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Whenever Vegas left the room, I would always look for a way to escape. But no matter how much I wanted to jump from the balcony, the chain on my wrist held me back. I tried hitting my wrist against the wall several times, but there was no sign that it would come off.
It seems stupid, I know. But in my head, I've tried everything. Pointy and solid stuff, whatever things that might unlock it. It was almost impossible. So, I just thought of stupid ways. I tried pulling my arm out of the big chain. It was hard and it hurt a lot.
Time passed until late night came. I still didn't give up and kept searching in every crook and cranny, under the bed, the drawers. But I found nothing that could help me. I tried opening the big wardrobe and looked for sharp objects but... there was nothing. I just folded the clothes back to normal so it wouldn't be obvious.
The whole cabinet was clean and organized. When I came back, I finally noticed something different and strange inside one of the drawers. Woah!
"What in the world is this?" I whispered to myself as I took some things out of the drawer.
"Woah, what the hell?!" I cursed in disbelief.
Fuck you, Vegas! That goddamn pervert! What a sicko! I held the objects in disgust. There were chains, whips, handcuffs, and various sex toys. There were so many that I had goosebumps all over my body.
"Sick bastard! That pervert! Degenerate! Not thinking of anything but lewd things. You son of a bitch!" I threw them back in the drawer where they belonged and stroked my arm frighteningly. I don't want to be here anymore!
Suddenly, I heard the door open from the outside, so I immediately rushed back to the side of the bed while fully clothed. I lied down, stayed still, and pretended to be asleep.
Soon, the bedroom door opened and the smell of booze wafted through the room. I could sense Vegas' figure slowly approach the bed. I felt terrified and my heart started beating fast. Just the thought of him circling around me made my fear grow uncontrollably.
Thud! The impact hit the bed next to me, causing me to be startled. I tightly closed my eyes as I frantically prayed for mercy in my mind. I almost stopped breathing for a moment when I realized that he was lying next to me.
But... Why was he so quiet? Both of us stayed still. I let out a huge sigh of relief and slowly opened my eyes as I moved my head to look beside me.
The bastard Vegas laid face down on the bed in desperate condition. His face was full of faint palm marks and there were bruises on his lips, presumably because of Kan when they fiercely argued today. I raised myself from the bed and stared at him silently. Vegas' eyes were still closed and he wasn't moving.
This man, if viewed from the outside, seemed like a normal person. Even though his face showed a cunning expression, every time I saw him, he appeared with a smile. A kind and friendly look. He was a normal person in my eyes. I sometimes listened to Boss Khun and Boss Kinn's description of his evilness. But because I've never gotten to know him, I wasn't convinced at first.
But now, I firmly believed them. He was more than I thought, beyond my expectations. Like a politician, he had two creepy personalities. I never knew his true self would harbor evil and had ideas that were difficult to fathom.
"You're still not asleep?" The wobbling voice groaned with closed eyes, still not looking at me. I hesitated before immediately moving to rest myself by the headboard of the bed.
"..."
"Huh, are you scared of me that much?" Vegas said, a laugh resonating from his throat. His body was still facing down.
"Are you trying to get yourself killed?" I said, curling my knees and hugging them tightly.
"No, I haven't even killed you yet," said Vegas in a low voice. I turned my gaze away because I didn't want to see his face. The more I looked at him, the more I felt bad. "You must hate me so much," Vegas continued staring at me.
"Yes! I hate you! I hate you so much!" I turned and yelled at him. But I only got a laugh and the corners of his lips lifting to a smile.
"Huh, it must be like that. Everyone hates me. Even my dad hates me," Vegas said, his voice lowering by the end of his sentence.
"..." I lowered my gaze and pretended to look at another direction.
"You know... My father! Do you know how much he hurt me? Since I was a kid until now, I get scolded all the time."
I narrowed my eyes to look at Vegas who was now looking off into the distance. His eyes looked blank but it flickered until it was filled with pain and weakness that it couldn't be completely closed.
"..." I pursed my lips closely, not daring to move too much because I felt uneasy from what Vegas said. I didn't know what I was feeling.
