I rose as the sun did, stretching my weary body.
Sleeping on the ground was something I was familiar with in this form, although it would have been nice to be snuggled up next to Silas in our own bed.
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After last night seeing Silas all fired up, dreams of fucking him senseless danced in my mind.
Usually, I'd wake up and make myself known to Silas. I liked biting into his soft neck and cradling the stump where his leg once was. My fingers would trace his marbled skin, right down to his cock that I would grip and stroke.
You've got to focus. There's no time for thoughts like this.
I could feel how erect I already was. My own curved cock was protruding like a dark stinger, glistening as it throbbed want through me.
Patches of skin stretched over my fur to try and trap this form beneath it. It was constricting wherever it grew, branching out to dig into my body reforming.
The process was a gruesome one. I could already see where fingers were starting to form on my two front arms. Toes speckled the back two while the others remained absent. 120Please respect copyright.PENANAnxWphpqe47
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I didn't want to startle Silas by growing extra arms or legs in my human form all of the sudden.
Although, extra arms would be helpful to keep him in my grip.
I shook my head to try and clear the thoughts swimming in it. Although Silas was very much fuming at me, in my mind he was begging me to fuck him harder and faster. It was just the two of us, like it had been before.
One more day. Then I could burst into that room, tie him up, and have my way with him.
Fuck.
There's no way he'd be willing for that so soon after the death of out children.
My instincts were screaming to create more as soon as possible, but something else wanted to just scream over everything.
That wasn't normal. Why did i want to do that?
Hunting would take my mind from it all. I could show Silas I could still provide for our little family and keep them safe.
Checking the quiet house, I quickly got to my feet before I heard something by the fence line.
Instantly, I was on guard again as I spun around to the intruder with fur bristling.
It was Avery.
Instantly, all of the intrusive thoughts and feelings were gone at the sight of my son.
He was still in his pyjamas from last night but wasn't coddling his little bear.
Maybe Silas had said something to him about it?
"I couldn't sleep again" he whimpered up to me.
What was he doing out here? He could have gone to his other father.
"You need to go back inside" I warned him.
"I want to stay with you" he rushed over to grip onto my arm.
I couldn't just leave him here. He'd be safer with Silas.
Or would he? I was the one who saved this family from Reid. He knew who could keep him safest.
Avery was never this clingy. The trauma was making him unsure and fearful of the world.
I couldn't have that leading his life. He had to be strong.
"Your father wouldn't like you being out this early" I told Avery's gazing face "and I don't like you being out here. You need to stay where it's safe."
"But I'm safe with you" he snuggled into me.
He really knew what to say. I looked up to the sky so I didn't need to be sucked into how manipulative he was being.
He had me by the heart and was squeezing the living hell out of it.
I couldn't give in to this weakness. I had to be tough for his own good.
"No" I decided, shaking him off and pushing him for the fenceline "stay home. I'll be back soon."
"But, Dad!" he pattered back towards me.
I turned, snarling. My fangs spread wide in anger and my body drew up high as my fur bristled once more.
All other emotions were dead. All I felt was desperate fury at trying to keep him from running to his death.
"No, Avery!" I hissed to him "you'll stay here and do as you are told."
His face turned from fear to bitterness that hardened as he scowled up at me, spitting back.
"You never want to take me anywhere!" he snapped as his voice rose "I'm old and big enough! I can handle it!"
"Listen here, Avery" I loomed over him to make the newfound courage disappear "if you go out there, you'll get hurt. You aren't ready for it. You are waiting here and that's final. Do you understand?"
He looked down, muttering something.
"Do you understand?" I repeated firmly.
"Yes" he huffed back and scuffed his foot on the ground.
"Now get inside" I nudged him to have his hand try to swat me away.
I held my smile at how immature he was being. Angry over something as silly as this.
I made sure he wasn't hanging around the fence before heading out past the nest and into the trees.
