As soon as the last of my skin had trapped me beneath it, I was rushing for the house and for our room where Silas was sleeping.
It wasn't even morning yet. The children were asleep in their own room huddled together, while Silas hugged his pillow in his sleep.
I peeled back the blanket to see that his exposed back was still hunched and full. The edges of the webs had been scratched at, but Silas hadn't managed to reach the most vulnerable part further in.
So, he really was trying to destroy it after all.
I'd have to keep a close eye on him to prevent that.
"Silas" I gently rested my hand on his arm to rock it "hey, I'm here."
He didn't move. A little groan came out but he shifted from me and towards the pillow.
I moved around to grab it and slide it from his grip.
This startled him into panicking himself awake, looking around and gasping out when he saw me hunched over the bed.
His leg kicked out at the same time his stump did. Without seeing me properly, he probably thought an intruder was smiling at him from the bottom of the bed.
"Relax" I reassured him as I grabbed his foot to squeeze it "it's me."
This calmed him down, but only so he could groan and snatch the pillow back to hit me with it.
"You scared me, jerk."
"And you have to remember you only have one leg" I teased back while sliding into bed behind him "you aren't going to do much damage like that."
"Oh, shut up" he grumbled back.
I smiled and rested my head on the back of his shoulder, kissing it. Sliding my body next to his couldn't have been more comforting. The smooth bump between us only made my smile wider as my kisses trialed along the top of it.
This was the way it should be.
I still had a few hours too before Carter decided to interfere. Silas had to be won over before he slipped out of my hands.
I knew exactly what he would do while unsupervised with that man.
I'd tire him out and not give his mind the chance to form a single thought of betrayal.
Slipping my hands back, I grabbed his hips and grinded against his arse, making my intentions clear.
Silas tried to shuffle away but I dragged him back roughly, biting his shoulder playfully.
"I've got to give you something to think about today" I whispered in his ear.
"Like you didn't yesterday?" he leant back, toying with me.
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He laid on his back, running his eyes over me.
No, not the back. He'd crush our chances.
I grabbed him and yanked him upwards a little too roughly so I could turn him around and force him to grab the bed head.
"Straight into it, huh?" he mumbled to me when I cradled his stump to support him.
I didn't fall for his chiding tone. I was too focused on the fire throbbing through me.
Thrusting against his arse, I soaked his pants at the back.
Silas was getting into the teasing, leaning his whole upper body against the bed head so I could hold his arse captive against me.
He really was flexible. The fact that his other leg didn't get in the way now made reaching around to his lengthening cock a lot easier.
His balls burned and tightened in my grasp. Silas was finding this arousing.
"Quinton" he gasped out when I seized his cock "the door isn't locked."
"The kids are asleep" I smiled against his neck, thrusting roughly to make the bed head flex under my weight "they won't hear a thing."
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Before, there was a buzz of excitement whenever he needed me, but that had been dead for years now.
I just needed to feel something between us again.
Maybe if I played rough?
Snapping my hand around his throat, I forced Silas' head to remain against the wall. His body bent to my will as I arched it and molded it into the perfect position for me to claw at.
He looked good like that. His head tried to turn, but I kept him how I liked it.
This was taking me back. He was all mine again.
"I'm going to make sure he knows that you are mine" I smirked as I leant over Silas and pounded his body against mine "and that he can't have you."
"You're going to do this for Carter?" Silas questioned.
His tone sounded accusatory. I hated the way it was aimed at me and not the intruder in his life.
"He's got to know that he doesn't get to touch you like I do" I growled back, forcing Silas from the wall to force his head into the bed "I am yours."
Silas smiled, almost laughing, until I tightened my grip on his throat in warning.
There was a little gasp. I eased off after hearing the choke drag out of him, but kept him in my grip.
"He doesn't get to have you like I do" I hissed down to him and forced my body against his roughly "I fought for you, not him."
I pounded once again, really making it clear that he had no choice to deny my burning anger fueling my erection stabbing him with each thrust.
"You aren't going to think of anyone else but me. You'll only want me."
I tore down his pants and slapped the bare skin presented for me. Silas gritted his teeth through the sting and didn't cry out.
I wedged myself over him, leaning down near his head I kept firmly on the blankets.
"Say my name, Silas" I snapped.
He remained quiet. I growled at his resistance and dug my nails into the side of an arse cheek to have him bite the blankets to muffle the noise.
"Say I'm yours, Silas" I demanded.
"Y-you're hurting me" he breathed back.
I unlatched my nails from his skin and eased up on his throat so he could move his head that I snapped back onto the blankets.