"They always compare me to Kinn. Let's just say I'm one of those who didn't ask for this. Why does it always have to be the major clan? Huh. I was born in the minor clan, always carrying the title of second. Why am I the one to blame? Why was I born as only a second's child?" Vegas continued talking.
I was able to understand what he was trying to say. That, in fact, the love of the second family was just for show. Vegas and Macau were just one piece of Boss Kan.
"..."
"Huh, but that Kinn got everything I wanted. He got good luck since birth, being born into the major clan. He didn't have to endure being born into a miserable second family like I did," Vegas poured out his thoughts.
If only Kan loved and cared for his children a little, this kind of thing wouldn't have happened. Vegas didn't seem to get along with his father at all. He must've gotten hit like this all the time.
"..."
"I don't get it. What's the difference between the minor clan and the major clan? The illegitimate ones are better. The business seems successful at first. But then you look at the family and you can't do anything about it. Haha, probably only one thing... Pete, it's all fake, you see. In front of other people, my father shows that he loves Macau and I so much. But in reality, I'm just a puppet. If he wants me to go left, I have to go left. If he wants me to go right, I have to go right. When I try to resist, he'll blame it on me."
If we were in normal circumstances, I would feel sorry for him. But he shouldn't use his pain to hurt other people. He needed to strive to become different. Vegas shouldn't act like a child without warmth and let his emotions prevail over reason, or else he would be no different from his father.
"..."
"Uncle is a good father to his children. Khun, Kinn, Kim. No matter how badly they behave, he doesn't mind. Meanwhile I haven't chosen a wife to marry yet, do you know why?" He squinted his eyes and asked for my opinion.
"No..." I simply replied.
"The minor clan is unlucky! Just because I'm gay, my father nearly killed me and hates me like I'm some sort of freak. Why?! I hate women. Fuck women! They're just hungry for money, those gold-diggers." I knew everyone had their own reasons behind their actions. Vegas as well, but he was thinking wrongly.
"Not everyone is like that," I accidentally said what I was thinking which made me hurriedly purse back my lips so I wouldn't say anything else.
"But what I saw was that... Disgusting. It was disgusting," Vegas continued to say his own emotions and feelings.
"It depends on the people. Women or men. Good or bad. Your logic is wrong."
I had no desire to save him from his sins but if he continued with this mindset, he'll go the wrong way for the rest of his life.
"Oh. You're going to say that I'm wrong for liking men, aren't you?"
"No..." I tried to remain calm and stop preaching at him. There was one side of myself who wanted to say that if he wanted to go to hell, he should go alone. I'd be contented if he kept immersing himself in his foolish ways.
"Huh, I know it's up to them, but I hate those women so much. Ever since I was born, I've seen my mother shed countless tears so many times because of them."
"..."
"I hate those people so, so much. I hate them as much as the major clan. I hate all the people who made my life like this."
"What did the major clan even do to you?" I couldn't help but ask after hearing him say that.
"Do you know the reason for my mother's suicide? They slandered my Mom."
"But... You have to separate that from this. That was an adult matter, and it was a long time ago," I immediately retorted. This bastard grew up in a comfortable lifestyle. I could think of so many worse things he would've experienced. I hope he experiences that in his next life.
"Huh... You're really loyal to the major clan... So faithful. You're acting like you're a wife of Kinn."
"You're the only one who thought of that stupid idea." Sometimes, I wanted to lift my feet and kick him. Boss Kinn is a better person than he thinks.
"Huh, Kinn makes me green with envy. He always beats me! In everything, no matter how hard I try, I am just seen as the child of a secondary family. Now look, even Porsche couldn't love me at all. No matter how good I do, how much I suffer, they always choose Kinn in the end!" Damn, Vegas! Losing and bullying his rival. He was acting like an immature child.
"If you don't want other people to compare you to Boss Kinn... Why are you comparing yourself to him then?"
"Why do you think I compare myself to him? Huh?" Then, Vegas laughed. His once empty and distant eyes suddenly turned to look at me and stared at me for a moment. I gulped down my saliva out of nervousness. This asshole! What was he gonna do?
