PORSCHE
"What about Vegas?" I asked, staring at him dead in the eye. "How would I know when you never told me anything?"
I emphasized every word clearly as I stated my displeasure towards him. I tried to raise my head to look at Kinn but the falling tears made my vision blurry.
"You want to know? You want to know, right?" Kinn stalked towards me like a predator to its prey he stood in front of me. His eyes blazing in fury.
"Tell me!" I yelled.
I tried to suppress my growing anxiousness. This
version of Kinn is what I fear the most. The seething with madness version. I want him to speak up, to say it to my face no matter how much the truth hurts me. But I surrendered. I surrendered to Kinn.
"I didn't tell you because I'm worried about your feelings, Porsche. I don't know if you could bear it or not. I don't know if this will bring back the pain. But you won't listen to me even when I warned you. Now, I will tell you the truth. Vegas is the guy who poisoned you at the hotel. He is the one who gave you the drugs. He's an asshole! Fuck!"
I'm speechless. If what he claimed was true, it means that the day I had my first affair with Kinn, was Vegas' handiwork. Then, why didn't he tell me in the past? Why did he leave me so stupid?
"Why didn't you tell me sooner?"
I choked out with difficulty. The memories of the bad days flashed back into my head. I love him now but the story of my first time with him is different. Back then, it was so painful that it not just wounded my heart, it made me question my existence, and my sanity and it would take a long time to forget about it.
"I'm in so much pain back then, Porsche. I love you so much. I'm so hurt that Vegas has done that to you. I'm going to take care of him myself. But how could you put your trust in him just like that? The same trust I'm begging you to give me. How many times have I asked you to trust me, Porsche? Haven't you seen what he is capable of doing yet?"
Kinn stood still and growled at me loudly. Anger and pain mixed up in his eyes and I was part guilty of what he said.
"I never trusted him. I just have no choice!"
I took a step back to get away from Kinn and hold on to the high table on the wall. I felt my knees weaken and the overwhelming pain seems unbearable to
handle. The most painful part is not the truth that I have just heard, but Kinn's state that wasn't the same at all. He's so mad at me, I know. I despise seeing
him acting like this.
"Then tell me. What did you do?! Where did you go with him?!"
Kinn stepped towards me again. But I brushed away all the things that were placed over the table including the Rang Nok that his father has encouraged me to eat. It shattered on the floor.
"What the hell are you playing at?!" I yelled loudly until Kinn paused and looked at the broken cup on the ground.
The eyes that were glowing like the devil's a moment ago began to flicker slightly. Looking at me, he realized how much I am trying to control myself not to fall apart right now.
"What are you talking about, Porsche? And don't move. The shards might cut you."
Kinn lowered his voice and raised his hand to stop me. He sighed heavily as if trying to suppress his anguish and began to realize that he should be worried about my feelings too.
"What the hell is the main family playing with me? Your father, your father is involved in my parent's death, right?"
I took my wallet out of my pants pocket. Then pulled out the picture that Athi gave me. A picture of Khun Korn holding me as a child and throwing it at
Kinn's face violently. Kinn picked it up and frowned in confusion.
"What is this?"
"I should be asking you. The main family wants me to be your bodyguard?! Damn it! Because what? Not because I am good at it, and I could protect you. But because of my parents, right?" I sank slowly to the ground. "Anything else I need to know? Is there anything else, Kinn?!"
"Porsche, is this kid you?"
"What the fuck is your family playing with mine? How many times have you guys made fun of my parents, my brother, and me?" I jerked away when I saw Kinn reach out and try to hold my arm. "Don't touch me!"
"Porsche, I don't understand. I don't know anything about this." Kinn's softer tone didn't calm me even the slightest.
"What are you guys playing with me and my brother?"
"Porsche, I don't know. What do you mean?"
I couldn't hear anything anymore. Couldn't understand. I turned around and opened the door violently, storming out of the room, and went directly to Kim's. As I slammed the front door of his younger brother's house, I wiped the tears from my eyes.
"Porsche, what are you going to do?" Kinn followed me out, but I didn't care.
"Don't you know how to knock- what the fuck?!" Kim opened the door in frustration but halted when he saw my face and his eyes looked past Kinn behind me.
"Where is my brother?"
"Hey, what happened?" Che' inserted himself between the door and Kim. He stared at me anxiously from head to toe as he examined my weakened body.
"Come with me." I grabbed Che's wrist, preparing to walk out of this house.
"Hey!" Kinn's voice called out to my younger brother as if crying for help.
"Hey, your foot is bleeding. Let me dress your wound first." Che' held my hand.
"I'm fine. You need to go with me." I still didn't give up trying to pull at Che'.
"What is going on here, Kinn?" Kim asked, turning to his brother.
"Porsche, I don't know anything. Don't run away when you're angry. Don't go out as we have agreed upon." Kinn stood on my back as if to put his hand up to hug me, but I avoided him.
(*I noticed that, too. He always walked out of the house whenever they have arguments 5555)
"Don't touch me. Che', you must go with me."
Che's face now looked extremely troubled. He looked at me and Kinn alternately.
"I'm going with you. I will go with you anywhere. But can I dress your wound first?" Porsche' held my hand tightly.
"Come in the room first. Kim, can you please go to Kinn's room for now? I want to stay with my brother." Che' pulled my hand into the room and pushed Kim out. I bit my lip when I saw my brother's face full of worry and suppressed trepidation.
"Why do you want to get away from Kinn? Come here first." And as the whole room was engulfed in silence, Che' pulled me towards the the foot of the bed.
"Hey, does it hurt a lot?"
Che' sat down on the floor and gently touched my feet. The shards of the broken cup probably cut into my foot without me even noticing. I didn't feel the pain.
"I'm sorry Porsche'."
I looked down at my younger brother with tears flowing down my eyes again. I vowed to myself that I would be strong. I would be a good role model for my younger brother, for him to depend upon. That I would be everything that he needs in this world. I'll be by his side no matter what, that I won't show weakness and never make him feel alone.
But today, I can't. I really couldn't. I showed my uncontrollable weak side in front of the person I vowed to be the strongest. Porsche' must have felt afraid. He must have felt unsecured since I, the person who promised to be his fortress is now crying in front of him. But this is all my fault. Ever since I have been in a relationship with Kinn, my strength has been reduced to half. I know because I love him so much more than I love myself sometimes. I have been this weak shit because I love him.
I'm sorry Porsche', your brother is stupid.
"I'll clean the wound for you." Che' used a cotton ball moistened with Povidone-iodine to gently clean the
wound for me.
"Che', are you disappointed in me?" I tried to swallow the lump in my throat to keep my voice from cracking.
"What is there to get disappointed about?" Che' looked up at me and continued to tend to my wound.
"Seeing me like this."
"Is that all?" He flinched as if he's been hurt by my question. "You are the brother that I love the most. You have been the best brother I could ever have, and you are always my Idol." He looked up and smiled at me.
"Pick a band-aid that you like." Che' showed me yellow and blue plasters and I rubbed his hair affectionately.
"Let's go with blue."
I could only look at him after all those adorable lines that touched my heart. I'm still thinking about what I should do after this.
"Do you love Kim so much?"
"Hmm."
Porsche' finished putting the plaster on. Packed everything and sat down next to me.
"Hey, do you love Kim so much?" I repeated the question since he didn't answer clearly.
"If I say too much, will you hit me?" Che' replied with a smile. His answer makes it clear. Che' has been attached to Kim's side ever since we stayed here. He must be no different from me.
There's no easy way out of this situation.
"If ever- I mean, let's say the main family...." I pursed my lips together, knowing that I need to speak with my brother about this matter even if the truth would hurt him.
"If the main family is involved with the death of our parents, what would you do?" I inhaled sharply after I said that.
"Hey, what do you mean?" Porsche' stared at me blankly.
"Well, I'm not sure yet but it is a possibility."
"If that's the case, how did they become involved? Did they kill our parents, or did they just witness them getting killed?" Che' sounds surprisingly calm. Even thinking more rational than myself.
"I-I don't know." I don't know anything as of this moment.
"I'm going to ask how they got involved. For what reason, and who among in the main family is involved. Only then I will know what to do next."
"You're not going to get angry with Kim at all?"
"Why would I? If we went back to the time of our parent's death, Kim probably was just a child. Sleeping, sucking his toes, and playing. It is the adults' problem, why would we include the young ones?"
"You really love him, don't you?"
"I will never forgive those who did that to our parents. But I will make sure to see the whole picture of the story first."
"Are you sure Kim doesn't know anything?"
"I believe he doesn't know and even Khun Kinn as well. But if I find out that he knows about it all along and yet kept it from me, I don't know who to trust in this house anymore."
"..."
"But if the entire family really killed our parents, I wouldn't be able to stay here."
"And after that, can you cut your ties with Kim?"
"Hiaa, Mom and Dad are the best persons in our life and if one day I will have to choose, I won't choose anyone else." Che' gave me a light smile as he held my hand tightly.
"Me too. No matter how much I love someone, if he comes to hurt my brother or if anything that regards with our parents that kept us from being together for longer, I wouldn't be able to forgive them."
"I'm always beside him. Even at this moment, I know what he's been up to. I have no idea how difficult this situation is, but remember, I am ready to turn my back to the world to be by your side."
Porsche' leaned his head softly on my shoulder and I sobbed gently. I know that my brother loves me but only at this moment, I have realized the depth of that love. I hold his hand tightly as heavy tears fell from our eyes.
"Then, let's find out the truth about our parent's death, shall we?"
"Hiaa, do you know something?" Che' looked up at me so I decided to tell him everything that I found out.
Because Che' is also a part of the main family now, he has to know how much weight he is going to take against his relationship with the youngest mafia son.
[NEXT MORNING]
"But Hiaa, will you promise to listen to Khun Kinn and Kim's reason after this?" Che' grabbed my hand before the two of us left the room. Fortunately, the
motorcycle keys are still with me. I took a quick bath and prepared to leave with my brother.
"Uhm." I nodded then held his hand tightly and walked towards the ground floor of the house.
"Porsche, Che' where are you going?"
I was startled and glanced at the clock that reads half-past five. I spent the night at Kim's room with my brother and the two of us decided to do something and planned to leave early so that no one would see us.
"Did you wake up early?" I asked Pete who was walking towards us. He's in his workout clothes,
looking like he's going for a run which he always does every morning.
"This is the normal time I woke up every day. Where are you going?" Pete looked at me suspiciously.
