我一邊慢慢退後,一邊指示住蟲蟲:「我地慢慢退後,感受下自己嘅呼吸,試下慢慢咁放慢返。你放心,我幫你望住啲狗。你唔洗望住佢地,你不如⋯⋯試下望住我呀!」1968Please respect copyright.PENANA68OwA9DctA
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蟲蟲呼吸好急,佢慢慢咁跟住我行。然後佢再望住我,佢一雙淚目變得好空洞,更令我憐憫起嚟,佢真係驚到魂魄都唔齊。呢個時候我望返啲狗,留心啲狗嘅狀況,好彩經過我小心處理後,冇再進一步刺激啲狗。然後我又引導蟲蟲話:「你記唔記得我地第一次見面時你打咗我一巴架,你睇下啲掌印仲係咪度?」1968Please respect copyright.PENANAFB7U0LQ7ru
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當然啲掌印係散晒,我只係借佢打我呢件事去令佢回憶起我地相識經過,最好喚醒佢其他情緒,令佢慢慢從驚恐中轉移過嚟。1968Please respect copyright.PENANAdZNjxeVF8t
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「你當時打我時係咪用盡力咁打架?」1968Please respect copyright.PENANAqFonmXf0AM
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「係⋯⋯係⋯⋯我好用力打你⋯⋯」1968Please respect copyright.PENANADOmgBIyOuk
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「你當時一定好憎我。而家你望下啲掌印係咪仲好紅?」1968Please respect copyright.PENANAgy8yPcoHxD
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蟲蟲注意力開始放咗喺第二度,佢啲呼吸順暢返同慢咗好多。同時我見到啲狗只係慢慢進迫,佢地雖然仍然警誡住,但明顯個侵略性冇之前咁大。所以我嘗試大步啲咁向後退。期間我慢慢望實蟲蟲雙眼,我見佢雖然仲係驚到喊,人又震,但情緒冇之前咁波動。於是我話:「你望實我雙眼。你睇下,啲惡狗唔喺度架啦。我地大步啲向後行好冇?」1968Please respect copyright.PENANA0NDV8o5Yz5
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我引導蟲蟲慢慢將向後嘅步伐踏大步一啲,我話:「做得好。你睇下!係咪冇事呀?」我見而家我地同啲狗嘅距離壓少有十零米,於是我話:「蟲蟲,你而家試下慢慢轉身對正我,幫我帶路行返出村。而我就幫你睇住啲狗有冇追上嚟。」1968Please respect copyright.PENANA42FsOFXbDA
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「⋯⋯唔⋯⋯唔好呀⋯⋯」1968Please respect copyright.PENANAIaQeWWCgp7
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「唔使驚。而家我地同啲狗距離遠咗架啦,你只要慢慢咁轉身就得架啦。」1968Please respect copyright.PENANAzYWqzcy8Nb
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「⋯⋯唔⋯⋯唔要⋯⋯」1968Please respect copyright.PENANANPpKcxJX2W
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「你信唔信我?」1968Please respect copyright.PENANAcbI9SMdG0E
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蟲蟲諗咗陣,就點頭:「嗯!」1968Please respect copyright.PENANAWqLUYhh4jE
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「好!慢慢轉身,唔洗望住佢地。當佢地唔存在就得架啦!」1968Please respect copyright.PENANAI5uUzTmIGL
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「嗯!」1968Please respect copyright.PENANALy01kvfCsV
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「慢慢⋯⋯慢慢⋯⋯」1968Please respect copyright.PENANAj4JlCg00t3
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蟲蟲照我說話慢慢將身體轉返正面咁對住我。呢個時候佢伸手捉實我,就好似遇溺嘅人抓住水泡咁。1968Please respect copyright.PENANAhZqy6pglgU
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「蟲蟲你做得好好呀!而家你只要幫我帶路出村,我地慢慢加快個步伐就得架啦!」1968Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1Xl8gYr6L
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「嗯!」1968Please respect copyright.PENANAsFigZBJRMA
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蟲蟲可能因為背住啲狗嘅關係,佢狀態慢慢正常返,驚恐嘅感覺漸漸消失,所以可以幫我帶路。我同佢步伐慢慢加快時,我地同村狗嘅距離亦愈來愈遠。然後當我地去到一轉角位時,我就即刻轉返身,拖實蟲蟲隻手,急步咁沿路行返出去!1968Please respect copyright.PENANAAsD2lDrsZQ
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我同蟲蟲唔想太多,一直行,一直行,速度不斷加快。而我地互相拖住大家嘅手,我感受到蟲蟲握得好實好實,掌心嘅汗不斷冒出。1968Please respect copyright.PENANAZktugWNs1A
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過咗一陣,我回頭睇下啲狗有冇追上嚟,話:「蟲蟲!佢地冇追上嚟呀!我地安全啦!」我鬆返一口氣。1968Please respect copyright.PENANAYdXP6FbCzh
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但係蟲蟲仍然好驚,佢拖實我都仲未夠,仲要行快兩步。當轉多幾個彎之後,我先感受到佢慢慢正常返,步速放慢。我見到佢冇再喊,但成個人精神好差,好似幾晚冇瞓咁。1968Please respect copyright.PENANAGCOdW0ycjj
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「喂,你點呀?」1968Please respect copyright.PENANAT7LBsmLSSB
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「吓?」蟲蟲遲咗幾秒先識認我,神情恍惚咁望咗過嚟。1968Please respect copyright.PENANAXFmZcbknSO
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「冇事架啦。已經安全啦。」1968Please respect copyright.PENANAfGKkmu8PyY
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「嗯。」1968Please respect copyright.PENANA9c49Q0itm8
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蟲蟲放開我隻手,改成橋實我臂膀,成個人好似貓仔咁挨咗落嚟。或者佢要咁樣做,先感覺到安全。1968Please respect copyright.PENANAYDH5x2Pl6o
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但奇就奇在,我唔係第一次同女性有身體上嘅接觸。當刻嘅親密,唔知點解同Miss嗰份嘅親密係截然不同。1968Please respect copyright.PENANA8npFOXMQEb
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忽然間,我記起阿偉曾經對我講嘅說話——1968Please respect copyright.PENANABoFWTYNooA
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「你同個大人比較就一定點睇都覺自己廢架啦!」1968Please respect copyright.PENANAItfAV6zxeW
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「同返同年紀嘅人一齊,你唔單只唔會覺得自己廢,你仲可以幫佢承擔添。」1968Please respect copyright.PENANA10kwqt5yNf
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當時我因為幫唔到Miss而覺得自己好廢,阿偉講咗一句令我唔太明嘅說話。1968Please respect copyright.PENANA0QGYSiF2vH
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呢一刻,我好似明白咗。內心有一陣久久不能散去嘅感覺。1968Please respect copyright.PENANATbgDsArLPc
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#小說 #文字 #文學 #愛情 #故事 #師生戀 #講故佬#小甜 #miss故 #紙言 #penana #校園 #校園愛情 #青春 #成長 #初戀 #戀愛 #中學 #女教師1968Please respect copyright.PENANAsnYHwgvTCS