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Blood dripped from my mouth when I tore into the side of a deer I had stalked and murdered. It had put up quite a struggle and had smashed one of its hooves into my arm when I had stabbed my mandibles into its neck to paralyse it.
The whole body was rigid after killing it. The blood was warm as I tore through the skin and fat to the meat on the muscles.
This one would be mine. I'd hunt down another for my children.
I could imagine Silas' disgusted face now. He'd lean on that red fence while shaking his head at me with a smile on his face.
I liked it when he pretended not to be amused by me. Playing hard to get, like that was ever an option when we first met.
I tore through the leg to saw at the muscle.
Silas would look nice hanging up like he had been back then. He'd be right there to take full advantage of and make cum over and over.
Since the children, he hadn't been the same eager man I grew to love keeping all to myself.
In a way, it was good. He had a thing for really trying to get under my skin by sleeping with Carter. I caught him twice with that fucker already; I wasn't going for a third. I'd kill Carter if he even tried laying a finger on Silas after his last stint on our fence.
In other ways, I missed the thrill of being on the edge. Silas had been so submissive and ready to slide beneath me without notice. The way he moaned my name and yearned for me always had me wanting to prove my worth to him.
Gouging at the deer helped unleash my frustrations. I absolutely mutilated the body an destroyed the meat in my frenzy of frustration at the situation I was out into.
I could feel my erection returning with a vengeance. Electricity coarsed through my body begging to make a move.
Silas wouldn't want me. The situation was not ideal for him to be thinking of fucking me, let alone considering carrying more children.
I wanted them so badly. Seeing Silas carrying those precious lives always had me swelling with pride. Those were mine and he wanted children with me; not Carter, not Reid; me.
The deer didn't resemble a creature anymore. It splattered to the ground as I came to my senses and blinked down at it.
I had to hunt and get home.
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A fresh deer dangled from my mouth as I proudly marched back from the trees with my trophy.
I could see Silas in the yard with our children. They were digging and planting flowers together in the little garden.
I dumped the deer outside the fence line I peeked over and down at everyone.
"I've got food" I grinned to my children.
Avery was keen for a feast, despite his cold shoulder earlier. He tore from his skin so he could barge out the gate and to the deer he ravaged.
"Girls?"
Ethel was more conserved with peeling away her body. Even though she didn't want to show it, I saw in her steps how excited she was for the fresh feast.
"Thank you, Dad" Astrid smiled up to me and quickly followed after Ethel.
It looked like Maisie was going to continue planting with Silas until she promptly dropped the flower she unpotted into his lap and raced for the deer the others were already swarming.
I watched them with pride before turning back to Silas.
"I was hoping they could stay like they were" he muttered up to me while digging a hole for the flower he lifted from his lap "it'll take days for them to grow back."
"They need to be fed" I pointed out "they can't just stay in Skins their whole lives. They'll starve to death."
Silas narrowed his glistening eyes up at me before dropping them.
He knew only too well about that. It was still fresh with him.
"I'll look after them while they are like this. It'll be fine."
Silas scoffed, stabbing his trowel into the dirt.
"So, I'll just live in this house alone then, shall I?" he jabbed the flower in and punched dirt around the bowed stem.
"You aren't alone..."
"I needed you" he bit back and wiped the tears rolling down his cheeks "I had a room full of beds to dismantle and boxes to fill. I had to do it all alone because you...."
He let his words trail off without finishing. His eyes said enough.
"I'll be back tomorrow" I tried to soothe him "I'm here for you, Silas."
He snorted and unpotted another flower.
"Sure feels like it."
His bitter tone burrowed into me. It made something inside me flare up at how quickly he was losing faith in us.
I didn't like it. It sounded like he was deciding my fate without even giving me a chance.
"I invited Carter over to help me donate the boxes. I can use his car to get them into town quicker."
My blood boiled and I flared up at the mention of his name.