"Oh, this bastard is hungry so I'm going to get something to eat."I lied pointing at Che'.
"Then let me go with you. The tofu restaurant in the front alley is super delicious."
"Let me just buy it for you. Are you going to the gym? Go ahead." I shooed him away.
"But I-"
"You can go out now? Are you not afraid anymore?" I used his weakness to negotiate. I need him out of my way before Kinn or Kim wakes up.
"Oh, I forgot." Pete recalled. "But I'm hungry, so hurry up and buy it. Take two bags of tofu."
"Uhm." I agreed and was about to turn around and walk out of the door when he called again.
"Porsche, who's southern curry is in the dining room?"
Damn! Yesterday, Vegas asked me to give it to Pete but then I walked up to Khun Korn so I have totally forgotten about it.
"Oh, I bought it." I scratched at the side of my face.
"Then why did you not put it inside the refrigerator? I see the curry has gone bubbly already."Pete murmured and frowned.
"I forgot, then reheat it and it's yours."
"What? It has already been spoiled. If I had seen it sooner, I could've gotten a bite. What a waste." Pete said sadly but for now, it was least in my priority. I waved goodbye at Pete then snatched Che's arm. I did feel guilty about Vegas' effort, but I don't give a damn for now.
"Don't forget my extra sauce." Pete shouted after us.
We walked to the garage and pushed the motorcycle out of the house. The other guards looked at us for a while before opening the gate.
"Hey, why aren't we taking the car? It's a long way." Che' loaded behind me as I strapped a helmet on his head.
"We usually went like this remember. It's always been like this before, so why change now?"
I put on a windproof jacket to Porsche' and immediately started the engine. I reached out and grabbed my brother's arm around my waist to make sure he is safe. The chill of the morning breeze caused him to snuggle his face on my back. This might be one of the most painful periods my brother has suffered but I want this to be done as fast as possible. Hold on a little longer, we can decide what to do next after this.
I stopped by first at the morning market as the sky started to lighten up. I ordered Che' to go and buy some things as I withdraw some money.
"Hey, let's eat buns first." Che' puts a small bun in my mouth and gave me bottled water to drink.
"Did you buy everything?"
"Um." He nodded and held up the bag in my face.
"Then let's hurry up. This isn't even halfway yet."
Che' walked to the nearby trash then jumped up behind me. We continued to travel along the road as we got out of the city and entered a forested area. The air is fresh, and the tranquility of the lush green surrounds did not make me smile in the least.
I drove up the hill cautiously. It's not even steep but I'm worried that the bastard behind me might fall off. I felt a bit dizzy from the lack of sleep last night so I know when the cool breeze touches my skin, I might feel sleepy.
So, I parked the bike on the side of the road again and splashed some water on my face.
"Hiaa, Kim is calling." Che' handed me his phone to see ten missed calls from his boyfriend.
"I switched off my phone before leaving the house. If you want to pick up the phone and talk to Kim, I wouldn't mind." I stood on the side of the road as I drew out a cigarette and began to smoke.
"I won't take it. It has just been five hours since we left. Things wouldn't be that bad, right?" He sat on the side of the road as well as he eats a cold, tasteless bun.
"And if things go downward, this wouldn't be the first time. In the end, life is full of difficulties, and we are well aware of that. The human mind is the most terrifying. The two of us might seem weak in this world." I said looking in a distance as far as my eyes could see.
What we are experiencing now seems like an illusion. It's beautiful, others might get envious as it looks too good to be true. But what we think was safe would actually be the most dangerous.
"Hey, you know Kim always tells me that I am a very optimistic person. Someone like me is easily fooled in business. Kim said that I am very easy to read. I couldn't keep a secret. I am too positive that competitors won't take me seriously." Che' laughed drily.
"He dared look down on you, let's see I'll draw some blood from his filthy mouth."
"But what he said was actually true. The two of us are weak in this world as you have said. Did you know, Kim acted like a mess every day, as if he didn't care about anything at all but the truth is, he knows
everything about the business. He knows the competitors' strengths and weaknesses. He is completely out of the picture, but people like him are
smart and know how to play the game. He might be too smart to die easily. In fact, even if the matter about our parents is true, I don't think I am worthy of Kim."
I looked at my younger brother with sympathy. He must be very stressed out about this issue and saying all these things only shows that he's preparing his
heart for the consequences.
"Hey, I don't want to ruin your relationship."
"I know. In the end, it's the truth that we need to accept. About Kim, I have been preparing myself for a while now, I also believe that I don't deserve him. As for the matter with our parents, it is too soon to say that I have made up my mind but even so, I don't want to regret anything. I might as well turn my back on Kim without any feelings left." He sighed and stuffed the bun into the trash bag.
"Hm, you have matured a lot."
"I'm telling you the truth. Even from the start, I know that I wasn't worthy of Kim. So, you don't have to feel guilty even if we find out the truth."
I couldn't reply to that. I felt pity for my brother. Lately, I haven't been paying much attention to him as I was always busy with Kinn's affairs. I am not sure if he's even happy or suffering.
"I am a Kittisawat, I have to be strong like you!" Che' got up and raised his fist above his head. He smiled at me until his eyes disappeared and become half-moons.
"Idiot, I will take care of you of course."
I dropped my cigarette butt and walked over to rub Porsche's head affectionately. We are brothers and we will hold each other's hands no matter what.
It took a while to drive the rest of the distance towards the top hill. The place where the two of us came every year. Here is quiet and peaceful, deserted and far from the chaos of the city. It is the perfect place to rest every time.
"This year is bountiful father, so the food is a bit luxurious." Che' said with a smile and put the duck he bought from the market on a plate along with the many other foods.
"Where's the cloth?" He handed me the cloth and I laid it to cover the front of the pagoda with two jars of ashes.
"Mom, we bought a beautiful garland for you this year." Che' put the garland near the picture of mother and father. He wiped the picture with a clean cloth as I light the incense.
"We are fine. How are you, mom and dad? Did I look a bit older this year? This bastard here said that I look older, and I look more like an adult now. Mom and dad don't have to worry even if I look older than my age, I will take care of him and myself. We will take good care of each other, right?"
I shook my head lightly before I looked at the picture of my father and mother. Even though the color has faded a bit, their beauty was still evident in my heart.
Dad, I'm tired right now. I want to see both of you even for the last time. I don't know what I should do next. I am very weak, right? I am weak and you see I am not a good brother. I know I should be stronger, I should be able to protect him. I'm going to get my younger brother through this, right? Mom, dad, please encourage me too.
I opened my eyes to put the incense in the censer as I looked at the picture of my parents. Fingers touching both name tags lightly.
Pongpat Kittisawat and Sai Nam Phueng Kittisawat
I would like to see them both one more time. Even just once, but it's impossible. Che' and I came here
once a year. In the early years, we came at the exact date of our parent's death anniversary. But after a while, I became busy with studies and part-time jobs,
so we only came here at our most convenient time since the place is a bit far from the city. We kept our parent's ashes here but a portion of it was left at home to keep it close to us.
The place was a hilltop area that my parents bought. I planned to build a vacation house here but the unexpected happened after Athi sold everything and I have no choice but to beg the new owner, who was kind enough to sell me back a portion of the land for me to provide a shelter for my parent's ashes. He even agreed I could pay it in installment.
"Hey, do you remember this well?" Che' beckoned me to the back of the pagoda.
"Uhm." I nodded.
"Last year, it was dried up, this year it has water in it. You said before that when you were a kid, you used to bring me to toss a coin here?"
"Well yes, the same holy well that I used to deceive you for throwing a coin in it. A satyr will come up and ask you, which coin is yours?" I said with a smirk.
When I think back to the days when I followed my parents to look at the land at that time, Che was still a child, could barely walk around, and was too naïve so I tricked him into throwing a lot of coins into the water. He asked dad for some money, but our father didn't give him, so Che pulled out his wallet and throw it into the well himself. He was beaten to death by our father while I smiled wickedly and when I couldn't take it anymore and began laughing, father beats me as well.
"I believed you. About the satyr and the lumberjack, isn't it?"
"Well, when you were young you believe me to death."
"Really? The young me is so stupid. Ouch!"
I slapped the back of his head.
"It's like we were walking against time now. Every time I remember you as a kid, I always picture you as someone overly attached to me. You can't leave my side before."
I took a deep breath and turned to look at him. "And now?"
"You're more attached to Kim." I said quickly. He laughed and shook his head slightly before picking up something from his bag.
"Here." Che' handed me a coin.
"What is this?" I asked, taking the coin.
"I was going to tell you, hiaa. This well is a holy well. If you make a wish and throw a coin, you will get what you want." Porsche' picked up another coin and held it tightly.
"What the hell are you playing at? I'm not a kid."
"Believe me, hiaa. Back when I was younger until now, I still believe you." Che' nudge me with his shoulder.
"What is it to me then?"
"I wished you to be the happiest." Che' said loudly and tossed the coin in the water then turned to face me. I
looked down at the coin in my hand.
"I remember last year, you told me that when I was a kid, I always wanted to be as cool as you, right?"
"Hmm."
"I used to think that I wanted to be as half as good as you. And now, do you think I'm as cool as you?" He gave me a wide smile.
"You are stronger than I thought, Che'"
"If you think that way, then it means that when I wished it as a kid, it came true."
"Seems like it." I looked at the coin in my hand silently before deciding to go with it.
"I wish that everything is just a misunderstanding. I wish you to grow up like this forever. And I wish Kinn to be the happiest." I tossed the coin into the well before taking a deep breath.
"Did you wish from the heart? Then your wish will come true." Che' snapped his finger and stared at the wall.
"Do you think the coins we throw into the pond every year are still there?" I asked still looking down at the water blankly.
"It has to be there. Not everything that we cannot see means they don't exist. Like our beliefs, our wishes, and the past."
I turned to look at my brother in amazement. This brother of mine has grown up really well.
"This well is like bookkeeping our story, our hopes, and the past. But the tossed coin represents the past. We leave it here and move forward. We don't need to mine those coins. We don't even have to know what color those coins are turned into now. Just know that we let everything go and trust that we will have a happy future."
I bit my lips tightly thinking how Porsche' exceeded my expectation. We grew up without our parents, of course, it molded us into different people who can stand on our own and I saw how good my brother turns out to be.
"Did you eat a book of philosophy?"I said with a smile.
"I'm cool, am I not?"
I ruffled his hair affectionately. "Do you think daddy's wallet is still there?" I laughed and looked into the well.