"..." I looked at Vegas suspiciously as I watched him slowly rise from the bed and crawl towards me.
"And you... You even compared me to Kinn as well." I tried to get off from the bed and flee, but he wrapped his arms around me and held me still.
"Vegas, you bastard!" I yelled at him and began to panic from the terrifying expression on his face.
"Huh... You're cute, too," said the bastard Vegas, his stinking breath reaching me. Was he too drunk or was he joking?
"Back off!" I pushed Vegas until he fell back to where he was before. He shifted slightly. I stood on the ground and held a pillow in front of me tightly as a shield in case he was going to do something bad to me.
"..." But everything fell silent as Vegas laid on the bed, facing the other direction. He stayed still without moving until I had to check if he was alive.
"V-vegas," I called his name in disbelief. "Vegas... Vegas." I lifted my leg and kicked his forearm, but there was no response.
"Die... You... You! Ha! I hope you die!" I accidentally shouted so loudly that Vegas flinched. I jumped and leaned my back against the wall in surprise, thinking that he would wake up. Shit! I was even more paranoid now, dammit! I'm too anxious for this!
"Geez! I'm going to put this pillow over your face so you can die... I can't... If I kill him, his men will find out for sure. I'll definitely get caught. I'm surely going to die... Or should I just cover you with the pillow and say you died because of high-blood pressure from all the alcohol... Heh... Or not. I'll probably get punished or something... What should I do? I want to kill you, I want to kill you, I want to kill you! But I don't want to be a murderer! Argh!" I immersed myself in my thoughts for a long time before collapsing onto the bed, and then looking at Vegas' body in frustration.
Suddenly, I thought of something. Vegas must have a phone with him. I could use his phone to contact someone. I figured it out, so I crawled onto the bed and searched for both the pockets of his pants, but it was empty which made me get off the bed again. I then went and opened his expensive bag. I tried to move as quietly as possible, but I found nothing. Argh! He was careful! He must have put his phone on the desk outside.
"Damn it!" I cursed with utmost disgrace and sat down on the same bed.
"People like you are fucking demons! You're a heartless bastard!" I used both of my feet to kick him out of the bed because I couldn't stand seeing his face.
Bam! Vegas' body rolled off the bed and fell on to the floor. I'm satisfied even with just that. What kind of revenge shall I do to you? I'll do a little bit, you can take it!
"Oh! You fell on your own. You deserve that anyways! Always sleeping more comfortably than I do." Then I buried myself under the blanket after reaching out to turn off the bedside light.
Phew! I didn't know if I should feel victorious. But I'll do it like this. I would encourage him to drink more often so I could kick him off of the bed when he's drunk. If it will happen often, he'll get bruised to death. Hehe, I won't be blamed, too.
Eh? What kind of plan was this? His stupidity was starting to rub off me. What the fuck am I thinking? It's silly, I'm going crazy!
The next morning, I woke up with my body aching because the soreness still hasn't gone away. Damn! I couldn't sleep well. And why didn't I sleep? I tried coming up with plans on how to kill Vegas all night.
Fuck! I still had the chain around my wrist. I was stuck in here again without a way to kill him. I'd still be tied up like this even if he died. I couldn't help but remember my grandmother's face. I miss her so much! I need to survive. For her.
Bam! Whack!
"You let all the important customers slip out of your hands. You can't find a solution. And you still had the nerve to show your face to me! Ha!" A loud voice shouted as I heard items get thrown to the floor. It made me get out of the bed, lift my head, and look out through the opaque glass.
Damn, Vegas was in a rampage again? This time, he stood pointing at two of his underlings who stood still with their heads down.
"The customer contacted Big. I tried mentioning the deal again, but he refused to sign the contract," one of his underlings told Vegas with a fearful look.
"Idiot! Where did that bastard Big go?! Get out of my sight right now! GO!" Seeing the two underlings walk out of the room and Vegas walking towards the bedroom, I hurriedly fell onto the bed and pretended to be asleep.
Snore~
"You don't have to pretend to be asleep, Pete! I know you can hear me." I clenched my fists under the blanket and took a deep breath, knowing full well that Vegas was in a bad mood.