"See? I knew you'd be like this" Silas pointed his trowel at me "he's only coming over to help me. Quit thinking about yourself and let me have someone help me around here!"
"I'll take them" I snapped back now "you don't need him here."
He'd take Silas and never come back, that snake....
"It's already done" Silas replied simply "tomorrow morning. Don't be an arsehole and stop him. He was there to listen to me when I needed to talk about everything."
"I..."
"If you want to do something, you can head back to that flower field and get my babies back."
That wasn't possible. I blinked down at Silas who wiped his face again.
Was now the right time? He'd want the same things, right?
"We can try again" I smiled to him "we can have that large family back."
Silas' face screwed up in disgust and he took a step back from me.
"Are you fucking kidding me?!" he spat venomously "we just lost our children and you want to replace them with more? Did they mean anything to you, or are you just using me to see how many you can pump out at once? Let's go for twelve, should we? Or maybe fifty!"
The hatred he held was fuelled in those cold eyes stabbing daggers through me. Silas had his mouth parted as he growled in frustration.
Enough of this bullshit.
I grabbed Silas and yanked him over the fence to drop him onto the ground beneath me.
I scowled at our children rushing to intervene, keeping them by the deer.
Silas dragged himself back from me in panic. His prosthetic scraped a path in the grass as I made my approach.
"What are you going to do?" he stopped so I was leering over him "throw me in the woods again to teach me a lesson?"
I looked to them, briefly considering the idea.
No. He needed to know I was here to protect him and provide for him better than anyone else.
"I need you to love me" I breathed "actually listen to me and work with me rather than fighting me all the time. I want us to go to how we were before everything changed."
"Before the kids?" he whispered.
I wasn't going to say that out loud, but my silence was my betrayer.
Silas was silent too. His eyes darted elsewhere, searching.
Did he think the same thing?
He was right there. Seeing him so helpless had everything pulsing through me. My erection lengthened, glistening with want.
I saw Silas eye it, but he wasn't eager for it.
"Now?" he scoffed and looked around to our children only a few meters away "here?"
He wasn't getting away this time. He had no fence to protect him, or children to use as shields between us.
"Now" I swallowed down the lump in my throat and grabbed his leg to drag him towards the woods, leaving our confused children behind.
I dumped him when I found a suitable clearing, circling around him to make sure the area was clear.
"Take off your pants."
"You're being a bit hasty" Silas fought back and squirmed under my face lowering to his body "this is too soon."
I wanted him. Everything was screaming at me to plunge into him and pin him down. I wanted to hear him gasping for breath between his moans for me to keep going.
"You never fought me like this before."
"It's not right like this" he muttered back.
He had to cast those doubts aside and let himself go. I'd be so gentle he wouldn't even know the difference.
I spread his legs that fell on either side of him. Silas grimaced and closed his eyes when I went to move over him.
"What are you doing?" I stopped and saw how rigid he was.
He peeked up at me, closing up.
He had never been this afraid of me. Every time we had fucked, he had been a mess. Now, he was quivering and looked close to tears.
"Is it because of this?"
I could feel how tight the growing skin was around my body. More fingers had sprouted and patches had squeezed together to form a blanket over my back.
"Kinda" he admitted with a glance over me.
I scared him like this. With this form mainly used to protect him, I hadn't thought about how it made him feel when it lingered for longer than he liked to see.
"I'd never hurt you" I bent down to nuzzle his face with my own "you can trust me."
He nodded, breathing deep.
"Can I show you how gentle i'll be?" I asked.
Silas nodded again, loosening slightly.
I didn't move, smiling.
"Going to be a bit hard with the pants on" I chuckled.
He smiled and started to peel them off.
The way they rolled over his prosthetic intrigued me. I could see where his gloved skin was strapped into the device that moved with the tiniest instruction Silas sent it. 120Please respect copyright.PENANASf8UI7Pwr6
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His face, twisted by fire, resembled rivers to me. He was ashamed of it, but I liked the way it felt under my fingers when I was caressing him in my own skin.