"Ugh, forget about it."
"What a happy scene here. How are you, my nephews?"
A familiar voice sounded behind us. Porsche' and I paused for a moment before turning to the newcomer as if he knew the place all too well.
"Wow, this year's food is really good. I mean, If you are the bodyguard of the main family's second son, this is all to be expected."
"Shut up!"
I glared at him. The anger I felt for my uncle is so deep-rooted because now I can't trust anyone around me because of all his cunning words.
"Hey, if this incense runs out, can I take all these back and eat?" He said calmly.
"Do you live in the casino? You smell disgusting." Che' said crouching his nose.
"What can I do? I can't have good food and eat as much as you can. Would you like to take me in?" He grinned at me.
"Let's go talk over there."
I nodded in the other direction but Porsche' hold my arm. "Why not talk here. What's the use of telling me everything last night?" Che pouted as I sighed wearily.
Last night I promised I won't hide anything from him anymore. Che' also said that now he's a grown-up, he wanna share all my hardships and happiness together. He asked me to not look at him as a child that only needs to get protected. He wants to show me that he is strong as well.
Last night, I called Athi and made an appointment to meet him here, which he knows very well. When he wasn't possessed with gambling yet, he helped my parents in many aspects. But now, he's far from the Athi that I know.
Honestly, since the issue about our house arise, I forgot that he's my relative anymore. I just want to know what happened to my parents as I have no other
choice even if I don't trust him or Vegas.
"The picture you gave me."
"How much do you have?" He asked hurriedly.
"Fifty thousand." I said in a low voice.
"Oh, I don't believe that in your position, that's all you have."
He made a bored face and folded his arms across his chest. He walked around me and Che' before stopping at the side of the well half sitting on the edge and staring at us slyly.
"Whatever you want to say, say it." I gritted my teeth as I saw his selfish expression. I was very curious if he had ever seen me as his nephew.
"Two hundred thousand." Athi said.
"I only have One hundred." I negotiated and thought not to easily accept my uncle's request because if he can get away with this, it's most likely that he will come back for more.
"This is all I have. Do you want it or not?" I stared at him intensely, as if to remind him that I never lied.
He thought for a while looking at me before he let out a sigh of resignation. "Well, since you are my nephews." He said it as if he doesn't care about the money.
"Then say it now."
I waved the envelope containing the money into Athi's face. I closed my eyes and calmed myself before handing him over the money I had just withdrawn from the bank.
"Let's see." He opened the envelope and checked the money.
"That is complete! I won't trick you as you did to us." I'm getting impatient by the minute.
"Oh, what's the matter?" Athi quickly stuffed the white envelope into his pocket.
"If you know anything, just say it all."
"Hmm, well. Ai Korn is playing tricks with me. The money that he promised didn't reach me. Now, let him have a taste of his own medicine." Athi said smirking that I furrowed my brows and tried to fit the whole
information together.
"What do you mean?"
"Listen to me now, my nephew I love both of you. The five million debt is true. Actually, it's because of the competitor's company that he urged me to try the new casino. What can I do? He said that he will finance me." He kept blabbing nonsense.
"So, what happened next?"
"He lent me a lot, I thought it was for old time's sake and for being a relative to them."
Che' and I looked at each other in confusion. Athi smiled and continued to talk as if he was merely talking about the weather.
"Relative? Say it all at once." I began to feel relatively confused and nervous.
"Hmm, the more I play, the more I lose the money. I went to negotiate with him, but he promised to give me more time if I give the house as a mortgage. But luckily, I promised to pay off my debt if I help him play a scam and bring you in under his wings."
[THROWBACK]
"Are you well?" A huge thump asked the middle-aged man in a distorted state. The bodyguards were invited to a secret room in the casino.
"You." A hoarse voice said in fear, eyes flashed in terror at the sight of the powerful man sitting across the couch in the middle of the room.
"I thought we'd never see each other again." He said casually before picking up the cigar and sucking it up without even looking at the other person.
"Y-you said you wouldn't mess with me."
"But you came to owe me a huge debt." He promptly interjected in a firm tone. Until Athi starts to panic in anxiousness.
"..."
"All this time you tried to avoid me. You've been running away from me all this time and why are you here, to die?"
"I will pay it back!"
"How can I be sure that you can pay in your state?" His lips smirked.
"So, what do you want me to do?"
"I have an offer for you."
Athi had a serious expression on his face.
"Give me Porsche and Porche'." Athi was stunned and replied.
"But you have promised not to mess with the children again. Do you remember that it was a promise you give to someone?" Athi bit his lips in fear.
"I've always kept my promises. I have always done it for the people I love." He straightened up with another cigar as if he remembered someone from the past.
"So, you are not messing with Porsche and his brother, right?"
"I can see that you can't take care of them. I have you followed earlier. Return them to me by any means. I will raise them as it was my right."
"But that was the last request of Honey." Athi lowered his head as he thought of his sister-in-law's face in the last days.
(*Honey - Sai Nam Phueng Kittisawat, their mother)
"But you can't take care of my nephews!"
[END OF THROWBACK]
I was stunned. As if a shaman has cursed me from head to toe. Just now, what did Athi say?
"My mother-"
"Yes, your mother is Ai Korn's sister."
Legs weakened and I almost fell to the ground. My chest pounded hard, and my brain has run empty as if I couldn't process the information that he said.
"That's not true."
I bit my lips tightly. My hand run cold as my body began to tremble in tension. Che' slowly collapsed to the ground.
"You still don't remember anything, do you, Porsche?"
Athi's voice changed into a softer tone.
"Aunt Dao. Aunt Dao is my mother's relative, isn't she?" I tried to find a reason to refute what happened here.
"Aunt Dao is just your mom's friend, who must have been taken away by now."
"It's not true. What am I going to do now?"
My head hurts as if a sharp knife has been stuck up in it. With firm hands, I gripped my hair tightly until I began to lose my balance and fell to the ground.
"Ahh! Mom! Dad!"
Suddenly, pictures began to cross my mind. Visions of scenes, blurry then slowly become vivid. A picture of my mother's eye. My father standing and arguing with someone. I was suddenly transported to a very narrow and dark place.
"Hey, hiaa." Che' walked over to me and hugged me tightly as I collapsed to the floor. I'm seeing things and I think I'm going crazy.
"Porche', they're back. They're coming back!"
"What is it? What is wrong with you?" Both Athi and Che' took water and rubbed my face with it.
"Your parents didn't have an accident." Athi and Che's voices sound like a faraway language I could barely decipher. Inconsistent images run across my eyes like a broken film I am not familiar with.
"Dad! Don't, Dad!"
"Your parents were killed. I witnessed it all. But Porsche' was shocked for a year and you need to be in constant medication until you got better, but all of your memories from that moment were wiped out. And you always believed that your parents died in a car accident.
"Then why didn't you tell me?"
"You are still a child! You are so young, Porsche.. Ah right here." Suddenly, Athi's voice changed. A distant memory rang in my ears and thoughts of the past continued to rumble in my head.
"I'm sorry I sent you to that hell again. It's my fault. I have no choice. He threatens me to get the title deed. I promised. Honey, I'm sorry."
"Dad! Ahh!"
"Huh, what is happening? Hiaa, what are you saying?" Che' whispered through my ear softly.
"The person who killed your parents is-"
The sound of gunshots made me jump in fear as I had never felt before. My body automatically trembled. The memories that have been flooding my head abruptly stopped.
I was paralyzed at the sight of Athi's body collapsed in a pool of blood in front of me.
"Nooo!" I yelled in pain.
The feeling of anguish was too overwhelming to describe. It felt like my heart has been torn apart, a déjà vu! But suddenly I saw the shocked face of my brother and my brotherly instinct kicks in. I hurriedly
pulled him into me and hugged him tightly. I will never lose one of my family members again.
"Che'? Porche' I'm here! Look at me. I am your brother!"
The sound of clashing gunfire around made me tremble so hard but I tried to lead Porche' to hide behind the pagoda and hugged him tightly.
"Porche' I'm here, I won't let anything happen to you." I put my hands on top of his ears so that the loud gun fires would be muffled a bit.
"Hiaa!" Che' buried his face in my chest tightly. It was at that moment when repeated images came flashing in my mind again. The picture of me crying inside an
enclosed space with my face hidden into someone's chest.
"Ouch!" I hugged Porche' too hard into me that he began to hurt.
"Porsche?!"
As I could barely focus on my surroundings, I didn't hear the voice calling me. It was terrifying in that dark isolated house.
"Porsche! It's me. It's me!"
It was then that I heard the voice calling me out of my reverie. That familiar voice and the familiar scent in my nose. It was the light in my darkness.
"Kinn?" I called out to the man who shook my shoulders then pulled me into an embrace together with Che'.
"I'm here. Porsche, don't be afraid."
I don't know why those words calmed me a bit and I realized how much I needed that hug.
"Che'!" Kim's voice called out to my brother with Che' being pulled into a hug quickly.
"What happened, Kim?" Kinn asked his brother.
"They escaped." Kim answered while checking on Che'.
"You guys take care of Uncle's body." Kinn turned to Anon and Ai Pha who carried a gun in their hands.
"Why did you kill uncle Athi?" With the weakest voice, I mustered to ask Kinn. I heaved heavily from the
revelations, the sudden chaos, and the images in my head. I hugged Kinn tightly.
"I didn't do it, Porshe. We didn't. Believe me. We just arrived. Kim and I followed you here with the purpose of taking you home with us." Kinn hugged me tighter than before.
"Then who?"
"I don't know. I called Khun Chan. After a while, they will be here, and we will catch them I'm really worried about you Porsche." Kinn kissed the top of my head, alternately hugged, and rained tiny kisses along my face.
"I love you, Kinn."
I don't know why I said those words. I love him so much that I don't want to lose him again. But the facts that I discovered today, why does the world treat us so badly? It was so cruel I don't know what to do anymore.
I have no idea how and when did Kinn get me into the car. He drives the car while I sat on the passenger's side. Kim and Che' at the back. As for Anon and Ai Pha, they will get back driving my bike. I just noticed that they only brought two bodyguards with them.
What a dangerous stunt! But they must have really planned to just follow me and Che'.
"Kinn, can you take me somewhere first?"
Even if the images in my mind are still unclear, I feel like going to that place will clear things up. Both Porche' and I are in the middle of confusion right now. Including our relationship with Kinn and Kim.