"..."
"Get up!" Vegas pulled the blanket off of me. My feet moved automatically, and I kicked him on the stomach with full force.
"Fuck, Pete! How dare you?!" His eyes were even more furious. I immediately frowned. I didn't mean to provoke the fire to make it hotter than before. I knew than when Vegas was angry, he was unstoppable. There was nothing around me that could protect myself from him. But I was surprised, and my body moved by itself.
"I... I didn't mean to," I raised myself from the bed and told him nervously. Vegas took a deep breath as I waited for him to erupt.
"Huh, you know I'm angry." Vegas grabbed both of my arms and held them tightly against the bed's headboard. I could do nothing but squirm beneath him.
"Release me!"
"No one tries to insult me when I'm angry. But what do you do? Huh?!" His strength was so great that I couldn't resist. The devil in Vegas was back again.
"I said I didn't do it on purpose!" I closed my eyes tightly, trying to get him off me.
"And another thing, Pete! Why was I laying down on the floor last night? What did you do to me?!" The bastard drew closer. His figure pressed firmly against mine until my legs were unable to move.
"You were drunk, I don't know!"
"You're thinking of killing me! But I'm telling you, if I don't die, people like you will die... But you're going to die alive, you know that, huh?" The bastard Vegas lowered his face to the crook of my neck which made me feel goosebumps all over my body.
"Vegas, let go of me, you bastard! Let go!" I used all my strength to wriggle out of his hold until I felt numb. I needed to find a way to survive.
"Stop struggling! The more you struggle, the more you'll get hurt. Consider this as you helping me vent my emotions for a bit. I'm so angry that I can't stand it," Vegas whispered in my ear softly. I felt even more disgusted.
"Release me! You can't do this to me again!" I still didn't give up. No matter what, I'll never let myself be fucked again.
"Huh."
"How the fuck can you just abuse me like this if no one loves you... You're just heartless! You're a fool! Let go!" I closed my eyes, resisting him in every possible way.
"What the hell did you say?!" Vegas released his hold from my wrist and then switched to firmly pressing my head against the bed in anger.
"Shit, Vegas! Let me go!" I tried hitting his arm because he had one hand on my face and the other hand strangling me by the neck.
"Say it again! What did you say?! SAY IT!" Vegas' voice roared, the force he was using to squeeze my neck intensifying as he shouted.
"L-let me go... Augh..." My hands were exhausted from suffocation. I felt like I was about to drown in oil, suffering until my consciousness was starting to fade.
"People like you should die!" I narrowed at my eyes at Vegas in a blur. Tears began to flow on my face in pain. Vegas' eyes made him seem like an assassin who was ready to take my life.
Knock! Knock!
"Boss Vegas, it's happening again. Boss Macau and Boss Kan are arguing again," a bodyguard yelled from outside. The bastard Vegas quickly loosened his hold on me. I lay gasping for air for my poor lungs.
"What are you going to do, just... Just...?" My hoarse voice asked him with my body still laying on the bed. Shit! Vegas walked over and grabbed a pair of handcuffs from the drawer before pulling both of my arms to his direction. He firmly locked the key against the bedside pole.
"Vegas... Don't... Let go of me!" I said with wide eyes. My wrists were held tightly from both sides and there was also a large chain attached to it.
"This is what you and your good-for-nothing mouth deserves!" was all he said before he walked out of the room.
"Fucking Vegas! You cruel monster! I hope you die, damn it!" I shouted, yelling after him. I tried to pull my wrists out of his shackles, but it didn't work. I was chained like this again, unable to walk and sleep properly. I could only sit on the bed.
"Let me go!" I continued to yell for a long time as if I've gone insane. I was already a little free to walk around for a moment. And now, I was back to the same place where I suffered. Fuck!
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I had no idea how much time had passed. The bastard Vegas only came back into the room once to change into his student uniform. He then walked away after picking up his bag.
"Release me! Vegas!" No matter how much I called out to him, he didn't look at me at all.