He was so small beneath me. Suddenly, I was afraid of crushing him. There was never this problem when we were the same. Now, I was doubtful of my own eagerness.
"Let me know if you don't like it" I warned him, to his nods.
My cock was dripping with how much it wanted him. There would be no issue of guiding it in when it was this ready.
I moved over him and watched his little body disappear beneath me.
My cock probed, searching for Silas positioned somewhere under there.
I felt his hand grab the hardness and be smothered instantly. He pulled it gently, helping guide it down to where he was waiting.
I felt warm skin before I felt the opening between it that I saturated.
"I'm ready" Silas spoke up.
I had to control myself and be gentle. Silas wasn't like a demon that could handle the full length.
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It was so hard compared to his soft body clamping around it.
I wasn't hurting him? I hadn't pierced anything else?
"You can go deeper" he chuckled.
OK.
I plunged further and heard Silas cry out as he seized around me, slapping my cock.
"Too far! Fuck!" he gasped between his teeth.
Really? That was barely up the tip and he already couldn't handle it.
Had I filled him already?
I slid back out to ease the pressure from Silas who gasped out.
"Try again, but gentler."
"Tell me when" I frowned before I was pulled back in.
Inching it along ever so slowly, I crept through the sucking warmth yearning to drag me deeper.
I felt Silas arch around me when I continued to push, right to where my cock started to thicken.
"There" he spoke.
Right where it began. I prodded and felt his body clench.
I really had filled him with just the tip.
Pride bubbled within me at having my ego stroked like this.
I could work with that. There was still plenty that was buried deep within Silas.
I dug his body from the ground with my back legs so I could press him to mine. His hands immediately snatched for my fur when I slid from him, only to plunge in again.
Keeping him pressed to me made it easier to pin him in place so he wasn't moving around. I didn't want him slipping and sliding when I was trying to fuck him.
Silas pushed his head into me to muffle his moans. I could feel the drool from his gaping mouth sticking to me.
I wanted to fill him so he would only feel me inside him. There was nothing more that I wanted than to fuck him relentlessly like the female demon and know that he could carry my children like she had afterwards. 120Please respect copyright.PENANAgIn9pSxlhd
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I wanted him round like she had been, glad to be swarming with new life.
I knew this wasn't possible. He was a human male and there were limitations with what he could do. Still, it allowed for me to spill into him, just not in the way I wanted.
"Fuck" Silas gasped out and pulled against me.
I dug into him, plunging and stabbing into his dripping body as fast as I could.
Silas couldn't breathe properly from the force I was throwing into it. I felt his body arch and buck as it let my cock slide past the limit and up to where it grew thicker.
He needed to feel all of it. He had to see how much I needed him to forget about other distractions and just give in to mind-numbing ecstasy.
Dropping him to the ground, I flipped his body around so that his back could press to me instead.
I had Silas spread with one leg pressing him to me from around his middle. His hands grabbed for it while his legs dangled around mine prompting him to remain open and wanting.
I squeezed him against me with each thrust to force the gargling moans from him. His arse didn't resist in the slightest to my pouring cock sliding its way through him.
The pressure building in me started deep within my stomach. With each plunge, I could feel my cock begging to slide deeper into Silas who simply couldn't take anymore.
He moaned and writhed beneath me, flapping his body when I pressed him to me in preparation to have him take all of my hot desire.
"Quinton" he pulled at my fur while the pressure boiled along my cock hammering ferociously through him "OH, FUCK!"
His body got rigid around me, but I didn't stop. I was too close to care about anything else.
Gritting everything I had, the pressure burned through the tips of my fingers and legs. Then, with a boiling wave of electricity thrown down my back, I stabbed into Silas and remained buried within him to unleash the unrelenting lust.
It pumped from me in waves too big for him to take. I felt him squirm and hunch over me as I jabbed and spilled all of the fire inside him.