His chin was buried there, his face staring at the bed head. I could feel his throat swallowing under my hand as it was stretched over the sheets and pinned in such a precarious position.
"Say it" I hissed once more.
He denied me again and chose to remain silent.
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I could hear my own ragged breaths snarling out with each exhale, wanting to hear the words that he still had faith in us.
But he was saving them for Carter, wasn't he?
I pulled Silas up from the bed and pulled his legs on either side of mine so he was straddling me while facing the wall.
His bulging back hovered above my chest while one of my hands pushed Silas' chest back towards mine and the other wrapped around his middle to keep him and his arms secured.
I tore two more hands from my body to plant onto the bed and stabilize us. Another two burst forth to lock the door and smother Silas' mouth and snatch up his flexing cock so he couldn't escape.
If he wasn't going to say it, I was going to pull every last word from his clamped mouth.
My thumb pressed along the top of his jerking cock to rub circles through the beads of precum forming there. I smoothed it down the head that I stroked, causing Silas to jolt against me each time my fingers rippled over it.
I could feel exactly where I needed to be. Each shudder and suppressed groan told me I was hitting all the right spots to force more of the warmth from him and over my fingers.
Pulling Silas' face towards me, I eyed off his bare throat unmarked by my passion.
That would be the most obvious way to tell Carter that Silas was mine. If he didn't get the hint with the back, he would with the throat.
Silas groaned out when I snapped my teeth into the side of it to mark him. Blood dribbled from the bite into my mouth where my tongue waited to lick away the salty fire.
I didn't waste another second. I plunged my cock into Silas while digging down into his throat to keep him where I wanted him. His body strained against my arms forcing him to remain where I needed him.
He was mine. He wasn't escaping that easily.
I wasn't going to be gentle with him once he relaxed. Silas had to know how much I could satisfy him and melt away his desires. I'd feed his feral needs and sate my throbbing hunger to fuck him relentlessly until he couldn't think straight.
I kissed his neck where the blood trickled, slowly sliding in to make his body welcome me, testing his tightness.
"I love you, Silas" I kissed up his jaw and stopped at his twisted cheek "all of you."
I heard him swallow loudly, grunting on his breath when I slipped out to gently re-enter.
He was still fighting me. He wasn't as relaxed as he needed to be to feel my passion.
"I love you too" he gulped out and convulsed as my cock dug through him again.
It was getting easier to slide through him. His own cock was covering my tugging hand with desire that rolled through my fingers.
I wanted to have him. To hear him call out for me.
"Say my name" I whispered into his skin I kissed my path through "I'm the one you moan for."
My cock flexed inside him, making Silas dig into himself.
I leant close, panting down the back of his neck as I quickened my gentle gliding into more jabbing thrusts.
They stabbed through him, paused to make sure he felt my entire length throbbing through him, then retreated to repeat the process.
It was a buildup into the hammering he'd be getting once he gave me what I wanted.
Silas' body shook with each of my thrusts plunging deep within him. His mouth drooled around my fingers clamped over his parting lips trying to gasp out.
He wasn't trying to form words. He just made noise with each forceful entrance into his yearning body.
It was like gliding through butter. Silas clamped onto every inch and tried to bury it further within him. He had no hold over me while I flexed through him to the spongy wall my cock pressed to.
His lips puckered, trying to speak.
I moved my fingers so he could gasp out and muffle the moan forced out of him with another thrust.
"Qu... Quin.." he trembled as I retreated and wound up to my re-enterance.
"Say it" I ordered him before jamming into him.
"Quinton!" he cried out at the force "oh, fuck!"
My cock burned at the sound I yearned for. It pulsed pleasure up through my groin and tingled my fingertips gripping the sheets.
"More" I hissed to him through the bulging lust lengthening further.
I was going to break him if he kept this up. He had to cry out for me and awaken the beast inside trying its best not to spiral into destroying the man glued to my cock.
My name was all I wanted to hear come out of his mouth. Each time he said it, I felt that pressure build further and further inside. His moans stroked me in ways nothing else did.
"Quinton!" Silas cried out again through my fingers moving to muffle his aching voice "Qntn."
My cock was demanding now. Each gentle thrust was replaced with hammering ones rocking through Silas. I tightened around him to keep him from being thrown out of my grip by the force.
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I twisted around him so I could stab the spongy wall in a rhythm too quick for Silas to keep up with. I pounded him so fiercely that he could barely keep his breaths regulated around it all.
Tearing my cock from him, I spun Silas around to face me. His arms wrapped around my back and his legs lifted to cradle my hips. He bit into my chest he panted into.