I kicked random things with my feet and pulled my wrist but to no avail. My body was exhausted. My full stamina had yet to be replenished for now. I was also getting violated every single day. I was starting to think that the person who'd get bruised to death was me. I'm really going to die.
Screech~ The sound of the glass door sliding made my eyes lit up. Someone arrived holding a tray of rice whose face I knew very well.
"Nop... Help me!" I called his name as soon as he stepped in. Nop was an old bodyguard of the major clan who turned into a subordinate for the minor clan. "Help me!"
Even though we didn't like each other, he and I never had problems with one another. I was hoping he would sympathize with me a little bit.
"Eat this, it's rice," Nop placed the tray of rice on the bedside table. I looked at him with dazed eyes, begging him to help me.
"Nop, release me. Help me, please," I gave him a glare.
The asshole looked at my condition, my bare chest and my lower limbs that wore a pair of sweatpants before he slightly shook his head and looked the other way, as though he couldn't bear to see this sight.
"Pete... I can't believe I'm seeing you like this," he said in a tired voice.
"You've got to help me then. I promise I won't get you in trouble," I immediately said, remembering my vow to survive.
"I can't help you, Pete. You... You should stop thinking too much and just let it go."
"Damn it! You can see what he did to me. You have to help me!" I didn't stop trying to convince the idiot to help me. I saw him as my hope. I knew this was a pathetic way of trying to escape. But at least I might survive.
"To get out of this house... You need to leave dead... You should know this."
I bit my lip hard because I knew now how much the minor clan was more brutal than the major clan. Boss Kan kills people like they're just vegetable and fish. I knew what the idiot was trying to say.
"Then go tell him to kill me!" I angrily said. If they keep saying that there was no salvation left, don't torture me like this anymore.
"...He will kill you for sure. He won't leave you alone."
"Then will I just lie here and wait for my death without doing anything?"
"The only thing I can tell you for the meantime is that you should let him do whatever he wants to you. People like Vegas get bored easily. Once he's bored, he might pity you and let you go. Consider it as buying time. That's all I can help you with..." And as he walked away, my only hope disappeared in an instant.
"HEY! Come back first! At least untie me here. How am I going to eat this rice, huh?!"
Oh, I was so close. But this idiot. What, did he just put the tray of rice for me to play with? Telling me to buy time, he could at least let me eat some rice first. I was going to die from hunger and thirst!
I looked down at the dish of rice. Even though my head was full of chaotic thoughts, I still wanted to regain my strength and hope for myself. I had to go back and see my grandmother again. I won't die here! Fool!
It was only within reach but still so far away. Just a simple plate and glass of water placed in front of me but I still couldn't eat it. I thought he brought the food for me or something? If it was going to be like this, he should've just inserted some incense sticks and gave me tips instead.
And then the bastard disappeared all day. I was very thirsty, and my throat was so dry to the point where my saliva was starting to taste like powder. I was so tired that I was almost unable to sit up. I threw my head against the headboard and fell asleep in exhaustion.
Screech~ I was startled when Vegas walked into the room. I moved, slightly paranoid, and leaned my forehead against the bed pole as my stomach growled. I was hungry and I wanted to pee, too... But I wouldn't dare talk to Vegas. Just seeing his face made me tremble.
But now, he wasn't as angry as he was earlier this morning. His face looked normal. He changed from his student uniform and continued his household routine after school. It was like I was just air. Fuck!
"Have you lost your mouth already?" Vegas said after minutes of silence.
"..."
"If you try doing something that'll upset me again, you'll get hit more," his voice softened and he showed a solemn expression. This bastard was definitely bipolar! All his unpredictable remarks were making me weary again!
"..."
"I'm not a mean person, okay?"
"Yes," I replied dryly. I tried to force myself to not argue with him again in fear that he would become furious again.
"If you behave well, will I be bad?" He said, approaching me.
"No."
"So what's wrong with you? Why aren't you eating? What the hell are you doing sitting there? Oh... You've watched too many dramas with my older cousin. Stop protesting! Your food will get dirty." Vegas walked over to stand and look at me up close, hands placed on his waist. I looked up at him with a look of disgust.
"Stop yelling at me and let me go," I said in a low voice.