When it started spurting back out onto the ground, I remained within Silas who groaned out with each burst surging forth from me.
He took it all willingly. His legs clasped around my cock to try and squeeze every thunderous pulse into him. It kept coming, making both of us shudder from the sheer force behind each one.
"You are....still...going?" he gasped through them all forcing pleasure into him with each loop "Jesus, Quinton."
"I told you I wanted you" I growled through the pulses jerking me into Silas "and it was everything you wanted it to be."
"It was....more" he moaned out and laughed from his reaction before he gasped out again.
I lowered Silas to the ground, but he didn't move. He remained there, lifted upwards for me to keep pumping into.
It could take minutes like this. Demons were bred to be thorough in their mating. Something had to get through to the females, otherwise it was all a waste of time.
Silas didn't need anything to stick. He was milking me just for the waves of pleasure tearing through him.
My cum was already wasted in the dirt beneath him. Anything forcing its way through just spilled back out uselessly.
I could use this opportunity to give him life, like I should have been.
"Wait here" I said as I was tearing out of him.
Silas groaned in disappointment, lowering his arse down so he could hunt for his pants.
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Moving it to my clenching arm, I rushed it back to Silas who had moved out of the mess and was about to thread his leg through his pants leg when he saw me.
"Turn. Up" I ordered.
He wasn't going fast enough. I tore his pants off and twisted him around so I could hurry over him and feel him immediately spread for me again.
I bent one of my arms underneath so he could grip to it before I thrust my spilling cock back into him.
Silas cried out and tightened his hold around me. He had his whole body hung over my arm so I could fuck him easier.
With his body skewered and his back turned to me, I sliced through his shirt and slashed a path down his back with a curved claw.
Silas yelled out in pain now, trying to turn around.
I dug deeper into him with my cock, trying to distract him from it all.
"W-what the hell are you doing?" he moaned out and let me lift his arse higher to plunge into it.
Without responding, I peeled back the skin to wedge the sac deeply beneath it.
Instantly, he knew. He kicked out against me while I shoved into him, stopping my thrusting movements so I could keep him in place and not rupture our new chance at children.
"You used me" he accused.
"I gave you life, like I should" I replied simply "it would happen naturally if it could."
"Nothing about us is natural" he reminded me bitterly.
True, but there would have been no other choice. Now was a good as time as plenty to have him be their nurturing protection.
I loved seeing him like this. It had me getting broody of the thought of him carrying more.
But, one was all I would risk for now. When I was human again tomorrow, I could try and slip in another before Carter came around.
I smiled to myself and withdrew from Silas so he could snatch up his pants again.
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He'd understand his boundaries when they were this clear.
"You can't just do that without warning me" Silas grumbled as he got to his feet and picked up his ruined shirt "I told you I wasn't ready for this."
He jerked a thumb to his back. I turned him around so I could start to seal the bleeding gash with webs to keep the sac from sliding out.
He didn't try to stop me.
"You ruined it" he grumbled.
"The sex?" I chuckled at him "I know we both very much enjoyed it. This doesn't change anything."
I finished threading his back and he turned to glare at me.
"It changes the fact I can't trust you in a time I should! You could do anything to me and I wouldn't have a clue back there."
I glared back now and stepped back from him.
"Are you really going to keep fighting me? I told you why I did it. I'm not going to argue with you over it."
"I don't want it" he replied and started to walk back toward the house.
I chuckled bitterly, following him.
"Well, I'm not taking it out. It'll be a waste."
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I wasn't wasting valuable lives because he didn't want the responsibility.
Who knew if they were even viable after all these years? Every single one could be dead for all we knew.
Silas didn't say a word. He didn't fight me on it or even look at me.
I grabbed his arm, forcing him to look at me.
"Don't do anything to it" I pleaded him.
He just pulled from my grip and continued back for the house, leaving me staring after him uselessly; wondering if I'd still have those children in the morning.
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