"Okay."Kinn said, gently stroking my head and holding my hand tightly.
It was silent inside the car as no one wants to talk. There was intermittent sobbing coming from Porche' and as for me, I felt empty. I am as empty as a pitch-dark room without exit. The closer we got to our destination, the more serious Kinn and Kim's faces become.
"P-Porsche, how do you know this place?" I turned to look at Kinn.
"Wait, hey Kinn. Is the plan aborted? We are going to meet the second family here, right?" Kim hurriedly called to Kinn.
"Did you know this place too?" I asked Kinn with all the calmness that I could muster.
"This is Agong's old house. Our grandfather. At the back are the warehouses."
Kinn said that it brought tears to my eyes. His words only strengthen Athi's claim from earlier. So, it is true? Khun Korn is my mother's brother?
And Kinn is my- He's my?
I couldn't finish the sentence even in my head as I looked away and find the will to calm down.
"Porsche, today is the day we will catch the second clan. They are planning to smuggle goods from here."
Kim added but I can't hold it back anymore.
"This house. This house is my parent's old house." I bit my lips as a drop of tear fell from my eyes. I couldn't hold it back anymore, so it flowed heavily down my face. I closed my eyes from the overwhelming feelings.
"W-what do you mean?" Kinn and Kim asked. Kim was in shock and Kinn quietly confirmed.
"I'll leave Che' with you. I want to go inside alone."
I quickly got out of the car. Kinn didn't listen to me and followed until I reached the front door. I walked slowly towards the keypad in pain. I pressed the code that suddenly crossed my mind, my mother's date of birth as I remembered.
"Porsche, what is the meaning of this? What is happening?" Kinn looked at me confusedly when the gate moves slowly.
"Kinn, I want to be alone for a while. Can you please give me a moment?" I turned to him and asked in a firm gaze. No matter how weak and embarrassing I look now, I want to do this.
"But promise me, you will tell me everything about this after?"
I nodded before I turned around and walked into the house. My steps halted when Kinn suddenly yelled. "Porsche! No matter what happened, I will be standing here waiting. Call me and I'll go in right away."
My heart melted as if it was being squeezed tightly.
Kinn, what should I do?
I straightened my shoulders and continued to walk without looking back or answering.
Just the smell inside the house seems familiar. The memories I keep in the deepest corner of my mind, so deep that I don't even have any idea I hold them, came out periodically. All this time, I wasn't aware that I hold the secret to my parents' deaths.
It was because my brain only remembered what it wants to remember. The memories I had here are all gone, covered by new memories and a news story
that has been created inside my brain to cover up the pain that I have experienced during my parent's death.
Why can't I remember anything? It was like I always believed in people around me that everything was an accident. Fragments of memory started to come back to me. In the garden, where my father taught me how to ride a bicycle. While my mother cherished her planted white roses there. There was also the uneven paint on the wall where I used to scribble drawings for Porche'. Until my father had to cover them with new white paint.
I opened the door to the house. The place is well maintained. Everything is the same as in my memories, not old, not shabby. It was like being cleaned up regularly.
A medium-sized frame with dried-up roses in it along with the writing 'LAST FOREVER FOR THE HEART, IN ETERNAL LOVE FOREVER.' I hugged the frame tightly to my chest as I couldn't stop crying.
"Mom, I miss you."
I looked with my tear-jerked eyes at the brown-black petals of the dried roses in the frame. I took another breath before I looked around the house and my
heart suddenly jumped. The tingling pain in my head began to creep in again. My body was trembling with fear and slowly walked towards the wooden
cabinet.
I let out a soft sob as I opened the cabinet weakly. My veins pulsated in my temple madly then my body automatically dropped down, and I sat inside it with my knees to my chest.
"Dad! Dad! No!"
I shouted unconsciously. Everything around me was now filled with virtual images. Suddenly, Athi is beside me. My face was buried in his chest as he put his hand over my mouth.
"Shh, don't cry, Porsche."
"Hmm." I struggled but he hugged me even tighter.
"Come and talk with Dad." Someone speaks and my eyes darted towards the outside of the cabinet.
Through the small opening, I saw my father negotiating with a couple of people.
"I already told him that I won't engage with Teerapanyakun's ever again. I am not taking partners right now either. I am just asking to be free and run my own business."
My father seemed agitated and refused the offer of the other company. He didn't seem the slightest bit to be afraid of the person he is talking with.
"But Honey is our family. You have to stay to help with the company. And what do you plan to do? Open your own company, and then what? At the end be the family's competitor?"
That familiar voice made my head hurt. That voice was the voice I trusted, because I thought he was caring for me and my brother. Khun Korn.
"Hey, listen to me. Honey and I are against the family system. I am totally against how dad managed the business. I am telling you this directly because this is the truth. I don't want to be forced into something I don't want to do. I just want to have a peaceful family and a business to be continued by my children."
"I said no! The two of you will be going back to the company!"
"I am not going!"
"Ai Phat! I told you to go back to work at the company and ask our father for forgiveness. This is for you and your family's safety."
"Teerapanyakun's has been good to me, to us. But if you are going to force me like this, do you really have to ask? Aren't you tired of following your father's instructions? And the fact that he wants me and
Honey to change our surnames into Teerapanyakun, is just overrated! I won't do it!"
"Ai Phat!"
"Thinking about it Khun, who really wants me back? Is it father or is it you?"
My father said defiantly until he was pushed and stumbled on his feet, but he was pulled back up by someone's big hands.
"What do you mean?!"
"You know the answer very well."
"Hey stop it! What the fuck are you doing?" A third voice came and joined the fight.
"What do you mean?! Say it!" The first voice asked.
"You are afraid that I will be your rival. Because I am better than you!"
A heavy punch landed on my father's face, so hard that I closed my eyes and yelled in my mind.
"Ai Phat! Stop talking, can you?" The third person intervened, and my father was separated immediately from the first person by the bodyguards. After a while, he came back and grabbed my father's collar.
"Oh, and don't you ever think that I am naïve not to know that you are jealous of me!"
"Damn you Phat!"
It seems like the enemy lost its control and beat my father up relentlessly. But no one protected my father. No-one stopped him this time.
"Why?! Because I am better than any of you! You can't let me go because you are so scared of my success. You are just gathering power to control. Do you honestly think that I will accept a family like you?"
"I'm telling you Phat, you cannot succeed in this industry if you leave the family!"
"Who's family exactly? This Teerapanyakun's second clan who wants to become the main family? So, you lend me your father's hand to help get rid of the main family!!"
"What are you talking about? What nonsense are you saying huh?" A heavy punch landed on my father's face again.
"Your pathetic family is raising children to kill each other! I won't be raising my kids like that! Don't you think? That will be your future! Your brother will kill you!"
"My father never taught his children to kill each other!"
"Ah, I'm right here son. Don't cry. Don't cry." Equally trembling Athi whispered in my ear, trying to cover my eyes tightly.
"Let's wait and see!! And don't you ever think that I don't know that you secretly love my wife!"
"You already know too much bastard!"
I was startled violently and then hurriedly pushed the cabinet door out in anguish. I was catching my breath in heavy pants as I bowed down and smashed my fists on the tiles in frustration.
Why can't I remember completely? Why can't I remember it at all?? Who was it? Who pulled the trigger?!
"Porsche!!"
Kinn's voice pushed through the door in a hurry as he ran towards me. I didn't have the strength to push myself up and was unconscious of who was entering the house right now.
"Porsche, is something wrong son?" A voice that seemed to come out of my memory is now in front of me.
I slowly looked up from the floor. I don't know what expression I have on my face right now. And I don't care.
"Chan said that you guys come here. It is almost about time, if Kinn and Kim don't want Porsche and Che' to get hurt, take them home right now."
Khun Korn caressed my head with his thumb extending to brush away my tears. I suppressed everything in my mind before pushing myself out of
Kinn's arms and rising slowly from the ground.
"What are you going to do with the second family?"
I said calmly.
"Oh, Kinn hadn't told you yet?" Khun Korn turned to look at Kinn sternly.
I looked behind him and saw that there were a couple of guards standing behind him filling the entire area. This scene looks a lot like from the past where my father was surrounded by guards. A déjà vu.
"Porsche, are you okay?" Pete, who was standing behind Phi Chan asked me worriedly.
"So, what are you going to do with the second clan?" I didn't answer Pete's question. I just flicked my eyes to look back at Khun Korn again.
"The second family betrayed us. Bringing information to many competitors. Today, dad will be able to catch them in the act."
"As well as eradicating all members of the minor clan?" I said with emptiness. At one moment, I saw Pete's eyes flicked in worry.
"Whatever is to be done that will allow our family to move forward, we have to do it, Porsche." Khun Korn said calmer and more solemnly than before. Should I be afraid of that formidable expression? No, I even felt more challenged.
"The second family is your brother, right father? Were you taught to kill each other?" My words transformed my eyes which were always kind and compassionate
into a glaring stare of death.
How ridiculous that I am using my father's words against the same person.
"What is wrong with you Porsche? I think you are tired. Kinn, take Porsche home."
"Did they really betray you? Or is it just that the second family is getting stronger that's why you plan to eradicate them?"
"Porsche, let's just go home for now." Kinn pulled my arm and looked at him in fear.
"Your eyes. They are just like-" Before Khun Korn couldn't even finish his words when a voice suddenly
intervened.
"Pa!" Khun Tanakhun walked inside in frustration.
"Why did you come here?!" Khun Korn turned around in shock.
"You leave me alone in the house! I'm afraid of ghost!"
"Pol was there."
"Well, I was watching ghost movies and I'm scared. Pol's face looks like a ghost too! Whenever he turns around, I get shocked! I want to join you here too. Why not let me?" The bastard laid down on the sofa without any idea what was happening.
"Dammit, Pol! I told you not to take him out of your sight!" Pete turned to scold Pol. He just shook his head in defeat.
"Dad!" Kim's voice screamed from the entrance of the house with Porche' running towards me and hugging me.
"What happened?"
"The second family already knew about our plan. This is a trap." Kim exclaimed, turning his gaze towards his family. Their bodyguards then prepared themselves and started taking commands to fully defend their master.
"Khun Korn, the second family sneaked in from the back, and destroyed the gate system on all sides. Arm is fixing the system so that weapons can be brought in." Pete quickly reported after getting a quick word from Arm.
"You guys get ready and go find someplace to hide."
Khun Korn told us, as I was tightly gripping on Ché's arm.