"Oh! The bastard didn't release you, did he?" Vegas said in surprise.
"Release who? He just put some rice down and left."
"Huh, this is crazy," Vegas laughed, shaking his head. He was really in a better mood now. The attributes he had this morning just disappeared as if he was a completely different person.
"You're crazy," I whispered.
"Hey, come here." Vegas pulled a key out of his pants' pocket and then managed to unlock the chain. I quickly drew my wrist and rubbed it in pain. "But remember! From now on, you need to behave properly."
I listened, but not really, while I took the glass of water and drank it thirstily before rushing out of the bed and running to the bathroom. I did my personal business for a while because I've had been wanting to pee since this morning until I was almost in pain.
I washed my eyes and face for a long while, not wanting to go out and face him. But at the moment, I was so hungry that my intestines were almost about to deteriorate. And so, I gathered my courage to go out and grab the plate of rice, sitting on the bed with a blank look on my face.
"Go and eat on the sofa. Don't make a mess on the bed," said Vegas who was lying on the bed sheets while playing a game on his phone. He narrowed his eyes and looked at me fiercely.
"..." I was too lazy to talk, too tired to argue, and went straight to the sofa and sat without any problem.
Being with Tankhun, I used to think that I wasn't judgmental and that I could stand anyone in this world. But not anymore. I could never be with this asshole for sure.
After eating, I immediately went to take a shower because my body felt sticky already. Honestly, I didn't want to breathe the same air as Vegas anymore. I spent nearly two hours walking, sitting, showering, and doing random stuff inside before gathering the courage to get out of the bathroom again. The safest place in my life right now was probably the bathroom. So I wanted to spend as much time in there as possible.
When I got out of the bathroom, I was relieved to see the bedroom devoid of people. My eyes turned to look outside the opaque glass and spotted Vegas sitting in his office, reading a book attentively. Even though he seemed calm, I still felt a little nervous. I lay down on the bed and fear rose again in me. Was I going to be tied up again tonight? I wanted something to hit my head and knock me out so I could go to sleep. I was too tired to even close my eyes.
As I walked around the room to find something to hit myself with, someone suddenly opened the door to Vegas' office.
"Hey..." The little figure ran over and hugged his older brother in a fussy manner. I looked at the person with hopeful eyes.
It was Macau.
"HELP! Boss Macau, please help me!" I shouted out loud. I tried to drag my arm bound with chains to the door, but it didn't work.
"..." I had no idea if Boss Macau heard me.
Suddenly, Vegas held his brother's head that was on his chest before he walked out of the room. Vegas turned to my direction and gave me a smile that turned into a sneer. That was the last thing he did before the door closed. Oh no!
"Son of a bitch! Is this room soundproofed?" I cursed angrily.
I walked around the room, fidgeting. Vegas was probably going to hit me now. He was going to come back to me. I looked left and right, trying to find anything that I could use as a weapon to defend myself with, but I found nothing. The lamp above the bed was permanently fixed on the wall so I couldn't pull it out. With no other choice, I hurriedly picked up a pillow and hugged it tightly.
Screech~ I jumped on the sofa and stood up, not lowering my guard, ready to lift my feet and kick him as soon as he approaches me. Even though my body was still hurting, I won't let him come near me!
"So... You're here. You're always looking for trouble for yourself," said Vegas as he grinned. He slid the glass door close and walked towards me.
"Try to come close and I'll strangle your neck with this chain!" I threw the pillow at him and pulled the chain around my hand.
"Huh, you know what? Do you have any idea how many things you've done to upset me in just one day?" Vegas strode boldly towards me.
"Don't come near." I looked left and right to find a way to escape.
"Pete, you idiot. Do you really think someone like you can negotiate with me? Ha!" The bastard Vegas rushed over to me. I lifted my feet up to kick him, but his hands grabbed my ankles in time before pulling them downwards. My body lost balance and I immediately fell, my back slamming into the sofa.
"Hah." I couldn't move for a second and Vegas came up, quickly straddling me with both his hands tightly pinning my arms.
"Let me go!" I struggled to find a way to escape again.
