the hell did i go back to the past?!
“Z? Who is Z” He asks looking away briefly.
“It has to be you. No one else likes Creepypasta besides you and Jaden and he dressed up as Sonic E.X.E”
“This Z you talk of is not me, i am...i- im...Zack!”
“...really?” He uses that name all the time, but I guess this is when it started.
“Y-Yeah! Zack...Z-Zack Charles!”
“Ok...so about Foxy~” I say, trying to test to see if it is him when I see myself walking over with Foxy. I freeze, knowing from all the movies and shows I watch that I am not supposed to be seen by my own being. I have a few minutes before she comes over.
“I- W-who’s Foxy?” He says blushing wildly.
“He secretly likes you, now i have to go and find me a new anime crush. BYE!” I said, running through the crowd. I looked back to see him just standing there, frozen til i walked up and he just got confused. Looks like he forgot what happened and did the same thing again. I have to find a way back home. I burst out the school doors and look around, the whole street was decorated with Halloween decorations. I stopped at our place, looking at our/ MY decorations. I smiled and closed my eyes, mesmerizing the beautiful house when I opened them to see Z staring at me.
“You good Muffin?” He asks
“Y-yeah...just…” I start to say when I notice everyone was around me.” What the hell is this?”
“You froze so Z called us over.” Winter says leaning down and checking my forehead.
“I was frozen though. I was…” How do I tell them I was at our Freshmen Halloween party from 3 years ago? I mean it’s weird and unimaginable.
“You were where?” Z said, confused.
“I think I just experience some weird travel back in time in my mind and didn’t know it dream voo doo crap.” I said, looking at everyone. I looked and some of them were fighting back the urge to laugh, mostly Fell. Z looked at me and so did Winter. They actually looked worried.
“So how was Zack?”
“Z, that was you and you know it. Stop playing around.” I said, thinking back to it.” And also you should have told me you needed help on the face paint cause you screwed up the eyes and mouth badly.
“I- Meaney!” He says gripping his shattered phone
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You did great and caught you Z the Killer!” I put my arm around him to comfort him, “ but I wasn't joking about the past thing. I was actually there and I saw myself…”
“How do you think this is possible?”
“It happened when I hugged you and closed my eyes.”
“Why always me?” He asked, sliding backwards.
“Z, I went back in time!”
“What does that mean, why would you do that?”
“I didn’t do it though!!!” I said, then it hit me. I hugged Z, and once he let me go to call everyone I came back. “Z...it was you…”
“What? How is that possible?”
“I don’t know but it i think you did it.”
“How me?” You know im just a normal.” He asks looking down at his hands and back up at me.
“Well, your obviously not!” I say, smiling. “ See, your a late bloomer! So that mean Jaden might be too.”
“Then what my power?” He asked excitedly. He’s 20 and he hasn't received an ability till now.
“Uhh… I think time travel? Although I am not sure yet…”
“If my power is time travel, how come you traveled and i didnt?”
“Maybe you can make yourself or other people travel and don’t even know it.” Fell said, coming closer to us.
“I- Could we experiment on it?” As Z said experiment, Winter flinched in Tylers arms and buried her face in his chest.
“I mean sure...you can try it on me.” Fell sat down and looked at Z.
“N-NO!” Winter yells stepping forward breaking free from Tylers arms, “T-try it on me, im used to it, im more experienced..”
“I have more experience, Winter.”
“H-how so?”
“I never had my powers before...umm… someone i knew said he could make me powerful”
“...Okay.” Winter says stepping backwards tripping and falling clumsily.
“Umm… are you sure about this Fell?” Z said, looking at me to see i was perfectly calm...but on the inside I was mentally yelling at Fell.
“Y-yeah, if this works than we know your just a late bloomer”
“O-ok…” Z said, raising his hand and putting it on his shoulder. Instantly Fell froze, just staring at Z. I guess this was how I was when it happened to me. As soon as Z let go of Fell, he came back to reality. He looked around and he sighed in relief.
“Jesus, that was way too real.” He whispered. He looks at Z. “ She was right. You do make someone go back in time. “
“Where did ya go then?” Foxy asked, jumping up and down in excitement. He looked at Foxy in a scared way.
“T-that I can't say.” He said, but I knew exactly what he was talking about. His past in the Underground. His brother. Z just sat there looking at his hands smiling a bit but looking up, “Am I dangerous?” he says worry flashing in his eyes before looking down again. Foxy runs up to him hugging him, “N-NO! Your not dangerous…but-” He started whispering in Z’s ear and Z looked up at him in surprise.
“I-I cant do that! Not on you Foxy!”
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