"If anything happens, I want you to run-up to the second floor, and under the stairs leading to the third floor, you'll find a small storage room. You can hide there." I whispered in Che's ear.
"Shit! They already surrounded the house!" One of the bodyguards shouted, along with several gunshots causing everyone to crouch down.
My hands then automatically pushed Ché to run towards the second floor, and head for the place I told him about. It only took a few seconds, and no one even noticed that I send my brother away.
"Damn, what a hassle!" I exclaimed and Kinn immediately landed his eyes on me.
"What are you still doing here, Porsche!? Hide!" Kinn told me, and the moment his hands reached mine, the members of the second family already barged in the house and huddled in.
Kinn immediately pulled me into an embrace, and swiftly took out his gun. He aimed towards his enemy, and half of those fell hard on the ground. We were surrounded, and the only way we could head was the side of the house towards a large river.
The main family's bodyguards all opened fire on the side of the subfamily. I was becoming perplexed as to what I should do in this situation. Because Kinn himself attempted to shield me. Nonetheless, I'm furious at what I've just remembered.
The sound of gunfire grew louder. Kinn was constantly dragging me to avoid bullets, and I was doing the same too from him. It was already afternoon, and the sky was nothing but indigo and going dark.
As soon as we try to counter the tyranny of the sub-clan, rain fell from the sky. As if the Gods from above felt that it was about to rain hell. And both the main family and second family's siege were put to a halt.
With blank eyes, I looked up at the people in front of me. The subclan attempted to pursue and play recklessly to bring the main clan to where their allies were ready and armed. They all faced each other until the main clan noticed that they were outnumbered.
"Going somewhere?" A deep voice rang from the other side, and when I got a better look. It was Khun Kan, together with the bastard Vegas.
"Kan."
Khun Korn pushed through the bodyguards in front of him and gave a smug look to his brother. This was the first time I saw him with that kind of expression.
"Don't you think you're too old for hiding and seek? God! you're making me laugh!" Khun Kan scuffed.
"And what about you? Do you think this was a clever move?" Khun Korn replied, pulling out a stick of cig and lit then exhaling the smoke to those on the sub-clan's faces as if they weren't even there.
"I don't have to be clever to learn your ways, Korn. Even a child can figure it out anyway." Khun Kan said, lifting his hands as if telling Khun Korn he was as easy as that.
"So, what do you plan to do? Pair up with Mr. Joseph's company to sabotage the Teerapanyankun main clan?" Khun Korn exhaled a puff of smoke, not bothered. He sounded as if he was discussing about the current weather.
I just realized that the second family had such big ideas that they were on par with their own competitors. As far as I've been working with Kinn, Mr. Joseph's company was a rival- whose parent company is in the state of Russia. He entered into negotiations with the main family on several occasions and wanted the Teerapanyakun company to join the network and become a subsidiary for the upstream line, and to expand trading power to other
countries.
"We're talking about benefits here. Benefits not just as high as the main clans', but as a whole nation."
"So, how much did they give you?" Khun Korn talked carelessly. He only tapped his cigarette into a clear glass that one of the bodyguards brought along.
"More than what I got today."
"Uhm."
"Don't tell me you're still being ambitious. That the Teerapanyakun company will expand just by itself. Wake up Korn, that'll never happen!" Khun Kan continued taunting Khun Korn. And by just the sound of Khun Kan's blabbing, my head was pulsing. As if I was stuck back again in the same cabinet I used to hide.
"Use your fucking mind, Korn!"
That voice.
"Porsche, what's the problem?" Kinn held my hand tightly.
Fuck!
"Dad! Don't hurt my Dad!" I started to mumble, as the past flashed over inside my mind.
"Brother, stop believing our father's last words that our family will last forever. Because the moment Nam Phueng died, our dreams and future had already been buried with her!" Khun Kan exclaimed, and it made me drop on my knees to the ground.
Stop!
"Do you know what it's like to be the second all the time?" Khun Kan scuffed. "We're a family, but why do I fucking feel that I don't belong!?" He said in anger, but Khun Korn was unfazed one bit.
"What are you planning, Kan?" Khun Korn gave the latter a glare.
"We never felt that we're even part of this family. Everything was prerogative to the main clan. Benefits, properties, and even power. We do the same level of job, but we're treated as if we're rats begging for food! I've had enough of this system! Let's just sell the company and share the same benefits!" Khun Kan exclaimed, took a fist full of his hair, and caress his eyes down to his mouth.
The latter was silent, before turning to me with a hard look on his face. "Do you even know what you signed in for, Porsche?"
"This matter is between you and me, Kan." Khun Korn glanced at me before turning a seething eye to the latter.
"If Honey is still alive-"
My heart almost flew out of my chest as soon as I heard my mother's name. But in that, Khun Korn immediately drew his gun and pointed the barrel at
Khun Kan.
"You don't have the right to say her name!"
A gunshot rang, and both sides started the brawl. Those little talks of Khun Korn and Kan gave Arm enough time to fix the security system, and let the
main clan's reinforcements come in. They were all armed, and I can only be stood still in a daze.
I was so lost with thoughts, but when my eyes met someone familiar, I snapped right out of it.
"Vegas!" I shouted and lunged towards the bastard who poisoned me on the hotel.
"Fuck! Porsche!" Vegas exclaimed, before aiming for my face while blocking my attacks.
"You lying son of a bitch! How dare you!!"
"What the hell!?" Vegas replied as if he didn't know what I was trying to say.
We exchanged blows with each other as if it was the first time. My punch reached his cheeks, and the bastard busted my lip. The stench of blood spread
through my mouth, but I was too preoccupied to even feel at all.
"Why the fuck didn't you tell me!?" I grabbed Vegas collar and he only do the same.
"I'm sorry!" Vegas said, and the two of us took turns tossing each other around the wall of fence. "Khet is dead. He was caught by the main clan this morning!"
"The main family!?" I exclaimed.
"Yes! And I already know how you're related to the main clan!" Vegas hit my face hard and pressed his forearm on my neck. I was forced hard against the wall, struggling.
Out of nowhere Kinn jumped in and kicked Vegas hard on the side. The latter then flew away from me, as I hardly gasp for breath. I don't know what to
believe now, but the only thing left in my mind is that there's still a lot of things I don't know from the main clan. My mind is fuzzy and I don't think I can rely on it solely.
I watched Kinn beat the hell out of Vegas, but all of a sudden, their stature interchanged. Vegas was now holding Kinn's neck, and the latter struggled to get out. They continued to exchange blows, but when I saw Kinn wasn't even getting the upper hand, I already butted in.
I'm still a bit confused on what side should I take on, but the moment I saw Kinn's lurch face my mind immediately run to override. I was about to step in, but Kinn draw his gun and pointed the tip of the barrel to Vegas.
Vegas scuffed. "Damn! brother Kinn is always better than me."
"Drop the fuckery, Vegas. You never saw us as your family from the very start."
"Then if you plan to kill me now, can I ask you to give something to your vice-head?"
"Rot in hell you bastard!" When Kinn was about to shoot, I bit lip. It's not like I'm concerned of Vegas,
but what would Pete feel if he saw this with his own eyes.
I was expecting a loud bang, but when I narrowed my eyes towards Vegas, he was rolling on the ground with Pete all over him. The latter was punching Vegas non-stop, and Kinn can only sigh, putting away the gun. I know Pete was trying to protect Kinn, but so as Vegas.
"Hold the gun, and if possible, don't join in the fight."
Kinn handed me the gun, which I fearfully accepted.
I'm not new to this stuff, but I just don't know where and to whom I should use this. To protect my loved ones, or to protect myself.
My eyes scanned the whole area. Vegas and Pete squabble on the grass. Pete continued to punch Vegas in the face, but the latter has no sign of fighting at all. Vegas only block Pete's attacks from time to time. Vegas's eyes were slightly sad for Pete, but he tried to stand up and looked at Khun Kan with concern on occasion.
Kim, on the other hand, murdered several subordinates of the sub-clan. He has a lot of fighting prowess.
But Thankhun was the polar opposite. He holds a gun on both sides, jumps on the back of Pol, and shoots so stupidly. He didn't hit anything at all, but trees and the roof of the house.
Kinn walked through the crowd, he wasn't even trying to kill the people of the second family. But I know his goal was very clear, he intends to deal with Khun Kan himself.
I glanced at Khun Korn, who was firmly protected by his bodyguards, and Phi Chan who didn't give anyone a chance to get to Khun Korn at all. I admit that P'Chan is very skilled, as his one hand holding a gun, and the other was holding a dagger that could kill those around him in cold blood without
hurting himself or having to move an inch.
'Why!?? Why can't you guys accept that I'm better than any one of you!? You all didn't want to let go of my family. So I would just stay here and follow all of your orders like a dog!"
"I told you Pat! No one! No one's gonna accept you just like what the main family did!"
"Accept? By whom exactly!? Your family only accepted me because you know my father can help you get rid of the main clan!"
The image continued to play inside my mind. The tone and the voice weren't vivid, but one thing is certain in my mind.
The sound of gunshots startled me repeatedly. The image of my father being pointed by a gun became more persistent and clearer as the sound played on
repeat. My bewilderment quickly turned to resentment.
He assassinated my father, leaving me and my brother alone. He deceives me into this world, he plays tricks on me. He took the first world from me, and he pulled me back into the same place to take the second. He knew what Kinn and I were but
why? What does he want? I don't know since when I walked through the middle of the clash, with minor
clans trying to lunge towards me and the main clan protecting me from the latter. I don't know where I am going, but my steps seemed to know where to go.
"Porsche."
I reached Khun Korn easily, without any delay. It was only natural because they trust me, but I don't give a damn of that anymore.
"Get out of the way."
I stood facing Khun Korn with blank expression. Khun Korn turned to my direction, and when our eyes met panic hover upon the guards around us.
"Hey, Porsche!"
As soon as I aimed the tip of the barrel at Mr. Korn's forehead. The main family bodyguards drew their guns at me in shock. All life here stood still, looking at the event with incomprehension. Even Kinn who was trying to reach Kan, and Vegas who was running to his father's aid has come to a halt.
"Porsche! Put the gun down!" P'Chan firmly told me.
"Porsche, what are you doing!?" Pol and Arm hurriedly walked over and stopped their tracks behind me.
"Why did you kill my father?" I asked with a trembling voice. I have enough of this traumatizing events, I
want some answers.
"Porsche." Kinn walked towards me slowly, with his eyes in disbelief.