"What was it?! You're going to strangle my neck with this chain?! I'm afraid that's impossible now, haha!" A laugh came out of Vegas, sounding so psychotic that made my heart pound in fear.
"Let go of me!" I used all my strength to break free from his hold, but he took the chains in his hand and wrapped it around mine, holding it above my head. Even though it was a loose knot, it was heavy enough to keep my arms from moving.
"How loud do you want to cry? Scream as loud as you want! Let's see if someone will come to help you!" Vegas said before pulling my pants down to my knees and turning to open the drawer next to the bedside table. At that moment, I lifted my feet and kicked him against the chest with full force which made him rear back.
"Fucking Pete!" The bastard Vegas fell onto the sofa, yelling at me with eyes filled with anger. He quickly rose up and slapped my face with his palm with his strength.
Whack! The booming sound filled the room which affected my already dizzy head. The smell of blood permeated my entire mouth. Vegas, that jerk, dragged me off the sofa and threw me to the bed.
"You son of a bitch! How dare you talk to me like that?! I already told you, don't ever insult me again! Don't you know what will happen to you after this?!" Vegas approached me and came closer, pointing angrily at my face.
"Let me go, Vegas... Don't do anything to me," I trembled in fear. Inside, I was falling apart because of the pain once again.
"How much do I need to hit you for you to remember?! Huh?!" he yelled at my face.
Positioning his fist, he punched me in my lower abdomen until that part of my body almost numbed. I lay writhing in agony. I bit my lower lip tightly from the pain. Vegas didn't talk much as he prepared himself. He grabbed and held my legs open, creeping up closer to me between my thighs.
"Ack... Don't." I tried to stop him as much as I could, but the pain in my lower abdomen slowed the movements of my body.
"Huh. Do you always annoy me because you're not scared of me or because you like the way I punish you?" said Vegas. I narrowed my eyes at him with fury.
Once again, I had to endure the bitterness in my heart. The bastard tore open a condom and grabbed a bottle of lube. I tightly closed my eyes and tensed in fright. He never cherishes his partners, no foreplay or care. He would just force himself in me and I would feel like I was dying from the pain.
Before long, I felt pain in my lower body. The bastard Vegas thrusted his cock in, regardless of how stubborn I was. The ache and agony doubled in me and never left. He stayed inside me for a short while before moving in a slow rhythm. Then before I could notice, he sped up the tempo.
It hurt so much that I didn't feel anything anymore. But the misery in me still never faded. I felt it every time I heard Vegas moan, reinforcing the feeling of cruelty he was giving to me.
"Ahh... Hmm... I'm coming."
Despite the pain, I kept glaring at him. The bastard Vegas kept thrusting blissfully inside my body. There were occasional moments when he would move in a way that would make my body react. I would tremble and feel different things. But I never felt them in a good way.
"Ugh..." I bit my lip, trying to hold back my voice. Fucking Vegas kept moving his hips without any regard for my current state.
"Ahh... Unbelievable... Y-you feel so good."
The more Vegas talked to me, the more disgusted I got. The tightness in my back area intensified as he continued to move. I felt his cock move in and out after the numbness of my body began to fade.
"E-enough... You... Evil monster!" I tried to open my mouth to curse him, but my voice came out weak and faint.
"You're in the mood, too," said Vegas as he licked me on the stomach.
Every time he hits my sensitive spot, my body still reacted despite the fact that I didn't like it. I couldn't help but react to all the sensations.
"I-I hate you!" I bit my lip hard. The bastard Vegas began to move his hips rapidly until my body was shaking vigorously beneath him.
"Are you coming? I'll wait for you," Vegas smirked triumphantly.
"I... I will never come because of someone like you," I gathered the courage to say that to his face. As if Vegas had a heart to listen to me. He continued to move in and out as he pleased. He just did whatever he liked.
"Ahh... Come for me..." His voice echoed all around me.
I was so exhausted that I couldn't even argue with him. I didn't know what will happen after this. Even though my body reacted to him at times, I hated him to the core. And I believed that I will never betray my own feelings.