My hands dug into his arse to keep him open for me. The supporting two remained on the bed while the others supported his weight around his shoulders so I could lean forward.
Silas panicked at the tilt and dug into my shoulders.
"Relax" I smiled to him "I've got you."
He wouldn't crush anything while like this. I could keep him in this position as if he were laying on the bed hovering beneath him.
I didn't let him speak. I was already plunging through him to grunt my way up to the same relentless rhythm that had him screaming into my skin.
Growling through my own breathlessness, I fucked Silas through every noise he bit through me. The pressure boiled up my cock twisting through that wonderous wetness saturating me.
"You'll think of this when you leave me today" I grunted to the face gasping up at me "and how much I'll punish you if you forget about it."
I stabbed through Silas to hear that raw moan slip over my chest.
"Punish me" he arched into my body and wrapped his legs around my arse to push me in further "Quinton."
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His burning desire for me flooded through me and teased my already aching cock threatening to spill.
I kissed up the side of his neck, hovering to grunt out when I felt the fire filling me through the wetness.
"Punish me" Silas gasped out when my nails pierced the blankets and my trembling arms moved from their constructions.
Silas was on his elbows trying to hold himself up as I battled to fight through the pleasurable pain rolling up me. I still had his cock pressed on my stomach, his arse locked in my embrace.
My hands returned to lift and press his body against mine. I felt the bulge in his back move when I pressed onto it in my blind fumble to keep him locked.
I could barely move. I hissed through the seizing pain so I could dig into Silas and force myself to plunge into him.
He trembled under the slow but forceful movements, lifting his head back to clamp down on his wavouring moan.
"Quinton!" he shuddered out.
Everything exploded at his voice.
I shot through him in an instant, twitching and pushing with each convulsion digging me deeper into Silas' dripping arse. 111Please respect copyright.PENANADMelVEadr1
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He took it all, twisting around me to make sure I flooded him until it started dripping down my tight balls and onto my legs.
The release snapped its choke-hold on me. It was as if I was recovering from a seizure pulsing through my veins and tense muscles.
Now, I could move freely.
Growling, I dragged myself from the bed with Silas still shuddering in my arms and promptly dropped him at the end of it so I could stand there, forcing him into the blanket with my weight.
I fucked the spilling cum from him while unloading more. Dragging his arse up from the sheets, I was able to tug on his cock while he was hammered with mine.
Silas' skin burned and his legs stiffened when his cock began to flex wildly.
He was going to cum too. I could feel that familiar pressure flooding his hardness jabbing my hand.
"Do it" I demanded him while still hammering "cum for me."
He gasped and clutched the sheets he also bit down into.
I twisted, feeling my own burn fuel my aggressive tugging jerking through him.
His breathing turned to pained pants tearing out of him.
I released, focusing on my own building fire.
Silas came and pumped onto the sheets. I kept his arse up as his legs threatened to give out so I could keep fucking him.
I was almost there....
Pushing my hand around the back of his throat, I dragged Silas forcefully against me until I shot through him again.
The hot cum came spilling out and pumped over his arse still lifted upwards when I pulled out to try and fight through the shuddering waves.
Dropping Silas down, I could see how exhausted he already was. His rigid cock was already going soft, and his gasping breaths were trembling into a normal rate.
I wanted more of him. To hear his voice cry out for me again.
I flexed at the thought and snatched onto myself.
"How are you still going?" Silas groaned up at me before dragging his body up the bed and to somewhere not currently soaked.
I just narrowed my eyes up at Silas spread there so prevocitively. His pooling arse was facing the other side of the bed. I could pull him over and have my way with him all over again.
Just the thought had me fighting for breath.
If I didn't do this now, I was going to be fighting it all day.
I could feel it teasing me below the surface. Every time I thought I was about to win, the urge simmered down just enough that I had to fight to build it back up.
I wasn't exhausted. Why wasn't it working?
"Quinton, do you need help?"
I kept going, ignoring him.
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I wasn't weak.
Silas' body shook from exhaustion as he slid down the bed and turned around to position himself on his hands and knees.
"Use me" he offered.
I kept tugging, trying to focus on the cum pooling out of him to tip me over.
"Fuck me, Quinton!" Silas groaned out in frustration to me.
I growled out as I gave up, stabbing into Silas and burying into him again.
His elbows bent so that I had only his arse in my squeezing hands.
I pushed his head down to keep him trapped there.
"Oh, Quinton!" Silas moaned and flinched when I cupped his sticky balls "more, Quinton."
The moans were so fake. He was using my name to try and ignite the passion in me whenever I made him use it seriously.