"You almost killed me and told me not to tell anyone about this. But in the end, the beans spilled itself, ain't it?"
Khun Kan gently wiped the blood from his mouth as he walked closer to me, and Khun Korn until Kim had to point a gun towards Khun Kan. He finally smirked and stopped walking.
"Porsche, son. You misunderstood." Khun Korn said with a serious tone.
"Porsche, put the gun down!" P'Chan said stiffly again.
"Porsche put the gun down. And you guys don't point that thing to Porsche!" Thankhun walked beside me, but not everyone believed him.
"My mother was your sister. But you didn't even bother to tell me." I scrunched up my words with difficulty. And at the last sentence I said, Kinn opened his eyes in shock. Before his tears began to fall and looked at me confusion.
"Dad, what's the meaning of this?" Thankhun, and Kim asked.
"Yes. Nam Phueng is my sister."
I tightened my grip on the pistol, as my tears streamed down on my cheeks. Thankhun, and Kim looked at Kinn in sympathy. The latter was about to
walk towards me, but as if his knees weakened- Kinn slumped on the ground.
"Porsché." Kim bit his lip tightly as he lowered his gun, facing the wall and smashed it with his own hand in such pain that Non had to stop him.
"Honey-" Khun Kan suddenly muttered. His expression went all limp as soon as he heard my mother's name. As if he was trap in a trance.
"Nam Phueng was my lovely sister. We've been together as four siblings since childhood and ever since she came into our family, everything was
brought into life." Khun Korn said in sullen face, reminiscing my mother.
"Then why didn't you tell me this, Pa!?" Kinn yelled at his father. His eyes were both blasphemous and terrified.
"Porsche, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. What should I do? What am I going to do?!" Kinn turned to look at me and fell to the ground with his fist slammed into the ground with full force.
"Kinn."
I bit my lip tightly. We both are in pain, and none of us dared to move. My heart breaks in pieces upon Khun Korn's confirmation and seeing Kinn breakdown with me made it ten times worse.
"We love Nam Phueng or Honey very much. She has become the heart of the house. And even Agong and Mom loved her more than us." Khun Korn said in soft voice, making every one of us look at him.
"D-do you mean to tell me-"
"She was adopted by our parents. Mom wanted a daughter, so we took Nam Phueng from the orphanage and raised her as our own."
Kinn and Kim sighed together. Kinn caressed his face and his own eyes, as though one problem has been solved. But I didn't feel relieved or anything.
"Then why didn't you tell me anything." I asked.
"I want to take care of you, Porsche. And I knew from Athi that you were stubborn and by the looks of it, you didn't recognize me. I don't know how I'm going to walk in and tell you. How I can raise you like you're the child of our loved ones if you know the truth."
"To compensate for what you did huh?" Khun Kan said with a grudge.
"You said you only wished me good then why did you kill my father!?" I stretched my arm and pointed the barrel at Khun Korn's face again.
"I didn't, Porsche." Khun Korn came out with a fairly strong expression on his face and eyes.
"Stop lying to him, Korn! Things already come this far! Tell him the truth!" Khun Kan continued to intervene.
"Shut up you, bastard! You really don't have any sense, huh? I've done everything to make it look like Pat and Nam Phueng had an accident. Just for you! And how did you repay me!? You kept on doing things that ruin our family!" Khun Korn yelled at Khun Kan, and the latter can only furrow his eyebrows towards his brother.
"What the hell are you talking about!? Did you really do it for me, or did you just do it to refute your guilt!?" Khun Karn snapped.
"When are you gonna accept the truth Kan!? I know you hate Pat as much as you hate me!" Khun Kan said in disbelief.
"I do! And I admit it! I hate him. I hate him because he took Honey from me! And no matter what I do, or whatever I act towards Honey, she'll never accept me." Khun Kan uttered, grasping the side of his head. I don't know what to believe anymore.
"That jealousy of yours since childhood, will never get you anywhere, Kan."
"But I didn't kill Pat! And you know quite well what happened that day!"
[FLASHBACK]
"Your pathetic family was only raising children to kill each other! Dad killed his own brother to become the hotshot. And in the future, your brother will only do the same!"
Kan was about to punch Pat's face, but Korn blocked his way. Being reckless was Kan's forte, but this was the very first time he saw his own brother get angry. For in the family, he was the brawn, and Korn was the brains.
"Dad never taught us to murder each other!"
Korn made a fist and pressed it hard against Pat's face. Kan despised Pat, but he can't deny that his sister adored the bastard and seeing Pat in this state would only make Nam Phueng sad. And he can't bear the thought of his beloved little sister being in that state.
"Really now, Hiia? Just wait and see. And don't think I'm unaware that you secretly love my wife!"
"You already know too much, bastard!"
But before Kan could get up. Korn quickly pulled out his gun and he fired the gun at Pat, causing the latter to collapse and drop dead on the floor. Kan looked at him in disbelief.
"Y-you killed him. You killed him, Hiia!" Kan said incredulously, looking at Pat's corpse in shock.
"He deserves it."
"Then what would Honey feel?!"
"Hiia! Hiia!" Nam Phueng knocked hard on the door and when he saw the corpse of her husband, the latter's knees weakened, she slumped on the floor like a wilted flower. Unable to move, to speak and feel the flood of emotions.
"Bring Nam Phueng home! Together with Porsche and Porché!" Korn said sternly as the guards escorted Nam Phueng and Porché out of the room with Porsche nowhere to be found.
[END OF FLASHBACK]
I recall everything vividly, and the more Khun Kan talked, the closer my fingers came to pulling the trigger on Khun Korn's face.
"You really are good at writing stories, Kan. Don't you have any sense of guilt at all? Do you think I'll just carelessly draw a gun and kill people whenever I pleased? I'm not like you. Who's desperate, and orders Pat to be held for no reason!" Khun Korn said to his brother, scuffing.
He then took a deep breath and faced me. "Listen to Dad, Porsche. I believe you know me well enough. We live together, and you know how I treat my people more than Kan."
[FLASHBACK]
"Your pathetic family was only raising their children for future use! Dad killed his own brother to become the head of the company. And in the future, your brother will only do the same!" Pat snapped at Korn, and the latter punched him in the face in anger.
"Dad never taught us to murder one another!" Korn made a fist and punched it hard against Pat's face. Kan on the other hand was only watching furiously on the fight, with his eyes blazing with anger.
"Really now, Hiia? Just wait and see. And don't think I don't know you secretly love my wife!"
"You already know too much, bastard!"
Korn was about to punch Pat's face again, but before he can even lift his fist, Kan drew the gun. And put Pat out of his last misery.
"Kan! What the hell did you- Why did you kill him!?" Korn said incredulously, looking at Pat's corpse with shock.
"He deserves it."
"Then what about Nam Phueng? What would our sister feel?!"
"Hiia! Hiia!" Nam Phueng knocked hard on the door, and when he saw the corpse of her husband, the latter's knees weakened. And slumped on the ground.
"Bring Honey home! Together with Porsche and Porché!" Kan said sternly as the guards escort Nam Phueng and Porché out of the room as Porsche was nowhere to be found.
[END OF FLASHBACK]
With the look in his eyes and the firmness in his voice I lost. Being a respected adult, I unwillingly loosened my grip on the gun. I held it loose and didn't know who to believe anymore.
"I'm sorry for keeping the truth, Porsche. I only did that to fulfill Nam Phueng's last wish. I'm very sorry to cause you the trouble these past few years."
"Why? Why wouldn't a person like you understand?"
Khun Kan lamented.
"Do you still dare to deceive his son? Do you know what happened to Nam Phueng after that?"
Khun Kan directed his gaze at me. "She killed herself! The one that you've been believing up to this day was
only deceiving you, Porsche!"
Khun Kan slowly lowered his head, his shoulders trembling. Vegas looked at his father from afar, worried in his eyes, but he chose not to step in.
"You've done it yourself! If you didn't think I'll about Nam Phueng that day, she'll never take her own life!"
[FLASHBACK]
One week after Pat's death, Nam Phueng was hidden inside the secret basement of the main family. The room was dark, silent, lonely and there's no way for anyone to escape. There was only emptiness inside the heart of the woman-who's holding a baby in her arms with her cheeks streaming with unlimited tears.
"Take away Porché from Honey and give him to the nanny outside." Kan ordered, holding a tray of food in his hands while trying to negotiate with Nam Phueng. Which clearly was impossible.
"No! I won't let my kids stay with anyone of you!"
"Why do you have to talk to me like that, Honey?" Kan sat down on the bedside, and immediately after Nam Phueng fellback against the wall.
"Let us go!"
"I'm still chasing Athi, and soon enough you'll be together with Porsche again."
"Where is Hiia Korn? I want to see Hiia Korn."
The moment Kan heard his brother's name from Nam Phueng's mouth, he grows irritated. "Why do you still ask for him?" Kan said in anger.
"Then get out! I don't want to see your face! You're disgusting!" Nam Phueng began to cry, and the next thing she knew Kan was on top of him, glaring.
"Am I disgusting huh!? Nam Phueng!?" He said, gripping both of Nam Phueng's arms.
"Let go of me! I hate you! I hate you!" Nam Phueng try to struggle and grab Porché back, but Kan took the child from her, and pulled Porché away.
"My child! Give him back! Give him back!"
[END OF FLASHBACK]
"No, no! Honey called for me. She didn't hate me. Because I'll never hurt Honey, I'll never hurt her! It was you Hiia! It was you that she hates all along!" Khun Kan's tears flowed out continuously, he was so immersed in the thought as if he was back again in the same situation. Raw and vivid.
"Stop fooling yourself, Kan! You took away Porché from Nam Phueng! Because you love her way too much you can't even attend to your own wife anymore!" Khun Korn said in anger, while Khun Kan was left without words.
I bit my lip towards Khun Korn's statement and gradually turn the gun towards Khun Kan's direction. In my head, I could only see a faint feature of a hand, but it was so blurry that I couldn't even remember whose hand was it.
"And because of what you've done, you completely lost her."
[FLASHBACK]
"Give me back my child!" Nam Phueng shouted at Kan the moment the latter handed her child to the
nanny.
"Do you hate me that much, Nam Phueng?" Kan sneered slightly, and slowly stepped towards Nam Phueng.
"I do! I hate you so much I can't bear to look at your face! And one day, this family will be ruined just like what you did to mine!" Nam Phueng brawled at Kan, while the latter was busy eye-licking Nam Phueng's body.