It took a long time before Vegas' release. And as soon as I was able to get up, he held me back down and made me lie face-down which told me that he still wasn't satisfied with one round. I just laid in pain, tightly clutching at the bedsheets. I couldn't do anything but let the tears filling the corner of my eyes fall every time. Vegas seemed to be taking every single part of my strength that's left. My heart kept pounding along with my breathlessness and resistance. Of course, I didn't come at any round and neither will I ever come because of him!
Bitch! Someday, I will make you bow down to my feet, bastard!
I didn't know when I fell asleep. Even if I tried to move slowly, my body was too traumatized for me to bear. The pain in my lower back surged all over my body. I trembled so much, even my bones felt like they weakened. I was lying under the blankets, wearing new pajamas. I couldn't remember how many times Vegas fucked me before he stopped. I only knew that it went to the point where I couldn't stand it anymore and I just passed out.
Screech~ I immediately turned to the glass door in surprise. But I was relieved when it was the same idiot walking in with the same tray of rice. Fortunately, I wasn't tied up today like I was yesterday. But I still had the same shackles tied around one of my wrists.
"Pete! What did you do this time?" he said, looking at my face that I reckoned was bruised from the way Vegas slapped me yesterday.
"Just... H-help me..." I adjusted myself and leaned against the headboard of the bed. The bastard poured water in a glass and handed it to me.
"Pete, I'm sorry. I don't have a problem with you. But you have to understand, I don't want to die," he said, making a sympathetic face to me. I drank the water thirstily before looking around the room.
"Where did he go?"
"He went to college, he'll be taking exams all week. It must have been stressful so he did this to you." I placed the glass back on the table.
"You... You don't have to help me escape. But you can call the major clan and tell them about me. You can tell Pol or Arm, or even Nont," I reached out to grab Nop's arm and lightly shook it, begging him.
"I prepared a new set of linens and placed them at the end of the bed. Vegas said once you wake up, you can change the sheets," the idiot tried to change the subject and acted like he didn't care about what I was saying.
"Nop... I'm begging you," I kept pleading at him. The idiot sighed deeply, then gently took my hand away.
"Pete... Vegas is a person who will abuse everyone he could in the world, except the one he loves. I hope you know that." And then he walked out of the room, leaving me to look behind him with dreadful eyes.
'He'll abuse everyone he could in the world, except the one he loves. Is that so?' I repeated the words in my head and thought it might be true because Vegas was kind enough to not want Porsche to die.
Speaking of Porsche, I suddenly thought about him. If you are in this situation, what would you do, Porsche? But he was very lucky that he met Boss Kinn. He loves him and Porsche loves him back. He wouldn't fuck you like this... right?
Vegas--he wasn't a person. He was clearly a monster. He can't just come and fuck anyone! People have friends and families. People have feelings of their own. I'd tell Vegas for him to just wait for his fate to catch up, he'll have no one left in his life!
I sat and pondered about it in confusion. Vegas was the same as other spoiled, rich children. The only difference was his story was deeper, his past consisting of bad thoughts that he had accumulated since childhood. Probably because his father didn't give him enough love, raising his children the wrong way. Vegas must've had built a strong wall around himself and imprisoned an evil demon inside it.
When he encounters someone weaker, he tends to release the beast inside him. If you play in his game over and over, you'll keep getting hit like this until...
"Sigh, I gotta let it go. Boss Kinn is probably in a worse mood these days. I'm tired."
"Son of a bitch! Why is my life like this?!"
"Just let it be and accept it."
"Accept what?"
"Well, people like him are spoiled. Just do what he tells you until he gets bored. The more you resist, the more he'll try to get you."
What if he stopped having fun? What if I made it boring? What if I don't have to play this game? The words I had spoken to Porsche last time flashed in my head.
I used to tell him about what he should do with Boss Kinn to make it easier when he used to get ordered around so much. I started thinking that Vegas was the same as Kinn. Attention-demanding people liked to win!
Fuck! Come on! I'll dare to abide and endure his actions in case there's a way for me to survive! I mean, if he didn't want me to live, he'd have ordered to kill me already.
Do it, Pete! You've got nothing to lose! Try it!
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