"Fuck me, Quinton" Silas groaned out, spreading further when I dragged him closer "fuck me."
I could feel it returning now. The taste of my name was goading my climax.
"Quinton" Silas heaved and panted under me "oh, Quinton!"
I tightened, dancing on the edge, fighting to not let it escape again.
"Quinton!" he cried out with a little squeal on the end when I squeezed his balls through the release.
Silas let me twist and thrust into him again, taking all of my aggressive pumps and snarls of frustration until I ripped from him and stood there in anger.
"Quinton... " Silas spoke up in concern.
"I don't want to talk about it" I snapped back and held my hand up to stop him.
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Something that came so naturally had to be so forced with fake noises and scenarios. I couldn't bring myself to look at what I had been lowered to.
"You did just absolutely destroy me twice in a row" he smiled "you have to know you can't go forever."
I wasn't going to stand here and hear something I knew wasn't right. I knew i could keep going for far longer than a few measly hours. I didn't have limits like he did.
"I need a shower and to wash the sheets" I grunted out and went to move before Silas rolled to the edge of the bed so he could pass them to me.
"I'll join you" he offered, his voice lifting "we'll co-ordinate."
And face his disappointment in me or hear about how I wasn't as good as I was anymore?
"I'll do it alone" I huffed and marched for the door "sorry."
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I didn't want anything left of it and the proof of a man i no longer was.
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I lifted myself up onto the benches opposite the washer and just sat there with the noisy machine spinning away.
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He wanted someone who could satisfy him in all aspects. He needed someone who didn't have faults or had to resort to using his body to finish themselves.
Carter didn't have those problems, did he? That's why Silas had turned to him instead of me. He was above those dirty tactics.
Thinking about him making his move on Silas made my lip curl.
I wasn't just going to hand him over, even though I knew Silas deserved better.
Carter wasn't going to touch Silas while I was still here. I'd find a way to get over this flaw in myself while steering my mate from temptation.
That man wasn't setting foot in this house. Not with my children here and so vulnerable in their natural forms. They didn't know how to hunt for themselves yet, let alone properly defend their own lives from an enemy. Reid had been their first experience with life-threatening danger and it had terrified them all.
As soon as Carter realised he could move along Silas' distractions, he'd be free for the taking to claim as his own.
I needed to protect my children from that.
There was a knock at the door that signaled for me to swipe at my face.
"What is it?" I called out.
Silas peeked around the door he opened before hobbling in.
"Are you hiding?" he questioned.
I pointed to the washer.
"I'm waiting for it to finish."
"For the whole hour?" he looked at the timer then to me "Quin..."
I couldn't escape him or his eyes just pondering me for some sort of answer.
I looked away, huffing.
"You can talk to me about things" Silas dragged himself up beside me and rested his hand on mine softly "I, for one, am very happy with how things went."
Huffing again, I glanced to him.
"They could have gone better."
"And who am I to complain about what could have been when you gave me more than enough?" he circled the back of my palm "you did enough. I do need to be able to use my legs, you know."
I smiled down at his fingers and felt the shame start to peel back at the edges.
Maybe I was still as proficient as he remembered?
"I also think it's very cute to see you trying to hide the fact you have been crying" Silas leant against me and grinned at my eyes that looked down to him in surprise "it doesn't make you any less of a person to show emotions. Its a rare thing to see from you."
So, I hadn't been able to cover that up either.
I grumbled at being outed so openly and shuffled to check the lengthy time on the washer that had barely ticked down.
"I don't need to be crying about it when I could be doing something about it" I muttered back to catch Silas by surprise.
"Oh?" his voice hitched up until he cleared it and regained control "what's that?"
Sliding from the bench, I grabbed Silas to lift and place him onto the vibrating washer.
He giggled at the movement rocking him, muffled when I leant forward to lock my lips onto his and really crush them against mine.
Cupping his face in my hands, I pulled away briefly to see if Silas wanted to put an end to my eagerness before it had begun.
He hung his arms over my shoulders and pulled me against him when I rushed back to eat at his awaiting lips groaning out.
I was breathless already just trying to devour him. My hands fumbled for the locks on his leg as my other hand pulled him across the washer and around my hips. My lips kissed the marks of his skin, licking each crater playfully.
Silas snorted when he wrapped his legs around me but gasped out when his eyes traveled to check the open door.
He froze up and unhooked his legs suddenly, clearing his throat to break my concentration and lift my head to the door.
Ethel stood on the other side. Her eyes scanned the situation and her mandibles clicked away in disgust. Her colourful fur was speckled with what I could assume was the blood of the discarded deer around her mouth.