"Family you say? This is your family." Kan crawled to the bed and took a tight grip of Nam Phueng ankles.
"I never see you as one of my family! Get off me!" She exclaimed, struggling to break free from the shackles, and Kan's grip.
"Then I'll make you my wife too. That way our children will have both Teerapanyakun bloodline."
Kan snuggled up to Nam Phueng's neck. He molested her, and left the lady crying out in despair.
"N-no! Stop! Stop Kan! Stop!"
[END OF FLASHBACK]
Khun Korn's words stunned me, and my heart was broken all over again. My hands began to tremble as I struggled to maintain control. Kinn's eyes were
filled with pity, but no matter how hard he tried to walk in and grab me, my hand always pointed the gun forward. I want to slay this cretin right now, as well as everyone else involved in my parents' murder. My vision is blurry and the will to murder everyone around me is overpowering.
"Mom."
"Hiia."
A voice called from behind. I glanced at my younger brother with tears streaming down his face. He was probably eavesdropping all this time. And as Porché walked closer and closer, Khun Kan looked up and was instantly shocked.
"Honey!" Khun Kan called out my mother's name softly.
"Nam Pueng!" He tried to run towards Porche', but both Kim and I hurriedly pointed the barrel of guns at him.
"Don't you dare come close to my brother!" I snapped.
"Honey, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." Khun Kan said in frustration. His body slowly collapsed to the ground as his emotion eat him all up.
"Nam Pueng will never forgive you, Kan." Khun Korn said, looking at his younger brother with pity.
"I'm sorry. I can't protect you. Nam Pueng, Honey." Kan sat down on her knees and continued to rave. "Why did you have to do this, Hiaa!?"
"Because it was the last request before she took the suicide pill, because of you!"
[FLASHBACK]
Korn came to find Honey, but was stunned by the condition her little sister was in. The small figure was sitting on the corner of the room, with its body covered with bruises and her expression was completely of a crazy person.
"Nam Phueng." Korn softly called.
"N-no! Don't get close to me! Get out! Get out!" Nam Phueng desperately begged, hugging herself tightly.
"Hey it's me. It's me Korn, calm down. I won't hurt you." When Honey heard Korn's voice, she immediately stopped. Lifted her chin up and hugged Korn tightly in her embrace.
"Hiia, please. Help me! Please!"
"I'm here, Nam Phueng. I'm here." Korn took his sisters back and comforted the latter with his presence.
"They took my baby. They took Porché!" Nam Phueng continued to cry out.
"Tonight, I'm going to bring my men to take you away from here." Korn sternly told Nam Phueng, lifting the chin of the latter, while looking at her sister in pain. He then slowly grazes his finger on the bruises his sister
got from his brother. It broke his heart, and he can't bear to see her sister in that state again.
"I can't go with you, Hiia. You know what he can do. He'll do anything just to get me. Take my son instead. Take my son away and leave him to Athi."
"But how about you? You can't stay here!"
"If I run away with you, it'll just put my sons in danger. You know him very well, Hiia. He'll never stop until he finds me."
Korn doesn't want to leave Nam Phueng, he can't do anything. He doesn't want to accept it, but his sister was right.
"Nam Phueng."
"Hiia, can you promise me one thing? Don't let the Teerapanyakun family find my sons. And whatever happens, don't let them get involved with this
family again."
Korn bit his lip in agony, seeing the woman she love in so much pain. The lady that once become the light of the house, was now drowning with sorrow and resentment. He couldn't say anything more, and just nodded towards her beloved younger sister.
"Then I'll leave this letter to you as well."
"But if I find Porsche and Porché somewhere safe to stay, we'll come back for you. I promise."
[END OF FLASHBACK]
"But Nam Phueng chose to protect both of you, Porsche. That's why she took her own life instead. Just both of you to be safe."
Khun Korn looked at me pitifully. It was the same for the entire main family who's in here, they can't bear hearing these stories.
"I have kept my promises all the time. I don't even think about looking for Porsche and Porché! Not until recently, I learned from your mouth that you broke your own promise and brought these two children back under your wing!" Khun Kan uttered. Making everyone glance at each other with mixed feelings.
"I had to! Because I couldn't bear to see how Athi raised my nephews! Porsche has to go such lengths just to make ends meet and get Porché to study in a prestigious school, when clearly they could've had it good if Athi treated them better!"
"No! No! You just want to possess everything that Agong gave to Nam Phueng! You just wanted them to be with you because they make you feel Honey is still alive!"
I thought about what Khun Kan said and turned to look at Khun Korn in disbelief.
"Enough already, Kan!"Khun Korn growled on Khun Kan, but the latter was too immersed in what he
was feeling and kept on apologizing.
"Honey, I'm sorry. I'm very sorry."
He leaned down on the floor and went silent for a while. But suddenly he lifted his head up and took the gun from one of the bodyguards near him and
pointed it in Khun Korn's direction. Khun Kan was about to shoot him, but P'Chan was faster enough to grab Khun Kan's wrist and kicked the gun away from the latter's hand.
When Vegas rushes in to protect his father, chaos reignites. Kinn attempted to run towards me but was grabbed by the minor clan's side. As I pointed the gun at their boss, we were both surrounded by hordes of minor clan men.
When I had the opportunity, I hurriedly pushed Porché to Kim, who was in the receiving stance and then attempted to turn and fight the second family side once more.
I made a lot of mistakes. Trying to defend myself by kicking and punching because my gun had been thrown a long-distance away. My body slammed hard against the greenhouse door, and I recall my mother purposefully building this place. However, all of the windows are now securely attached with a black film. And when my body touched it on the side, I felt an intense coldness against my skin.
"Porsche!"
Kinn threw a gun at me, which I picked up immediately, and fired on the enemy's side. Those bastards were rushing towards me, and when I got my hands on the gun, everyone flew away. My gaze lingered to the place I am now, and a familiar scent suddenly hits my nose.
It was my mom's perfume.
"Porsche!" Khun Korn shook his head, signaling me to follow, and immediately after I find myself inside the greenhouse my mom once told me. Khun Korn closed the door, leaving Khun Kan, P'Chan, Kinn, and I inside.
My gaze lingered around with suspicion, and it landed on Khun Korn's uneasy face.
It does bother me, but my senses were too busy with the situation that I was facing now. My mom's familiar scent and the sound of violins kept on playing. I followed my mother's scent, and when I reached the source of it, my eyes widen in shock.
"Mom!" I gasped.
The image in front of me is my mother, wearing a long white gown, and holding a bouquet of roses in her hands. She was kept in a glass coffin, in perfect condition as if she was just sleeping.
"Mom! Mom!!"
I hed onto the coffin tightly, trying to break the mirror
in every possible way so that I could hug her fully.
"Porsche! Porsche, calm down." Kinn walked over and pulled me away from the glass coffin.
"Nam Pueng! Honey!" Khun Kan went nearly as insane as I am, as he stared helplessly.
"You said she was buried in our family cemetery, what's the meaning of this, Hiia!?" He said, clenching his fists and continued crying.
"I did this because it was Nam Phueng's last wish."
Khun Korn slowly approached us.
"No! No!" Khun Kan continued to blabber.
"She's waiting for the day that she'll be able to see her sons again. I did everything just to fulfill her last wish and I'm really sorry that I have to keep it for a while Porsche."
"That's a lie!" Khun Kan turned to grasp his temples.
"That day, she told me that even after her death, she at least wants her sons to see her. That's why I did this."
"She told you not to mess with them anymore."
"Did she tell you that in the letter?"
"You were the one who got that letter! She leaves it to you, Hiia!" Khun Kan's grew louder and louder, but my attention wasn't in both, but with my mom in front of me.
"Mom, please open your eyes. I'm right here, your son. Please, please wake up." I continued to call for my mother's name, hoping she'll hear me. But I know no matter how hard I call for her, she'll never respond to me anymore.
"On that day, before I gave up Porche' to Athi's care, Nam Phueng handed him a picture frame that the Black Rose staff had for their child as they grow up." Khun Korn uttered, before turning to his brother,
"Stop your delusion now Kan! And stop ruining our clan and Nam Phueng's last wishes!"
"Honey." Khun Kan continued to call for my mother's name. And the more he projected his voice the louder the pain inside my head gets.
"Athi had to die, and you ordered to collect his body this morning because you desperately wanted to destroy all the evidence. The entire Kittisawat family had to suffer, just because of your jealousy Kan! You've been this way since we're young. You're jealous of me because Dad gave me a lot of attention, and now you turned your jealousy to Pat and because of Nam Phueng! You've been drowning yourself with jealousy since the beginning and it already consumed your whole life!"
I hold a tight grip on the pistol again, as I tried to digest everything they were trying to say. Because if I don't, I'll lost my shit and would run havoc again.
Mom, what should I do?
"Hiia, have you even loved someone?" Khun Kan said out of the blue, phasing towards Khun Korn with his fist clenching.
"I do Kan, and you know it very well, Kan. I'll do everything for our own clan, and now that Porsche and Porché were already part of it, I'll do everything for them too." Khun Korn said with conviction, giving his brother a sullen eye.
"You're full of lies!" Khun Kan exclaimed, aiming his fist towards his older brother.
Everything was so sudden, and before I could even blink an eye.
Khun Korn shot Khun Kan's head.
"Sleep now, my brother." Khun Korn said in agony. Keeping his head low, as he shut his eyes towards
his brother's cold body. P' Chan then immediately took Khun Kan's body and rested it on the side.
He lied!
A faint voice screams inside my head, the moment I saw Khun Kan's dead body.
He lied to you Porsche! He lied! Unable to bear what I heard, I pointed the gun back on Khun Korn's head.
Making everyone around me go in a panic.
"Porsche!"
The familiar voice I've been waiting to hear called my name, but when I raised my head. It was Kinn, shielding his father from my gun. He was standing in front of the trigger, tears streaming down his cheeks as he give me a look of total agony.
"Trust my father, Porsche and stay with me forever."
"But your family killed my parents, Kinn!"
"Dad may have sacrificed people, but that's his only way to protect you and your brother. And he promised to take good care of both of you now."
"I don't know who to trust anymore, Kinn." I bit my lip tightly, looking at Kinn in pain.
"I love you, Porsche. I love you more than my life. And if that day comes, when you are sure that my family did something to hurt you. You can kill me. If it's the last thing that'll parch the pain in your heart." Kinn said, with full remorse. Accepting the punishment for the things he never did.