"Gross" she uttered while we broke apart "why are you two so..."
"Affectionate?" I grinned to Silas who was turning red.
"Loud" she shuddered, looking around us "and in the laundry? Come on!"
"Ethel" Silas pleaded, searching for words when he slid off the washer "it's..."
"It's nothing" she quickly pushed it aside and pattered off as I followed her "I just heard noises and thought something...."
Shs shuddered again, making another noise.
"What are you doing up anyway?" I approached her "you should be sleeping in the room with the others."
Silas caught up to us and I saw Ethel's eyes dart between us hesitantly.
"I was hungry" she shrugged "so I got something to eat."
It wasn't the deer at all. The blood was too fresh in her fur.
I leant closer to her to take in the scent of it from her before my eyes hardened at her.
It was a young rabbit.
"You went hunting by yourself" I snapped.
"It was fine!" she blurted back "I stayed close to home and only went for the small ones. I'm not going to be stupid, Dad."
"But you were" I retorted and looked to Silas to stop him from interfering "we just lost your brothers and sisters and here you are, wandering off into the forest alone at night for some stupid snack! You could have been attacked, Ethel!"
They wouldn't stop either. She was a gorgeous thing that wouldn't get mercy from some disgusting predator lurking in the darkness.
She was still years from her Spores, but that wouldn't stop them. She had been damn lucky.
"I was fine!" she breathed back to me and turned to Silas to whine for his support "Dad!"
"Your father is right" he sighed to her annoyance "you can't be walking the woods alone, honey."
"I thought you'd be happy" her eyes glistened up at me "I tried really hard and did it all by myself. Doesn't that mean anything?"
Ethel couldn't get praise for this behaviour. If I let this slide, she'd continue this dangerous behavior in the dead of night.
"Don't do it again" I warned her "not until I teach you properly."
She groaned out and blinked back her tears threatening to spill over.
"I'm not little anymore" she whispered.
"And you aren't untouchable" Silas stepped in now to hold Ethel's face in his hands "there are terrible things out there, sweety. Please, just let us prepare you a bit better for the world before you run off into it."
She smiled back at him and snuggled into his hands that moved to rub over the back of her head.
He was being too soft on her. She wasn't going to learn with coddling.
"Your father can teach you when it's morning" he gazed down to her "it'll be good for you and your siblings to learn these things."
"What?" we both choked back.
Ethel was elated. I glared to Silas.
"You need to know" he told her before meeting my glare "they can protect themselves better."
"But, I..."
"I know you can do it" Silas sighed back to me "but we also thought that we could be there for them with someone we didn't expect to kill almost our entire family."
I kept my mouth shut. It had caught us all unprepared for the slaughter.
They didn't know what to do. The children had just scattered in fear. I made them too reliant on me when even I couldn't save them.
"You can teach them while I go into town" Silas offered me now "it'll be good for them to spend time with their father."
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The time to grow a new one was just so tedious when I could be spending it satisfying Silas and keeping him from killing our future children.
I needed to remain like this but I knew I couldn't for his plan. I didn't know how to hunt as a human as efficiently as I could as a demon.
"Go to bed" I told Ethel while laying my hand on her head "I'll see you all in the morning."
Ethel shivered in excitement and left joyfully for the room.
Silas smiled after her in satisfaction.
"What was that?" I rounded in to him.
"She's right" he gestured to the way she had gone "she's not little anymore. She needs more than us and a fence keeping her safe."
"But, hunting?" I grimaced back, folding my arms "we both know how that had gone in the past."
Two of our girls lost an eye years earlier. Prey was unpredictable when facing a death so eager. My babies would be facing it again without fear. Soon, they wouldn't even need me.
They were growing too quickly. Seeing Ethel speckled with blood was only proving that.
"You're scared" Silas leant against me and placed a hand on my chest.
"She's not ready" I frowned at the bedroom door.
"You're not ready" Silas corrected me with a tap.
I knew I wasn't. Ethel held a special place in my heart. She was the one who gave us hope when it had been the darkest. She was the one who had given us the strength to get to where we were now.
"Teach them" Silas encouraged me "then after that, you can teach our babies a few things about being strong like their Dad."
His eyes glinted playfully up at me and I smiled.
Did this mean he had changed his mind on trying to destroy them?
"Now, I think that you could show me how strong you really are by helping me with the fitted sheets. Those things are impossible to get on the bed alone."
"Sheets?" I chuckled at him and kissed his forehead, the sarcasm thick "anything to keep you safe."
Silas smiled, leading me back towards the laundry where he made sure to close the door behind him.
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