"Dad is very sorry he lied to you, Porsche. But I only did that because of your mother's request and I kept her body here, because it was also her will to at least meet you, even if she already passed away." Khun Korn said, with his comforting tone again.
"You're my everything, Porsche. But if you really can't forgive my family, I'll willingly accept the punishment." Kinn took the barrel of my gun and place it into his forehead.
"Damn it!" I gasped.
As my heart melted by Kinn's gesture. Does this have to be like this?
My whole world was taken from me right before my eyes, and I couldn't even do anything to protect it. But now, the faith of my second world was right within my reach, and before my fingers. Should I still choose to pull the trigger?
"I love you, Kinn." I said to him. My knees quickly weakened, and I slid to the ground.
"Porsche." Kinn called my name and pulled me right into a tight embrace. Both his gaze and warmth made all the frozen feelings inside me melt and calm down.
Kinn said to believe his father and begged me to stay in his arms forever. He wanted me to forgive his dad and start all over again.
If I did believe him, will you be angry with me Mom?
I wanted Kinn beside me, through thick and thin. He's the light of my life, the armor that shielded me from this cruel, and cunning world. I will never forget who wronged my family and bear the anguish and pain it
caused me.
I'll use those memories to always remind and guide me to the path I chose.
"I love you too, Porsche. And I'll protect you no matter what." Kinn uttered, giving my head a light kiss.
"Let's go home, son." Khun Korn leaned down and stroked my head softly. And I'm about to detach
myself from Kinn's assistance.
"Dad!" Vegas was banging the door loudly from the outside.
I gave Khun Kan's corpse a look with mixed feelings inside me. I don't know what to feel, or how to react towards what happened. He ruined my family, killed my father, and even raped my mother but does he really deserve to die because of what he has done?
"Let him in." Khun Korn ordered P' Chan and nodded towards the door.
As soon as the door opened, Vegas froze. His eyes were blank as he stares directly at his father's cold body. It was like his whole senses collapsed in just
a blink of an eye. I can see the pain in his eyes as he shook his head in disbelief. He desperately wanted to grab his dad but chose not to and run away.
"Vegas!" Pete shouted, following Vegas with his gaze.
He was about to run after the latter but stopped in his tracks and went straight to Khun Korn instead. My eyes never left Pete, as he gradually came close to us. He didn't have to say anything, because I know exactly what he was thinking the moment our gaze met.
"My lord, I'm very sorry." Pete bowed his head slowly and took off the main family's brooch along with his black blazer and held it towards Khun Korn.
"Are you sure about this, Pete?" Khun Korn asked in query.
"Forgive me, my lord." Pete said in a trembling voice.
"Alright. I'll have a look at it." Khun Korn took everything from Pete's hand and handed it to P' Chan who was standing beside him.
"Thank you, sir, for having mercy on me." Pete bowed his head slightly before heading out running after Vegas.
"Pete! Pete!" Thankhun was about to follow Pete, but Arm and Pol took hold of him.
My gaze only followed my friend's action and silently wished him well on whatever he planned to do.I might be against him and Vegas but if he really felt that way towards Vegas, I can't do anything about it, and just wish the best on both of them.
And I hope that one day, we can all be together again.
[ONE MONTH LATER]
After the incident, everything began to unravel, and the main family arranged an honorable funeral for Khun Kan. Pete then had informed us about bad news, since that day of Khun Kan's death Vegas drove out in heavy rain and was involved in an accident. Vegas showed no signs of recovery until a month later.
Pete kept a close eye on Vegas and Macau, which fell under his jurisdiction by default. Even though Thankhun kept on despising the brothers, he still tried to visit Vegas' almost every day because he misses Pete. Kinn and Kim both rushed everything to clear things up with both the primary and secondary families in order to return to normal as soon as possible.
And for us, who have been stressed for the whole month, Thankhun decided to hold a party for every one of us to unwind and relax. But of course, he had
to be extra by inviting our friends on both sides.
"Light up the party, Time!" Thankhun kept on walking and directing people in the event.
"Damn, the food from your hotel still sucks!" He teased Tae, and the bastard kick his side in return.
"As for the three of you-Jom, Tem, and Mew! Go help me look at the stereo over there. Will turn up the music until everyone is deaf!" Little ding dong was too excited, it's giving me a headache.
"Hey! Was this true!?" Arm suddenly uttered, walking towards me with Pol on his side.
"I already told you guys to handle it yourselves! And you both still can't decide!?"
I stood in front of them, with my arm crossed and ticking feet. It's been a month, and this two can't still decide who's gonna take Pete's place.
"This kind of matter had to be decided carefully, Porsche!" Pol said.
"You got no choice, Pol. When I got tired of this shit too, I'll have you take my place instead. Or Arm. Whoever comes first." I chuckled, and both of them turned to give me a look.
"The hell are you talking about, Porsche. This is serious." Arm said in disbelief, and I could only laugh in reply.
"Come on now fellas! Who's gonna be who?" I asked.
"Dang it! Come here, Arm!" Pol exclaimed, pulled up his sleeves, and drag Arm towards him.
"Let's end this here!"
"Bring it on!" Arm replied with the same enthusiasm, lifting his sleeves too.
"Alright! This is gonna be one time only. And whoever wins, takes the place." I said, and both of them looked at me as if I hold their faith.
Both of them took a deep breath and said in chorus.
"Jackenpon!"
"Fuck!" Arm exclaimed.
"Yes!" And Pol cheered.
"I don't wanna be the chief of Thankhun's bodyguards!" Arm yelped that Pol and I laughed hard at his cry.
"So, it's Arm?" Kinn asked, handing me a glass of liquor, and I nodded in response with a slight smile.
"Were you tired?" Kinn asked, patting my head lightly.
"Nah." I answered him, with my attention on the two who's fighting not to be the chief bodyguard.
"You sure?" Kinn's tone suddenly went low, and my gaze shoot upon him. He was pinching my hip, with his lips resting on the nooks of my shoulder and nape.
"Can I do you tonight?" He whispered.
"Not a chance, bastard!" I scolded him, and the lunatic just chuckled.
"Come in, it's alright." My brother's voice suddenly echoed, and my attention went straight to the figure coming in the garden. And it's Kim and Macau.
"I told you to call time is 6 pm. What time is it already huh!? It's already 8 pm! You rhino!" Thankhun scolded the latecomers, and Macau can only keep his head low.
"Phi calm down, alright?" Ché retorted.
"Come help me with this wire then!" Thankhun said, pulling Macau's arm towards him. He may sound that he hates the latter, but I know deep inside he cares too.
"Why it has to be me? Can't you ask your bodyguards to do it?" Macau, with his head still low, argued.
"See those beautiful lights over there? They did that. So, stop complaining and help me here!" Thankhun replied, and Macau can't help but sigh.
Kim then, on the other hand, was watching over his brother and cousin. "Pity." He uttered, before turning to us and shouting.
"Hey! I got good news for all of you, Vegas is awake."
After hearing Kim's declaration, everyone smiled in delight. The main and sub-clan may still be not on good terms, but I appreciate the efforts of the three brothers in providing help to both Vegas and Macau.
I, on the other hand, was spoiled by Khun Korn. He gave me everything our mother left us and even provided much more. He let me take Porché to the conservatory where our mom was kept and gave us all the rights to our Mom and her belongings. I wanted her to be buried properly, but Porché told me to let her be for a while. And when the right time comes, we'll set her beside our Dad's.
"Thank you, Kinn. For everything." I looked at Kinn with sincere gratitude.
"And thank you, for choosing me." Kinn smiled, quickly lowered his head to kiss my lips without fear of anyone's eyes.
"Of course! I got no place to go bastard!" I teased.
"Even if you do, I won't let you." Kinn chuckled, placing his hands on my hips, and I automatically placed my
arm around his neck.
"Why do you love me?" I asked Kinn the same question every day. I don't know why I love hearing the word love from Kinn's mouth so much. It just warms my heart.
"Ask again." He replied, gently caressing my side.
"Answer me." I said in low voice, softly playing with Kinn's hair. I don't know when I learned this, but it always works well so, let it be.
Kinn chuckled at my gesture, before moving his face to my ear and saying, "Because you're naughty." He said in a raspy tone, grasping my ass hard.
I gasped, leaned closer to Kinn's face, and ask some more, "And?"
"And I love it so much." Kinn leaned forward and kissed my cheek. I smiled before burying my face on his shoulders.
We might have started on the wrong foot, but it ended with a good one. And if the day comes that we have to face trials again, as long as Kinn holds me like this.
"Fah mai laeo la na naung songrahn rao raung Tumnaung pleng tohn
nohn ngai ja tohnb pai tohn tohn Tung yohk tung yohn yao yuan yua jai"
But we have to deal with this bastard first!
"It's not even Songkran yet! What the hell!" I yelped.
"My business!" Thankhun replied, before continuing his singing.
Damn! It's not even Songkran yet for Pete's sake! Why is he singing Ram Wong Reung Songkran!?
Kinn and I shook our heads at his brother's actions. My gaze then turned to look up at the house and stumbled upon Khun Korn and P' Chan on the second floor who looked at us through the glass. I gave them a slight smile, and Khun Korn returned to give a warm one. He must have been as happy as my parents now to see the smiles of the two of us. With all the laughs and smiles that happened tonight, I wish it would stay like this forever.
[KHUN KORN'S ROOM]
Korn's eyes looked down on the garden, as his guards along with his children laugh in full happiness. He was satisfied, and his heart was full. Because everything was going smoothly according to his plan.
"Only the victors, can be the authors of history." Korn said as he lifted the brandy comfortably in his hand.
"What are we going to do next, Sir?" Chan replied.
"Let them love each other deeply. That way, the game would be fun." Korn slowly sat down against the edge of the glass window.
"And the main clan need the strongest of them all to last long, as you said, Sir." Chan handed a cigar, and Korn thoughtfully held it in his mouth.
"That's what my father taught me all along. And love alone can't last. Unlike strength." Korn let out a small smile.
"Were you talking about Khun Kinn, my lord?" Chan asked in monotone. But Korn only scuffed in reply.
"He's good. But in my opinion, Kim is the strongest of them all."
Chan was silent, and only bowed on his master's in reply. Korn then looked down from the window, staring deeply at the people as if they were pawns to his game. He then took out a paper, stared at those for a moment, and then crumpled it in his fist as if it was nothing.
"Let the survival of the fittest commence."
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